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"I haven't been able to figure out the purpose of that loan yet. Even up to this moment, I don't know what kind of business our fathers were involved in. As far as I know, your father helped my dad find companies or individuals to use their services or buy heavy equipment. And just so you know, my father couldn't have casually used the house as collateral without my consent."
Nicholas rubbed his chin. "And one more thing, Al. It wasn't me who saved you, but Bryan."
"Bryan?" Alesya repeated, afraid she might have misunderstood the information.
"Yes, Bryan. He asked me to come. If he hadn't come here, I can guarantee that I wouldn't have been able to save you because I was still quite far from here. But Bryan, he found you undressed. That means he had a legitimate reason to come here, not just to save you."
"Wait!" Alesya threw back the blanket and jumped out of bed. Ignoring her still-aching body, she rushed to her father's room.
"Why, Al?"
Nicholas followed her, startled by the sight of scattered documents and files.
"He took all the important documents. I remember clearly, everything was neatly organized before leaving this house." She checked the scattered papers again.
"None of them are here!" Alesya spoke softly. She felt weak. She sat down on the floor. All the crucial documents, including her diploma, were gone. There was nothing left.
However, Alesya felt a small sense of relief. Her family photo album was still intact. It hadn't been touched.
"I'm sorry, Nik. I can't believe any of this. I feel like your father has destroyed my family."
"I feel the same way, ever since Bryan married you," Nicholas joined Alesya on the floor, leaning her head against his arm. "Even though it's not certain if I can handle it, I promise I'll find out what's behind all of this."
"Are you sure you want to confront your father about this?"
"I'm sure."
"Why?"
Nicholas turned to look at her.
"I mean, why are you on my side? After all, I'm just a stranger you barely know."
Alesya added her explanation.
"Don't ask why because I don't even know why I'm on your side, even though we just met as you said."
"Mmm, I see..." Alesya squeezed her fingers, no longer saying anything. She chose to remain silent, savoring the feelings that arose when she was with Nicholas.
"Oh, Al, may I know who hurt you yesterday? The sun is rising, it's time for me to meet that person."
Alesya shook her head.
"Why? Are you afraid?"
"No, I'm just lazy to deal with him. Let's just leave it at this, I don't want to bring it up again."
"But I'm not okay with that, Al."
"I don't want you to get into trouble because of me, Nik. He's not just an ordinary person here, and what about us?"
"But, Al..."
"It's okay. What's important is that I'm okay."
"Okay in what way?" Nicholas touched Alesya's cheek. "There are wounds that guy left behind, including the ones in your heart."
"But those wounds have disappeared since you came, Nik," Alesya brushed it off in her heart. She wanted to say it out loud, but it felt impossible, so it echoed only in her heart. "I'm sure he'll get what he deserves without me pushing this matter further. And besides, I don't know the potential harm to Bryan if I pursue this. I don't want this problem to spread everywhere. Bryan might get angry with me because this is like a scandal." Alesya honestly explained her reasons for not wanting to go any further.
"So, you're covering all of this because of Bryan?"
"No. It's because I don't want this problem to escalate. You know how the business world works; the more bad scandals, the lower the company's stock price goes. I don't want to find new problems when this one is already too heavy for me."
Nicholas wasn't satisfied, but it felt useless to press Alesya to tell him the identity of the jerk who dared to hurt her. Nevertheless, Nicholas would still find out who Diki, the influential man in the village, was.
"Now go back to sleep, okay? I'll take care of all this."
"Nicholas!" Alesya exclaimed. Suddenly, he had picked her up and placed her on the bed. He guided her to lie down and tucked her in.
Only then did Nicholas start organizing and rearranging the contents of the closet as usual, hoping to find some clue.
However, unfortunately, despite everything returning to its original position, Nicholas couldn't find a single clue, as Bryan had already taken care of everything.
After finishing with the room and the closet, Nicholas now turned his attention to the outside of the house. The house caught his attention because it was surrounded by fields. In his heart, he understood that no one would have heard Alesya's cries for help, as the distance between houses was quite far.
Nicholas took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. The fresh village air was truly a treat for his lungs, which had been contaminated by vehicle exhaust.
