Alpha Ian’s POV
Control.
That was the one thing I cherished the most. I expect it from every soldier under my command. And I demand it of myself in the absolute, and yet, with a few select words from Francesca, I was completely unhinged. I eyed the punching bag before me as if it were the source of all my problems, taking the time to properly secure the wrappings around my fingers. I assumed a menacing stance and started throwing punches with all my might. I was like a man possessed, growling low in my throat as my fists pummeled the poor bag. I felt pent-up, and restless, as though my wolf was caught in a trap and was about to chew his leg off just to escape.
Do not project your issues onto me
“Very clever, Cassius,” I quipped in response to my wolf.
I’m just saying as your wolf, I am zen about the situation
“You are zen about the way that arrogant girl talked to us?”
Well, her insults were directed at you, not me
“She didn’t insult me, not really,” I protested, trying to defend my honor. A ridiculous feat considering I was talking to my wolf. There was nobody who knew me better than Cassius.
Whatever you need to tell yourself to sleep at night
I ignored him and went back to furiously punching the swinging bag. After about thirty minutes of this, I was drenched in sweat, my breathing coming in short quick gasps. I slumped on the floor in the farthest corner of the training hall and leaned back against the wall. It felt cool to the touch and it was comforting somehow.
Everything with Francesca had taken me by storm. I couldn’t have seen it a mile coming. When Jessica told me her daughter was a bit difficult, I didn’t take her seriously. Surely, she couldn’t be that bad, not with a mother like Jessica. She wouldn’t tolerate insolence.
Seeing Francesca for the first time had been a shock to my system. She had all of her mother’s beauty and none of her coldness. Her eyes blazed with a fire that spoke of passion and defiance. She was never going to just roll over and do as she was told. Still, I didn’t expect the hostility she directed toward me. I didn’t react well to it. In retrospect now, that much was obvious. Having her admit downright that she didn’t like me had rankled.
Everything had gone downhill from there. I didn’t think things through after that. I squeezed my eyes shut as I recalled what it had felt like to have my hand wrapped around her neck, feeling her pulse point leap against my fingers. She had looked so beguiling, rosy-tinted lips parted in shock, sapphire blue eyes flashing with barely contained rage. Adrenaline had raced through my system. I had forgotten myself for a second, forgotten who she was, and I was saying things that never should have left my mouth. I was mortified just reliving the memory.
Yeah, you should be mortified.
“Shut up, Cassius,” I admonished.
I guess I shouldn’t point out how visceral your reaction was when she called you Daddy
“For the sake of the Moon Goddess, just leave me alone,” I said with a sigh. I was exhausted and drained. I didn’t have it in me to deny his words, not when they were the truth. Something had stirred within me when she called me that. I had been this close to choking the life out of her. I did recover quickly though, regained control, and showed her who was in charge. The rest of the day had been less stressful.
By nightfall, I had recovered my bearings and the initiation ceremony was a resounding success. I had caught glimpses of Francesca cuddled up with a boy about her age. I hoped that was her boyfriend and if that was the case, I prayed to the Moon Goddess that he kept her occupied. It should be a distraction enough to make her forget all about being a pain in the ass. The girl spelled trouble. It was written all over her. I had enough to contend with. I could do without that kind of chaos in my life.
I willed myself to get up and made my way to the master bedroom. After taking a quick shower to refresh my mind and body, I slid into bed beside my fiancé. I looked over at the sleeping form of Jessica. Her face looked so peaceful in slumber, nothing like the battle-ready woman I knew and admired. Choosing her to be my Luna had been wise and strategic. She was strong and capable. I did not doubt that she would be able to weather the storm with me. I couldn’t lose sight of that.
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Francesca’s POV
I was dressed for battle. Well, figuratively. I was clad in camouflage pants and a sleeveless shirt, hands sheathed in leather gloves. I was ready for my first training session in the Crescent Sangria Pack. We were out in the open, under a canopy of tall trees that shielded the harsh rays of the sun from us. We were all dressed similarly, in clothes that we could move around easily. My hair was tied up in a ponytail and I tugged on it slightly to check that the grip was secure. Patrick was talking to a brunette who was petite and had an infectious laugh. The boy doesn’t waste any time, does he? We’d barely arrived and he was already turning on the charm. I beckoned him with a finger and he jogged over to me.
