CHAPTER 1

Electric guitar is my greatest asset, whenever it is raining, I always grab my thing and do some short covers, happiness based on achievements was a different feeling.

I'm dreaming about my dream boy, NO, a dream girl I mean! Having an identity crisis was my struggle, but maybe I'm just in-denial and for some reason I got been numb for boys, or I just saw the world from a cruel perspective.

I texted Katha, "Hey, let's go out for coffee".

And I jumped on my bed when I saw her reply "sure, 8am call time" with wink emoji. My heart races.

Wearing my cool hoodie and punk necklace with combat boots made me cooler, including my wolf cut. Everyone asks, "Are you a tomboy?" I rolled my eyes, "None of your business" in my mind.

Upon waiting, the car stopped by, I've seen the driver with shades, and he got out. "This is my uncle Cesar" introduced by Katha, I'm just staring at him, he looks decent and serious, but there's a playful smirk on his face. Maybe a hidden beast?

"I bought these donuts" he handed me the paper bag, and I was pissed.

Katha was looking at me, and then she just grabbed me, and we went inside the cafeteria.

"One espresso for this pretty lady" I uttered to the crew even the girl who is making coffee is blushing in front of me, is it because I'm handsomer than those real men with penises? I burst my laughter on the thought of that.

"Boo, why you're laughing? You're so crazy!" Katha said.

"Nothing, let's just sip this coffee, not that warm anymore" then Katha was playing dumb. "Is my uncle looks handsome?" she asks. "Never, I'm way more" and raised my eyebrows while combing my hair.

"By the way, we will have parties due to his new launch building in New York, you're invited" I was about to vomit.

"Why so sudden?" The truth is I don't want to see that man, I don't care if he is the CEO, according to my research he is a womanizer and I don't give a damn.

"Please join me once boo" she pleaded, and I ended up agreeing. This girl is my happy pill, I think a secret ultimate crush.

"Okay" I said half-heartedly, and she kissed me on the cheeks. "Just stay there boo, I'm going to buy foods for us" and she left me for a moment. I was staring at the window and her uncle is still outside, his deep stares are scary, but I act tough, he walks inside and said "times up little girl, it is not good to see a woman wearing hoodies, and sitting like a man".

"I don't care" I hissed.

"Be a ladylike and proper or else." that line is a chill to the bones.

"I will punch you" I stood up, and he blocked my punch in the air.

My fragile ego was hurt, and I don't know why I feel different with this man, such strong personality, but I hate how he invalidated my feelings and interests. I walk away and go with my org. I saw his face in my dimensional vision, he has a ghost smile.

"I'll tell you when that going to happen" I said.

Mara stood up, she is slim and have accurate face shape with almond brown eyes, the boys here likes her, but my Katha was prettier.

"Just a girl instinct, I've notice that you efforts investing your time for that man, a saying of love that grows deep from hate, runs deeper" she calmly uttered.

The room filled with such yelling and screams after she said it.

"Shut up boys, fucking stupid" then I tapped the table hard.

My anger issues cannot handle this situation, I need accurate planning about my revenge, or I'm overthinking that what if I fail?

"It doesn't matter if I fail, I need to hire a spy who is extremely attractive to seduce this bachelor and get a videotape" I even smiled crazily because I'm confident that this will work fine.

"A scandal boss?" Martin face was unpredictable.

Later on, they've search women on the internet who can be fit to a job proposal, or will just visit bars to see pretty prostitutes. What a nice idea. 

"He is a whore and I hate him" mark my words. The room was filled with silent and left them.

I got home, and I'm so tired, my bedroom was in the attic, so my hobby went to stargazing, "I dream of a perfect world also perfect love" my wishes to the star looking at me on the west side. 

NIGHT. Is the time of vulnerability, it feels good but at the same time you'll prefer being a robot impenetrable to emotions, I strung the strings of my guitar and do record it on band lab, I had many subscribers and most of them commenting are shady peeps.

"Sweetheart" I saw this comment and curse on air.

Added by another comment "Goodnight, I'll kiss you" my intuition feels scary, but I wish it wasn't true because this is another nightmare that will hunt me. This person is creepy and has hidden secrets that were not being told.

"Who you?" I replied.

"Secret, guess what" I saw that it was a dummy account. What a coward, He cannot accept that I have many viewers than his own social media apps, just my opinion.

"I don't want to waste my time playing games here" Many fans just bash him without remorse and I'm glad he deactivate his account right away. I feel powerful and appreciated, but at the same time, feels pitiful.

"Protect our grungygirl at all cost" someone commented and I've hit the heart mark that makes her heart melt and even spread it with her friends.

"That's harrassment dude" a guy added. Well, he is right, shady people has no place in my life but I will not file a case for that simple bitch.