Francesca’s POV
I learned that training in our new pack was done a little differently. The hours were longer. Dominic was brutal and relentless. After he’d had enough of seeing us at each other’s throats with the sparring, we were instructed to move to the training hall. This was where all the gym equipment was. He had us lifting weights and doing push-ups, not letting anyone slack off. We didn’t stop until he was satisfied with our progress.
“That was good guys, well done,” he said to a room full of panting young wolves. “What’s with all the death glares? You know you’d have had it harder if Alpha Ian was here.”
I was slumped against the wall, trying to recover my equilibrium. “If your elder brother would have done worse, then he’s a sadist,” I said to him.
Dominic turned around and stared at me. He didn’t speak for a while. I thought he was this close to reprimanding me for saying something disrespectful about the Alpha. Instead, he walked over to where the chilled water bottles were, grabbed one, and brought it over to me. Not sure why he did that, I took the bottle nonetheless. I did need to hydrate after that intense training session.
He dropped down beside me and sat Indian-style. His back was ramrod straight whilst he placed his hands on his thighs. I wouldn’t have been surprised if he started meditating right there. There was something I found intriguing about him. Unlike his elder brother whom I felt like antagonizing at every turn, with Dominic, I just wanted to listen to him. It was a weird way to feel about someone you just met.
“How are you feeling?” he asked, his dark gaze fixed on me.
“Like hell,” I deadpanned. “How else would I be feeling after you put us through the wringer?”
He chuckled at that and I noticed he had dimples. “I know you didn’t mind. You had no trouble keeping up.”
“Well, I’m an all-powerful Alpha wolf in my prime, of course, I had no trouble keeping up,” I said with a straight face, and a few seconds later, we both burst into laughter.
“You’re really good though,” Dominic said, sounding impressed. His hands were still resting on his thighs. He hadn’t moved an inch since he sat down. “You’ve got amazing instincts and you’re ruthless. The only one who defeated you today was Bianca, right?”
I nodded, drinking the rest of the water and placing the empty bottle beside me. “Bloody Bianca,” I said with a sigh. “I can’t even be mad because the girl is so badass.”
“She’s our most promising warrior,” Dominic said. “I’ve never seen anyone fight the way she does. She seems to turn into a completely different person when she fights. She’s cold and she would cut you down without a second thought.”
“I’d have to up my game when it comes to her.”
“She has that effect on people. Everyone wants to beat her and that drive gives you the motivation to be better.”
“Why was your brother not present at training today?” I asked when I couldn’t contain my curiosity any longer. I could have been more tactful in asking but oh well, it was already done.
“He had an engagement he couldn’t get out of,” Dominic replied without missing a beat. If he thought the question was weird, he didn’t show it.
“What kind of engagement?”
“A work engagement.”
“What kind of work does he do?”
“What is this? The Spanish Inquisition?” Dominic asked, eyes twinkling with amusement. He was teasing. I knew that, but I still felt self-conscious.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean—”
“Francesca, you’re allowed to be curious about him,” he said, jostling my shoulder playfully. “He’s a lawyer who specializes in company acquisitions and mergers. He has a very important deal going down today so he’s been cooped up in his Study for hours occupied with Zoom conference meetings.”
“Oh, I see,” I said. It sounded lame even to my ears. I didn’t know what else to say though. I was very much in conflict over my feelings towards Alpha Ian. And this was his brother and second-in-command. I didn’t think I could just blurt out what I was thinking.
“So, what do you have against my brother?” Dominic asked, putting me on the spot. There were a few people in the hall with us. My attention was on two Beta females who were spotting each other. They were mates, one could tell so easily. There was something about the easy banter and the intimacy they shared that made my heart clench. It must be a surreal feeling, to be that connected to someone else. I yearned for it with a fierceness that hurt sometimes.
“I don’t have anything against Alpha Ian,” I said, still staring at the couple. The shorter of the two stood on her tippy toes to kiss her partner and a smile graced my lips unbidden.
“Yes, Shira and Jasmine are disgustingly in love,” Dominic said with a shake of his head.
“We all want that,” I said in a near whisper. “People who say they don’t are just lying to themselves.
