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Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Food, water, sleep and repeat.
Ethan's POV...It was just yesterday, when I asked her to bind me in her love, before I go somewhere away. She was shocked hearing my statements honestly but she decided to understand me and give us some time together. Inadvertently, a void has came between us due to her miscarriage and other personal issue, I feel like it should be cured before it become a big hole in our relationship. She decided not to work today and stay with me for few days as she needed rest as well. I really appreciated her decision as she was considering us. She has always been workaholic and I have always understand that, but when it get above the level of survival, I couldn't just see her walking away from my life. I can't leave her, we have seen ups and downs, sweet and sour in our relationship and we wished to see them more and handle everything together, only if she give me a chance for once. I deserved her, don't I? I think I tried making myself capable for her. I want to propose her, yes I have made m
Last Updated : 2024-02-29Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Unofficially
This chapter contains mature content. I know this book has lots of Sex scene, but I can't help being horny. I know this book has lots of flaws like Grammer mistakes, mis-spell and what not, but I think it is understandable. Many times, I write and forget to edit or re-read it, that's why blunder happens. Forgive me for that! Enjoy the chapter!Amber's POV. Even though Ethan did want me to take it easy, we were still able to get something done because he kept me from work for just a few more days, and it was wonderful to spend that time with him. He was right when he said, I needed rest. I was being careless about many things. The boys' look of impending death made me happy to return to work tomorrow and return to normal, even though it was endearing and touching that they cared. However, it was starting to get on my nerves. I was sleeping, eating, and drinking water in an attempt to help them really calm down a little.Noah persisted in asking me questions because he thought I was
Last Updated : 2024-02-29Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Unleash the beast!
Amber's POV...We've spent a lot more time together since our weekend together, and it's been a few weeks since everything happened. I was also eating again, and things had truly calmed down. Along with going out occasionally and sharing sleep-ins on the weekends, we shared dinners and lunches at work.He's definitely taking things seriously with me; he won't get rough with me just yet until I can truly persuade him that I'm okay. We did have sex, but not as often as I would have liked.There's really nothing more I can do to accomplish that, I'm afraid.I was stressed out and stubborn, but I'm trying to change, and it's kind of frustrating because it seems like he's not letting me. I try talking to him about it, but it doesn't seem like he wants to talk about it, and he still looks at me like he's waiting for me to self-destruct right in front of him.It seems that no matter what I do, he will never be persuaded that I'm okay. A month has gone by since my collapse, and he still acts
Last Updated : 2024-02-29Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Ready for the punishment?
This chapter contains mature content...Amber's POV..."Do you want me to punish you?" He asked, and I nodded before realizing that verbal communication was currently prohibited."Yes," I replied."Why?" he inquired."Because I deserve it and it's always going to be there between us until you do, Sir." When I told him, he took a moment to look into my eyes, perhaps indicating hesitation. He would not find it, though."It's going to hurt." He remarked. "Yes, I am aware. Carry it out. Would you please?" I continued, and he regarded me thoughtfully for a minute before getting to his feet and extending his hand. He carried me over to the door as I got up."I've been wanting to try these." I saw him go into the closet and return with a box after he said that. He hooked them over the doors and closed it, and I watched."Those are new." He grinned at what I said."I can clip on an additional set for the bottom or use them just for hands,"He pushed me back against the door with a gentle push
Last Updated : 2024-02-29Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Are u serious ?
Amber's POV...He pulled me back into the bedroom, where I stood silently and watched him go around gathering more items and putting some others away. This was the only time I would get away from him all weekend; by the time it was all over, I swore I wouldn't be able to walk or move.All he said was "Bed." so I went to sit on it and waited for him to finish before he turned to face me. "I hope you enjoyed earlier because the rest of your punishment begins tonight.""Okay." I spoke slowly, not quite understanding what he was getting at, and then he approached me, undressed me once more, and stared at my body."Lay sideways on the bed, face down." I listened to him with a hint of nervousness.Ethan whispered, "Get comfortable, love." I nodded and wiggled to find a comfortable position while still being able to breathe. I did the same when Ethan placed a pillow under my lower stomach."Relax." I moaned as he said this and put his hand on my ass before massaging the area."Yes, sir." I t
Last Updated : 2024-03-04Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) "I can still you inside me?"
