In his words, 'money and power is what makes a man.'
I think its total bullshit. He may keep telling himself he's happy but I know he is one sadistic old man who lacks actual joy.
It's my fault. I shouldn't have gone to him.
We argued and one thing led to the other. He had said to me, 'you can never be half the man I am if you keep doing business like a fucking man of cloth. You need to be ruthless. You need guts. Sadly, you lack potential.'
My hands had balled into fists and my blood boiled in anger. That moment, I looked at the intimidating man in front of me and shook my head. I'm his only son...his only child and yet, he makes my life hell. Just when I thought growing up would be the greatest chance to escape him, I had to join the company immediately I graduated from the university.
I was just twenty one. Every other certification I accomplished after that, I earned it all while also working in the company. Studies plus work—-It was never easy.
Later, I told myself being competent and hardworking enough to climb up the ladder in the company would guarantee my freedom. I was right to an extent...but oh, I'm also wrong.
'Freedom always comes at a price.'
At a point, I started enjoying my work in the company—after all, I dedicated all my youth to its progress. I have a great share in the number of success the company has achieved. Every single achievement is proof that I'm a lot more competent than my old man thinks. If I knew it would be so hard to give up the company and get away him...maybe I really would have chosen differently.
At thirty two, I'm the CEO of Hills Inc. But my dad still makes the bigger decisions, painting the bigger pictures behind the scenes—-he plans the future of the company. No matter how terrible a father he is, a part of me highly respects the businessman in him. Every decision he's made for the company had contributed greatly to its growth and that's only the truth...but he's still a piece of shit.
I laughed at my old man who sat directly opposite me. I moved a bit closer till my legs hit the table separating us...my fists tightening as anger shot through my body. He kept a straight face like the ruthless monster he is—-one arrogant and extremely stubborn man.
'Half the man you are, you said? When will you realize am not like you? That I don't ever want to be you, Dr. Allard Hills? Believe me...I wouldn't want to be a terrible father and definitely not a shitty husband.'
'Get out.' He roared in anger, getting on his feet...his eyes flashing in anger but so were mine.
'Fuck you.' I had said before I stomped off his property.
Getting to the office, I had distracted myself with work to get rid of the anger boiling inside me. By noon, I had just signed some documents brought by my secretary, Cara, when I remembered I haven't been to the archive in several weeks.
Cara was about to leave when I asked her, 'I employed a lady to work in the archive. Is she still here?'
Cara turned around and walked back to my table, 'she still works here, Mr. Hills. It's been three months now.'
'That's quite a long time...most people leave after a month at most. Anyway, I'll be in the archive for some minutes. Whoever comes looking for me, I'm not here. You may leave now.' I had stated firmly before heading down to the archive.
Presently, the elevator makes a ding sound and I come face to face with a gorgeous black woman with a big grin on her face. Her black hair...gelled up neatly in a fro ponytail. She has really pretty brown eyes I didn't notice in the passport photograph in her file when I employed her. She has on a simple gray shirt and really tight short skirt.
This beauty...has been kept here...in the archive, the whole time. I'll be damned.
I step out from the elevator, my eyes remaining on her the whole time...she notices I'm too close and takes a step back.
'I'm Caroline Ann Wright and I'm in charge of the archive. Please, how may I help you?' her sweet voice pronounces, soft but firm.
Yeah, true...she isn't aware I'm her boss. For some reason, my anger is long gone now and replaced with something new...excitement? I wouldn't know. I have met a lot of women...slept with a lot of women, women interested in my good looks and money. This brown eyed woman in front of me is probably not so different from them. Somehow though, I find her intriguing.
'Well, hello to you Caroline. I'm D, a director in this company.'
Where's the fun in telling her am her boss? I have to keep the mystery alive...only then will there be enough fun for the both of us. That big grin on her face when I arrived is long gone now. She smiles at me and I return the gesture with a nod.
I walk past her, sighting the changes in the room. The messy stash isn't in here anymore...finally, someone who doesn't need anyone spelling out her job for her. She follows closely behind as I check the bookshelves. Even the shelves look cleaner now and dust free. I nod my head, highly impressed with what I see.
I pause abruptly and I feel her body collide into mine, pressing tightly against my back. I can feel the swell of her breasts even through the piece of clothings between us. A smirk forms on my lips and I turn around...her body press against my front.
If only I can kiss her full mouth...pick her up, wrap her legs around me and take her against the bookshelf.
'I'm sorry I crashed into you.' she says calmly, taking few steps back.
She seems rigid...yet somehow fragile. She caught my attention the moment my eyes landed on hers from the elevator. She makes my curiosity swell, and somehow I want to see beneath this rigidness of hers.
