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I handed him the next piece of paper as a slight blush stole across my cheeks. It was a request for medical history from both of us. He just read it quietly, then just nodded and signed it without questions. I gave him a curious look."There's not a problem. I get check-ups regularly thanks to my military service so I can give you my latest clean bill of health," he explained.I nodded. "I've had one just not too long before I met you, but I can get another one shortly."He chuckled. "Sweetheart, I know the extent of your sexual history. Based on the way you felt when I was inside you, I believe you when you say it's been a long while."Another blush set in by his blatant words. However, I enjoyed the trust he had in me, especially with what was next. I hesitated with my next statement because it brought up a lot of things we hadn't talked about yet. I felt my hands begin to shake, but I forced myself to talk anyway."I need to know what's going on between us. I need to make sure befo
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Alyssa and Kevin came back up after a while looking thoroughly disheveled and well pleasured. Kevin shooed Alyssa to a chair across from us and then proceeded to grab her some water and a snack. A small envious smile crossed my lips as I watch the two of them. It was obvious they were really in love and well-matched all together. I glanced over at Trev and saw an odd look on his face as he stared back at me. I was not able to interpret all the emotions that were swirling around in them."How'd the paperwork go?" Alyssa asked after she took a giant chug of her water.I shrugged, not wanting to talk about the issues that were looming over us. Kevin rolled his eyes and grabbed the papers from us. Modesty demanded that I grab them back from him. But Kevin just held the papers and set them on a little shelf right in front of the door down to the dungeon."Alyssa, honey, you need to go get dressed and ready for the clinic. It's my day off, so make sure that the other doctor doesn't screw wit
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I loved calling him Master. I loved the fact that I could submit to him when I had never been able to submit to anyone else. I felt as if I had finally found myself. It was slowly coming to me that I could be submissive and not be a doormat. I had strength in me that I had never known before, and Trev was bringing that out. I sighed gratefully and relaxed into this scene with my Master.Trev stepped forward and cupped my chin to plant a small light kiss on my lips. "Good, girl. Now, go get in position."I hurried over to the cross and held my hands up so he could wrap the soft leather cuffs around my wrist. He wrapped the matching set at the bottom around my ankles efficiently, then double-checked the cuffs to make sure they weren't too tight before stepping away."How's that? Not too tight?" he double-checked with me."No, Master," I replied warmed over his concern.Trev gave me a look that spoke volumes; it said if you're lying to me there will be hell to pay. When he was certain tha
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I made a grateful noise. Finally, he was going to stop playing around and take me. Much to my confusion, he walked and pulled something off what could only be described as "the toy wall". It was a bright yellow rabbit vibrator. As soon as he turned it on, it made a rattling noise along with the buzzing. When he came back, I saw that it had these weird little pearl-like beads inside the head and they were moving as well. The very top had a forking tip jutting out of it. It looked like a crazed torture device, and he was coming at me with it.He must have caught my look of trepidation because he paused. "What's wrong?""Why that one?" I asked."The rabbit? A lot of women love it. Have you never used one?" Trev asked skeptically.I shook my head."What kind of toy do you usually use when you masturbate?""I don't," I answered simply"No toy?"Trev sounded completely puzzled by that idea and more so when I shook my head."Then what do you use?""I don't masturbate," I replied.He stared at
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I obeyed immediately as he began untying my wrists. Once free, he swept me into his arms and carried me to the bed. The black sheet was silky smooth, and the few sparse pillows were converged at the top of the bed. Since this four-post bed was only really meant for play, it was not fancy minus the decorative rings that were laid out in various positions. He laid me gently on the bed, then stepped back and hurried out of his clothes. He donned a condom that he had brought down and then grabbed a pillow from above me and placed it under my hips. It was an odd thing that he thought this would make me more comfortable. But I wasn't about to tell him that it was not necessary."Spread your legs wide. I want to be so deep inside you that there will be no doubt in your mind who your Master is," he told me.His words sent a thrill through me. He was my Master, he wanted to be my Master. Everything in me screamed yes. I planted my feet on the bed and opened as wide as I could to please him. Whe
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"I was told this whole 'after care' thing is a Dom's job. So lay back and let me do it," Trev instructed.I opened my mouth to argue, but suddenly the Master was back. It was blatantly obvious from Trev's blue steel eyes. My mouth snapped shut and with a deep red blush staining my cheeks, I told my thighs to open. Being shy themselves, they refused."Vie," he warned. "Open up."I groaned in mortification but still did not move."Now, Vie!" he demanded.Finally, they fell open and I hid my head in a nearby pillow hoping I would disappear. The cloth was nice and warm, and he cleaned me with gentle strokes that sparked the sweet tingles again. I clamped down on the rising desire. There was no way I would allow myself to become turned on by something so humiliating."What the fuck?" Trev spat out.It was so sudden that I jumped and dropped the pillow off my eyes. His face had darkened, and his eyes were glued to my hips in horror. I glanced down expecting to find something terrible like a
