CLARA
“Connie! Can you give it back?” I gasped, reaching for my purse. The sudden movement pulled at my chest, making my heart pound erratically. I gripped the chair for support, cursing under my breath. Damn heart issues… Connie only grinned, throwing my Chanel purse behind him when I tried to reach for it again. “Why don’t you just go away, sicko? You’re an ugly witch with ugly hair!” I forced a nervous laugh as Connie yanked my hair, glancing around the school hall for some help but none came. The only reason I was here was because my fiancé, Lucas, had asked that we attend the parent-child event for his eight-year-old nephew, Connie, as his parents. His biological parents passed away three years ago. From here, we could go try on wedding dresses, which I was excited for. But as Connie’s tantrum dragged on, I refused to let him ruin today. Even when he kept pinching my arms discreetly, running back whenever I reached for him. Before I could actually lose my mind, Lucas finally appeared. Relief flooded me—until I noticed who was clinging to his arm. Ella—aka his sister-in-law whom I was sure was secretly in love with him. Connie’s eyes lit up. “Aunt Ella will be my mommy, not you, old witch!” And then he bolted right into her arms. I took a deep breath and then smiled widely at Lucas when our eyes met briefly, but my breath hitched as they walked past me like I wasn’t even there. No greeting. No acknowledgment. Nothing. I turned just in time to hear Lucas introduce himself to the teacher. “Good morning. We’re Connie’s parents. Hope we’re not too late.” My chest tightened and I had to breathe through my mouth, agitation triggering my heart issues. What was going on? I rushed forward, pulling Lucas away hastily. When he turned to me with a hard, imploring look, I whispered harshly, “What are you doing with her? What do you mean you both are Connie’s parents, wasn’t that supposed to be us?” “It’s not a big deal, Clara. It’s just pretend, it’s not like we are actually married. We’ll talk later.” I dragged him back again when he tried to leave, feeling like I would combust anytime soon, “If you didn’t want me here, all you had to do was ask me to meet you up at the stylist’s for the wedding dress fittings and not asking us to go from here.” “Please, do that. Go, I’ll be busy for a while.” He barely glanced at me and still in shock, my hands loosened around his arm and he walked right back to Ella. Connie tugged at my arm now, “Ms. Clara is really the best nanny ever! Right, Daddy?” I froze. My mouth went dry as I waited for Lucas to correct him. “Yes, she is.” His deep voice was calm, unreadable. “Sit down, Connie.” Shock slammed into me. “Lucas, what the hell is going—” “We’ll talk later,” he muttered again, eyes unreadable. “Go home, Clara. You’re not needed here.” The words punched the air from my lungs. He’d asked me to be here, and now, he was dismissing me like an outsider. Ella smiled softly, but I could literally see the ulterior motive in her eyes. Other parents kept gushing about how Lucas and Ella looked so good and compatible as a couple. “The little boy looks so much like his mommy!” Connie beamed between them, basking in their attention. I stood on the sidelines, a mere shadow. I wanted to leave, but Connie still had my bag. I found him at another table, alone, rummaging through it. I reached for it, but he clutched it tighter. “I just wanted to see what was inside. Do you have any cool stuff to show my friends?” My patience snapped at once, and I yanked the bag from his grip and walked out. Lucas just asked me to wait for him at the stylist’s, yet again because of Connie who was also the reason he had postponed this fitting exercise multiple times, for various trivial issues. My condition didn’t allow for stress like this, I thought to myself as I walked to my car. Once I was inside, Mom’s call came in. I picked up, my expression still sullen. “Hello, baby! Uh, are you okay?” The moment she asked, I let everything spill out—the event, how Connie had been so mean to me, Ella’s lying act, and the way Lucas could not stand up for me. She said nothing for sometime before muttering, “I hope you haven’t taken alcohol or anything that might complicate things? We’ve waited for twenty years for this, we can’t mess it up.” “I know mom, it’s just… I love Lucas. He’s the one man who has taken a chance on me despite my disease.” Digging into my bag, I pulled out my heart pills, popped