Amber's POV..."I promised that by Monday, all you would be able to feel when you walk, sit, or in general is my cock inside of you. I'm going to fuck this ass all night long, and you won't be able to forget the feeling of me inside of you,"Are you serious? All night? It was getting close to morning, so I was hoping it wouldn't last too long. I'm not sure how much more I can handle, but I really wanted to feel him spank me while he fucked me."Please Sir," I looked back at him through the mirror, and he retreated before slamming back in."I'm going to fuck you as much as possible for two fucking weeks if you come one fucking time, and I won't let you come until that time is up. Do you comprehend what I'm saying?" I nodded when he asked."Yes," When I replied that I would rather just have to get through the entire night rather than two weeks, he retreated and hit me hard, causing me to cry more times than I could remember. As he spanked me, I felt his hard, rock-hard cock slowly sinkin
Last Updated : 2024-03-05Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Secret for secret?
Amber's POV...Now that Ethan and I had reconciled, it was time to reconcile with my brother. Our relationship feels like it was surgically repaired, with a large bandage applied in the hopes that the issue would be resolved. Even though I am aware that he approved of our marriage, something wasn't quite right between us.We decided to go out and have a long lunch together, just the two of us, on Monday after I called him. It was imperative that we address our issues before Ethan and Noah could mend their friendship. Although I am aware that they still had feelings for one another, they were both being obstinate, harboring resentment, and refusing to acknowledge their own shortcomings.Although it hurts, we have to accept that our baby is gone and won't be returning. I don't blame anyone, and it's not their fault. Noah is receiving help and is aware of how much of a disaster he was. Not only did Ethan and I see each other behind Noah's back, but we also lied about it. We made a mistak
Last Updated : 2024-03-06Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Please!
Amber's POV..."I'm glad for you. Even though I still get a little mad at you two, it doesn't mean I don't still love and appreciate you both. When he asked, I would have told him to fuck off if I didn't think he deserved you. He would have respected my decision to decline, but I don't want to be in charge of your life or see you in pain,"he said. "Will you tell me about how you're doing?" I had to know immediately because I wanted to make sure he was alright. Even though I know he's experienced this before, I don't think it makes it any easier."Lily is doing great, but I'm having trouble sleeping. Not to mention that she was pregnant both times, I feel horrible for putting her through this again, but she has made it very apparent that it's either my family or drinking. I'm relieved that I never developed a stronger love for alcohol," he told me everything. "I'm happy too. Ethan is here for you, and so am I. I don't want this to prevent me from being there for you. We are a family,
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This chapter contains mature content...Finally the wedding night folks...Enjoy! Amber's POV...I stared at him as the door to our hotel room closed and my mouth fell open."Be gentle with me tonight," I implored. On my wedding night, I was emotionally vulnerable—more exposed than I think I've ever been—and I wanted everything to be delicate. I feel so exposed and emotionally spent from the music and the feelings that my body isn't the only thing that's naked tonight.In a way that I couldn't quite put into words, my soul would be exposed to him in a way that I had never experienced before."Of course Angel," When I reached out to him, he extended his hand and took a step away from me, leading me closer to the chamber. When we entered, he stopped, took my hand, and softly drew me to him."I love you," Even though I already knew he did, I informed him that I needed him to know."I love you too," I shuddered as his hot breath fanned across my neck and his lips, like a whisper against
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Imperfect wedding party!
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Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) The wedding!
Here comes the wedding...Finally! Amber's POV...After the music began to play, Ela and Bella began their walk down the aisle, Theo followed, and my ladies came to the lads at the end. Everyone was seated, the wedding party was lined up, and I stayed out of sight. One of the few friends Ethan kept from college, James was his roommate in college and he arrived just in time last night."Ready?" Looking over my shoulder, I noticed Noah standing there; he looked amazing in a tuxedo."No," He grinned as I laughed."Yes you are," he said. "You look beautiful Amber and I'm so happy for you and I'm so proud of you," He gently stroked my cheek before leaning in to kiss my forehead."Thanks," He grabbed for my flowers and flicked on the candlelight."You deserve to be happy," He took hold of my hand and interlaced his fingers with mine, refusing to let me take his arm to descend."Don't let go," Since he was all I had, it felt appropriate for him to be the one to give me away. When I told him,
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Ready for wedding!
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Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Bachelorette party!
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Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) 2 weeks!
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Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Second child birth!
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