“Who’s that?” I asked.
“She’s Bianca,” Patrick said. “She’s pretty, isn’t she? And so easy to talk to!”
“You never change, do you?”
“Now, that wouldn’t be fun, would it?” He said, grinning from ear to ear.
“You’re disgusting,” I said, shaking my head, and then we burst into laughter.
A few men and women walked into the clearing and a hush fell over our group. I recognized two of the newcomers as the Alpha twins, Michael and Gabriel. They were my mother’s right-hand men and have been responsible for my training and all the other young wolves in our pack from a young age. The other two were strangers. The woman was tall, her shoulder-length hair was dyed purple and she had a mean-looking scar across her right cheek. The man she was conversing with was a Beta Wolf. He held an uncanny resemblance to Alpha Ian. It was obvious they were related in some way.
I wondered where Alpha Ian was himself. Was he not going to take part in our training? Did I go through all that mental preparation for nothing? I didn’t know whether to feel disappointed or relieved. My feelings were never that simple when it came to that Alpha.
The Beta stepped forward and he commanded our attention before uttering a single word. He had this calm and welcoming aura about him. It was something that probably pulled people in like a magnet. His stunning looks had to be the icing on the cake. He was dressed in black, his chestnut hair was long and wavy and his lips were stretched in a warm smile. I already liked him. I’ve always thought Betas were superior to Alphas anyway.
“For those of you who have no idea who I am, my name is Dominic. I’m Alpha Ian’s younger brother and second-in-command,” he said, his voice ringing out clear and firm. It came to me then. He was the one who whistled last night during the initiation ceremony.
“Usually, Alpha Ian is here during our training sessions but he is otherwise occupied today,” Dominic said. “So it’s just going to be the four of us.”
“We are starting with hand-to-hand combat,” Dominic bellowed. “I need all of you to pair up now. Face your opponent and assume an attacking stance. We will walk around observing your skills. Once you defeat your opponent, you switch up to the next person.”
I faced Patrick and raised my curled fists. We both assumed an attacking stance. Our playfulness was gone. We were no longer best friends, at least not for the duration of this fight. We were enemies and we were out for blood.
I attacked first as I always did. Patrick anticipated it and because of that, he was able to quickly dodge it. He had quick reflexes and amazing instincts. He was a wolf after all. Also, we’ve been sparring all our lives. All around me, sounds of fists colliding with skin could be heard. There was a lot of grunting and growling. The air was charged with hostility.
My next blow landed on Patrick’s ribs but he quickly retaliated by hitting my left shoulder. It hurt like a bitch but my fast healing kicked in almost instantly. We continued to trade blows, escaping serious hits more often than not because of our superhuman speed. My strategy was to tire him out. Once his guard was down, I would go in for the kill. For that, I had to let myself get hit a couple of times. Sometimes, you just have to make that sacrifice.
Patrick was so invested in pummeling me to death he was doing much to protect himself. Moving with the speed of light, I knee-kicked him in the groin and he doubled over. That was the millisecond window I needed to trap him in a headlock. He tried to break free, kicking and trashing but I held on firm, grinning, even though I felt dizzy from all the blows I received. Patrick couldn’t break free. He was strong but I was an Alpha wolf. I tightened my hand around his neck, deliberately weakening him.
“Yield,” I whispered against his face. My breathing was choppy and my heart was beating a mile a minute. Moon Goddess, how I loved this rush!
He continued to struggle, trying to elbow me to get me to release him.
“Yield, lover boy,” I said, tone teasing. “You’ve been defeated already. Or are you worried about what Bianca would think?”
“I yield,” he grunted, tone reluctant.
I released him with a chuckle and bent down for a second, trying to recover for a second before I moved to my next opponent.
“You played dirty you know,” Patrick said.
“I played smart,” I retorted. “The only rule here is to win, Patrick. Wasn’t that the first thing my mother taught us? And Michael and Gabriel drilled into us every day during training.”