'That's okay. You did a lot of work in here. Great job, Caroline. Our boss will be very...proud.' I drawl out the last part slowly.
Her eyes twinkle and I notice she missed the sarcasm in my tone.
'Thank you, Mr?' she asks, tilting her head.
She's cute...she's really cute. Somehow, she looks very innocent too. I notice she licks her lips often. It doesn't seem she intends for it to be seductive or sexual in any manner...but damn it's sexy as hell. She is effortlessly sexy and very beautiful—-it is no exaggeration. But how did she not look like this in her passport photograph? Goddamn the passport photographs. Only God knows how many beauties have come and gone in this archive.
'Please, call me D.' I smile, taking a step closer.
She smiles back, tearing her gaze away from me.
Ouch.
'D...' she nods, her eyes landing on mine as the word rolls off her tongue smoothly. Oh, too smooth...
I glance at her full lips, wondering what kind of voodoo this is because I'm not usually like this. I don't normally find myself immensely curious about every beautiful woman I come across.
She tears her gaze away from me again, forcing a smile and turning around to leave—-my hand flies to catch hers. She gasps softly. Her eyes remain on mine...intense. When I move closer to her, her breasts lightly brush against my chest.
I wonder if this young woman knows what she's doing to my senses.
'Caroline, do you have an idea just how beautiful you are?' I mutter.
When I was much younger, my parents would call me beautiful.'You are so beautiful, my princess...just like your mother,' my father would say.My mum would tease him and say, 'Of course. She got her beauty from me.'Their laughter would fill the room and echo loudly in the hallways of our mansion. These were good times—-among several other beautiful moments I shared with them.When this overconfident man had muttered, 'Caroline, do you have an idea just how beautiful you are?'It reminded me of those good days. How strange...the feeling that emerged, how different yet close, to what I had felt each time my parents called me beautiful.I feel the edges of my lips curl into a small smile and I close my eyes at the rush of the memories. When I open my eyes, they widen at the proximity of our bodies. His body press tightly to mine, his lips...just an inch away from covering mine. I lick the bottom of my lips, a soft gasp escaping my throat. I snatch my hand away from his grip.'Is this wh
When I was three, I used to be scared of the boogeyman I read in children's books. I would hide under the blanket, and when I couldn't take it anymore, I ran to my parents.My dad would tell me, 'don't be scared, my princess. Daddy will always take on any boogeyman for you.'His words were my comfort, and I would sleep between my parents' on their bed...my mom's lullaby, soothing my ears, putting me to sleep with a big smile on my face. I felt completely safe.I didn't sleep last night. Just when I thought the unknown people would break down the door and find me in there, the siren noise came from the streets and the gang members started to flee—-the cops saved me again. I stayed up all night. I couldn't sleep out of fear. It kept troubling me that I was so close to getting hurt, and the thought made panic grow inside of me.At work, Miles listens to the terrific event that occurred the previous night. Afterwards, he hugs me tightly telling me, 'everything is fine now...don't be scare
Life is unpredictable. Sometimes, we laugh...sometimes, we are sad...sometimes, we love. The first day my eyes landed on Caroline Ann Wright, I found her extremely beautiful. Her beauty is pure, effortless, with a spike of innocence that is so hard to miss. That day, I got lost in her eyes.Getting to know her, I realize she's just as I thought—-different. Three months of knowing her, I know her story to an extent, and life hasn't been exactly nice to her. Her parents passed away when she was seven. She lived with her Aunt. She was bullied in school, she didn't have friends, and she had to live on the streets at eighteen.When I see her smile, or hear her laughter fill the room, it brightens my day...and I feel a strong need to keep making her laugh, protecting her beautiful smile at all cost. Caroline has become so important to me. I don't think she knows just how much she means to me. When she's happy...I'm happy too. When she's troubled...so am I.While she lays on top of me in her
Six years ago, when I got thrown out of Auntie Cam's home, 'Die...you fucking bitch.' Samantha had said loudly.Looking back now, I sort of wonder why they hated me so much. I tried to get along with them, but they just didn't seem to even want to share the same breathing space as I. Somehow, I wonder the kind of life they are living right now. Though, I know it's an extremely comfortable one.It's funny how I shared the same roof with them in a really fancy house...still, it didn't feel like home. They never hid the fact that they didn't want me there. While everyone had dinner and breakfast at the table, I would always eat in my room. They made me trek to school every day, when the twins were always driven to school by the car. No matter the celebration in the house, they locked me in the room...away from their guests...I was invisible. I was unwanted.Last night, I had really great time with Miles. It feels so good to finally have a best friend. Sometimes, I wonder why he's so good
