There is a wise saying that 'time' is the most precious thing on this earth. Because you won't be able to stop it or redo it. So, while that 'time' is still with you, then make the best of it. Don't be sorry after everything happened and can't be fixed. That's why I'm so happy when I get the privilege of being able to go back in time and fix things. Isn't that something that many people want? Being able to go back in time was like a very unreal miracle to me. Miracles that can make me meet people I care about, people I can no longer see in my previous life. Although, I can't do anything for them yet.
So, do I regret being able to go back in time?
I don't think so, I have no regrets at all!Being able to see my mom again, spending a few months with her, enjoying the days I couldn't enjoy before because of my hatred for the world. I think the world is really mean to me. How can I continue to be bullied when I always try to do good to others?I conti'Destroy the enemy called 'final exam'!''There's nothing more difficult than taking the college entrance exam!''My deepest condolences to all 3rd graders. Hope everyone can go through this suffering sanely!'I chuckled lightly when I got the flyer a 1st grader gave me. He looked at me for a while with a concerned look, before continuing his task of distributing the flyers to the other 3rd graders. This leaflet seems to confirm that we are indeed nearing the finish line of our high school years.“I feel like I really want to beat up whoever made this damn tradition!”Siena grumbled in annoyance while squeezing the paper in her hand,"Instead of being excited, I'm even more pessimistic because of all this writing!"Nami who was standing beside her immediately nodded her head vigorously. Nah, for me, I'm quite amused by the strange tradition that has been passed down from generation to generation by the prev
"Are you all right, Sha? Why do you look like someone being chased by a ghost?”Nami asked worriedly as soon as I stand in front of her. I didn't answer her question right away, just trying to control my panting breath. Every now and then I looked behind me, or rather down the corridor to make sure that no one was following me.God, I'm so grateful!I feel like I want to take a deep breath when I see that the corridor I came out just now looks empty."Sha!"Nami Called my name again, make me panicked to find an answer to her question.But suddenly she covered her mouth as if she remembered something bad"Sha? Did you see anything strange in the toilet?”her face suddenly turned pale,"If so, it looks like what you just saw was Nancy, the ghost that has been haunting my house for decades!"She hugged her shoulders while shuddering.“Oh.. Oh, right! I just saw a woman
"I'm sure everything will be fine! Auntie promised to always be by your side from today on!”I looked at the face of Aunt Donna who was wiping the tears on her cheeks. I firmly believe that if she was an actress, then she would be very famous! The acting is absolutely amazing! If I didn't know what she really was, I might have been fooled into thinking she was genuinely saddened by my mother's death!Ah, I feel like cupping her face tightly with my hand while saying,"Stop this pretense of yours!"But of course I can't do it now. I don't have solid evidence yet to make she admit that she is the one who made my mother suffer all this time. In my heart I snorted, what exactly made she hate my mother so much? Did my mother ever do something so bad to her that she stabbed mom in the back?"Thank you aunty, I feel grateful because you are worried about me"I answered in a made-up lethargic voice. Haha, so
“I like you, Sha!”I looked at Alliando's face, his cheeks were red even up to his ears and neck. Both of his eyes looked at me with a sincere and earnest look. There was only my reflection reflected on his face. Makes me feel that the only thing in his eyes is me, not anyone else."Will you be my girlfriend?"His last question made me gulp, feeling at a loss to answer his feelings. The only thing in my head right now is a question, namely the question of when did he like me.He kept looking at me with hopeful eyes, whereas I just chose to remain silent without saying anything.I dont know how he interpreted my silence but he suddenly spoke again"You don't have to answer now! You can take as much time as you want to think. Whatever your answer, I will accept it well. And my feelings will never change for you!"He said with a smile.And for some reason, my heart feels sad when I see his smile."You.. Sinc
If you also die, what's the point of me going back in time?My main goal back in time is to unravel all the mysteries behind all your attitude towards me, as well as to prove my mother's innocence. I also still don't know how you really feel until you are willing to make me the heir to all your wealth. I don't even know if you really like me like you mentioned in your letter. Anyway, I still have a lot to do with you! So please, don't die! Do not leave me alone!I ran as fast as I could as soon as I got out of Wayne's car. It was a great coincidence when I met him. Whereas previously I was desperate to find a taxi that could take me to the hospital where Alliando was being treated. I was so panicked that I forgot to thank Wayne or say anything to Wayne. But thankfully he didn't say anything, even when he told me to get in his car he didn't say anything. Directly took me to this hospital even though I haven't said where my real destination is.But, I
