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Because I Want To Chapter 1
A loud thud jerked my attention away from the bills of the extremely handsome, but completely broke, Trev Moore. I had been coming to his shabby apartment every Saturday for the last few weeks, trying to help him figure out how to pay the bills before they got worse.For the last ten years, Trev had been obsessively trying to find his baby sister. During this search, he had managed to accumulate a good amount of debt. So, when his Marine buddies, Jack and Jordan, got a hold of him and told him that they had Lizzie, he knew he had to face the music, so to speak. Especially if he planned to move here permanently.This is where I come in: Vie Tremaine! Accountant extraordinaire! Savior of peoples' checkbooks! More often than not, I am either despised or loved unconditionally.However, all that didn't matter. Bills were not the reason Trev had stormed out of the living room. The only clue to his behavior was he had just been reading a book about BDSM of all things."Something wrong?" I cal
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My heart raced as something in his voice stopped me in my tracks. It was the sound of disappointment that Masters usually had with their subs when they were in trouble. If I didn't know any better, I would think he was upset because I was leaving. "Oh, I thought we were finished," I said, happy that my voice did not shake.Trev stepped closer until he was towering over me making me feel small. That was a hard feat when I was 5' 9" and definitely not model thin. But he accomplished that easily with his broad muscular shoulders and a thick waist that just begged a woman to wrap her legs around it.God, knock it off, idiot! I scolded myself. Trev is not interested in you he is probably just wondering what needed to be done now with his finances."You're good to continue job hunting this week," I said more confidently.He turned around and ran a hand through his hair, obviously frustrated."I'm not having any luck with that, Vie. There's just no work for an ex-sniper that has been searchi
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I pulled up in front of Bethany's gym that she had bought not too long ago. She had gotten a weird inheritance from a distant relative that she never knew she had. This was one of those completely unusual times when it really was an eccentric old Uncle no one had known about. She was smart, the first thing she had done was invested half of it. Then she turned around and bought this gym, where she teaches self-defense and some other horrible, hard exercise classes.I sighed as I walked through the door and saw the other woman with their cute little workout outfits and skinny as a freaking rail. I always felt out of my element whenever I walked into the gym. Today was no different, I found myself pulling on my sensible slacks and buttoned-up shirt. I looked at them with obvious envy as I strode to the front desk trying hard to blend into the background. I tore my gaze away from them and spotted Bethany, who was sitting in a high back chair that allowed her to look taller than her 5'0".S
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Dragging myself out of bed the next morning seemed like a monumental task that should have been celebrated once I succeeded. After a hot, restless night, I felt drained and even more exhausted than when I had laid down. Every time I would close my eyes, I would find myself haunted by a set of blue eyes that wouldn't leave me alone. Whenever I would begin to relax, I could feel his lips on mine and the desire would blossom once again making it impossible to sleep.I grabbed a cup of coffee and turned my thoughts to my employment situation. That is when the reality of what I had done hit me. I had actually quit my boring, but reliable job and began working for Bethany. I hadn't given my two-week notice as a normal person would have. No, I had just called my boss and told him that I would no longer be coming in. Although by the end of the conversation, I did not feel as bad. My boss barely knew who I was and had to actually ask me what department I worked in. I sighed into my cup, trying
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The warm bubbling waters of the Jacuzzi soothed my aching arms and legs. I hadn't realized how much of a workout just spinning around a freaking pole was going to be. I laid my head against the back of the tub and allowed the jets to do their glorious work. Even though I had been pole-dancing for a few days now, the sore muscles and aches hadn't relaxed yet."That was awesome!" Bethany cheered as she bounced into the room."I hate you, Satan," I told her weakly."I know. But you had fun, didn't you?" she asked as she slid in next to me.I grunted but didn't say anything. There was no way in hell I was going to tell her that I had loved it. The dancing and the spinning and… everything. When I was dancing, I felt sexy, seductive, and oh so naughty. It was a combination of everything I wasn't in everyday life. When that music was blaring, I could finally tune out my mother's stern voice that would tell me to be a good girl not a whore like the woman my father left us for.Speaking of whic
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The weeks flew by as I struggled to keep myself busy and my mind off the fact that Trev hadn't called me.Every morning I would get up and come to the gym to do nothing now. Once I had gotten Bethany's books straightened out, it took a minimal amount of paperwork to keep them up.The only highlights of my days now were when Bethany would give me the pole dancing lessons. She said I was getting the hang of it and was surprised when she saw how I was taking to the pole. Today's lesson ended with her mouth hung open and her calling me "HOT". I was proud of my ability, even though I was pretty sure if I had breathed one word of it to my mother, she would call me a slut and probably never speak to me again. Might be worth it though."Earth to Vie… Again!"I looked up to find Bethany leaning on the desk. A flush rose on my cheeks, I had been so deep in thought that I hadn't heard her come in. She was in one of her workout outfits that never failed to make me feel jealous of her figure. Her l
