'You are so beautiful, my princess...just like your mother,' my father would say.
My mum would tease him and say, 'Of course. She got her beauty from me.'
Their laughter would fill the room and echo loudly in the hallways of our mansion. These were good times—-among several other beautiful moments I shared with them.
When this overconfident man had muttered, 'Caroline, do you have an idea just how beautiful you are?'
It reminded me of those good days. How strange...the feeling that emerged, how different yet close, to what I had felt each time my parents called me beautiful.
I feel the edges of my lips curl into a small smile and I close my eyes at the rush of the memories. When I open my eyes, they widen at the proximity of our bodies. His body press tightly to mine, his lips...just an inch away from covering mine. I lick the bottom of my lips, a soft gasp escaping my throat. I snatch my hand away from his grip.
'Is this what you did to the previous employees? No wonder they all left.' I scoff, taking few steps away from this annoying man with a really...handsome face.
He lifts his eyebrow, a mixture of surprise and confusion sprawl across his face. He opens his mouth like he has something to say, but nothing comes out.
I roll my eyes and turn to leave, but my steps falter when I heard him say, 'Some of them were men, Caroline. Trust me, I don't roll that way. As for the women I hired in the past, they were not this beautiful.'
I whip back my head, lifting my eyebrow. This man is not normal. Nothing about him seems normal.
'And what do you mean by you hired?' I drawl out my question slowly.
He opens his mouth to speak but nothing comes out...again. I scoff. He's crazy.
'Yes.' he says, walking close to me. 'I was tasked by Mr. Hills himself to hire the perfect candidates for this role.'
I roll my eyes, remembering Miles had said something similar weeks ago.
I lick my bottom lip, massaging my temple as I voice out, 'so what exactly did Mr. Hills task you with today? Oh, could it have been to flirt with me?'
He keeps silent briefly before he starts to chuckle...the dimples on his cheeks appearing in full display.
'You are unbelievable.' He utters calmly.
I roll my eyes. Licking my lips, I turn around to walk back to my desk. 'Well, enjoy...I'll be right there by the desk if you need me.'
Few minutes later, his handsome face appears in front of me...both his hands on the desk, 'I think we might have started off on the wrong foot, Caroline. Believe me, I'm not what you think I am.'
I lean back into the chair. 'And what exactly do you feel I think about you? Oh, right...that you are a pervert?'
He starts chuckling and my eyes land on his dimples. Strange how I feel there's more to this man—-something I can't quite put my fingers on. He sits on my desk, leaning in...his eyes lingering on me
He smiles, the deep dimples on his cheeks beautifying his face, making my lips suddenly feel dry. 'No. I'm not a pervert, Caroline. Your beauty is just...so mesmerizing.'
I keep silent, licking my lips and I instantly feel heat rush to my face. This man is so smooth...In fact, I think he's dangerous. His eyes land on the books on the desk. I was reading one of those before his sudden visit. He picks up one of the textbooks.
He expresses, 'You've been doing some studying I see, unbelievable. But hey, with these books I must say you are on the right track.'
I open my mouth to speak, but he beats me to it. 'Business is boring, you know that? Have you tried poetry?'
I drop my hands on the desk, tilting my head. 'Poetry?'
He nods, dropping the book back on the desk. He leans in, his eyes lingering on me.
He speaks almost silently, his breath brushing my face in the process. 'Yes. I can recommend you some good poems to read...better still...we can go to the bookstore together this weekend.'
Okay, he's really dangerous—-something keeps drawing me to him. In a way, I don't feel too good about it.
I open my mouth to refuse, a soft gasp escaping my mouth immediately I heard myself say, 'Cool.'
He smiles, a warm smile that reaches his eyes. My eyes widen, watching him chuckle.
'I'll take that as a yes before you change your mind.'
He gets on his feet and strides to the elevator. I watch the elevator open and he enters, sending me a wink before saying, 'I'll text you, Caroline...'
And how will he text me when he doesn't have my number? What a weirdo. My head replays the whole thing in the archive...over and over again. I haven't experienced something like this before. It feels odd that this man that came in a while ago had called me beautiful and seems to be interested in me. He is so handsome...no doubt. A lot of women must throw themselves at him. He's also a director in the company, so he definitely earns a decent pay and is likely living a comfortable life.
Somehow, it feels good. Still, he seems dangerous and I wonder if I should steer clear of him. Throughout the day, I engage in cleaning to distract myself. When it's time to leave, I grab my bag and take the elevator to the busy main building.
At home, I shower and change into my sleepwear. I make myself dinner and continue to pack the rest of my things in the boxes. I started packing days ago when I found a new place. The rent is decent and the neighborhood is quiet. It seems like a normal neighborhood and that's enough.
My heart jumps immediately I heard the sound of a fired gunshot. The sounds of motorbikes follow, along with noises from the street. A gang fight is going on downstairs...I rush to the windows, making sure I lock them. Going to the door, I double-check if locked to ensure my safety.
