CLARA“If you missed me that much, you could’ve just called.”That was Lucas. His text from this morning. I rolled my eyes the second I read it, tossed my phone on the bed, and went about getting ready for work. I was running late—thanks to pressing snooze too many times—but I didn’t let it ruin my mood.Lucas was suffering, and that immediately equaled to a good mood for me.The kids were already settled when I walked into class, their chatter filling the air like a radio with too many stations on at once. I gave a quick apology for being late, got them quiet, and dove straight into the day’s lesson.It didn't take me long to notice something—or rather, someone—was missing.Connie.The seat by the window, his usual spot, was empty. No bag. No jacket. Just sunlight pooling across the chair, trying to fill his absence. My stomach flipped—not in a good way. The kind of flip that you got when you had to do something you would rather not.Like text Lucas.Knowing him, that one text would
LUCASIt did not take long for me to figure out what actually happened that night. Ella took those photos to send to Clara, probably to get her jealous… Clara ended up sending it out to blogs, definitely to ruin my chances in the election.When I had gotten a clue, I grilled Ella until she actually confessed. What Clara did quite understand was that it was going to take a lot more than that to actually cause real damages. I wouldn't hurt her; instead I dished a little threat to her dear father, half-expecting her to come to me because of it.Try to talk me out of ruining her father's reputation, maybe?Unless… I couldn't actually do that. I knew about his scandal with those women, but I did not have enough proof. Not enough to actually tarnish his reputation. If I did, I would have released them long ago to get him off my fucking back.Raphael had not asked for proof, I was just so detailed about the affairs, and after sending a small clip, he immediately believed I had enough. And
LUCASI was minutes early, sitting at the far end of Gilles Café, my fingers drumming against the polished wood of the table as I waited. I had specifically picked the quietest corner in the entire space with low lights, little noise and no nosy cameras. Just enough privacy for us to talk properly.Clara arrived almost thirty minutes later, breathless but glowing, still. I watched her walk in, wiping her forehead with the back of her hand, eyes scanning the room. She looked flustered—as if she had run half the way here. Still, she looked perfect.Her blonde hair was secured in a semi-messy bun with a few strands falling around her face, and the only makeup she had on her face was a glossy, red lipstick. Her yellow sundress hugged her body like it was made for that exact reason, stopping just above her knees. The neckline was modest, but those breasts of hers just knew how to pull attention no matter what.Had me looking around in case there was any other man looking at her that I had
CLARALucas's entire house still looked the same. Grand, towering, confident—much like him. The sleek black gate had opened without question the moment my car got near, like it remembered me. I gritted my teeth when I got out of my car and started walking to the door, hating that I did not feel the least bit out of place as I approached the house.I could not believe I had once thought forever was once possible here. I had laid out our future—crafted spaces in my head for our children… we wanted to have just two. This was the house where I learned what it meant to love stupidly, blindly. The same house that I would have had my bones under, if dad had not come at the right time.I shouldn't be here. Yet I was, standing on the same damn welcome mat. Not exactly the sane one, but… you get my point.I took a deep breath now, my hand literally shaking as I rang Lucas's doorbell. Almost like I feared that the man was going to eat me alive. Well, he might, actually.A week ago, I had agre
CLARA“Connie! Can you give it back?” I gasped, reaching for my purse. The sudden movement pulled at my chest, making my heart pound erratically. I gripped the chair for support, cursing under my breath. Damn heart issues…Connie only grinned, throwing my Chanel purse behind him when I tried to reach for it again. “Why don’t you just go away, sicko? You’re an ugly witch with ugly hair!”I forced a nervous laugh as Connie yanked my hair, glancing around the school hall for some help but none came. The only reason I was here was because my fiancé, Lucas, had asked that we attend the parent-child event for his eight-year-old nephew, Connie, as his parents. His biological parents passed away three years ago. From here, we could go try on wedding dresses, which I was excited for.But as Connie’s tantrum dragged on, I refused to let him ruin today. Even when he kept pinching my arms discreetly, running back whenever I reached for him. Before I could actually lose my mind, Lucas finally a
LUCAS Mom had her arms outstretched in front of the double doors while dad stood beside her with a gleaming smile as Connie ran to them when we got home. He jumped into her arms and Dad patted his back, grinning at him now. “You had a wonderful day, I guess?” She asked him. Connie nodded, turning to us—his aunt, Ella and me. “I did! I want Aunt Ella to always be at my school, she’s so fun!” Ella laughed, but I said nothing. I let them walk into the house, going to sit out in the grand foyer, knowing my parents didn’t even care to see me, and there was nothing for us to talk about. My mind drifted to Clara and my fingers hovered over my screen to text her, but what would I say? She had looked very pissed, and it just ruined my mood even more. My brother’s child was my child. What kind of brother would I be if I didn’t keep life comfortable for him? I knew that Connie had changed a lot from how he used to be, but he just lost both parents—the little boy was going through it, for
