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2024-10-29 19:42:56LIFE WILL give you too many choices but you were not allowed to choose as many as you can or to choose nothing at all.
There should be one to pick from all those choices but the reason for your decision will depend on you. After all, it will depend on you for choosing what you wanted, what you needed, and what you had to—as long as you chose only one.
"So how do you choose flavor? Why are they all delicious?" Cinquain suddenly asked me as she jumped over her bed.
Shaking my head, I clicked my tongue while thinking, and I heaved a sigh after a sudden realization came into my mind. "You have to choose with love. It's just the same as doing everything with love, with passion, with art."
"Beauty Queen type of answer indeed," she responded as if mocking me.
I quickly threw the pillow onto her so she reacted hysterically but laughed afterward. I prepared myself for her attack and I was right. She threw another pillow on me. So did I a
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