“And you know this for sure?” Dominic said. The expression on his face was strange. “I don’t think some people would mind ending up alone. They would be content with their own company. You don’t need to live an epic love story to be happy or whole. Life would be much more peaceful if you went at it alone.”
“See, people like that are just trying to protect themselves. It’s the equivalent of locking yourself in a tower as a form of escape. They are just scared to take that jump with someone and risk getting their heart broken,” I said.
“Let’s agree to disagree,” Dominic said after an extended period of silence. It was as though my words had hit a chord and he had to mull over them
“For now,” I said with a chuckle, bringing my knees up to my chest. “I won’t rest until I have you agreeing with me. I mean, yeah, you could be happy on your own. But why would you want to stay alone when the Moon Goddess has destined a special someone for you?”
“Sometimes choosing to be with your destined mate is like walking through fire,” Dominic said in a low tone, the look in his eyes was distant. I wanted to ask him to elaborate but that would be prying. We didn’t know each other well enough.
“I think it’s still worth it,” I said, placing my hand on his shoulder in a comforting gesture. I didn’t know what his inner battles were but I could sense something was eating him up.
“Goddess, I’ve forgotten what it felt like to be that young and idealistic,” Dominic said with a sardonic smile.
“And how old are you?”
“I’m twenty-seven, pup.”
“Twenty-seven? You’re ancient! Where’s your walking stick?” He pulled me into a headlock and I tickled his sides to escape his grip. I was surprised at the rate we were bonding. I guess some people just click.
“Don’t think I’ve forgotten that you tried to change the subject when I asked about my brother.”
“I believe I succeeded,” I said, smirking.
“Why do you dislike Ian?”
“Did he tell you that?” I asked, genuinely curious as to whether the Alpha talked about me.
“He might have mentioned the heated exchange you had in his Study.”
“Did he also mention he tried to kill me?” It was an exaggeration but Dominic didn’t need to know that.
“Francesca,” Dominic intoned, rolling his eyes. “We both know if Ian wanted you dead, you wouldn’t be sitting here right now.”
“Fine. Whatever,” I said, crossing my arms against my chest. “It’s hard to pinpoint why I dislike him. Maybe the only reason is he’s about to marry my mother. Maybe I’m one of those clichéd girls who simply hate their mothers’ husbands for existing.”
“That can’t be true.”
“You don’t know me. I can be very petty.”
“Francesca, my brother might not be the easiest person in the world,” Dominic began, “but he has the best intentions where your mother and you are concerned. Ezekiel is the enemy here, not Ian. More than anyone I know, Ian has reasons to be as invested as he is in Ezekiel’s downfall.”
“Why’s that?”
“You’ll have to ask him yourself,” Dominic said. “It’s not my story to tell. Talk to him, Francesca, get to know him. Don’t let stubbornness and pride stand in the way of the amazing relationship you two could have.”
“You’re pretty hard to say no to, you know that?” I said instead of arguing because he was right. I had no valid reason to antagonize Alpha Ian, at least not yet.
“I’ve been told that many times.” Just then, Dominic’s phone vibrated and he fished it out of his pocket. He swiped it open and read through whatever message he received. His whole demeanor changed. He smiled from ear to ear and then he let out a scoff.
“Who’s that text from?”
“My boss.”
“That’s how you react when get a text from your boss?” I asked, more intrigued than ever.
“That’s the only appropriate reaction when said boss is Damien Du Pont,” Dominic said, tone casual, as though he hadn’t just dropped a bomb on me.
“You work for the Vampire King of New Orleans?”
“Uh-huh, I manage his sex clubs.”
“Shut up. I’ve heard of the kinky shit that goes down at those clubs. I can’t believe I’m sitting across the person who manages them.”
“Your excitement over my job is adorable,” Dominic said, flicking my nose. “Speaking of which, I gotta go. Damien doesn’t like to be kept waiting.”