CLARAWhen I woke up to bright lights and different wires connected to my body, my chest tightened.A terrible cold crept over me, curling around my ribs like a vice. Someone had done this to me.But who?And then it hit me.Connie.He had grabbed my bag. He’d been nervous when I took it back, just for a second—so quick I hadn’t given it much thought. But now…I swallowed hard, turning to mom. “How long have I been out?”“A day.” Mom’s grip tightened. “But that’s not the worst part, Clara. Your surgery—” She paused, taking a shaky breath. “It has to be postponed.”I stiffened. “For how long?”“A month.”The word slammed into me like a punch to the gut. A month?After over twenty years of waiting, of endless hospital visits, of careful, calculated living just to survive long enough for this surgery—now, it was slipping through my fingers.Tears burned my eyes, hot and relentless. I shook my head, the panic rising in my throat. “I can’t wait another month, Mom. I—” My voice broke.“I kn
CLARA A bomb could have dropped and blown up the hospital room with me in it, and I’d have felt nothing compared to the pain that settled in my chest. “What’s going on?” I muttered softly. My eyes were getting wet again. “I don’t understand, Doctor. You gave me your word. You said that you would hold the spot for me. I swear it was an accident. I don’t need to be punished for this!” The doctor sighed. “ No one is punishing you, Miss Clara. Not the hospital.” I blinked in an attempt to fight my tears. “Then what’s going on?” Another sigh. “You should ask your fiancé directly.” My stomach twisted. I turned to Lucas, searching his face for answers. “Lucas?” He sighed, trying to take my hand but I snatched it away from him, still in utter shock and disbelief. “Clara…” he started to speak, but Ella stepped forward. She wore one of those confident looks that made me want to grab her by the hair and pull so hard, she’ll have a headache for years to come. “Clara, my best f
CLARALucas's entire house still looked the same. Grand, towering, confident—much like him. The sleek black gate had opened without question the moment my car got near, like it remembered me. I gritted my teeth when I got out of my car and started walking to the door, hating that I did not feel the least bit out of place as I approached the house.I could not believe I had once thought forever was once possible here. I had laid out our future—crafted spaces in my head for our children… we wanted to have just two. This was the house where I learned what it meant to love stupidly, blindly. The same house that I would have had my bones under, if dad had not come at the right time.I shouldn't be here. Yet I was, standing on the same damn welcome mat. Not exactly the sane one, but… you get my point.I took a deep breath now, my hand literally shaking as I rang Lucas's doorbell. Almost like I feared that the man was going to eat me alive. Well, he might, actually.A week ago, I had agre
LUCASI was minutes early, sitting at the far end of Gilles Café, my fingers drumming against the polished wood of the table as I waited. I had specifically picked the quietest corner in the entire space with low lights, little noise and no nosy cameras. Just enough privacy for us to talk properly.Clara arrived almost thirty minutes later, breathless but glowing, still. I watched her walk in, wiping her forehead with the back of her hand, eyes scanning the room. She looked flustered—as if she had run half the way here. Still, she looked perfect.Her blonde hair was secured in a semi-messy bun with a few strands falling around her face, and the only makeup she had on her face was a glossy, red lipstick. Her yellow sundress hugged her body like it was made for that exact reason, stopping just above her knees. The neckline was modest, but those breasts of hers just knew how to pull attention no matter what.Had me looking around in case there was any other man looking at her that I had
LUCASIt did not take long for me to figure out what actually happened that night. Ella took those photos to send to Clara, probably to get her jealous… Clara ended up sending it out to blogs, definitely to ruin my chances in the election.When I had gotten a clue, I grilled Ella until she actually confessed. What Clara did quite understand was that it was going to take a lot more than that to actually cause real damages. I wouldn't hurt her; instead I dished a little threat to her dear father, half-expecting her to come to me because of it.Try to talk me out of ruining her father's reputation, maybe?Unless… I couldn't actually do that. I knew about his scandal with those women, but I did not have enough proof. Not enough to actually tarnish his reputation. If I did, I would have released them long ago to get him off my fucking back.Raphael had not asked for proof, I was just so detailed about the affairs, and after sending a small clip, he immediately believed I had enough. And
