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Chapter 10
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2025-04-01 19:01:16
Better fishMini theater Caius: Why did no one stop the baker from emotionally adopting you?! Orion: [nodding] I second this. Why did he nearly cry because you had a friend? Alex: [deadpan] I don’t know. Caius: That’s a lie. Author: Actually, it’s not. The man has the social skills of a rock of course people assume he doesn’t have friends. Alex: [offended] I have friends. Orion: …Who? Caius: Name three. Alex: [silent for a moment] …You two? Caius & Orion: You poor baby [hugs]
Kaugnay na kabanata
Beneath Blood and Water Chapter 11
The familiar feeling of being submerged in a memory washed over me.The air was heavy….thick with the dark feeling of despair.I felt as if the very life around me was being siphoned away, the moisture in my skin vanishing as if pulled by an unseen force. My vision blurred, the world dissolving into nothingness until all that remained was me and a child.I stood in the middle of the memory, but this time I wasn’t seeing the memory through the eyes of a participant; this time I was an observer. I was watching, feeling.I sat next to a childThe child’s dark hair fell over his eyes, but I instinctively knew who it was.-Alex- curled against a wall, knees pulled to his chest. His clothes were thin, dirty, torn at the edges.I knew because I could feel mine aching, too, a sharp, excruciating pain. I wanted to keel over and vomit the water in my stomach, but this child that was no older than nine kept silent, his arms littered with bruises.I sat beside him and looked for any pain in his ey
Huling Na-update : 2025-04-02Beneath Blood and Water Chapter 1
When I think to the day it all started I am always shocked by how mundane it was, a car ride with home with whom I considered a brother, the wind in our hair, the growl of the engine, a body in the trunk, and caked blood on your shoes, I made sure to be cleaner in the hit this time compared to others.I watched the places around me fade into a blur of greens and blues, a mush mosh of blurred colors, the wind calmed my nerves, the impatience I held that this car wouldn’t go faster.“Alex are you listening?” I shook my head still looking out the window.“What did you say?” I asked quietly, my voice above a whisper, as if speaking any louder would break the peace that I currently had.“I was asking if you're really quitting?” I turned to look at the manDyed red hair in a buzz cut a permanent smile on his face as if it were cut and sewn there on his face, he was always so darn happy.I respected that and it also annoyed me who as the Director always said had facial expressions that were
Huling Na-update : 2025-03-17Beneath Blood and Water Chapter 2
For as long as I can remember there were two constants in my life, the marsh where I live in, and the man in all black that came here to bring me food.At first I was wary, I had never seen a creature like it that walked on two legs, but my heritage whispered to me and I realized they were called humans, a very weird species of creatures.The first time he materialize, he didn’t appear again for two cycles of the moon, then he returned with more food, I watched him from my rock I sunbathed in, he threw the body covered in black material, most likely to preserve it for me.I was wary but also very grateful, I no longer had to search for food.And the food usually lasted me till the next time he brought another meal.I no longer needed to be a bottom feeder, or fight for food with other marine life, and soon enough my life entered a lull, scheduled feeding every two days, sometimes with one meals, some times two.At first I was wary of this..human at firstLater I realized I was able t
Huling Na-update : 2025-03-17Beneath Blood and Water Chapter 3
I plunged into the memory like flopping into the deep end of a the ocean, an invisible hand dragged me down deeper and deeper until I was settled, at first everything was blurry and too bright, I had to center myself before I could open my eyes again.It was bright, I sat on a gravel ground, stones drilling into the skin of my buttocks the pain bordering on discomfort, my knees were drawn into my body, making my already small body smaller.Or wait this wasn’t my body was it, no this was a memory.“Alex” a voice said, I raised my head to look at the owner of the voice, it was a girl not older than 12, Liora, a voice whispered in my head in relief.“What are you doing here?”Hiding the voice whispered but the mouth did not move.The girl sighed, “You can’t hide forever you know” she answered as if she could read minds, as if she always knew what I always left unsaid, the warmth in my chest grew.“Come on let’s go and play I’ll make sure no one picks on you again ok?”I shook my head No
