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Uncomfortable changes!

Author: Fantasia Swan
last update Last Updated: 2024-02-21 23:55:40

Amber's POV...

"Why didn't you tell me about the pain?" He questioned me softly enough to melt my heart.

"Uhmm...I don't want to worry you, and I will be well after sometime," I said to him and he was looking me curious.

"Really?" He questioned me lifting his eyebrows.

"Yes, really," I said giving him surety.

I was happy that he was being gentle. I was active naive that I thought, he might judge me but I shouldn't forget that he is my best friend too before my love. He understands me without any judgement or opinion.

"Will you sleep with me?" I asked him and he was looking confusing. He stared at me for a quality time and shook his head.

"Sleeping with you, might hurt you," he uttered and I took a deep breath.

"No, sleeping with me won't hurt me but sleeping without me will definitely do," I said and he took a deep breath, looking perplexed to me. I was sitting naked before him, every part of my body was exposed even my heart.

"If sleeping with you won't hurt you, I can sleep
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