There is a wise saying that 'time' is the most precious thing on this earth. Because you won't be able to stop it or redo it. So, while that 'time' is still with you, then make the best of it. Don't be sorry after everything happened and can't be fixed. That's why I'm so happy when I get the privilege of being able to go back in time and fix things. Isn't that something that many people want? Being able to go back in time was like a very unreal miracle to me. Miracles that can make me meet people I care about, people I can no longer see in my previous life. Although, I can't do anything for them yet.
So, do I regret being able to go back in time?
I don't think so, I have no regrets at all!Being able to see my mom again, spending a few months with her, enjoying the days I couldn't enjoy before because of my hatred for the world. I think the world is really mean to me. How can I continue to be bullied when I always try to do good to others?I conti'Destroy the enemy called 'final exam'!''There's nothing more difficult than taking the college entrance exam!''My deepest condolences to all 3rd graders. Hope everyone can go through this suffering sanely!'I chuckled lightly when I got the flyer a 1st grader gave me. He looked at me for a while with a concerned look, before continuing his task of distributing the flyers to the other 3rd graders. This leaflet seems to confirm that we are indeed nearing the finish line of our high school years.“I feel like I really want to beat up whoever made this damn tradition!”Siena grumbled in annoyance while squeezing the paper in her hand,"Instead of being excited, I'm even more pessimistic because of all this writing!"Nami who was standing beside her immediately nodded her head vigorously. Nah, for me, I'm quite amused by the strange tradition that has been passed down from generation to generation by the prev
"Are you all right, Sha? Why do you look like someone being chased by a ghost?”Nami asked worriedly as soon as I stand in front of her. I didn't answer her question right away, just trying to control my panting breath. Every now and then I looked behind me, or rather down the corridor to make sure that no one was following me.God, I'm so grateful!I feel like I want to take a deep breath when I see that the corridor I came out just now looks empty."Sha!"Nami Called my name again, make me panicked to find an answer to her question.But suddenly she covered her mouth as if she remembered something bad"Sha? Did you see anything strange in the toilet?”her face suddenly turned pale,"If so, it looks like what you just saw was Nancy, the ghost that has been haunting my house for decades!"She hugged her shoulders while shuddering.“Oh.. Oh, right! I just saw a woman
"I'm sure everything will be fine! Auntie promised to always be by your side from today on!”I looked at the face of Aunt Donna who was wiping the tears on her cheeks. I firmly believe that if she was an actress, then she would be very famous! The acting is absolutely amazing! If I didn't know what she really was, I might have been fooled into thinking she was genuinely saddened by my mother's death!Ah, I feel like cupping her face tightly with my hand while saying,"Stop this pretense of yours!"But of course I can't do it now. I don't have solid evidence yet to make she admit that she is the one who made my mother suffer all this time. In my heart I snorted, what exactly made she hate my mother so much? Did my mother ever do something so bad to her that she stabbed mom in the back?"Thank you aunty, I feel grateful because you are worried about me"I answered in a made-up lethargic voice. Haha, so
“I like you, Sha!”I looked at Alliando's face, his cheeks were red even up to his ears and neck. Both of his eyes looked at me with a sincere and earnest look. There was only my reflection reflected on his face. Makes me feel that the only thing in his eyes is me, not anyone else."Will you be my girlfriend?"His last question made me gulp, feeling at a loss to answer his feelings. The only thing in my head right now is a question, namely the question of when did he like me.He kept looking at me with hopeful eyes, whereas I just chose to remain silent without saying anything.I dont know how he interpreted my silence but he suddenly spoke again"You don't have to answer now! You can take as much time as you want to think. Whatever your answer, I will accept it well. And my feelings will never change for you!"He said with a smile.And for some reason, my heart feels sad when I see his smile."You.. Sinc
If you also die, what's the point of me going back in time?My main goal back in time is to unravel all the mysteries behind all your attitude towards me, as well as to prove my mother's innocence. I also still don't know how you really feel until you are willing to make me the heir to all your wealth. I don't even know if you really like me like you mentioned in your letter. Anyway, I still have a lot to do with you! So please, don't die! Do not leave me alone!I ran as fast as I could as soon as I got out of Wayne's car. It was a great coincidence when I met him. Whereas previously I was desperate to find a taxi that could take me to the hospital where Alliando was being treated. I was so panicked that I forgot to thank Wayne or say anything to Wayne. But thankfully he didn't say anything, even when he told me to get in his car he didn't say anything. Directly took me to this hospital even though I haven't said where my real destination is.But, I
Tick..tock..tick..tock..The sound of the clock ticking was very clear in my ears, mixed with the sound of the medical device attached to Alliando's body. I got permission from the doctor to see Alliando for a moment. Even though the time given was very short, I already felt very happy because I was able to see Alliando in person.Watching his chest up and down slowly made my heart calm a bit. Ah, ever since I returned to the past, I have a unique habit of observing the movement of a person's chest while they are sleeping. I want to make sure that their chests move which indicates that they are breathing and alive. Just like when I am with Mom, every night I would secretly go to her room to check if she was breathing comfortably in her sleep. After making sure that she was breathing and just sleeping, then I could close my eyes peacefully.I looked at Alliando's face, to be honest I really wanted to hold his hand right now, but I was to
“Is Alliando okay?”I instantly exhaled the breath I had been holding in as soon as Hans nodded his head. Earlier, my heart almost stopped beating when I saw that there were many well-built people standing in front of Alliando's room as soon as I arrived at the hospital. Bad thoughts had taken over my head earlier. I'm really afraid that what Aunt Donna said at the funeral home will actually happen.As soon as I finished talking to Aunt Donna earlier, I immediately rushed to the hospital and fortunaltely, I meet Wayne again. I don't know how many times I saw him tonight. And again, he also took me back to the hospital without saying anything. Ah, I don't know how much I ran tonight, until finally my knees shook and I fell to the ground on the cold hospital floor."Are you okay?"Hans asked as he crouched down next to me. He held out his hand, offered to help me up and sat on the chair. I accepted Hans' outstretched hand which felt
As soon as I arrived at school, I immediately walked straight to the teacher's room while tightly gripping the scholarship form in my hand. For some reason the trip to the teacher's room felt very far from usual. I don't know maybe it's because I'm tired, I feel like I keep walking in the endless corridor. To be honest I'm very sleepy because last night I didn't get enough sleep. After going to Grandpa's house, I decided to go back to the hospital to see Alliando until morning came. I originally intended not to come to school today. However, Hans forced me to go and promised to make sure Alliando was okay.Whereas previously I was very sure of my decision that I had been thinking about since last night. However, all my determination disappeared as soon as I reached the teacher's room. Suddenly I feel doubt, is my decision right? Will I not regret it?“This is your dream, Sha! Are you going to give up your dream just like that?”I winced as