CLARA“If you missed me that much, you could’ve just called.”That was Lucas. His text from this morning. I rolled my eyes the second I read it, tossed my phone on the bed, and went about getting ready for work. I was running late—thanks to pressing snooze too many times—but I didn’t let it ruin my mood.Lucas was suffering, and that immediately equaled to a good mood for me.The kids were already settled when I walked into class, their chatter filling the air like a radio with too many stations on at once. I gave a quick apology for being late, got them quiet, and dove straight into the day’s lesson.It didn't take me long to notice something—or rather, someone—was missing.Connie.The seat by the window, his usual spot, was empty. No bag. No jacket. Just sunlight pooling across the chair, trying to fill his absence. My stomach flipped—not in a good way. The kind of flip that you got when you had to do something you would rather not.Like text Lucas.Knowing him, that one text would
CLARAThe class was quiet, sunlight passing through the dusty blinds, casting soft rays across the rows of little heads bent over their notebooks.I walked between the desks slowly, a smile playing on my lips as I looked down at messy handwriting and crooked lines of poetry."Good job, Femi," I said, patting his shoulder. "Your rhyme scheme is on point this time."He grinned, flashing a smile that showed all his little teeth. I grinned back and kept moving, stopping beside a girl who looked like she might cry from the pressure of getting one word to rhyme with “orange.”"Try something like… 'door hinge' instead," I whispered, kneeling beside her. “It’s silly, I know. But poems don’t have to be perfect, they just have to be honest.”The girl giggled quietly. I giggled too, unable to hold it any longer.My phone buzzed in my pocket then, and I ignored it at first, tucking a loose strand of hair behind my ear as I rose to my feet. Another buzz. Then another, in quick succession. Somethin
LUCAS My man, Josè’s club—La Noche Roja pulsed around me like a living, breathing thing—red lights, hushed laughter, and the muted rhythm of bass that thudded through the velvet walls and into my skull. I was sprawled across one of the VIP booths, a glass of scotch resting against my thigh, my fingers curled around it loosely like I wasn’t already on my fifth. Or maybe sixth. I’d lost count. I wasn’t even drinking to forget—just to feel numb. Something I did every once in a while, mostly since three years ago. A lineup of women danced in front of me, their hips swaying like an offering, their skins glowing under the dim lights. They moved for me, desperate for my gaze, my approval and most especially, my selection. But my eyes weren’t on any of them. They hadn’t been for hours. I was too busy on my phone to actually rate performances. I was doing this thing where I went through emails while drunk, and I stopped at one that started in such a crass manner, I had to properly s
LUCAS"Hey Connie, what's up? Where's everyone?" Connie's head tilted up at the sound of my voice but he ended up focusing back on the bread and jam he was putting together. Like he had not heard me, but I knew he had."They're in the hall; the one downstairs." His voice was low, flat, not the usual playful lilt he used to have around me. It stung more than I wanted to admit. I stayed by the doorway for a second longer, then finally moved around the island to stand next to him."Conrad."He let out a long sigh, finally looking up, but his expression was one that showed that he clearly did not want me here. His eyes which used to light up on seeing me were cold now—too cold for an eleven year old. His breaths came out a bit faster than usual which happened more often now, as Connie was gaining weight these days.I'd promised myself I'd address it. I had mentioned hiring a fitness coach even, but like everything else lately, I’d left it hanging."Is there something we should talk abou
CLARA"You look exquisite, my love."My cheeks spread in a smile and I wrapped my arms around dad's bulky figure, taking care not to squeeze him too much. He patted my hair, taking a deep sniff before pulling away."You wore my favorite scent. You should buy a dozen of this." He joked, his fingers running through his white beards while his grey eyes literally twinkled—bright and glossy—as he watched me.This man was always so entranced by me, made me a bit sad thinking of how different mom and I's lives would have turned out if we were with him.I patted his expensive Armani suit twice, then moved back a bit, openly admiring his fashion sense. He made a show of adjusting his tie when he noticed what I was doing, and I chuckled.Answering his question, I told him with a cheeky smile, "I could, but I would need your credit card for the purchase." He laughed—a rich, sweet sound that carried across the almost empty restaurant.Dad pulled out my seat for me, making sure I sat first before
CLARA"Principal Hart wants you in his office now, Clara." Since I heard those words, I've not been able to shake off the feeling of nervousness that had overwhelmed me. For some reason, it was like I already knew what/who this was about. I wondered what he wanted to say, since I had vehemently gone against the guardian—Lucas's orders. Hopefully he had not ordered the end of my job… not yet.I knocked at Principal Hart's office door, then took a deep breath before walking inside.He looked up at me immediately I entered, and the expression on his face was not friendly in the least.It was even more scary because Principal Hart always had a smile on his face. He was a young man in his late thirties and he already had deep smile lines because of how much he smiled. For him not to have a smile on his face on seeing me was a sign that I was in trouble. Great."Sit." He ordered without wasting time.I nodded and took my seat across from his, waiting."Miss Clara. You have been a good tea