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The first thing I felt was the weight in my chest.It pressed against my chest, rising and falling with every slow breath. I felt terrible like my body was used as a bat to hit an immovable object, my nose felt stuffy, my throat was dry and there was an bitter taste on my tongue that felt like something went to rot thereThe feeling of disgust heightened, the dirt on my body felt like a layer of unwanted skin, the gnawing feeling of hunger rose within me, eating me from the inside out from my stomach leading to my chest.I stretched my aching bones, stirring the weight on my chest, a low hum followed by a yawn drifted up, then the weight was gone.One, a soft, gentle pink, like the blush of dawn. The other split straight through the middle half that same delicate pink, half an inky, endless black. It was a strange and impossible harmony.They were watching me.No, he was watching me.And in those eyes, there was something so open, so vulnerable… joy, fear, relief, exhaustion all crash
Huling Na-update : 2025-03-17Beneath Blood and Water Chapter 5
The cave felt warm and peaceful that morning, the kind of warmth that settled into my bones and made you want to stay right there forever.Alex, (as I later learned was his name), sat on a flat stone near the water’s edge, sharpening one of his knives with slow, practiced strokes, he said he wanted to fish, I wondered why he needed a knife to do it, he could always just grab them and throw them somewhere dry, but considering he was sick maybe he didn’t trust his reflexes.His face, as always, was a mask of calm but I could see the stiffness in his shoulders, the way his left leg stretched a little too rigidly, as if trying to avoid pain.I tilted my head sighing into a stretch, “come on lets go exercise my brave warrior”“i don’t need you to exercise”, was his reply“i know, but you don’t have the strength to balance on your own two feet for too long right now..” I swam closer to him and rested my head close to his legs, I took one of his feet making small slow circles,”You just woke
Huling Na-update : 2025-03-17Beneath Blood and Water Chapter 6
“You’re leaving?”Orion asks for the umpteenth time that morning.“Why do you have to leave? We have everything we need”I looked at him with a raised brow, “Really”He looked me on with no shame, “Yes you have water, food, oxygen, a roof over your head and clothing”I sighed out of exasperation, I didn’t think I could feel such an emotion but I’ve realized that there's a lot of new things I can learn just from being close to him, and I didn’t know if it was good or bad.“You have memories of those you ate right?”He scrunched his brows,”Yea why?”“So you know a human needs more than that” I gestured around the cave with my hands, “And the clothes aren't thick enough do you want me to freeze to death?”He closed his mouth at that, “Fine” he whispered begrudgingly turning away from me his back still tensed.”Just promise you'll come back OK?”I couldn’t see his face, “I promise” I gave an offhand reply searching for a shoe to pair with the one I found in the junk pile of human shit he k
Huling Na-update : 2025-03-24Beneath Blood and Water Chapter 7
The walk to the next town was not stressful as it was dull; the pure absence of noise drilled into my soul.I had worried about a lot of things: the possibility of the director still searching for my corpse, the cops stopping me and asking for ID or just possibly dying from a stray car hitting me.But I did not expect what could do me in was the lack of noise.The splash of water…The dragging of his tail on the stone floor…His singing, although it had no magic power- or so he says- put me in a trance.Or just him talking to me.I missed it all.As I trudged the asphalt road one step at a time, I had no way of accurately telling the time.I scanned for any cars or signs of help.Calculating the time I used to drive to the marsh from the next town, walking would significantly waste a chunk of the day.A pair of mismatched eyes flashed in my head.No, I would either run there or find a car willing to pick me up.I thought about the possibility of running; I could probably make it there
Huling Na-update : 2025-03-26
Pinakabagong kabanata
Beneath Blood and Water Chapter 11
