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Author: Fantasia Swan
last update Last Updated: 2024-03-06 23:53:59

Amber's POV...

Now that Ethan and I had reconciled, it was time to reconcile with my brother. Our relationship feels like it was surgically repaired, with a large bandage applied in the hopes that the issue would be resolved. Even though I am aware that he approved of our marriage, something wasn't quite right between us.

We decided to go out and have a long lunch together, just the two of us, on Monday after I called him. It was imperative that we address our issues before Ethan and Noah could mend their friendship. Although I am aware that they still had feelings for one another, they were both being obstinate, harboring resentment, and refusing to acknowledge their own shortcomings.

Although it hurts, we have to accept that our baby is gone and won't be returning. I don't blame anyone, and it's not their fault. Noah is receiving help and is aware of how much of a disaster he was. Not only did Ethan and I see each other behind Noah's back, but we also lied about it. We made a mistak
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