Tick..tock..tick..tock..The sound of the clock ticking was very clear in my ears, mixed with the sound of the medical device attached to Alliando's body. I got permission from the doctor to see Alliando for a moment. Even though the time given was very short, I already felt very happy because I was able to see Alliando in person.Watching his chest up and down slowly made my heart calm a bit. Ah, ever since I returned to the past, I have a unique habit of observing the movement of a person's chest while they are sleeping. I want to make sure that their chests move which indicates that they are breathing and alive. Just like when I am with Mom, every night I would secretly go to her room to check if she was breathing comfortably in her sleep. After making sure that she was breathing and just sleeping, then I could close my eyes peacefully.I looked at Alliando's face, to be honest I really wanted to hold his hand right now, but I was to
“Is Alliando okay?”I instantly exhaled the breath I had been holding in as soon as Hans nodded his head. Earlier, my heart almost stopped beating when I saw that there were many well-built people standing in front of Alliando's room as soon as I arrived at the hospital. Bad thoughts had taken over my head earlier. I'm really afraid that what Aunt Donna said at the funeral home will actually happen.As soon as I finished talking to Aunt Donna earlier, I immediately rushed to the hospital and fortunaltely, I meet Wayne again. I don't know how many times I saw him tonight. And again, he also took me back to the hospital without saying anything. Ah, I don't know how much I ran tonight, until finally my knees shook and I fell to the ground on the cold hospital floor."Are you okay?"Hans asked as he crouched down next to me. He held out his hand, offered to help me up and sat on the chair. I accepted Hans' outstretched hand which felt
As soon as I arrived at school, I immediately walked straight to the teacher's room while tightly gripping the scholarship form in my hand. For some reason the trip to the teacher's room felt very far from usual. I don't know maybe it's because I'm tired, I feel like I keep walking in the endless corridor. To be honest I'm very sleepy because last night I didn't get enough sleep. After going to Grandpa's house, I decided to go back to the hospital to see Alliando until morning came. I originally intended not to come to school today. However, Hans forced me to go and promised to make sure Alliando was okay.Whereas previously I was very sure of my decision that I had been thinking about since last night. However, all my determination disappeared as soon as I reached the teacher's room. Suddenly I feel doubt, is my decision right? Will I not regret it?“This is your dream, Sha! Are you going to give up your dream just like that?”I winced as
December, when it rained heavily from the sky, I was forced to go to the funeral of the person I hated the most, the one who made my school life a living hell. I saw a lot of people crying at his funeral, as if they had lost a very good person. At that time I didn't understand why people liked him so much, because to me, he was nothing more than a demon in human form. Ah, I forgot a simple fact, which was that I was the only one he treated badly. Then, in that blue December, I finally learned a surprising secret, that man actually in love with me. He made me the heir to his wealth as well as various mysteries that he wrote in his diary. He didn't give much hint in the book, only about his life, his feelings, and why he committed all these crimes to me. In my desperation, I begged God to let me see him again to ask what he really meant. And God granted my request. And here I am, standing looking at him who was focused on finishing the baby bed he had made since a month ago I laughed a
Am I dead?As soon as I opened my eyes, I was already in a white room that I had never seen before. I've even tried walking to find out where I really am, but no matter how far I walk, I still don't find anything. As if this room is an endless room. Well, maybe I am indeed dead and am waiting for the angel of death to lead me to the afterlife. Being too tired to walk, I finally decided to sit on the floor which was also white. Trying to think about a lot of things that happened before I opened my eyes in this place. I remember that before losing consciousness, I was hit by uncle Sam's knife stab at some point. Suddenly a sense of sadness gripped my heart as I remembered Alliando expression I had seen before my eyes were completely closed. Ah, those somber looks and tears were probably one of the reasons why I suddenly felt indecisive about continuing to walk towards the realm of death."Hi, we meet again huh?"I gasped in shock when I saw the face of someone I ha
I opened my eyes in this dark room again, but of course without Uncle Sam or Roni. Looks like they're off somewhere to clear things up. My body immediately shivered when I remembered what Uncle Sam said before I completely lost my consciousness. Is it true that he killed Alex and uncle Shancez? Uurgh, I can't believe it! There's no way that Alex, who is so sharp and meticulous, can be defeated so easily! I'm sure uncle must be lying, he must be lying!I have to quickly escape from this place to confirm what really happened! I tried to remember how the condition of this room when the lights were turned on earlier. Trying to find something I can use to escape.Ah! I remember! Right in the corner to my right, I saw a pile of iron, maybe I could find an iron sharp enough to untie the knots in my hands and feet. I painstakingly dragged my body towards that place, as carefully as I could feel the pile of iron to find something I could use to untie my hands.Gotcha! I almost screamed when my
