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2021-06-20 14:09:30“Gram,” Raf whispered.
“Sorry, dear! I just wanted to check on your dad,” Agatha apologized.
“No! Everything is okay! It’s just still painful for me to think about it. My dad is fine. All of us are still hurt because the absence of mom, however we try to hold up,” I answered and smiled.
“That’s good!”
“Thank you very much for your cookies and tea, but I have to go!” I went to the doors. “Goodbye! Have a nice day!”
I left their house, walking automatically. In fact, I was afraid that I would cry. I didn’t like others to see me in this state. But Raf ran after me.“Peanut, are you okay?” he asked, as he approached me.
“Yes...” I trailed off. “You know what? Nothing is okay. It hurts every time someone mentions her. It still looks like a nightmare for me. And the thing is I really want to stop this feeling!”
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It was already our time to leave, so Linc put our bags in the trunk.“Visit me more often!” grandma said and kissed us.“Of course we will!” I exclaimed and hugged her tightly.“I will miss you!” Bella cried.“Bella! Come on! Don’t cry. We will see each other soon!” I laughed and hugged her. Neither me nor Lincoln went to Ashley to say goodbye. We were fed up with her sticking all those attempts to hurt us out. Even her voice made my blood boil and I didn’t want to see her ever again. I felt like freedom was coming to me. I wasn’t planning on meeting her soon. We sat in the car and I waved to granny and Bella. Then, we left.“Where were you?” Linc asked me and smiled.“Ohh! I had so much fun!” I started.He smiled again. I started telling him about how Raf and I put the signs on the people’s cars. He started laughing.&ld
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When teacher turned to the board, continuing explaining, all of the students started laughing loudly. I felt like I was the one, who did that, somehow. “What? Why are you laughing?” Mr. Adams asked, bewildered. Nobody answered and we continued laughing. I couldn’t help, but laugh too. Then, Raf came in and was still laughing. “Oh, Mr. Adams! Someone glued the sign to your back! Poor you! Why are you laughing, guys? Something like that could happen to everyone!” Raf mumbled and laughed. Mr. Adams took the sign and read it. “Raffael King! This is your doing, right?” teacher screamed. “Me?! No chance in hell!” he laughed and tried to keep a straight face. “Detention!” he screamed and Raf sat back near me. “Look! You are helping someone and then they are screaming and punishing you! This is so ungrateful!” Raf claimed. Everyone continued guffawing. “Hush!” I whispered, but still was laughing.
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“I can’t believe him!” Dylan started.“I mean, he doesn’t do relationships and now he is dating with that slut. Are you kidding me!” Linc maintained.I felt Mia’s hand on my shoulder.“Kylie, are you okay?” she asked me.“This has an explanation! I’m sure! He wouldn’t hurt me after our conversation!” I stated.“But it’s true! Kylie, I know that you are probably looking for an excuse. You like him, but I guess, you have to forget about him,” she whispered, but even in this crowd, I heard it very clearly and loudly.“Mia, I have already told you that I don’t like him! It’s just wrong that he is dating with my enemy, but he can date whoever he wants!” I smiled.“As long as you deny, you will get hurt even more.”“Listen, I will talk to him and scope this out. I am sure, that it’s not what
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I looked up and saw Raf looking at our hands and then turning his gaze on me. I shook my head, narrowed my eyes and went to my seat. In fact, my seat was next to Raf, but there was Charlotte. I sat far from them with James. “Why did you do it?” I asked James, not taking my gaze from the copybook.“Well, firstly, I couldn’t make you talk to me another way. Secondly, it made him furious!” James whispered.“Are you blind? It didn’t make him furious at all! He doesn’t care! He is dating Charlotte!” I splashed out my anger.“Is it a problem for you?” He smirked.“No!”“Good, because as I said, you are a riddle, wrapped in a mystery, inside an enigma, and I won’t let someone else solve your mystery!” James exclaimed and backed at the spine of the chair, crossing his hands across the chest.The flash creeped across my cheeks and I stopped tal