“She’s right about that, Patrick,” Michael said out of nowhere.
“When did you even get here?” I said, glancing at him.
“I was nearby, observing. You did well, Francesca,” he said. “Patrick, you should have seen that coming. You were too reckless. You underestimated Francesca, something I told you time and time again not to do. Also, when have you ever emerged victorious in a fight with her by using brute strength? You need to think two steps ahead all the time. Now switch. There’s no time to waste.”
My next opponent was a stranger which made fighting with him challenging. But it was also exciting. He gave me a tough time. He was super quick on his feet and wouldn’t easily fall for any of my tricks. But I ended up defeating him anyway, not without a considerable amount of effort though.
Ironically, the opponent who brought me to my knees was Bianca. She might be petite but the girl could pack a punch. Sparring with her was a humbling experience. I simply couldn’t keep up. Also, we were similar in the way we fought. She would do anything to get the upper hand. I learned that the hard way when she grabbed hold of my hair and pulled with all her might. I let out a scream as the searing pain was unexpected. She tackled me to the ground and sat on top of me.
“Do you yield?” she said, panting hard.
I was quick to nod. “I do. I do.”
She got off me and helped me to my feet. “You’re pretty badass,” I said to her, thoroughly impressed.
“So are you, Francesca.”
“How did you know my name?”
“Patrick told me,” she said, smiling.
“Ah, my insufferable best friend.”
“He’s pretty cute,” Bianca said.
“Oh, is he?” I said, grinning, forgetting all about my defeat. “So you like him already?”
“Oh, not like that. That wouldn’t be possible at all.”
“Why’s that?”
“Well, I’m a certified lesbian so cute boys don’t do it for me at all.”
“Oh no, Patrick will be so heartbroken,” I said, feigning sadness.
“You mean that Patrick?” Bianca said, pointing to where Patrick was chatting with a redhead. They were practically glued together and the girl was running her fingers along his bicep not so discreetly.
“I swear he has the attention span of a goldfish when it comes to girls,” I deadpanned, and Bianca burst into laughter. Her laugh truly was infectious. It pulled you right in and I didn’t mind feeling enchanted at all. After all, Bianca wasn’t the only one into girls.
Francesca’s POVI learned that training in our new pack was done a little differently. The hours were longer. Dominic was brutal and relentless. After he’d had enough of seeing us at each other’s throats with the sparring, we were instructed to move to the training hall. This was where all the gym equipment was. He had us lifting weights and doing push-ups, not letting anyone slack off. We didn’t stop until he was satisfied with our progress.“That was good guys, well done,” he said to a room full of panting young wolves. “What’s with all the death glares? You know you’d have had it harder if Alpha Ian was here.”I was slumped against the wall, trying to recover my equilibrium. “If your elder brother would have done worse, then he’s a sadist,” I said to him.Dominic turned around and stared at me. He didn’t speak for a while. I thought he was this close to reprimanding me for saying something disrespectful about the Alpha. Instead, he walked over to where the chilled water bottles wer
Francesca’s POVAfter the training session, I spent the rest of the day in bed, cuddled up under the covers and listening to rock music. My mum has told me time and time again that my eardrums will burst because I always turn up the volume so loud. But this was how I liked to listen to music. It drowned out my thoughts. Nothing else existed in moments like these save the beat, the lyrics, and the vocals. It was like being transported into another world and the escape was very much needed.As the day crawled to an end, I forced myself to get out of bed and step out of my room. I found my mum in the sitting room. She was engrossed in a phone call. I waited until she was done talking to ask my question.“Where’s Alpha Ian?”“Why are you asking about Ian’s whereabouts?” There was genuine puzzlement in her tone.I slipped my hands into the pockets of my hoodie. “I need to talk to him.”Jessica arched an eyebrow. “Why? So you could be disrespectful some more?”“Ouch, I deserved that,” I sai