one into my mouth, and swallowed. The moment it hit my throat, it felt like fire erupted inside my throat and I started to cough violently, barely hearing mom ask, “Clara, what’s happening, baby?” I opened my mouth to reply but I just ended up in another violent coughing fit. What the hell? Was this pepper? In my tablets? “Baby, can you talk to me?” Mom’s worried voice called out over the cell phone. I tried to respond, but I couldn’t. My tongue burned, while my throat felt paralyzed. I fumbled for my water bottle and took a desperate gulp—only for the sharp burn of vodka to flood my senses. My eyes flew open. No. Someone had tampered with my medicine. Someone had spiked my water. My vision blurred. My fingers trembled. I clutched the phone. “I—I don’t feel right,” I croaked. Mom’s voice rose in panic. “Clara? Sweetie, where are you? Tell me right now.” My lips barely formed the words. “Brimstone… Elementary.” “I’m on my way. Stay awake, Clara. Stay with me.” The world tilted and I felt my phone slip from my grasp. Then everything went black.LUCAS Mom had her arms outstretched in front of the double doors while dad stood beside her with a gleaming smile as Connie ran to them when we got home. He jumped into her arms and Dad patted his back, grinning at him now. “You had a wonderful day, I guess?” She asked him. Connie nodded, turning to us—his aunt, Ella and me. “I did! I want Aunt Ella to always be at my school, she’s so fun!” Ella laughed, but I said nothing. I let them walk into the house, going to sit out in the grand foyer, knowing my parents didn’t even care to see me, and there was nothing for us to talk about. My mind drifted to Clara and my fingers hovered over my screen to text her, but what would I say? She had looked very pissed, and it just ruined my mood even more. My brother’s child was my child. What kind of brother would I be if I didn’t keep life comfortable for him? I knew that Connie had changed a lot from how he used to be, but he just lost both parents—the little boy was going through it, for
CLARAWhen I woke up to bright lights and different wires connected to my body, my chest tightened.A terrible cold crept over me, curling around my ribs like a vice. Someone had done this to me.But who?And then it hit me.Connie.He had grabbed my bag. He’d been nervous when I took it back, just for a second—so quick I hadn’t given it much thought. But now…I swallowed hard, turning to mom. “How long have I been out?”“A day.” Mom’s grip tightened. “But that’s not the worst part, Clara. Your surgery—” She paused, taking a shaky breath. “It has to be postponed.”I stiffened. “For how long?”“A month.”The word slammed into me like a punch to the gut. A month?After over twenty years of waiting, of endless hospital visits, of careful, calculated living just to survive long enough for this surgery—now, it was slipping through my fingers.Tears burned my eyes, hot and relentless. I shook my head, the panic rising in my throat. “I can’t wait another month, Mom. I—” My voice broke.“I kn
CLARA A bomb could have dropped and blown up the hospital room with me in it, and I’d have felt nothing compared to the pain that settled in my chest. “What’s going on?” I muttered softly. My eyes were getting wet again. “I don’t understand, Doctor. You gave me your word. You said that you would hold the spot for me. I swear it was an accident. I don’t need to be punished for this!” The doctor sighed. “ No one is punishing you, Miss Clara. Not the hospital.” I blinked in an attempt to fight my tears. “Then what’s going on?” Another sigh. “You should ask your fiancé directly.” My stomach twisted. I turned to Lucas, searching his face for answers. “Lucas?” He sighed, trying to take my hand but I snatched it away from him, still in utter shock and disbelief. “Clara…” he started to speak, but Ella stepped forward. She wore one of those confident looks that made me want to grab her by the hair and pull so hard, she’ll have a headache for years to come. “Clara, my best f