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I awoke some time later with my head pounding and a hollowed spot in my chest where my heart should have been. I sat up and wiped the grimy feeling from my eyes before looking around. The room was cloaked in shadows with only a dim light coming from the entryway. Morosely I was glad for that, I didn't want to see anything that reminded me of what had happened, any of it. I was done with bondage, and I was done with men."I might as well be a lesbian," I mused out loud in depression."I'm sure I can find you a nice Mistress," said a voice from the hallway.I looked up to see Alyssa standing in the doorway with two glasses in her hands and wearing a fluffy bathrobe. Her hair was wet as if she had just gotten out of the shower. Her face held a slightly sad look to it, but she was still smiling."I think I'm done with this crap now," I stated.I looked down at myself to make sure I was still covered, not wanting the vulnerability of being naked right now.She handed me a cup with some ambe
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"It's nice to see your face again, Mia. Although the sight of your tantalizing ass was certainly one to behold."Mia shut up immediately and took her turn blushing. At that moment, I was in awe of Alyssa's power. She was firm and teasing, all rolled up in this mysterious little bundle."So now that we are all on the same page, what brings you two here?" Alyssa asked."My brother called, Ma'am. If what he told me was even half true, I became concerned about Vie. She was always such a sweetheart and so shy; we just wanted to make sure she's okay," Lizzie explained.My jaw dropped at their concern. I had never really talked to Lizzie, and I never talked to Mia at all, but the look of worry in their eyes touched me deeply. I looked over at Alyssa and she was giving them a soft smile of approval."Good," she said happily. "Vie needs friends right now and it's a relief to see such wonderful ones."Both women glowed at her compliment."Well, we subs have to stay together. Not to mention Betha
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I reached up with both of my hands and cupped my breasts gently at first. Just feeling the weight of them in my hands. I was shocked when my body actually did respond. I did not know if I was just starving for the touch or reaction to the sight, but I didn't care either. A rush of pleasure went through me, and I needed more. I ran a finger over my nipples, feeling them harden and grow more sensitive. I rewarded them with a pinch, which drew a sharp breath out of me."You liked that didn't you, sub?" Trev asked."Yes, Master," I answered."Lick your fingers and do it again," he demanded.I did, and this time I couldn't stop the moan that exploded. The wet, slick pads of my fingers made it hard to grip the tiny nub, but that only forced me to pinch them harder. I arched my back as I continued to play with them, enjoying the pleasure that streaked through me into my pulsating pussy."I can see the hard little nub of your clit poking out. I think it wants its turn, don't you?""Yes, Master
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"I guess your mouth is so bored it must insult me. Well, I have something for it to do. My cock has been aching to be inside of it again."My eyes widened at his words. He really did sound like a Master, and I found the sub in me rising in response."I'm sorry, Master. It just sort of fell out… I-I didn't really mean it," I explain quickly."Well… don't let this fallout," he demanded as he unbuttoned his pants. "Open your mouth."His hard cock sprung out and practically jumped at me as he stepped forward. I opened my mouth as wide as it would go and allowed him to slide inside. A soft moan spilled from his lips as I began to alternate between sucking and licking the head. This was quickly becoming my favorite spot to play with. Loving the way, he responded when I flicked my tongue around the soft, fleshy ridge."Mmm, that's a very good sub. Much better use of that smart mouth, don't you think?" Trev suggested gently.A quiet moan of agreement was all I could do as he thrust gently in a
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The room was bathed in the soft romantic glow of a single lamp in the corner. This room was unique among the others because most of the restraints were on the wall but nowhere else. Call it sort of a trial playroom. Most of the Dom's used it to break in new subs to the whole bondage thing. In the corner, there was a small wooden box with various toys and equipment. The bed off to the side looked like an average bed, but I could see the hint of under-the-mattress restraints peeking out from the sides. I had picked this room purposely so Trev wouldn't see another dungeon like the one Kevin had. Just in case he was still dealing with the aversion to BDSM.I went to step away from him to find the lotion, but he pulled me back. The moment our eyes met, he gripped my hair in a powerful grasp and his mouth descended on mine, devouring it hungrily. A soft moan parted my lips and I had to grab his shoulders as desire slammed into me. His tongue swept in and took over, leaving me trembling aga