Francesca’s POV There is something to be said about being in denial and suppressing unwanted feelings. It might not be the healthiest way to live but there are times when it is needed, especially when facing the reality of said feelings is not an option. The next hour I spent in Alpha Ian’s presence at the shooting range brought out a plethora of mixed emotions in me. For one, he seemed genuinely interested in helping me improve my shooting skills. He kept guiding me, giving me tips and pointers in order to better my aim and this made me want to impress him. It came naturally to me, this need to please him, to have him praise me in any shape or form. When I finally hit the target, he gave me this nod accompanied with a blinding grin and I felt such pride bloom within me. There was an underlying excitement to being in the same space as him, breathing the same air. I didn’t know why exactly. I just felt it. There was a comedown after we returned to the house and went our separate ways
The scent of lavender permeated the drawing room. Servers were placing champagne bottles and glasses on the small tables situated before the couches. The room was huge and airy, with white curtains fluttering in the breeze blowing in from the open windows. There were bouquet of flowers scattered around for aesthetic effect. It was to convey a certain mood and it was definitely doing its job as I already felt as though today was the wedding. I woke up in a festive mood, all unsavory thoughts regarding Alpha Ian seemed to have left me. My focus needed to be on my mother and preparing for her big day. After everything has been arranged per my mother’s specification, I was left alone in the room. It didn’t take long for the guests to start trickling in. My mother joined us after a little while and she and her friends launched into a chaotic conversation filled with laughter and talking over each other. I kept glancing at the door, wondering when Bianca would come. She arrived right befor
Francesca’s POV Long after the brunch had come to an end and all the guests left the drawing room, including Bianca, I was still seated in the armchair. I seemed unable to move or speak, brain slowly trying hard not to think too much about my mother and Alpha Ian in bed. In fact, I was trying not to think about what the Alpha was like in bed at all. It wasn’t the kind of thoughts I wanted to harbor. I didn’t need my imagination to run wild. The man was marrying my mother come tomorrow. I didn’t know what it was exactly I felt, but it needed to die down. It needed to be obliterated because there was no space for it in my life. It would only bring me pain and complicate everything. I resolved that it was a silly crush borne out of Alpha Ian’s devasting good looks and effortlessly dominant nature. “Francesca,” Jessica Reginald called out in a soft tone. “Yes, mum,” I replied, turning my head sideways to stare at her. My mother was sitting on the long sofa alone. In fact, I hadn’t no
I love weddings and all the commotions they come with. Granted, I wasn’t the happiest trooper when I learnt about this particular alliance, but I think it’s safe to say I was fully on board now. I couldn’t have been happier for my mother. I was ready to give Alpha Ian a chance and put all of the mess that transpired between us in the past. Dominic already felt like someone I’ve known my whole life. I was also integrating well into the life of our merged packs. When all that was said and done, it was my mother’s wedding day. I was running around like a manic headless chicken. It was one errand after another. I was lucky I had Patrick and Bianca to relegate some of the responsibilities that were thrust upon me. I didn’t know whether Aunt Eleanor thought I had some hidden powers that would enable me to be at a hundred places at once. She was a tough cookie, that woman, merciless to boot. “There’s no rest for the wicked, Francesca,” she would say whenever she discovered my latest hidi
Francesca's POV Dominic had been right. Once Damien started going on about Francesca, the Magnificent, it was almost impossible to get him to stop. But I didn’t mind. I enjoyed it if I was being honest. She sounded like a riot, an untamed and unhinged woman who had been fully in control of everything in her domain. Now, there’s a woman worthy of being a role model. I’ve always had an affinity for my name, always thought it had a grandeur to it, but now there’s a new significance attached to it. At some point, I had to excuse myself from the conversation and make my way inside the mansion. The wedding progression was about to start. I needed to get dressed in the drawing room with the rest of the bride’s entourage. There was incessant chatter when I walked into the dressing room. On the far side, I saw my mother was being fitted into her gorgeous dress and I could only smile, feeling a wave of powerful emotions course through me. My cousin, Mayrah’s dress had obviously been adjusted