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It took me a moment to process what he had said since my ears kept insisting that they had heard wrong. My heart skipped a beat then started slamming into my breastbone so hard I thought it was going to burst through it. He wanted to take me out on a date! Yes… yes… a million times yes!"Uh… what?" I asked trying to make sure I had heard him correctly."I wanted to know if I could take you to dinner to say thank you for all your help."Disappointed my heart dropped into my stomach. To say thank you? Is that it? Well, duh, you idiot! I scolded myself. I thought we had already talked about this. I groaned inwardly at how stupid I could be thinking he would really be interested in me.I steeled myself to do something I never thought I would do. I refused Trev's offer."It's all right, Trev, you don't have to. I was doing Mas… uh Reed a favor."His eyes hardened a bit. "I know I don't have to, Vie. I'm doing it because I want to.""Why?""Why?" Trev parroted in disbelief and turned away an
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As if someone had hit the pause button on a movie, the scene in front of me stopped mid-action. The two of them slowly turned to look at me and I felt a moment of hesitation. The man was bigger than me, but most of his weight was in his gut that was straining against the buttons of his black suit and red tie ensemble. He reminded me more of a cheesy lounge singer than a man that had brought my friend to her knees. Although, by the look of the rapidly appearing bruises and the trickle of blood coming from his nose, Bethany really had gotten a few good hits in."Now, who the fuck is this?" he demanded to Bethany in a horrible replica of a New Jersey accent.I shrunk away immediately, calling myself every kind of idiot I could think of at that moment."She's no one, nobody. She comes in and cleans the gym every Friday night," Bethany stated thinking on her feet. "She's your cleaning lady?" the man asked her incredulously.Bethany nodded emphatically and pleading me with her eyes to keep
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I reached up with both of my hands and cupped my breasts gently at first. Just feeling the weight of them in my hands. I was shocked when my body actually did respond. I did not know if I was just starving for the touch or reaction to the sight, but I didn't care either. A rush of pleasure went through me, and I needed more. I ran a finger over my nipples, feeling them harden and grow more sensitive. I rewarded them with a pinch, which drew a sharp breath out of me."You liked that didn't you, sub?" Trev asked."Yes, Master," I answered."Lick your fingers and do it again," he demanded.I did, and this time I couldn't stop the moan that exploded. The wet, slick pads of my fingers made it hard to grip the tiny nub, but that only forced me to pinch them harder. I arched my back as I continued to play with them, enjoying the pleasure that streaked through me into my pulsating pussy."I can see the hard little nub of your clit poking out. I think it wants its turn, don't you?""Yes, Master
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"I guess your mouth is so bored it must insult me. Well, I have something for it to do. My cock has been aching to be inside of it again."My eyes widened at his words. He really did sound like a Master, and I found the sub in me rising in response."I'm sorry, Master. It just sort of fell out… I-I didn't really mean it," I explain quickly."Well… don't let this fallout," he demanded as he unbuttoned his pants. "Open your mouth."His hard cock sprung out and practically jumped at me as he stepped forward. I opened my mouth as wide as it would go and allowed him to slide inside. A soft moan spilled from his lips as I began to alternate between sucking and licking the head. This was quickly becoming my favorite spot to play with. Loving the way, he responded when I flicked my tongue around the soft, fleshy ridge."Mmm, that's a very good sub. Much better use of that smart mouth, don't you think?" Trev suggested gently.A quiet moan of agreement was all I could do as he thrust gently in a
Because I Want To Chapter 66
The room was bathed in the soft romantic glow of a single lamp in the corner. This room was unique among the others because most of the restraints were on the wall but nowhere else. Call it sort of a trial playroom. Most of the Dom's used it to break in new subs to the whole bondage thing. In the corner, there was a small wooden box with various toys and equipment. The bed off to the side looked like an average bed, but I could see the hint of under-the-mattress restraints peeking out from the sides. I had picked this room purposely so Trev wouldn't see another dungeon like the one Kevin had. Just in case he was still dealing with the aversion to BDSM.I went to step away from him to find the lotion, but he pulled me back. The moment our eyes met, he gripped my hair in a powerful grasp and his mouth descended on mine, devouring it hungrily. A soft moan parted my lips and I had to grab his shoulders as desire slammed into me. His tongue swept in and took over, leaving me trembling aga
Because I Want To Chapter 65