I sigh, sinking into the floor by the door...my back against the wall. The noises continue nonstop...gunshots, screams...I cover my ears, shutting my eyes. I heard approaching footsteps and I start to panic. The footsteps stop right in front of my door and I heard a sudden loud bang. The banging continues and I cover my mouth with my palm.
I keep silent, waiting for them to leave. Then a deep husky voice says, 'I don't think there's anyone in here.'
Instantly, another deep voice adds, 'Let's break down the door to check, boss. They could be hiding in here.'
My eyes widen in shock and fear washes all over me. If they break the door down tonight, I will never be the same...they will surely harm me.
'Oh, shit!' I curse silently.
When I was three, I used to be scared of the boogeyman I read in children's books. I would hide under the blanket, and when I couldn't take it anymore, I ran to my parents.My dad would tell me, 'don't be scared, my princess. Daddy will always take on any boogeyman for you.'His words were my comfort, and I would sleep between my parents' on their bed...my mom's lullaby, soothing my ears, putting me to sleep with a big smile on my face. I felt completely safe.I didn't sleep last night. Just when I thought the unknown people would break down the door and find me in there, the siren noise came from the streets and the gang members started to flee—-the cops saved me again. I stayed up all night. I couldn't sleep out of fear. It kept troubling me that I was so close to getting hurt, and the thought made panic grow inside of me.At work, Miles listens to the terrific event that occurred the previous night. Afterwards, he hugs me tightly telling me, 'everything is fine now...don't be scare
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Beautiful...young, smart...usually that's me. But I've also been called many things. Orphan, stupid, weird...I wasn't affected then and I won't be now. I'm different—-I've always been. When my parents died right in front of my eyes, I was just a child. I was seven when the airplane crashed and blew up in flames. I was at the airport...waiting for my parents. We had gotten a call that the airplane had lost control. Mama Lana, the housekeeper had brought me in a rush to the airport.'Your parents will be safe.' She had said, our eyes on the big screen watching the news live.But it wasn't true...my parents died that day. I became an orphan. Throughout the burial ceremony, I didn't shed a tear. When my mother's big sister, Auntie Cam and her husband took me in and welcomed me into their family, I didn't cry. I went to school, I tried to get along with their twins, Sammie and Samantha—-but it wasn't enough. I didn't belong there. They didn't want me.At school, I didn't have friends. I wa
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Growing up, I never had friends. Maybe I did when my parents were alive but the memory seems all fuzzy now. I don't know how it feels to have a friend—-I don't think I know what friendship itself is. I never really had the chance to think of how to make one.My life is quite repetitive...always been...like a routine. Work, home, the two things my life revolves around. If I must say myself, my life is hard—-and sad. Sometimes, I wonder how it would have turned out if my parents had survived that day. I wonder if I would have made friends in high school...gone to prom, graduated college, maybe have a boyfriend? I wonder if I would have someone to call a best friend.My mom used to tell me, 'a best friend is who you lean on when everything gets tough.'She was my best friend.'Thank you again, Miles.' I smile, doing the buttons of my blouse.'Oh, it's fine Caroline. I see you did a lot in here...the boxes were a lot more, flying all around the place the last time I was here.' He scans th
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Six years ago, when I got thrown out of Auntie Cam's home, 'Die...you fucking bitch.' Samantha had said loudly.Looking back now, I sort of wonder why they hated me so much. I tried to get along with them, but they just didn't seem to even want to share the same breathing space as I. Somehow, I wonder the kind of life they are living right now. Though, I know it's an extremely comfortable one.It's funny how I shared the same roof with them in a really fancy house...still, it didn't feel like home. They never hid the fact that they didn't want me there. While everyone had dinner and breakfast at the table, I would always eat in my room. They made me trek to school every day, when the twins were always driven to school by the car. No matter the celebration in the house, they locked me in the room...away from their guests...I was invisible. I was unwanted.Last night, I had really great time with Miles. It feels so good to finally have a best friend. Sometimes, I wonder why he's so good
Life is unpredictable. Sometimes, we laugh...sometimes, we are sad...sometimes, we love. The first day my eyes landed on Caroline Ann Wright, I found her extremely beautiful. Her beauty is pure, effortless, with a spike of innocence that is so hard to miss. That day, I got lost in her eyes.Getting to know her, I realize she's just as I thought—-different. Three months of knowing her, I know her story to an extent, and life hasn't been exactly nice to her. Her parents passed away when she was seven. She lived with her Aunt. She was bullied in school, she didn't have friends, and she had to live on the streets at eighteen.When I see her smile, or hear her laughter fill the room, it brightens my day...and I feel a strong need to keep making her laugh, protecting her beautiful smile at all cost. Caroline has become so important to me. I don't think she knows just how much she means to me. When she's happy...I'm happy too. When she's troubled...so am I.While she lays on top of me in her