Francesca’s POVLife has a way of taking us down roads we never saw ourselves traversing. It’s crazy how we hardly have any say in how certain things in our existence will unfold. The Moon Goddess could be especially cruel and fickle when she chooses to be. I finally understood what Dominic meant. I always thought the moment I met my fated mate would be a magical one. I would be ecstatic, over the moon with overwhelming emotions, and grateful to the Moon Goddess for finally blessing me with such a precious gift. I never imagined it would go like this. This was far from my ideal dream and fantasy. No, this was a nightmare, a hellish one I wanted to wake up from but knew for a fact that I never would. This was reality. It was my reality.My mother’s husband-to-be was my fated mate. I should have known there was a reason I reacted so viscerally to his presence. From the very start, all the signs were there. I was too stupid to see, even after Bianca warned me. But of course, I didn’t wan
Francesca’s POVThe coronation of the Alpha King and his chosen Luna is one of the most sacred events for any Pack. It’s one that is celebrated in a grand affair, and remembered for months after the fact. Every Pack had its own special way of going about it, the rituals they always made sure took place and all the flurry of activity and prayers that happen, taking advantage of the full moon and asking the Moon Goddess to bless us and grant our heart’s deepest desires.“Mother, you look absolutely stunning,” I said, my tone dripping with admiration as I stared at Alpha Jessica Reginald, where she sat dressed in a lovely golden gown, about to be crowned the Luna of the Sangria-Crescent Pack.“Thank you, darling,” Jessica replied, smiling, her blonde hair framing her gorgeous face like a halo. “Come sit with me.”The other women who’d been helping my mother get ready for the coronation excused themselves and walked out of the drawing room.I threw them a discreet smile as they exited the
Francesca’s POVAs we approached mid-September, the Fall weather really began to set in. The unbearable heat of the previous month was abating with every second that passed. The leaves of the trees were changing color, losing their life force and vividness, and falling to the ground in a melancholic but beautiful display of the wonders of nature.Our summer vacation was still very much ongoing. Bianca, Patrick and I had at least another two weeks before we were due to return to campus so we were definitely making the most of our last days of leisure. Although to define our days as leisure was subjective. Our training sessions were more intense than ever. Alpha Ian has been present and running most of them. Ever since his therapy sessions came to a fruitful conclusion, he has been more determined than ever to push us to our limits. There was an obvious shift in how he now regarded Ezekiel and the imminent war between us. His hatred was less personal. It was no longer the kind of acidi
Ezekiel’s POVI was standing back a considerable distance as training went on. As much as I had said I wanted to oversee it, my intention was not to interrupt it in any way whatsoever. I also didn’t want our warriors to feel under pressure or act as though they had to do anything different simply because I was present. I wanted to observe them as they always were during each session. And of course, I had the utmost trust in their tutors that they would do a good job today as they’ve been doing for as long as they’ve had the responsibility.So far, I was mighty pleased with everything I was seeing. Our warriors seemed to be disciplined, determined, unceasingly strong, and above all, they all had a killer instinct. From what they were showing, they would absolutely have no qualms in striking down any enemy they came into contact with, and those were the kind of warriors I needed on my side when I made my first calculated attack against the Crescent-Sangria Pack.Alexander and Eve were m
Ezekiel’s POVGreat Aunt Elizabeth’s sprawling estate has long ceased being hers. Not since the day I snuffed the life out of the stubbornly staunch old woman right after making her sign over the deeds. That was another lifetime ago, way before I grew into myself. Sixteen-year-old me wasn’t exactly the brightest. I can’t believe he tried to have it all, tried to hold onto Ian even when he knew there was no way the other boy was going to be accepting of the inevitable path I was going to choose.The path I was already on when we were merely thirteen-year-olds and I decided on animal sacrifice to summon the Moon Goddess. I didn’t even think twice about killing those helpless bunnies that I’d spent weeks raising. That should have been Ian’s warning shot, and maybe it was but he definitely did not heed it.But what made me hope, that I could bring him over to my side, even if I had to use lies and manipulation to aid me was how he reacted after he watched me commit cold blooded murder for