CLARAIt was evening already, but my mother was yet to return. I stared at my phone, gripping it so tightly my fingers ached. She wasn’t supposed to be gone long, even if she wanted to go confront Ella or Lucas. Right?I dialed her number again. Straight to voicemail.Panic tightened around my chest. Something wasn’t right.I threw off the hospital blanket and sat up, ignoring the dull ache in my chest. Called her again. Nothing.She wouldn’t just disappear. She wouldn’t leave me when she knew that she was the most important person in the world to me. Growing up without a father meant she was all I had. Just as I was about to drop it for the tenth time, the phone rang. I fumbled to answer, “Hello?” I spoke with a sense of urgency. I couldn’t help but wonder if it was my mum calling me from another number. “Is this Clara Walsh?” a firm voice asked on the other end.“Yes.”“This is St. Anthony’s Emergency Services. Your mother, Susan Walsh, was in a car accident. She’s in critical co
CLARA I sucked in a deep breath. “What did you say the money was for again?” I asked. Maybe I hadn’t heard right. Maybe I was just imagining the worst about the man I loved. “For your silence,” Raymond repeated. “Mr. Lucas hopes you’ll reconsider the lawsuit. His nephew, Connie—” He adjusted his tie, unfazed by the way I was shaking with rage. “Connie is young. Losing his aunt would be inconvenient for everyone. The Sinclair family is willing to cover funeral costs… along with this.” He gestured to the briefcase. Five million dollars. Life-changing money. Enough to walk away, to start over. But then I saw my mother’s face. Her trembling smile in that hospital bed. Her voice, weak but proud, calling me her brave, bold girl. My jaw tightened. “And if I don’t agree?” Raymond sighed. “Then you won’t be part of the Sinclair family. If you love Lucas, you’ll do this for him.” A bitter laugh tore from my throat. I grabbed the briefcase—and flung it. Cash scattered like filth. “Get
CLARA I looked around, scoffing, "Uh… what?" It took only a few more seconds before I actually grasped what he was trying to say. My mother's words came back to me at once and I gave the man in front of me a stunned once over again before he spoke again, "Her name is Rose Peterson. The owner of this neckpiece… She used to be my wife…" Rose—that was my mother's name before she ran away from him and changed her name and identity completely. It fully made sense now. This man in front of me was definitely who I thought he was. My deadbeat father who had left my mother and me alone for all these years. If he had not bumped into me here, he'd probably never reach out still. Were we just cursed to meet the wrong men? The fact that I had his eyes made me want to throw up, so I snatched the neck piece off his hands and made to walk past him in a hurry, having absolutely nothing to say to him. His assistant blocked my path again and when I sent him a dirty look, his boss nodded
LUCASWhen I got home from Clara's apartment that night, I was too furious and just needed to calm my head. Which was why when the door opened and I met Raymond in my path, my nose twitched in annoyance and I spat,"What the hell is it?"He revealed a box from behind him and pushed it to me. I watched for him for a few seconds in confusion, then slowly pried the box out of his hands, opening it up.On seeing the content of the box, my head tilted back up to his face, my brows narrowed as I questioned, "What is this?"Raymond looked like he was fighting for his life, opening and closing his mouth like he was scared of something. I laughed emotionlessly, moving closer to him."Raymond? Will you speak?"He swallowed. "Your… they asked me not to tell you."I tilted my head to the side. Maybe they did. But he was showing this to me, which means he was ready to talk about whatever this was, anyways. "Why is there so much money in this box, Raymond? I would not want to ask you one more tim
LUCASI sat down, and she started,"Your nephew has been bad. Not just this once, but more than a couple of times, and we have always had to handle it without blowing things out of proportion. Unfortunately, that cannot keep happening; he injured the other kid today. We had to rush him to a clinic. Honestly, you should try to keep the boy in check, or we might take more serious measures to keep him in check ourselves." Clara informed me. Connie was sitting beside me by now, and I was struggling to pay full attention to the situation at hand and not Clara's presence. I turned to him, "What happened today, Connie?"He started speaking at once, glaring at Clara, "Uncle Lucas, she's just making a big deal out of nothing. I am not being bad at school… I respect everyone! She’s just a substitute teacher but she keeps doing the most. I mean, why call you out of work when she could just call your butler, Ray?""Connie? Watch your mouth."He pouted, turning away from me, back to Clara. "I di