When I was three, I used to be scared of the boogeyman I read in children's books. I would hide under the blanket, and when I couldn't take it anymore, I ran to my parents.My dad would tell me, 'don't be scared, my princess. Daddy will always take on any boogeyman for you.'His words were my comfort, and I would sleep between my parents' on their bed...my mom's lullaby, soothing my ears, putting me to sleep with a big smile on my face. I felt completely safe.I didn't sleep last night. Just when I thought the unknown people would break down the door and find me in there, the siren noise came from the streets and the gang members started to flee—-the cops saved me again. I stayed up all night. I couldn't sleep out of fear. It kept troubling me that I was so close to getting hurt, and the thought made panic grow inside of me.At work, Miles listens to the terrific event that occurred the previous night. Afterwards, he hugs me tightly telling me, 'everything is fine now...don't be scare
When I was much younger, my parents would call me beautiful.'You are so beautiful, my princess...just like your mother,' my father would say.My mum would tease him and say, 'Of course. She got her beauty from me.'Their laughter would fill the room and echo loudly in the hallways of our mansion. These were good times—-among several other beautiful moments I shared with them.When this overconfident man had muttered, 'Caroline, do you have an idea just how beautiful you are?'It reminded me of those good days. How strange...the feeling that emerged, how different yet close, to what I had felt each time my parents called me beautiful.I feel the edges of my lips curl into a small smile and I close my eyes at the rush of the memories. When I open my eyes, they widen at the proximity of our bodies. His body press tightly to mine, his lips...just an inch away from covering mine. I lick the bottom of my lips, a soft gasp escaping my throat. I snatch my hand away from his grip.'Is this wh
Earlier this morning, I arrived at the airport from my business trip. I went to my father, and now I regret it. I ended up stomping off his office situated in his home and headed straight to the company. My father is one intimidating man. My whole thirty two years of existence, he tries to control my life. Every chance he gets, he wants to decide how I live...my values, my life choices...he wants to decide it all. We were never close—-the gap between us grew even more after I lost my mom to cancer. My old man has always been all about money and power.In his words, 'money and power is what makes a man.'I think its total bullshit. He may keep telling himself he's happy but I know he is one sadistic old man who lacks actual joy.It's my fault. I shouldn't have gone to him.We argued and one thing led to the other. He had said to me, 'you can never be half the man I am if you keep doing business like a fucking man of cloth. You need to be ruthless. You need guts. Sadly, you lack potenti
Growing up, I never had friends. Maybe I did when my parents were alive but the memory seems all fuzzy now. I don't know how it feels to have a friend—-I don't think I know what friendship itself is. I never really had the chance to think of how to make one.My life is quite repetitive...always been...like a routine. Work, home, the two things my life revolves around. If I must say myself, my life is hard—-and sad. Sometimes, I wonder how it would have turned out if my parents had survived that day. I wonder if I would have made friends in high school...gone to prom, graduated college, maybe have a boyfriend? I wonder if I would have someone to call a best friend.My mom used to tell me, 'a best friend is who you lean on when everything gets tough.'She was my best friend.'Thank you again, Miles.' I smile, doing the buttons of my blouse.'Oh, it's fine Caroline. I see you did a lot in here...the boxes were a lot more, flying all around the place the last time I was here.' He scans th
My life in the archive is not so different from my daily life off the clock. I live alone in the not so pretty part of the city. When my dearest Auntie Cam and her husband threw me out of their home, pretty much started living on my own since then. It's been six years...I thought I would starve and die at first, but I adjusted fast. I couldn't go to College, but completing high school seems more of a relief. Sadly, I didn't attend my graduation.My teenage years weren't easy. When people my age were out clubbing, dating, doing stupid things and making bad decisions...I was working—-I've always been working.Sure, I've been to clubs...but as a waiter. If serving couples on dates at the restaurant counts as a dating experience, then sure...been there, done that. I couldn't afford to make mistakes or bad decisions that would cost me. I worked several jobs, worked my bones out to get off the streets.Living on the streets was brutal. It was very dangerous. One time, I almost got gang rape
Beautiful...young, smart...usually that's me. But I've also been called many things. Orphan, stupid, weird...I wasn't affected then and I won't be now. I'm different—-I've always been. When my parents died right in front of my eyes, I was just a child. I was seven when the airplane crashed and blew up in flames. I was at the airport...waiting for my parents. We had gotten a call that the airplane had lost control. Mama Lana, the housekeeper had brought me in a rush to the airport.'Your parents will be safe.' She had said, our eyes on the big screen watching the news live.But it wasn't true...my parents died that day. I became an orphan. Throughout the burial ceremony, I didn't shed a tear. When my mother's big sister, Auntie Cam and her husband took me in and welcomed me into their family, I didn't cry. I went to school, I tried to get along with their twins, Sammie and Samantha—-but it wasn't enough. I didn't belong there. They didn't want me.At school, I didn't have friends. I wa