While waiting for Alesya to wake up, Nicholas decided to go for a morning run. He didn't need to leave the yard; simply walking around the yard and the house was enough to pamper his muscles and eyes.
"Wait, whose pants are these?" Nicholas quickened his pace as he saw a pair of men's pants on the back porch.
Her eyebrows furrowed as she examined the jeans. A smile appeared on Nicholas's lips as he discovered a wallet and a cellphone in the pants pocket.
"Diki Hariadi." A name on an ID card. Nicholas now had the full name and face of the man who had been disrespectful to Alesya.
The identity was found, and evidence was in hand; now, it was a matter of considering how to seek revenge without involving Alesya's name.
"I might end up staying here for a while, Al." Nicholas stretched his muscles before sitting down at the neatly set dining table for breakfast. There was warm rice, an omelet, and sambal, accompanied by cucumber slices as their vegetable. For drinks, Alesya had prepared two glasses of warm water. After making sure Nicholas's plate was filled, she joined him to enjoy breakfast.
"If you want to stay here, you'll have to find a local girl to marry so that you have a reason to stay," Alesya replied, inadvertently stopping Nicholas who was about to start his meal.
Likewise, she stopped herself because of the words she had just spoken.
"Here, there are many beautiful single girls, Nik."
Alesya tried to redirect the conversation, although she secretly hoped she would be that girl. However, Alesya forgot that she was already married, and Nicholas was her brother-in-law. So there was no way their relationship could go that far, especially since Nicholas had never shown any interest in women.
"Don't say that. I have different tastes, Al. So whether there are many or few girls here, it won't change anything. I can only love one of God's creatures who is very special. Even though it's impossible for me to have her because there's a big wall separating us. I wish I could be daring, but the family's reputation is at stake here. I also don't want to involve her in this mess," Nicholas explained, looking deep into Alesya's eyes.
121"I haven't been able to figure out the purpose of that loan yet. Even up to this moment, I don't know what kind of business our fathers were involved in. As far as I know, your father helped my dad find companies or individuals to use their services or buy heavy equipment. And just so you know, my father couldn't have casually used the house as collateral without my consent."Nicholas rubbed his chin. "And one more thing, Al. It wasn't me who saved you, but Bryan.""Bryan?" Alesya repeated, afraid she might have misunderstood the information."Yes, Bryan. He asked me to come. If he hadn't come here, I can guarantee that I wouldn't have been able to save you because I was still quite far from here. But Bryan, he found you undressed. That means he had a legitimate reason to come here, not just to save you.""Wait!" Alesya threw back the blanket and jumped out of bed. Ignoring her still-aching body, she rushed to her father's room."Why, Al?"Nicholas followed her, startled by the si
122There was a subtle difference in the implied messages. Nicholas didn't expect Alesya to understand his words.Nicholas also didn't care if Alesya thought he couldn't be with the person he loved because their genders were the same. For Nicholas, no matter how others judged him, it had no impact. In fact, he was grateful that with the label of being gay, he could get so close to a wonderful girl like Alesya.Not knowing how it started, Alesya, who was usually chatty, suddenly fell silent. She no longer spoke and just focused on the food in front of her. Occasionally, she glanced at Nicholas but couldn't bring herself to start a conversation again because she realized she had hoped for the man who loved someone else."Nicholas...""Yes?" Nicholas turned to her."Um... it's nothing." Alesya shook her head. She went back to looking down and focusing on her food. She wanted to ask but hesitated, afraid Nicholas would be offended if he heard her desire."Just say it, Al. I won't get mad