Beautiful...young, smart...usually that's me. But I've also been called many things. Orphan, stupid, weird...I wasn't affected then and I won't be now. I'm different—-I've always been. When my parents died right in front of my eyes, I was just a child. I was seven when the airplane crashed and blew up in flames. I was at the airport...waiting for my parents. We had gotten a call that the airplane had lost control. Mama Lana, the housekeeper had brought me in a rush to the airport.'Your parents will be safe.' She had said, our eyes on the big screen watching the news live.But it wasn't true...my parents died that day. I became an orphan. Throughout the burial ceremony, I didn't shed a tear. When my mother's big sister, Auntie Cam and her husband took me in and welcomed me into their family, I didn't cry. I went to school, I tried to get along with their twins, Sammie and Samantha—-but it wasn't enough. I didn't belong there. They didn't want me.At school, I didn't have friends. I wa
My life in the archive is not so different from my daily life off the clock. I live alone in the not so pretty part of the city. When my dearest Auntie Cam and her husband threw me out of their home, pretty much started living on my own since then. It's been six years...I thought I would starve and die at first, but I adjusted fast. I couldn't go to College, but completing high school seems more of a relief. Sadly, I didn't attend my graduation.My teenage years weren't easy. When people my age were out clubbing, dating, doing stupid things and making bad decisions...I was working—-I've always been working.Sure, I've been to clubs...but as a waiter. If serving couples on dates at the restaurant counts as a dating experience, then sure...been there, done that. I couldn't afford to make mistakes or bad decisions that would cost me. I worked several jobs, worked my bones out to get off the streets.Living on the streets was brutal. It was very dangerous. One time, I almost got gang rape
Growing up, I never had friends. Maybe I did when my parents were alive but the memory seems all fuzzy now. I don't know how it feels to have a friend—-I don't think I know what friendship itself is. I never really had the chance to think of how to make one.My life is quite repetitive...always been...like a routine. Work, home, the two things my life revolves around. If I must say myself, my life is hard—-and sad. Sometimes, I wonder how it would have turned out if my parents had survived that day. I wonder if I would have made friends in high school...gone to prom, graduated college, maybe have a boyfriend? I wonder if I would have someone to call a best friend.My mom used to tell me, 'a best friend is who you lean on when everything gets tough.'She was my best friend.'Thank you again, Miles.' I smile, doing the buttons of my blouse.'Oh, it's fine Caroline. I see you did a lot in here...the boxes were a lot more, flying all around the place the last time I was here.' He scans th
Six years ago, when I got thrown out of Auntie Cam's home, 'Die...you fucking bitch.' Samantha had said loudly.Looking back now, I sort of wonder why they hated me so much. I tried to get along with them, but they just didn't seem to even want to share the same breathing space as I. Somehow, I wonder the kind of life they are living right now. Though, I know it's an extremely comfortable one.It's funny how I shared the same roof with them in a really fancy house...still, it didn't feel like home. They never hid the fact that they didn't want me there. While everyone had dinner and breakfast at the table, I would always eat in my room. They made me trek to school every day, when the twins were always driven to school by the car. No matter the celebration in the house, they locked me in the room...away from their guests...I was invisible. I was unwanted.Last night, I had really great time with Miles. It feels so good to finally have a best friend. Sometimes, I wonder why he's so good
Life is unpredictable. Sometimes, we laugh...sometimes, we are sad...sometimes, we love. The first day my eyes landed on Caroline Ann Wright, I found her extremely beautiful. Her beauty is pure, effortless, with a spike of innocence that is so hard to miss. That day, I got lost in her eyes.Getting to know her, I realize she's just as I thought—-different. Three months of knowing her, I know her story to an extent, and life hasn't been exactly nice to her. Her parents passed away when she was seven. She lived with her Aunt. She was bullied in school, she didn't have friends, and she had to live on the streets at eighteen.When I see her smile, or hear her laughter fill the room, it brightens my day...and I feel a strong need to keep making her laugh, protecting her beautiful smile at all cost. Caroline has become so important to me. I don't think she knows just how much she means to me. When she's happy...I'm happy too. When she's troubled...so am I.While she lays on top of me in her
When I was three, I used to be scared of the boogeyman I read in children's books. I would hide under the blanket, and when I couldn't take it anymore, I ran to my parents.My dad would tell me, 'don't be scared, my princess. Daddy will always take on any boogeyman for you.'His words were my comfort, and I would sleep between my parents' on their bed...my mom's lullaby, soothing my ears, putting me to sleep with a big smile on my face. I felt completely safe.I didn't sleep last night. Just when I thought the unknown people would break down the door and find me in there, the siren noise came from the streets and the gang members started to flee—-the cops saved me again. I stayed up all night. I couldn't sleep out of fear. It kept troubling me that I was so close to getting hurt, and the thought made panic grow inside of me.At work, Miles listens to the terrific event that occurred the previous night. Afterwards, he hugs me tightly telling me, 'everything is fine now...don't be scare