CLARAThe moment we got to the parking lot just before Andy's car, I gently detached my arm from his and put some space between us, looking around for Lucas.I let out a sigh of relief when I saw that he had just entered his car and was already driving away. Damn, I would have sworn this man had no effect on me anymore some time ago, but today showed I still had to work on my emotions some more.Andy tipped my chin towards him, "Hey baby girl, you look lost. What are you thinking about?"I opened my mouth to say something but he was taking out a cigar stick at the same time. My face scrunched up in a frown and I slapped the cancer stick away, glaring up at him."This is a school, Andy. You cannot smoke here—off limits." I pointed to the direction of a signboard that even spelt it out. He exhaled a breath, his gaze slipping to the cigar stick on the ground—and longingly, too.Why had I even finally agreed to go out with this guy? Oh okay, yeah—dad. Andy was having his birthday party to
LUCASI sat down, and she started,"Your nephew has been bad. Not just this once, but more than a couple of times, and we have always had to handle it without blowing things out of proportion. Unfortunately, that cannot keep happening; he injured the other kid today. We had to rush him to a clinic. Honestly, you should try to keep the boy in check, or we might take more serious measures to keep him in check ourselves." Clara informed me. Connie was sitting beside me by now, and I was struggling to pay full attention to the situation at hand and not Clara's presence. I turned to him, "What happened today, Connie?"He started speaking at once, glaring at Clara, "Uncle Lucas, she's just making a big deal out of nothing. I am not being bad at school… I respect everyone! She’s just a substitute teacher but she keeps doing the most. I mean, why call you out of work when she could just call your butler, Ray?""Connie? Watch your mouth."He pouted, turning away from me, back to Clara. "I di
LUCASWhen I got home from Clara's apartment that night, I was too furious and just needed to calm my head. Which was why when the door opened and I met Raymond in my path, my nose twitched in annoyance and I spat,"What the hell is it?"He revealed a box from behind him and pushed it to me. I watched for him for a few seconds in confusion, then slowly pried the box out of his hands, opening it up.On seeing the content of the box, my head tilted back up to his face, my brows narrowed as I questioned, "What is this?"Raymond looked like he was fighting for his life, opening and closing his mouth like he was scared of something. I laughed emotionlessly, moving closer to him."Raymond? Will you speak?"He swallowed. "Your… they asked me not to tell you."I tilted my head to the side. Maybe they did. But he was showing this to me, which means he was ready to talk about whatever this was, anyways. "Why is there so much money in this box, Raymond? I would not want to ask you one more tim
CLARA I looked around, scoffing, "Uh… what?" It took only a few more seconds before I actually grasped what he was trying to say. My mother's words came back to me at once and I gave the man in front of me a stunned once over again before he spoke again, "Her name is Rose Peterson. The owner of this neckpiece… She used to be my wife…" Rose—that was my mother's name before she ran away from him and changed her name and identity completely. It fully made sense now. This man in front of me was definitely who I thought he was. My deadbeat father who had left my mother and me alone for all these years. If he had not bumped into me here, he'd probably never reach out still. Were we just cursed to meet the wrong men? The fact that I had his eyes made me want to throw up, so I snatched the neck piece off his hands and made to walk past him in a hurry, having absolutely nothing to say to him. His assistant blocked my path again and when I sent him a dirty look, his boss nodded