“What’s he like?” I asked in a tone full of awe. Who could blame me though? Damien Du Pont was one of the most powerful supernatural beings in our orbit. I grew up hearing tales about the horrors he inflicted upon his enemies throughout the centuries. His inner circle was known for their ruthlessness and they helped Damien rule the vampire community with an iron fist. For a vampire, he had his twisted sense of a moral compass. He banned the indiscriminate killing of humans and any vampire under his rule who broke this law was decapitated by one of his underlings. He ended centuries-long feuds between vampires and other supernatural beings. The vampires of New Orleans were now allies with the witches and werewolves. The peace was tentative as supernatural beings tended to be volatile and unpredictable. But the senseless killing and wars have considerably lessened and it was all thanks to Damien’s vision.
“He’s probably the most beautiful being in existence,” Dominic said, and the vulnerability in his tone caught me by surprise. “He’s definitely the deadliest. I’ve watched him killed countless times, and he always has this sickly sweet smile on his face as he does it. He’s cunning and calculating and he doesn’t forgive, like ever. He could also be really kind, kind in a way that causes cognitive dissonance. He’s fiercely protective of the people he cares about and when it comes down to it, that’s why he will always have my loyalty.”
I wanted to tease Dominic, tell him it sounded like he had a little crush but I refrained. I didn’t want to offend or hit a nerve. “It sounds like you know him pretty well,” I said instead, tone soft.
“I guess you could say that,” Dominic said. He rose from the floor then, dusting off his sweatpants. “I’ve been working for him for a couple of years now. It only makes sense that I do. Anyway, you will get to meet him in two days. He’ll be attending the wedding.”
“I’ll fangirl so hard,” I enthused, getting off the floor myself. “Will he find it weird if I ask for an autograph?”
“You will do no such thing, young lady,” Dominic said, pointing a finger at me sternly. “I won’t let you embarrass me like that.”
I giggled at his words. Feeling overwhelmed by a sudden burst of affection, I threw my arms around Dominic’s neck and hugged him. It felt nice. I was beginning to feel at home here. And it hit me then that I should also try and bond with Alpha Ian.
“I’ll talk to your brother today,” I said, pulling back from our embrace.
“Please do,” Dominic urged. “I promise he’s not that bad.”
“Right, I’ll take your word for it.”
Dominic and I made our way out of the hall which was pretty much deserted by now. He was telling me about the crazy orgy he will be hosting tonight and if it was any other day, I would have been all ears. That was the kind of shit I lived for. But all I could think about was the impending conversation with Alpha Ian, of being alone with him again, and as much as I wanted to be in denial, I was terrified of what the outcome would be.
Francesca’s POVAfter the training session, I spent the rest of the day in bed, cuddled up under the covers and listening to rock music. My mum has told me time and time again that my eardrums will burst because I always turn up the volume so loud. But this was how I liked to listen to music. It drowned out my thoughts. Nothing else existed in moments like these save the beat, the lyrics, and the vocals. It was like being transported into another world and the escape was very much needed.As the day crawled to an end, I forced myself to get out of bed and step out of my room. I found my mum in the sitting room. She was engrossed in a phone call. I waited until she was done talking to ask my question.“Where’s Alpha Ian?”“Why are you asking about Ian’s whereabouts?” There was genuine puzzlement in her tone.I slipped my hands into the pockets of my hoodie. “I need to talk to him.”Jessica arched an eyebrow. “Why? So you could be disrespectful some more?”“Ouch, I deserved that,” I sai
Francesca’s POV There is something to be said about being in denial and suppressing unwanted feelings. It might not be the healthiest way to live but there are times when it is needed, especially when facing the reality of said feelings is not an option. The next hour I spent in Alpha Ian’s presence at the shooting range brought out a plethora of mixed emotions in me. For one, he seemed genuinely interested in helping me improve my shooting skills. He kept guiding me, giving me tips and pointers in order to better my aim and this made me want to impress him. It came naturally to me, this need to please him, to have him praise me in any shape or form. When I finally hit the target, he gave me this nod accompanied with a blinding grin and I felt such pride bloom within me. There was an underlying excitement to being in the same space as him, breathing the same air. I didn’t know why exactly. I just felt it. There was a comedown after we returned to the house and went our separate ways