When I was much younger, my parents would call me beautiful.'You are so beautiful, my princess...just like your mother,' my father would say.My mum would tease him and say, 'Of course. She got her beauty from me.'Their laughter would fill the room and echo loudly in the hallways of our mansion. These were good times—-among several other beautiful moments I shared with them.When this overconfident man had muttered, 'Caroline, do you have an idea just how beautiful you are?'It reminded me of those good days. How strange...the feeling that emerged, how different yet close, to what I had felt each time my parents called me beautiful.I feel the edges of my lips curl into a small smile and I close my eyes at the rush of the memories. When I open my eyes, they widen at the proximity of our bodies. His body press tightly to mine, his lips...just an inch away from covering mine. I lick the bottom of my lips, a soft gasp escaping my throat. I snatch my hand away from his grip.'Is this wh
Earlier this morning, I arrived at the airport from my business trip. I went to my father, and now I regret it. I ended up stomping off his office situated in his home and headed straight to the company. My father is one intimidating man. My whole thirty two years of existence, he tries to control my life. Every chance he gets, he wants to decide how I live...my values, my life choices...he wants to decide it all. We were never close—-the gap between us grew even more after I lost my mom to cancer. My old man has always been all about money and power.In his words, 'money and power is what makes a man.'I think its total bullshit. He may keep telling himself he's happy but I know he is one sadistic old man who lacks actual joy.It's my fault. I shouldn't have gone to him.We argued and one thing led to the other. He had said to me, 'you can never be half the man I am if you keep doing business like a fucking man of cloth. You need to be ruthless. You need guts. Sadly, you lack potenti
Growing up, I never had friends. Maybe I did when my parents were alive but the memory seems all fuzzy now. I don't know how it feels to have a friend—-I don't think I know what friendship itself is. I never really had the chance to think of how to make one.My life is quite repetitive...always been...like a routine. Work, home, the two things my life revolves around. If I must say myself, my life is hard—-and sad. Sometimes, I wonder how it would have turned out if my parents had survived that day. I wonder if I would have made friends in high school...gone to prom, graduated college, maybe have a boyfriend? I wonder if I would have someone to call a best friend.My mom used to tell me, 'a best friend is who you lean on when everything gets tough.'She was my best friend.'Thank you again, Miles.' I smile, doing the buttons of my blouse.'Oh, it's fine Caroline. I see you did a lot in here...the boxes were a lot more, flying all around the place the last time I was here.' He scans th
My life in the archive is not so different from my daily life off the clock. I live alone in the not so pretty part of the city. When my dearest Auntie Cam and her husband threw me out of their home, pretty much started living on my own since then. It's been six years...I thought I would starve and die at first, but I adjusted fast. I couldn't go to College, but completing high school seems more of a relief. Sadly, I didn't attend my graduation.My teenage years weren't easy. When people my age were out clubbing, dating, doing stupid things and making bad decisions...I was working—-I've always been working.Sure, I've been to clubs...but as a waiter. If serving couples on dates at the restaurant counts as a dating experience, then sure...been there, done that. I couldn't afford to make mistakes or bad decisions that would cost me. I worked several jobs, worked my bones out to get off the streets.Living on the streets was brutal. It was very dangerous. One time, I almost got gang rape
Beautiful...young, smart...usually that's me. But I've also been called many things. Orphan, stupid, weird...I wasn't affected then and I won't be now. I'm different—-I've always been. When my parents died right in front of my eyes, I was just a child. I was seven when the airplane crashed and blew up in flames. I was at the airport...waiting for my parents. We had gotten a call that the airplane had lost control. Mama Lana, the housekeeper had brought me in a rush to the airport.'Your parents will be safe.' She had said, our eyes on the big screen watching the news live.But it wasn't true...my parents died that day. I became an orphan. Throughout the burial ceremony, I didn't shed a tear. When my mother's big sister, Auntie Cam and her husband took me in and welcomed me into their family, I didn't cry. I went to school, I tried to get along with their twins, Sammie and Samantha—-but it wasn't enough. I didn't belong there. They didn't want me.At school, I didn't have friends. I wa