The night before..I stared at the building in front of me excitedly, imagining that the day of my victory had arrived. After today, all I have to do is make sure that Uncle Sam really rots in prison. After today, I can visit my mother's grave with my head held high, telling her that I took care of someone who harmed her. Besides that.. I can also freely meet Alliando again.With a faint smile I stepped inside, took the elevator up to the floor Fernando told me about.“Welcome, miss!”The friendly voice of a middle-aged man greeted me as soon as I entered. He walked up to me and started shaking my hand,“I am really happy to have met Elena's daughter. Ah, I'm sorry, but let me express my condolences for Elena's death. I'm sure She's smiling in heaven right now watching you."My brows furrowed as I listened to the middle-aged man say my mother's name as if he knew her very well. I tried to remember if his face was among the few people my mother had friends or acquaintances with. But un
I can't help but laugh when I read the big headline in the newspaper I'm reading'The collapse of Sam Lee dynasty'As for the content of the news, it's almost the same as what I've heard before. That is about Sam Lee who is currently on the verge of bankruptcy, even business observers feel pessimistic that he can rise and improve his image again."Taste the bitterness, uncle .."I muttered as I turned to the next page. This time a slight smile formed on my lips when I saw Alliando's face who was standing quietly. There was written an article with the title 'Sunrise CEO public debut, rookie monster in the business world'. Almost all of them are filled with praise about Alliando's ability to build his company. And of course, there's been a bit of discussion about his personal life.Actually, the discussion of Alliando's personal life in official newspapers like this is not at all interesting. It was the gossip magazine which I read yesterday that won. They explained in detail about the
You destroyed me, so there's nothing wrong with me destroying you back, right?Believe me! I really want to crush your life into crumbs, but it seems that God created my heart too meticulously, until he put too much 'compassionate' side instead of 'cruel side'. If only the second part was more than the first, maybe I wouldn't stop until uncle was actually lying in his tomb! Separating his body parts one by one to give the best torture.I put my bag before finally throwing myself onto the bed. Actually, I could feel that my cellphone was vibrating continuously, indicating that there were a lot of notifications going in there. But I decided to ignore everything. Right now I want to enjoy my rest time. After all, my heart was quite happy after seeing Uncle's shocked face when he found out that his company is now just an empty shell with no contents.Ever since uncle handed over the position of company leader to me, I have carefully managed my steps. Especially after I found out the fact
"Good morning Miss"I nodded my head towards Alex who was wearing black suit, same as me. As a sign that we are still in mourning after grandfather's death. Even though it has been 10 days since his passing. Tucking a strand of my hair behind my ear, I took out the document he handed me. The document contains an investigation about the death of grandfather as well as an investigation about the death of someone I hate the most, Aunt Donna.Actually, on the night of grandfather's death, there was one more big news that shocked the world, namely the death of Aunt Donna. She was found dead after previously slashing her wrist with a small knife whic she got from nowhere. So far, the police have concluded that her death was a suicide, considering that there was no damage to the cell where she was being held.That night I was too shocked because of Grandpa's departure, so I didn't really care about anything else. That day I was too busy to fix my broken heart because again, I was left alone
Rain..I don't know why it always rains whenever something sad happens to me. Be it in my previous life or my current life. I don't know the reason, but maybe it was raining to wash away my sadness, or just to add to the coldness of my already cold heart."Please accept my condolences, miss"I just nodded my head to anyone who came to say a mournful sentence. The energy I had was too little to simply reply to their words. Luckily Alex who was standing next to me wasn't in the usual 'silent' mode. Right now he is the one who saves me and replaces me to greet the mourners or just chat with them.My eyes looked at grandpa who was now lying in the coffin with a calm face. It felt like he was just sleeping and I could wake him up anytime. But, no matter how many times I scream or beg for him to open his eyes, he still ignores my request.Grandpa should be waiting for me..Grandpa should have waited for me to finish my mission a little longer so we could make up for the time wasted during m
Moments before..I feel more tired than the previous days. Facing different kinds of people in one day. Starting from the shareholders, the board of directors to Uncle Sam. And there is one more person who drains my energy, namely Hans. Earlier he had visited my company, and that was after I forced him to come. I wanted to make a plan with him so he could take back the part of Alliando's father's company that was taken by Uncle Sam. I thought he would at least agree with my idea, but who would have thought he would refuse. He said he didn't want Alliando to be involved in anything related to me or Uncle Sam anymore. “I'm quite happy with his memory loss. At least he doesn't have to remember the sad memories anymore-"He said to me."Besides, we are more than capable of building our company again. You see how big we are, right?"Even though he spoke with indifferent voice and expression, but I could see there was a look of care in his eyes. And seeing that, I finally gave up trying to