The scent of lavender permeated the drawing room. Servers were placing champagne bottles and glasses on the small tables situated before the couches. The room was huge and airy, with white curtains fluttering in the breeze blowing in from the open windows. There were bouquet of flowers scattered around for aesthetic effect. It was to convey a certain mood and it was definitely doing its job as I already felt as though today was the wedding. I woke up in a festive mood, all unsavory thoughts regarding Alpha Ian seemed to have left me. My focus needed to be on my mother and preparing for her big day. After everything has been arranged per my mother’s specification, I was left alone in the room. It didn’t take long for the guests to start trickling in. My mother joined us after a little while and she and her friends launched into a chaotic conversation filled with laughter and talking over each other. I kept glancing at the door, wondering when Bianca would come. She arrived right befor
Francesca’s POV Long after the brunch had come to an end and all the guests left the drawing room, including Bianca, I was still seated in the armchair. I seemed unable to move or speak, brain slowly trying hard not to think too much about my mother and Alpha Ian in bed. In fact, I was trying not to think about what the Alpha was like in bed at all. It wasn’t the kind of thoughts I wanted to harbor. I didn’t need my imagination to run wild. The man was marrying my mother come tomorrow. I didn’t know what it was exactly I felt, but it needed to die down. It needed to be obliterated because there was no space for it in my life. It would only bring me pain and complicate everything. I resolved that it was a silly crush borne out of Alpha Ian’s devasting good looks and effortlessly dominant nature. “Francesca,” Jessica Reginald called out in a soft tone. “Yes, mum,” I replied, turning my head sideways to stare at her. My mother was sitting on the long sofa alone. In fact, I hadn’t no
I love weddings and all the commotions they come with. Granted, I wasn’t the happiest trooper when I learnt about this particular alliance, but I think it’s safe to say I was fully on board now. I couldn’t have been happier for my mother. I was ready to give Alpha Ian a chance and put all of the mess that transpired between us in the past. Dominic already felt like someone I’ve known my whole life. I was also integrating well into the life of our merged packs. When all that was said and done, it was my mother’s wedding day. I was running around like a manic headless chicken. It was one errand after another. I was lucky I had Patrick and Bianca to relegate some of the responsibilities that were thrust upon me. I didn’t know whether Aunt Eleanor thought I had some hidden powers that would enable me to be at a hundred places at once. She was a tough cookie, that woman, merciless to boot. “There’s no rest for the wicked, Francesca,” she would say whenever she discovered my latest hidi
Francesca's POV Dominic had been right. Once Damien started going on about Francesca, the Magnificent, it was almost impossible to get him to stop. But I didn’t mind. I enjoyed it if I was being honest. She sounded like a riot, an untamed and unhinged woman who had been fully in control of everything in her domain. Now, there’s a woman worthy of being a role model. I’ve always had an affinity for my name, always thought it had a grandeur to it, but now there’s a new significance attached to it. At some point, I had to excuse myself from the conversation and make my way inside the mansion. The wedding progression was about to start. I needed to get dressed in the drawing room with the rest of the bride’s entourage. There was incessant chatter when I walked into the dressing room. On the far side, I saw my mother was being fitted into her gorgeous dress and I could only smile, feeling a wave of powerful emotions course through me. My cousin, Mayrah’s dress had obviously been adjusted
Francesca’s POVLife has a way of taking us down roads we never saw ourselves traversing. It’s crazy how we hardly have any say in how certain things in our existence will unfold. The Moon Goddess could be especially cruel and fickle when she chooses to be. I finally understood what Dominic meant. I always thought the moment I met my fated mate would be a magical one. I would be ecstatic, over the moon with overwhelming emotions, and grateful to the Moon Goddess for finally blessing me with such a precious gift. I never imagined it would go like this. This was far from my ideal dream and fantasy. No, this was a nightmare, a hellish one I wanted to wake up from but knew for a fact that I never would. This was reality. It was my reality.My mother’s husband-to-be was my fated mate. I should have known there was a reason I reacted so viscerally to his presence. From the very start, all the signs were there. I was too stupid to see, even after Bianca warned me. But of course, I didn’t wan