Alpha Ian’s POVThe idea of going to some cold and lifeless office of a therapist was enough to make me want to puke. If I was going to cut my skin open and bleed for a complete stranger, I had to do in a place I felt safe and comfortable in. The sessions had to take place in my Study and nowhere else. And this was how the therapist that had been chosen for me by Jessica found herself sitting on my high-backed chair facing me, as I reclined on the sofa. Her name was Valentina. She was a beta wolf, and the energy she gave off was of someone kind and capable at the same time. She had honey blonde hair that was cut in a bob and it framed her oval face in a flattering way. She wore red lipstick, and had a nose-ring.It was the nose-ring that threw me off when she arrived. It didn’t match the image I had of the look of a therapist in my head. But somehow, that injected this chill vibe into the atmosphere. And I could almost delude myself into thinking I was about to have a conversation w
Alpha Ian’s POVIt was a different kind of torture, having to narrate practically everything I told Francesca and the others to my wife the next day. She listened to me with the same empathy and compassion that I received from everyone who was present in my Study the night before. She didn’t cut me off necessarily, only asked questions when she felt that I had mentioned something too important to skim over.By the time I was done with my narration, Jessica let out a loud sigh and said, “I’m afraid Francesca is right on this one, Ian. You do need therapy.”I nodded, she took my hand in hers and squeezed it in comfort. We were sitting side by side on a sofa in our bedroom. I’d alerted her we needed to talk about something right before she turned in for bed. Jessica wasn’t one to dwindle when her specific time to sleep arrived.“I know, darling,” I said to her. “I’ve already accepted that this is something I need. It’s high time I dealt with this unfinished business so I could move forwa
Francesca’s POV“So, what’s the verdict?” Alpha Ian asked after I hadn’t uttered a word after his vulnerable confession. “Am I still in love with a monster?”I fixed him with an intense stare then, really looking at him. There was a vacant look in his eyes, it seemed as though he was bracing himself for the worst. It was kind of tragic, the entire situation was, if I was being entirely honest.And I couldn’t bring myself to feel any sort of jealousy toward Ezekiel. Maybe, it would hit me later and I would hate him even more for being my fated mate’s first love. But now, I was more concerned with helping Alpha Ian sort through his emotions and any lingering feelings he might still harbor for the king of the rogues.“Well?” Alpha Ian prompted. “Will you say something?”“I don’t know,” I finally said.“Excuse me?” Alpha Ian sat up then, and fixed me with a disbelieving stare. “What don’t you know?”I shrugged, breaking eye contact. “I don’t know if you’re still in love with him or not.”
Francesca’s POV“What did you just ask me?” Alpha Ian said in a dangerously low tone, his eyes narrowing as they gazed into mine.“You heard me very well,” I said, “But I can still repeat myself: are you still in love with Ezekiel?”This time, he seemed unable to form words. He opened his mouth several times but ended up closing it again. I guess one can say, he wasn’t expecting that kind of question from me, or from anyone for that matter.Even I wasn’t completely sure why I asked it. Okay, I did know why. The root cause wasn’t jealousy. It was a true desire to help him sort through any lingering feelings he might have had where Ezekiel was concerned because a love that intense doesn’t just disappear altogether. I wasn’t even sure I could decipher all the different kind of feelings and emotions that I experienced while listening to him go into depth about his relationship with Ezekiel, the bond they shared, their subsequent honeymoon in the penthouse, and ultimate rupture.At some
Alpha Ian's POV"So that was how it went down," Dominic said, looking like someone who's entire world has been tilted on its axis. "Man, you kept all of that inside you when you returned, and pretended as though you merely failed in convincing Ezekiel to come back with you and plead his case.""Yeah... pretty much. that's what happened.""I bet he was impossible to be around when he returned," Francesca wondered."Oh yes, he was was," Denise replied to her. "It was worse than when Ezekiel had just been banished. The Ian who returned was a completely different person.""He seemed to have shoved all his emotions in a box, locked them away and and threw them in a raging volcano," Dominic said."Hey, I wasn't that bad," I said, tone defensive."You so were," Dominic and Denise said at the same time and then they started laughing as they stared at each other."You were worse than bad, big brother," Dominic said. "You were frighteningly cold. It seemed as though the only emotions you allowe