The familiar feeling of being submerged in a memory washed over me.The air was heavy….thick with the dark feeling of despair.I felt as if the very life around me was being siphoned away, the moisture in my skin vanishing as if pulled by an unseen force. My vision blurred, the world dissolving into nothingness until all that remained was me and a child.I stood in the middle of the memory, but this time I wasn’t seeing the memory through the eyes of a participant; this time I was an observer. I was watching, feeling.I sat next to a childThe child’s dark hair fell over his eyes, but I instinctively knew who it was.-Alex- curled against a wall, knees pulled to his chest. His clothes were thin, dirty, torn at the edges.I knew because I could feel mine aching, too, a sharp, excruciating pain. I wanted to keel over and vomit the water in my stomach, but this child that was no older than nine kept silent, his arms littered with bruises.I sat beside him and looked for any pain in his ey
Beneath Blood and Water Chapter 10
Caius stretched out in the passenger seat, sighing in pure satisfaction. "Money is really nice."I hummed in agreement. It was convenient. This was probably the first time I had actually used my own money. The Director had always provided everything.I never wanted for anything enough to reach for my own wallet. It felt strange… but nice. "So, where to now?""I’m going to buy cake.""Cake?" I kept my eyes on the road, scanning for a bakery. "Yes. My friend asked for one." Caius tilted his head, studying me. Then, with an exaggerated sigh, he draped a hand over his chest. "Your friend again. You must really love them… I, as your master, am positively drowning in jealousy."I rolled my eyes, ignoring him until a shop caught my attention up ahead. Slowing the RV, I found a suitable place to park, barely sparing a glance at the people gawking at the vehicle."I’ll be right back." Caius hummed in response. I could hear the faint vibration of the massage setting on his seat. Of
Beneath Blood and Water Chapter 9
After sorting things out with Caius and getting his word that he won't use his explosion on me, I decided to remove the chains on his feet and leave the ones on his hands. I was still wary, but he said something about it weakening him, so I felt like it was safer having him weaker than at full power, even though he could still make things explode.We well-I decided to head into town. Caius joined me like unwanted cargo, whining and fussing at every little inconvenience.The first one is the meat puddle’s car.“Absolutely not.” Caius stood with his arms crossed over his chest glaring at the car like it had personally offended him.I sighed and looked at the sun, it had become warmer, and it should be afternoon now. “We don’t have time for this. get in or I’m leaving you”Caius didn’t budge. he turned around, and his back was facing the car. “Then enjoy driving alone”I grumbled then got in the car and slammed the door starting the engine, I looked at Caius he still didn’t budge, I used
Beneath Blood and Water Chapter 8
I felt every letter of the word ‘exhausted’ deep in my bones.My body shattered and rebuilt itself with every passing second, each cell screaming as it was torn apart and reshaped into something more……powerful.But my eyes never left the man at any point, even after he asked for help,.He practically blew up a car trunk and came out unscathed. He seems like a more significant threatI pushed myself to sit upright, clenching my finger so much I felt the blood trickle down my fingers.My mask was in place, betraying no emotion; I could not show weakness.“Who…no. What are you?” I put more force into my voice, ignoring the way my chords felt like shredded cheese, even though that was also healing… slowly. I made a move to reach for my gun by the side out of habit, but I paused when I remembered that was not my life anymore.I put it back on the ground and looked back at him. yes this was a new life; I cant waste it…I have…someone waiting for me.The thought of someone waiting for me gav
Beneath Blood and Water Chapter 7
The walk to the next town was not stressful as it was dull; the pure absence of noise drilled into my soul.I had worried about a lot of things: the possibility of the director still searching for my corpse, the cops stopping me and asking for ID or just possibly dying from a stray car hitting me.But I did not expect what could do me in was the lack of noise.The splash of water…The dragging of his tail on the stone floor…His singing, although it had no magic power- or so he says- put me in a trance.Or just him talking to me.I missed it all.As I trudged the asphalt road one step at a time, I had no way of accurately telling the time.I scanned for any cars or signs of help.Calculating the time I used to drive to the marsh from the next town, walking would significantly waste a chunk of the day.A pair of mismatched eyes flashed in my head.No, I would either run there or find a car willing to pick me up.I thought about the possibility of running; I could probably make it there