Trev's one-word took the wind out of my sails, and I just gapped at him; my mouth opened and closed like a fish out of water."I'm sorry, what?" was all the brainpower I had left."Good for you."I just continued to stare at him, not quite able to comprehend what he said. Was he agreeing with me or patronizing me?"What exactly do you mean by that?" I asked cautiously."Just what I said. Good for you. You are submissive, but you are no one's doormat and I'm glad you finally realized that. I hate that I had something to do with it, but I'm glad it's finally there. This is the real Vie. The strong amazing woman that has been hiding under the shy uncertain girl," he replied… proudly, oddly enough.His praise warmed my heart even more. It was odd after the turbulent emotions I had felt recently that I suddenly would find a sort of tranquility."Oh… thank you.""You are welcome. Now that you've had your say and I agree with every word of it. I have been an asshole, and a dumbass, and everyt
Because I Want To Chapter 64
"Bethany, I really don't want to go!" I said firmly over the phone.Bethany had called right when I was getting ready to head out and go apartment hunting… again."Please, Vie. I really don't want to go by myself, and Lizzie is insisting that I be at this party. It's really important to her and I don't want to let her down," Bethany begged."I-I don't know, Bethy. I'm really not ready to see Trev again," I said softly."Come on, Vie. Show him that he can't get you down like that. Find those lady balls that you have grown. Strut in there with your head held high and your sexiest outfit on," she encouraged.I groaned in dismay. "All of my sexy outfits are still tied up in storage.""Ahh. Well… go to my house and pick one.""Yours are two sizes smaller than me. It'll be illicit," I insisted."Oh, stop finding excuses and show up. The parties at 5. Be there or I'll send someone to find you.""Bethany," I whined.There was a harsh sigh on the other end. "Look, Kevin and Alyssa are going to
Because I Want To Chapter 63: Through Trev's Eyes
"Trever Allen Moore!!!"The high-pitched angry screech bounced off the poorly insulated walls in Trev's house. He jumped and grabbed for his gun under the pillow before he recognized the voice that was still screaming his name. Moving the pillow that he had cradled in his arms all night, he set the pistol down on the nightstand and groggily untangled his legs from the tentacle-like grip of the blankets.He glanced almost longingly at the pile of pillows next to him. It wasn't that he wanted anymore to sleep, it was just the fact that he hadn't wanted to let go of the one thing that still held Vie scent. He did not want to take the chance of washing it away, it was all he had left of her. Although after the shitty way he had treated her and the shitty things he had said to her he knew he had no one to blame but himself for her absence.Karma was kicking him in the ass right now. He felt like he was missing a limb and been kicked in the chest by a horse. Not to mention the raging hard-on
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The drive home was quiet for a little while. I was deep in thought and Bethany was kind enough to just leave it that way. Her phone rang and I paid little heed to it until she answered it."Yes, Sir?" she said into her Bluetooth.Was it just my imagination or did her voice become a little breathy?"Yes, I have her.""Me?" I asked curiously.Who was she talking to? I wondered, but she barely spared me a nod before ignoring me again."I'm going to take her home with me tonight," she continued."Just drop me off at a hotel, Bethany. I'll be fine," I insisted.She gave me a nasty look. "Yes, Sir. Please pass on a giant kick in the balls from me while you're there."When I raised an eyebrow at that comment, she mouthed the word 'Trev.' My heart jumped just at his name, and I hated the stupid sigh my heart gave. Hey, heart… you do recall he called us a whore, right? I yelled inwardly. Yeah, but he didn't really mean it and he said he loved us!!! My dumb-as-bricks heart replied.I turned back
Because I Want To Chapter 61
My breath was stuck in my throat as I stared at the spot where he disappeared. The words he said kept playing through my head like a broken record.My mother had said… he loved me… my mother had said… he loved me… my mother… my mother, my mother, my mother… oh dear god my mother."MOTHER!" I screeched.I had never made it to her house so fast in all my life. Slamming the door open, I screamed her name through the house. She came racing out of the kitchen in her bathrobe with curlers still in her hair."Goodness, Vie, what happened?" she asked, taking in my disheveled look with one glance."How dare you?" I ground out between clenched teeth.Her mouth dropped to her knees and her brown eyes gave me an indignant look. "You need to watch how you speak to me, young lady.""How dare you speak to anyone the way you do? Especially spewing your bullshit about classes and elitist societies to the man I love!" I screamed at her. "To tell him that he's not good enough for me because he's not ric
Because I Want To Chapter 60
I relented to his dominance. Not that I had a choice at this moment, I wanted his touch, I needed it. Now that I had it only served to whet my appetite. If he were to leave now, I would melt into the ground and cease to be.His finger did not plan on stopping it pressed forward and found my sopping whole."God, you are very wet. I don't know what I want more right now, to eat that sweet little pussy or fuck you 'til you scream."A pitiful moan came out again as I tightened around his finger that was thrusting into me with a slow, deliberate procession. I pressed my hips back against him and widened my stance even more so I could move with his hand."Yeah. That's right, baby. Ride my hand," he encouraged me.Trev ground his palm into my sensitive clit, and he added another finger to the one that was still thrusting into me. I tipped my head back against his shoulder and gave a gentle cry as he brought me closer to an orgasm. It had been so long that I could feel it hurtling towards me a