123"Please, Nicholas, don't prolong this issue!" Diki's mother pleaded, kneeling down. Afraid that her family's reputation would be tarnished, she was willing to humble herself in front of Nicholas. "Earlier, you asked Diki to apologize, right? I'll make sure he comes to your house and apologizes to Alesya.""I... I..."Nicholas raised his hand, silencing the middle-aged woman. He couldn't accept any excuses. So, Nicholas walked away. It was up to Diki now. Coming to apologize would be better. Even if not, Nicholas was satisfied with teaching him a lesson, leaving him unable to move and with split lips.Furthermore, Nicholas couldn't involve the police in this case. He had no witnesses, and the evidence had been given to Diki. The CCTV he mentioned was just a bluff. As for Bryan, there was no guarantee he would agree to be a witness. So, he had to rely on his own strength to teach Diki a lesson, even if it meant his hand was a bit swollen and bruised. That was fine as long as he was
124“what it's”Alesya lifted a box wrapped in gift paper. "This?" She sat on the edge of the bed and opened it for Nicholas. "This is a gift I prepared for Devin's birthday.""His birthday?""Yes, Devin's and mine fall on the same date and month. We always exchange gifts on our birthdays. So, you can use this as replacement clothes and as a gift for our meeting. Try it on!" Alesya handed over the clothes and pants inside the box, along with an expensive wristwatch for Nicholas."This is for me? Thank you so much. I hope this can be a fresh start for us.""You mean?" Alesya inquired."I have no specific meaning. Don't read too much into it. Well, I'll change my clothes first, hehehe." Nicholas rubbed his neck.Alesya nodded, smiling slightly as she bid farewell to Nicholas into the bathroom. She waited for him to finish with his new clothes.Honestly, there were still many questions Nicholas wanted to ask, but he'd wait. He wanted to put on the clothes first before any potential "yes"
125Shabila ended the call, placed her phone on the nightstand, and went to the wardrobe. There, she took out a thin nightgown. It was only a few centimeters longer than her waist. Just a slight misstep, and everything would be visible."Darling, can you please send this to my friend's house? It's her birthday, and I'm not feeling well. I want to sleep early tonight."Shabila handed a box to Bryan, who had just come out of the bathroom."Put it there, I'll find an online courier later." Knowing Shabila's weaknesses, Bryan wanted to use this opportunity to turn the situation around. While Alesya was still innocent and seemed easy to manipulate into making Shabila jealous and bend to his will."Have you had dinner?"Once ready with her outfit, Bryan threw the question. It was already dinner time, but Shabila was lying on the bed, flaunting her beautiful body, tempting Bryan to come closer.Shabila sat up abruptly, hugging Bryan. "I haven't eaten yet. If you don't mind, I'd like to eat h
126"Nicholas..." Alesya poked Nicholas's arm. Her eyes were red, and her face looked disheveled. "Nik...""What's wrong?"Nicholas briefly looked away from his laptop screen and glanced at the CCTV camera feed. The surveillance camera was still there. Wasn't Bryan planning to let his life be more normal again?"I'm sleepy."Nicholas checked the time on his laptop. It was half-past ten at night, and for Alesya, that was bedtime. It was the opposite for him; he liked to stay up late, working on various tasks.Moreover, he hadn't gone to the restaurant earlier. Devin had requested changes to the catering menu, there were some income and expense reports for the restaurant that needed to be recorded before paying employee salaries.But all the pending work had to be delayed because Alesya couldn't fall asleep."Go ahead and sleep. I'll join you later."Nicholas patted Alesya's head, urging her back to bed.Alesya shook her head, her eyes teary. "I can't sleep alone. I want to be with you.