Francesca’s POV From the moment I stepped foot outside of my bedroom, it felt as though I was submerged under water. My surroundings closed in around me and everything echoed. I barely remembered how I made my way to the drawing room and joined the other bridesmaids and my mother. Someone gave a short speech before we departed for the wedding tent. I don’t remember who it was or what it was they talked about specifically. I seemed to be moving on autopilot. I had completely dissociated. I think my senses slowly came back to me when my mother and Alpha Ian began exchanging vows. Their words stuck to me like glue. I wished I wasn’t standing so close and that I could divert my gaze and not take the scene in, but I didn’t have a choice in the matter. For now, this was what I needed to do. It was happening whether I liked it or not. My fated mate was standing before me, and he was promising to spend the rest of his life loving no other person but my mother. They finished exchanging th
Francesca’s POVThe coronation of the Alpha King and his chosen Luna is one of the most sacred events for any Pack. It’s one that is celebrated in a grand affair, and remembered for months after the fact. Every Pack had its own special way of going about it, the rituals they always made sure took place and all the flurry of activity and prayers that happen, taking advantage of the full moon and asking the Moon Goddess to bless us and grant our heart’s deepest desires.“Mother, you look absolutely stunning,” I said, my tone dripping with admiration as I stared at Alpha Jessica Reginald, where she sat dressed in a lovely golden gown, about to be crowned the Luna of the Sangria-Crescent Pack.“Thank you, darling,” Jessica replied, smiling, her blonde hair framing her gorgeous face like a halo. “Come sit with me.”The other women who’d been helping my mother get ready for the coronation excused themselves and walked out of the drawing room.I threw them a discreet smile as they exited the
Francesca’s POVAs we approached mid-September, the Fall weather really began to set in. The unbearable heat of the previous month was abating with every second that passed. The leaves of the trees were changing color, losing their life force and vividness, and falling to the ground in a melancholic but beautiful display of the wonders of nature.Our summer vacation was still very much ongoing. Bianca, Patrick and I had at least another two weeks before we were due to return to campus so we were definitely making the most of our last days of leisure. Although to define our days as leisure was subjective. Our training sessions were more intense than ever. Alpha Ian has been present and running most of them. Ever since his therapy sessions came to a fruitful conclusion, he has been more determined than ever to push us to our limits. There was an obvious shift in how he now regarded Ezekiel and the imminent war between us. His hatred was less personal. It was no longer the kind of acidi
Ezekiel’s POVI was standing back a considerable distance as training went on. As much as I had said I wanted to oversee it, my intention was not to interrupt it in any way whatsoever. I also didn’t want our warriors to feel under pressure or act as though they had to do anything different simply because I was present. I wanted to observe them as they always were during each session. And of course, I had the utmost trust in their tutors that they would do a good job today as they’ve been doing for as long as they’ve had the responsibility.So far, I was mighty pleased with everything I was seeing. Our warriors seemed to be disciplined, determined, unceasingly strong, and above all, they all had a killer instinct. From what they were showing, they would absolutely have no qualms in striking down any enemy they came into contact with, and those were the kind of warriors I needed on my side when I made my first calculated attack against the Crescent-Sangria Pack.Alexander and Eve were m
Ezekiel’s POVGreat Aunt Elizabeth’s sprawling estate has long ceased being hers. Not since the day I snuffed the life out of the stubbornly staunch old woman right after making her sign over the deeds. That was another lifetime ago, way before I grew into myself. Sixteen-year-old me wasn’t exactly the brightest. I can’t believe he tried to have it all, tried to hold onto Ian even when he knew there was no way the other boy was going to be accepting of the inevitable path I was going to choose.The path I was already on when we were merely thirteen-year-olds and I decided on animal sacrifice to summon the Moon Goddess. I didn’t even think twice about killing those helpless bunnies that I’d spent weeks raising. That should have been Ian’s warning shot, and maybe it was but he definitely did not heed it.But what made me hope, that I could bring him over to my side, even if I had to use lies and manipulation to aid me was how he reacted after he watched me commit cold blooded murder for