CLARA I sucked in a deep breath. “What did you say the money was for again?” I asked. Maybe I hadn’t heard right. Maybe I was just imagining the worst about the man I loved. “For your silence,” Raymond repeated. “Mr. Lucas hopes you’ll reconsider the lawsuit. His nephew, Connie—” He adjusted his tie, unfazed by the way I was shaking with rage. “Connie is young. Losing his aunt would be inconvenient for everyone. The Sinclair family is willing to cover funeral costs… along with this.” He gestured to the briefcase. Five million dollars. Life-changing money. Enough to walk away, to start over. But then I saw my mother’s face. Her trembling smile in that hospital bed. Her voice, weak but proud, calling me her brave, bold girl. My jaw tightened. “And if I don’t agree?” Raymond sighed. “Then you won’t be part of the Sinclair family. If you love Lucas, you’ll do this for him.” A bitter laugh tore from my throat. I grabbed the briefcase—and flung it. Cash scattered like filth. “Get
CLARAIt was evening already, but my mother was yet to return. I stared at my phone, gripping it so tightly my fingers ached. She wasn’t supposed to be gone long, even if she wanted to go confront Ella or Lucas. Right?I dialed her number again. Straight to voicemail.Panic tightened around my chest. Something wasn’t right.I threw off the hospital blanket and sat up, ignoring the dull ache in my chest. Called her again. Nothing.She wouldn’t just disappear. She wouldn’t leave me when she knew that she was the most important person in the world to me. Growing up without a father meant she was all I had. Just as I was about to drop it for the tenth time, the phone rang. I fumbled to answer, “Hello?” I spoke with a sense of urgency. I couldn’t help but wonder if it was my mum calling me from another number. “Is this Clara Walsh?” a firm voice asked on the other end.“Yes.”“This is St. Anthony’s Emergency Services. Your mother, Susan Walsh, was in a car accident. She’s in critical co
CLARA A bomb could have dropped and blown up the hospital room with me in it, and I’d have felt nothing compared to the pain that settled in my chest. “What’s going on?” I muttered softly. My eyes were getting wet again. “I don’t understand, Doctor. You gave me your word. You said that you would hold the spot for me. I swear it was an accident. I don’t need to be punished for this!” The doctor sighed. “ No one is punishing you, Miss Clara. Not the hospital.” I blinked in an attempt to fight my tears. “Then what’s going on?” Another sigh. “You should ask your fiancé directly.” My stomach twisted. I turned to Lucas, searching his face for answers. “Lucas?” He sighed, trying to take my hand but I snatched it away from him, still in utter shock and disbelief. “Clara…” he started to speak, but Ella stepped forward. She wore one of those confident looks that made me want to grab her by the hair and pull so hard, she’ll have a headache for years to come. “Clara, my best f
CLARAWhen I woke up to bright lights and different wires connected to my body, my chest tightened.A terrible cold crept over me, curling around my ribs like a vice. Someone had done this to me.But who?And then it hit me.Connie.He had grabbed my bag. He’d been nervous when I took it back, just for a second—so quick I hadn’t given it much thought. But now…I swallowed hard, turning to mom. “How long have I been out?”“A day.” Mom’s grip tightened. “But that’s not the worst part, Clara. Your surgery—” She paused, taking a shaky breath. “It has to be postponed.”I stiffened. “For how long?”“A month.”The word slammed into me like a punch to the gut. A month?After over twenty years of waiting, of endless hospital visits, of careful, calculated living just to survive long enough for this surgery—now, it was slipping through my fingers.Tears burned my eyes, hot and relentless. I shook my head, the panic rising in my throat. “I can’t wait another month, Mom. I—” My voice broke.“I kn
LUCAS Mom had her arms outstretched in front of the double doors while dad stood beside her with a gleaming smile as Connie ran to them when we got home. He jumped into her arms and Dad patted his back, grinning at him now. “You had a wonderful day, I guess?” She asked him. Connie nodded, turning to us—his aunt, Ella and me. “I did! I want Aunt Ella to always be at my school, she’s so fun!” Ella laughed, but I said nothing. I let them walk into the house, going to sit out in the grand foyer, knowing my parents didn’t even care to see me, and there was nothing for us to talk about. My mind drifted to Clara and my fingers hovered over my screen to text her, but what would I say? She had looked very pissed, and it just ruined my mood even more. My brother’s child was my child. What kind of brother would I be if I didn’t keep life comfortable for him? I knew that Connie had changed a lot from how he used to be, but he just lost both parents—the little boy was going through it, for