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Trev's one-word took the wind out of my sails, and I just gapped at him; my mouth opened and closed like a fish out of water."I'm sorry, what?" was all the brainpower I had left."Good for you."I just continued to stare at him, not quite able to comprehend what he said. Was he agreeing with me or patronizing me?"What exactly do you mean by that?" I asked cautiously."Just what I said. Good for you. You are submissive, but you are no one's doormat and I'm glad you finally realized that. I hate that I had something to do with it, but I'm glad it's finally there. This is the real Vie. The strong amazing woman that has been hiding under the shy uncertain girl," he replied… proudly, oddly enough.His praise warmed my heart even more. It was odd after the turbulent emotions I had felt recently that I suddenly would find a sort of tranquility."Oh… thank you.""You are welcome. Now that you've had your say and I agree with every word of it. I have been an asshole, and a dumbass, and everyt
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"Bethany, I really don't want to go!" I said firmly over the phone.Bethany had called right when I was getting ready to head out and go apartment hunting… again."Please, Vie. I really don't want to go by myself, and Lizzie is insisting that I be at this party. It's really important to her and I don't want to let her down," Bethany begged."I-I don't know, Bethy. I'm really not ready to see Trev again," I said softly."Come on, Vie. Show him that he can't get you down like that. Find those lady balls that you have grown. Strut in there with your head held high and your sexiest outfit on," she encouraged.I groaned in dismay. "All of my sexy outfits are still tied up in storage.""Ahh. Well… go to my house and pick one.""Yours are two sizes smaller than me. It'll be illicit," I insisted."Oh, stop finding excuses and show up. The parties at 5. Be there or I'll send someone to find you.""Bethany," I whined.There was a harsh sigh on the other end. "Look, Kevin and Alyssa are going to
Because I Want To Chapter 63: Through Trev's Eyes
"Trever Allen Moore!!!"The high-pitched angry screech bounced off the poorly insulated walls in Trev's house. He jumped and grabbed for his gun under the pillow before he recognized the voice that was still screaming his name. Moving the pillow that he had cradled in his arms all night, he set the pistol down on the nightstand and groggily untangled his legs from the tentacle-like grip of the blankets.He glanced almost longingly at the pile of pillows next to him. It wasn't that he wanted anymore to sleep, it was just the fact that he hadn't wanted to let go of the one thing that still held Vie scent. He did not want to take the chance of washing it away, it was all he had left of her. Although after the shitty way he had treated her and the shitty things he had said to her he knew he had no one to blame but himself for her absence.Karma was kicking him in the ass right now. He felt like he was missing a limb and been kicked in the chest by a horse. Not to mention the raging hard-on
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The drive home was quiet for a little while. I was deep in thought and Bethany was kind enough to just leave it that way. Her phone rang and I paid little heed to it until she answered it."Yes, Sir?" she said into her Bluetooth.Was it just my imagination or did her voice become a little breathy?"Yes, I have her.""Me?" I asked curiously.Who was she talking to? I wondered, but she barely spared me a nod before ignoring me again."I'm going to take her home with me tonight," she continued."Just drop me off at a hotel, Bethany. I'll be fine," I insisted.She gave me a nasty look. "Yes, Sir. Please pass on a giant kick in the balls from me while you're there."When I raised an eyebrow at that comment, she mouthed the word 'Trev.' My heart jumped just at his name, and I hated the stupid sigh my heart gave. Hey, heart… you do recall he called us a whore, right? I yelled inwardly. Yeah, but he didn't really mean it and he said he loved us!!! My dumb-as-bricks heart replied.I turned back
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My breath was stuck in my throat as I stared at the spot where he disappeared. The words he said kept playing through my head like a broken record.My mother had said… he loved me… my mother had said… he loved me… my mother… my mother, my mother, my mother… oh dear god my mother."MOTHER!" I screeched.I had never made it to her house so fast in all my life. Slamming the door open, I screamed her name through the house. She came racing out of the kitchen in her bathrobe with curlers still in her hair."Goodness, Vie, what happened?" she asked, taking in my disheveled look with one glance."How dare you?" I ground out between clenched teeth.Her mouth dropped to her knees and her brown eyes gave me an indignant look. "You need to watch how you speak to me, young lady.""How dare you speak to anyone the way you do? Especially spewing your bullshit about classes and elitist societies to the man I love!" I screamed at her. "To tell him that he's not good enough for me because he's not ric
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I relented to his dominance. Not that I had a choice at this moment, I wanted his touch, I needed it. Now that I had it only served to whet my appetite. If he were to leave now, I would melt into the ground and cease to be.His finger did not plan on stopping it pressed forward and found my sopping whole."God, you are very wet. I don't know what I want more right now, to eat that sweet little pussy or fuck you 'til you scream."A pitiful moan came out again as I tightened around his finger that was thrusting into me with a slow, deliberate procession. I pressed my hips back against him and widened my stance even more so I could move with his hand."Yeah. That's right, baby. Ride my hand," he encouraged me.Trev ground his palm into my sensitive clit, and he added another finger to the one that was still thrusting into me. I tipped my head back against his shoulder and gave a gentle cry as he brought me closer to an orgasm. It had been so long that I could feel it hurtling towards me a