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When I opened my eyes, I saw Raf and James standing above me. I looked around and saw that I was in the first-aid post.“What happened?” I asked, as I felt a splitting headache killing me.“You got your head hit,” nurse stated.“Are you okay?” Raf asked me.“I’m fine! Now excuse me, I have lessons to attend,” I answered, as I remembered the fight.“Wait! You need to lie a little bit more,” James added.“I don’t care. I am fine,” I answered and wanted to get up, but my ache got worse.“Ouch!” I stated.“See? You need to stay here!” Raf claimed.“What are you doing here? Go back to your girlfriend and stay away from me,” I whispered.He crossed his arms across the chest and looked down.“I will get better! I can’t sit here until my ache stops!” I exclaimed and got up, a lit
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“Hey, Kylie!” I heard a familiar voice. It was James.“God! You startled me! What are you doing here?” I asked him, heavily breathing.“Grace asked me to give you a lift!”“Oh, well!” “So you stopped hating me, right?” he asked me.“Well, I hate you less now.” I laughed and he giggled.“This is the progress!” he exclaimed. “You understand that I didn’t do anything wrong, right? This was his parents’ choice.”I didn’t say anything and looked out the window. When we arrived, we went inside the house.“Hey, Kylie!” Grace greeted, as she opened the doors.“Hi, Grace!” I answered. We hugged each other.“Come in!”We went to the living room.“Kylie!” Mason, Logan, Liam and Alexa screamed.“Hey, guys!” I said and
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The next day started, as usually, from breakfast. This time, I met my dad.“Hey dad!” I exclaimed, as I went downstairs.“Hey, dear!” he answered and approached me to kiss my cheek.“How are you? How did your surgeries go?” I asked, when I sat in the kitchen near him.“Good, but I’m tired. The surgeries went successfully and you can’t imagine how happy I was when I saved one patient from amputating an arm!”“Oh, Jesus! It’s so scary!” I said, and he nodded. “Dad!”He looked at me, waiting for me to continue.“How do you know, what is right when you do something?” I asked.I thought about my experience and knew, that my dad could give me a piece of advice.“Well, it’s just what your intuition whispers to you. It may be wrong, of course. But you should trust your gut, even if it may seem to you wrong! Personall
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“Raffael King! Stop!” Coach came and started screaming.Other boys came as well and started pulling them away. But Raf didn’t move an inch. He was mad and wrathful. “Raf! Stop!” other students started screaming.He didn’t hear anyone. He was beating James up.“Raffael!” I screamed.That was when he looked up and stopped fighting.I looked at Raf and shook my head in disappointment.“Peanut...” he said.I ran to James and sat on my knees to look at him.“James!” I started calling him.He was unconscious.“James!” I screamed and started hitting him softly on his face.Then I felt his hand brushing my hand.“Everything’s okay,” he whispered, opening slowly his eyes. When I started looking at his face, I saw a lot of bruises, his eye couldn’t open up. And blood was coming fr
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“Are you serious?” I asked shocked. He nodded and pulled me to the helicopter. “But what about our friends and family?” I continued. “The plane will take them! Let’s go!” he yelled and we went inside. “We are going to be pilots, Mrs. King to be,” Raf stated. “Really?!” I asked shocked. He nodded and I ran to the pilot seat and put the headphones on which I found there. He sat on the other seat. The whole flight I had a big smile plastered on my face. I was so happy. It seemed like that whole day was about surprises, shock and happiness. That what my life has been consisted of, since we became a couple. But now we are going to be a wife and a husband! As we landed the helicopter, we saw the plane landing too. It was the rented plane for our guests. The car arrived and we went to the registry office. I wouldn’t tell you how it was, but as we were engaged, we were about to go to the wedding. It was too fast and unexpected
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He looked at his computer and started analyzing the results.“There is a pice of good news! It’s the first stage. It can be recovered. You just have to get some chemistry procedures and then the surgery will help you get better.”All of us breathed out.“How many procedures will there be?” I asked.“We can’t tell the exact amount, but not much,” he answered.“When can we start?” dad asked.“Come tomorrow at nine A.M.,” he said.“Thank you, Doctor,” dad stated and shook his hand.Uncle did the same. Then we left the hospital. “Don’t you want some ice cream?” granny asked us.“I do,” Linc answered.“Me too! Boys, buy some ice cream for us,” she tuned to uncle and dad.“Your wish is our command!” dad said.“We will go home! It’s such a fresh ai