Beneath Blood and Water Chapter 6
“You’re leaving?”Orion asks for the umpteenth time that morning.“Why do you have to leave? We have everything we need”I looked at him with a raised brow, “Really”He looked me on with no shame, “Yes you have water, food, oxygen, a roof over your head and clothing”I sighed out of exasperation, I didn’t think I could feel such an emotion but I’ve realized that there's a lot of new things I can learn just from being close to him, and I didn’t know if it was good or bad.“You have memories of those you ate right?”He scrunched his brows,”Yea why?”“So you know a human needs more than that” I gestured around the cave with my hands, “And the clothes aren't thick enough do you want me to freeze to death?”He closed his mouth at that, “Fine” he whispered begrudgingly turning away from me his back still tensed.”Just promise you'll come back OK?”I couldn’t see his face, “I promise” I gave an offhand reply searching for a shoe to pair with the one I found in the junk pile of human shit he k
Beneath Blood and Water Chapter 5
The cave felt warm and peaceful that morning, the kind of warmth that settled into my bones and made you want to stay right there forever.Alex, (as I later learned was his name), sat on a flat stone near the water’s edge, sharpening one of his knives with slow, practiced strokes, he said he wanted to fish, I wondered why he needed a knife to do it, he could always just grab them and throw them somewhere dry, but considering he was sick maybe he didn’t trust his reflexes.His face, as always, was a mask of calm but I could see the stiffness in his shoulders, the way his left leg stretched a little too rigidly, as if trying to avoid pain.I tilted my head sighing into a stretch, “come on lets go exercise my brave warrior”“i don’t need you to exercise”, was his reply“i know, but you don’t have the strength to balance on your own two feet for too long right now..” I swam closer to him and rested my head close to his legs, I took one of his feet making small slow circles,”You just woke
Beneath Blood and Water Chapter 4
The first thing I felt was the weight in my chest.It pressed against my chest, rising and falling with every slow breath. I felt terrible like my body was used as a bat to hit an immovable object, my nose felt stuffy, my throat was dry and there was an bitter taste on my tongue that felt like something went to rot thereThe feeling of disgust heightened, the dirt on my body felt like a layer of unwanted skin, the gnawing feeling of hunger rose within me, eating me from the inside out from my stomach leading to my chest.I stretched my aching bones, stirring the weight on my chest, a low hum followed by a yawn drifted up, then the weight was gone.One, a soft, gentle pink, like the blush of dawn. The other split straight through the middle half that same delicate pink, half an inky, endless black. It was a strange and impossible harmony.They were watching me.No, he was watching me.And in those eyes, there was something so open, so vulnerable… joy, fear, relief, exhaustion all crash
Beneath Blood and Water Chapter 3
I plunged into the memory like flopping into the deep end of a the ocean, an invisible hand dragged me down deeper and deeper until I was settled, at first everything was blurry and too bright, I had to center myself before I could open my eyes again.It was bright, I sat on a gravel ground, stones drilling into the skin of my buttocks the pain bordering on discomfort, my knees were drawn into my body, making my already small body smaller.Or wait this wasn’t my body was it, no this was a memory.“Alex” a voice said, I raised my head to look at the owner of the voice, it was a girl not older than 12, Liora, a voice whispered in my head in relief.“What are you doing here?”Hiding the voice whispered but the mouth did not move.The girl sighed, “You can’t hide forever you know” she answered as if she could read minds, as if she always knew what I always left unsaid, the warmth in my chest grew.“Come on let’s go and play I’ll make sure no one picks on you again ok?”I shook my head No