127Alesya blinked and searched the empty spaces on both sides of her. She was looking for the comforting figure that usually held her through the night but now seemed to have disappeared."Nicholas," Alesya's eyebrows furrowed. She spotted Nicholas sitting in a chair with his laptop on, his head resting on the table.She cautiously got out of bed and walked over to see what Nicholas was working on. Her heart ached when she realized he was going through the restaurant's finances, listing two restaurants there.If she hadn't whined to be accompanied to sleep last night, Nicholas wouldn't have had to work late into the morning like this."Nicholas..." Alesya lowered her gaze, gently rubbing his arm to wake him up. He was due to leave for the restaurant soon. Even though it was the weekend, Nicholas wouldn't have a day off, especially when the restaurant tended to be busier on such occasions."Mmm... Hey, Al." Nicholas yawned and stretched. He tugged Alesya onto his lap, resting his head
128"Okay. Then take him to the hospital. "See doctor Susi, Dad has arranged a schedule with him."“What schedule?”"Checking Alesya whether she is really your wife or not.""She's menstruating, so she hasn't done anything yet.""Menstruation? Wasn't that yesterday?"“Just grumbling, Dad. No more.""Well that's that then. "Then Dad will rearrange the appointment with Susi's doctor." Handoko ended the call before Bryan could answer.It's really a situation that makes his head feel dizzy. Wanting to follow his father's wishes while accepting Shabila's offer, Bryan doesn't think Nicholas can do it. Maybe, before taking Alesya to the doctor of her father's choice, Bryan will first confirm whether Alesya is still a girl or not."Yes, I have, Sha. You meet Alesya and tell her you want to ask her to accompany you to the hospital. Dad needs that proof as soon as possible.""Yeah, I'll take a shower first." Without caring about her condition, Shabila stepped into the bathroom. Bryan could only
Gibran continued, "As for our divorce, I've already agreed to it. We'll proceed with the legal process, and you'll be free to start a new chapter in your life. I hope you find the happiness you deserve."The conversation between Viska and Gibran marked the beginning of the end of their tumultuous marriage. While their emotions were still raw, they had come to a mutual understanding that it was time to move on and seek happiness elsewhere.Gibran's frustration and pent-up emotions poured out as he defended his actions. He felt betrayed by Viska, who had consistently pushed him away and made unfavorable comparisons with Nicholas. Their relationship had become a battleground of insecurities, and Gibran had sought solace with Shabila.Viska's accusations stung, but Gibran was determined to make her understand the context of his actions. He continued, "Viska, I don't want to justify what I did, but it was a result of our broken marriage. We both contributed to its downfall. I needed someth
190"Also," Bryan paused, kissing Silvi's lips briefly."Don't forget that the night we were together, I can assure you, it's my child."Silvi shook her head. "It's not Devin's child. Do you think after that night, I didn't do anything with other men? Did you really think that night was the only time someone touched me? No, there have been many other nights with so many men because I felt like I wasn't pure anymore. So I was free to do it with anyone since my life was already a mess.""S-so... instead of slightly more ruining myself, and the last time it was done to me was by Devin. That's why he's willing to take responsibility. He's also convinced that this is his child."Bryan let out a bitter laugh, releasing Silvi from his embrace. "Is that so?" He loosened his tie, which had felt suffocating after hearing Silvi's explanation. "Let's prove that what you said is true." He took off the suit jacket that clung to his body.“W-what are you doing?” Silvi stepped back. Hugging her own b
189"No way! I won't leave until I meet Gibran. He has to take responsibility for this child," Shabila insisted, refusing to budge. She held onto Viska and stood her ground."Leave, I said! Go!"Viska couldn't bear Shabila's stubbornness and forcefully pulled her arm, nearly causing Shabila to stumble."What's wrong with you!" Shabila pushed away Viska's hand and fixed her disheveled hair. "Are you afraid your husband's actions will be known to your parents? Or is it that you refuse to accept the truth?" Shabila began to rant."I don't understand what you're saying. Now leave!" Viska demanded."Wait, Viska! Mom wants to ask this woman something." Viska's mother restrained her daughter and turned to Shabila. "Why did you let my granddaughter get pregnant? Don't you know he's already married? What do you want from us? Money?"Shabila seethed with anger. Her dignity felt insulted when the middle-aged woman mentioned money."Do you think I'm a lowly woman who just surrenders her body to a
188Shabila spent the whole day in frustration, angry that she couldn't meet Gibran at his cafe. She paced back and forth in her room, thinking of ways to meet him."Do you think you can avoid me forever? You won't be able to, Gibran. I have to make you take responsibility for the child I'm carrying. You won't be able to escape. Just wait and see."Shabila clenched her fists, planning a thousand ways to meet Gibran. "If I can't find you at the cafe, I'll come to your house. Let's see if you can still avoid me," she muttered to herself.Gibran decided to visit the club where he had met Shabila some time ago. He had a bad feeling about Shabila's visit to his cafe and wanted to find out what had really happened between them that night. Honestly, Gibran didn't remember much because he had been heavily intoxicated that night.Upon arriving at the club, Gibran called one of the waitresses and conveyed his request to meet with the club's owner."I'd like to discuss something important with y