Alpha Ian’s POVThe idea of going to some cold and lifeless office of a therapist was enough to make me want to puke. If I was going to cut my skin open and bleed for a complete stranger, I had to do in a place I felt safe and comfortable in. The sessions had to take place in my Study and nowhere else. And this was how the therapist that had been chosen for me by Jessica found herself sitting on my high-backed chair facing me, as I reclined on the sofa. Her name was Valentina. She was a beta wolf, and the energy she gave off was of someone kind and capable at the same time. She had honey blonde hair that was cut in a bob and it framed her oval face in a flattering way. She wore red lipstick, and had a nose-ring.It was the nose-ring that threw me off when she arrived. It didn’t match the image I had of the look of a therapist in my head. But somehow, that injected this chill vibe into the atmosphere. And I could almost delude myself into thinking I was about to have a conversation w
Alpha Ian’s POVIt was a different kind of torture, having to narrate practically everything I told Francesca and the others to my wife the next day. She listened to me with the same empathy and compassion that I received from everyone who was present in my Study the night before. She didn’t cut me off necessarily, only asked questions when she felt that I had mentioned something too important to skim over.By the time I was done with my narration, Jessica let out a loud sigh and said, “I’m afraid Francesca is right on this one, Ian. You do need therapy.”I nodded, she took my hand in hers and squeezed it in comfort. We were sitting side by side on a sofa in our bedroom. I’d alerted her we needed to talk about something right before she turned in for bed. Jessica wasn’t one to dwindle when her specific time to sleep arrived.“I know, darling,” I said to her. “I’ve already accepted that this is something I need. It’s high time I dealt with this unfinished business so I could move forwa
Francesca’s POV“So, what’s the verdict?” Alpha Ian asked after I hadn’t uttered a word after his vulnerable confession. “Am I still in love with a monster?”I fixed him with an intense stare then, really looking at him. There was a vacant look in his eyes, it seemed as though he was bracing himself for the worst. It was kind of tragic, the entire situation was, if I was being entirely honest.And I couldn’t bring myself to feel any sort of jealousy toward Ezekiel. Maybe, it would hit me later and I would hate him even more for being my fated mate’s first love. But now, I was more concerned with helping Alpha Ian sort through his emotions and any lingering feelings he might still harbor for the king of the rogues.“Well?” Alpha Ian prompted. “Will you say something?”“I don’t know,” I finally said.“Excuse me?” Alpha Ian sat up then, and fixed me with a disbelieving stare. “What don’t you know?”I shrugged, breaking eye contact. “I don’t know if you’re still in love with him or not.”
Francesca’s POV“What did you just ask me?” Alpha Ian said in a dangerously low tone, his eyes narrowing as they gazed into mine.“You heard me very well,” I said, “But I can still repeat myself: are you still in love with Ezekiel?”This time, he seemed unable to form words. He opened his mouth several times but ended up closing it again. I guess one can say, he wasn’t expecting that kind of question from me, or from anyone for that matter.Even I wasn’t completely sure why I asked it. Okay, I did know why. The root cause wasn’t jealousy. It was a true desire to help him sort through any lingering feelings he might have had where Ezekiel was concerned because a love that intense doesn’t just disappear altogether. I wasn’t even sure I could decipher all the different kind of feelings and emotions that I experienced while listening to him go into depth about his relationship with Ezekiel, the bond they shared, their subsequent honeymoon in the penthouse, and ultimate rupture.At some
Alpha Ian's POV"So that was how it went down," Dominic said, looking like someone who's entire world has been tilted on its axis. "Man, you kept all of that inside you when you returned, and pretended as though you merely failed in convincing Ezekiel to come back with you and plead his case.""Yeah... pretty much. that's what happened.""I bet he was impossible to be around when he returned," Francesca wondered."Oh yes, he was was," Denise replied to her. "It was worse than when Ezekiel had just been banished. The Ian who returned was a completely different person.""He seemed to have shoved all his emotions in a box, locked them away and and threw them in a raging volcano," Dominic said."Hey, I wasn't that bad," I said, tone defensive."You so were," Dominic and Denise said at the same time and then they started laughing as they stared at each other."You were worse than bad, big brother," Dominic said. "You were frighteningly cold. It seemed as though the only emotions you allowe