187"What brand would you like, Miss?" The employee asked while displaying several different brands of pregnancy tests.Shabila looked puzzled, which only fueled the employee's suspicions. "Is this your first time buying a pregnancy test?" she guessed with a condescending glance."Y-yes," Shabila replied hesitantly. Seeing the employee looking down on her, Shabila's heart began to boil. "I am already married, just so you know. Here's my ID," she said abruptly, opening her wallet and showing her ID card, which still stated her marital status as MARRIED. Her divorce from Arya was only religious; it wasn't legally recognized yet.Seeing the ID placed on the counter, the pharmacy employee became flustered. She was torn between embarrassment and guilt. "I'm s-sorry, Miss, I didn't mean to—""It's fine, I understand!" Shabila retorted sharply, then pointed towards the pregnancy tests. "So, which one is the best?" she asked.She deliberately didn't want to prolong the issue since she wanted
186Several days had passed, and today was the ceremonial bath event for Silvi. Everything was well-prepared, and the guests were moved by the event, which was expertly guided by the paid organizers, arranged by Silvi's parents. Silvi's large family wore matching light green kebaya, while Devin's family, who were present, wore light blue kebaya. The event was conducted with great solemnity, and Silvi looked beautiful despite wearing makeup that wasn't too flashy.This ceremony included many symbols and motifs that served as lessons or guidelines for the couple, influencing their married life. These symbols or motifs mainly conveyed advice and useful insights for the newlyweds' life together. That's why Mama Silvi insisted on holding the ceremonial bath event, even though Silvi and Devin had been married before.In addition to the food ordered for the guests and relatives, the organizers had prepared specific dishes usually served during this ceremonial bath event. These included tumpe
185Meanwhile, Silvi and Devin listened to the doctor's explanations during the examination. Silvi's pregnancy was already at three weeks. The doctor prescribed vitamins and anti-nausea medication since Silvi mentioned she often felt dizzy and nauseous. Devin didn't ask any questions because it was his first time in a obstetrician's office. He was confused about how to react. Silvi was the one who asked all the questions.Silvi got her next appointment scheduled, and then they left. Devin and Silvi went to the hospital's pharmacy to pick up the prescribed medicines first. Then, Devin asked Silvi where she wanted to go."I don't know. I just feel like lying down in my room.""Why's that? Don't you want to go out together?" Devin asked softly. They were now in the car. "How about having ice cream and buying some new sleepwear for you?""What's the point of buying sleepwear?""Because you're pregnant, and I want you to sleep comfortably. How about it?""I don't want to," Silvi said, maki
184As a father, whose heart wouldn't break upon learning that his daughter is pregnant with no official partner by her side? He felt like a terrible father, willing to do anything as long as the man who impregnated his daughter, Silvi, would take responsibility.Pregnancy is never an easy journey for a woman, especially without a husband by her side. The man Silvi referred to as the father finally decided to find Devin, the man who should be held accountable for what happened to Silvi. He took a taxi to Devin's whereabouts, hoping that he would indeed be there. Impatiently sitting in the taxi, the weary-looking man, no longer in his youth, stared at his phone screen. The journey from the city to the village was quite long, which was why he opted for a taxi. Besides, he didn't want any unpleasant conversations about Silvi if he had brought his driver along.Fortunately, he found out about Silvi's pregnancy before it was too late, or who knows what might have happened. He sighed wearil
183Nicholas didn't want anything to happen to their unborn child. So, he tried his best to grant her wishes. Besides, Alesya's request was relatively easy to fulfill, and it had been quite some time since they had visited her hometown."Are you happy?" Nicholas asked.Alesya turned and nodded. "I've really missed my hometown. As nice as it is to live in the city, the hometown is the number one place to visit," Alesya replied. "Besides, all my childhood memories are buried there."Hearing Alesya's response, Nicholas could only smile. He, who had lived in the city since childhood, never experienced life in the village. So, he didn't fully understand what Alesya meant. In his mind, Alesya might just miss the peaceful atmosphere of the village because the city was quite noisy."Get some rest; I'll wake you up when we arrive," Nicholas said after a moment of silence."Okay."Alesya adjusted her seating position to make herself more comfortable. She also slightly reclined her seat to make