CHAPTER 56M I R A N D AThe way Landon looks right now is something I don't want to see. I'm guessing he might have seen a few photos of me and Hugo. I don't want him to feel bad or to get jealous over it because it makes me feel more guilty of what I've done that night.I hurriedly closed the laptop and watch him walk sadly toward our bed. He's just quiet and he hasn't talked a bit. I placed the laptop on top of the drawer as he sits next to me."Hey, what's wrong?" I asked him.Landon plays with his fingers and glued his eyes on his feet. He doesn't seem to answer me."Love." I call out to him as I hold onto his chin to make him look back at me.He smiles ruefully."What's the matter?" I ask him."Did I ever tell you that I had a dream when I was at the hospital?" He asks.I shake my head sideways."It was the day during my surgery. The entire time when I was asleep after the accident, I had a dream." He continues."What dream was it about?""About you." He answers right away and s
CHAPTER 57M I R A N D AMy eyes were glued to Hugo. I study him and apparently, he looked like he was dead caught. He doesn't even look at me for a second. He shuts his eyes for a while and once they were open, he gazes at the blond leeching next to him."Babe?" She chimes.Hugo pulls his head up and stares at the blond who was smiling at him. "Allez-vous revenir à la chambre à coucher? S'il vous plaît?" He speaks in French. (Translation: "Will you go back to the bedroom? Please?")"Pourquoi?" She asks. (Translation: "Why?")Wow, they're speaking in French and I think he's doing this on purpose so I won't know what they're talking about. Nice try Hugo."Je dois lui parler en privé." He tells her. (Translation: "I have to talk to her privately.")He's so fluent at speaking French and it's so damn sexy but at the same time, I'm so mad at him for no reason. I know I'm just jealous and I don't have the right to get jealous.She looks at me intently and I don't like the way she looks at m
CHAPTER 58A U D R E YWe finally got off the plane and disguised ourselves to our utmost best in order for us not to get caught by the police. I didn't want to be here in the first place and I don't want to be a part of this anymore. I'm scared of Ridge's plan and I'm far too scared to get caught. Even the thought of being placed behind bars, scares me already.But Ridge doesn't want me to back out and he has been threatening me that he would kill me and that he will hurt Alex if I'll leave him alone. He has always been trying to scare me and manipulate me ever since he knew I wanted to quit after I saw him shooting Landon.I hate Ridge.I'm so scared of what he's capable of doing.I'm scared of what he has in mind because he is so unpredictable.I hated him when he shot Landon.I hated him when he lied to me. He lied to me that he was the one who gave Paris those drugs which almost caused her life.I have no idea who leaked the video but I'm sure it's not Hugo. Hugo could not do it
CHAPTER 59M I R A N D A I held on to his cheek and smiled back at him weakly. God how I wish I could take away this pain that he is feeling while Hugo and I are the ones inflicting it. I wish there’s a way that I could his pain away. "We can wait for Hugo to come back home. And we can have our family vacation on some other country. Why at France where Hugo is?""I don't want Ben to suffer long.” He answers me and I know his intentions are purely fatherly. “Why is it a big deal that Hugo's there? I mean, he is one of the reason why we are going right?”"Because..." I hold both of his cheeks and try stare longingly into his sad blue eyes. "I don't want you to act the way you acted a few nights ago. I don't want you to leave me and come back home drunk because you're jealous and downgrading yourself that you're not enough for us. I don't want that to happen again."He smiles at me before planting his lips over my forehead. "I won't. And in fact, I want to meet Hugo's new woman. He said
CHAPTER 60M I R A N D AGod she's beautiful.Her hair was blond. Her face was small. Her cheeks were rosy red. Her eyes were a beautiful pair of crystal bluish-green. Her lips were plump and she was damn sexy. She had beautiful long shiny legs that fits her small waist. Her busts looked firm and damn that ass can surely make heads turn to her.No doubt about it, she's gorgeous.Drop dead gorgeous.Definitely Hugo’s type.I notice Hugo standing from his chair once Dominique was closer to our table. He held onto his waist as she holds onto his shoulders while they kiss each other's cheek with smiles on their faces.My heart drops as she comes closer to us and I see her even clearly.She's really stunning.Like a perfect goddess.I sigh inwardly as she stands next to Hugo with her towering height. What a powerful looking couple. They look perfect for each other and that is no doubt to it. She smiles at me then at Landon."Landon, Rose, I want you to meet Dominique. Dom, this is Landon a
CHAPTER 61H U G OI hate it.I don't like when she dances like that to Landon. It's making me really fucking jealous. I don't like when she grinds her ass like that to Landon too because I want to be there instead of him. I don't like watching her dancing so intensely sexy against Landon's crotch to the music that I wrote. I don't like the way he holds her waists like that. I totally don't like it.But what can I do?He's the husband.He owns her.He has the right...to touch her..to hold her..to let her grind her ass on his crotch...and to dance that fucking lustrously.They're married for Christ's sake Hugo! They can do it, of course. And you have no right to stop them from doing so. I scolded myself.I look away as I sigh and kept myself distracted with how Dominique is dancing against me. I let myself get into the zone of how Dominique is trying to get me hard but it's not working. I try not to get distracted by how Landon and Rose are dancing right across us so close to each
CHAPTER 62M I R A N D A"France is absolutely lovely." I muffle as I hold onto Landon's arm."It is. Look at that shop." He points.I gasped. "Ben would love to buy toys in there.""I think we should visit that shop with the kids tomorrow?" He asks."I think we should." I held on tighter to his arm.We continued walking along the streets of France and I had no choice but to let them go with us since Hugo insisted. Hugo and Dominique were walking behind us and I didn't really care if they were following us around or not. I could hear Dominique's voice from afar and nothing from Hugo. She would giggle and laugh a little and I could hear the sound of her heels.The only thing I made sure was the fact that I wanted to stay away as far as possible from them while we were taking a midnight stroll.The night was absolutely cold and I could see puffs of air coming from my mouth every time I speak. The weather was brisk and windy but Landon still assures to keep me warm which is really sweet
CHAPTER 63H U G OLandonT91: "My queen."I read the short caption that Landon posted on Instagram and it had millions of likes in seconds.I put my phone down and massage my temples as I rest my back on my chair. I try to close my eyes but all I see are the things Landon and Rose did together a while ago at the bar, the park, along the streets, and at the tattoo parlor. I know I was trying to make Rose jealous but I didn't expect that I would get more jealous.I don't know if she intentionally wanted me to get jealous by doing what she did a while ago, but I was seriously gutted. It seriously had me. I wasn't even in the mood anymore the entire time we were strolling along the street. I wanted to go home right away but a part of me doesn't want to. Even if I was hurting, I still wanted to go along though I didn't want to see them with each other. I hated when they held hands and I really hated how he kisses Rose. It makes me so furious but I know I don't have the right to get mad at
87 T H E A Sebastian committed suicide. He ended his own life with a gun in his head. No one even knew how he had a gun in the first place and no one had any idea he was going to do that. He was supposed to meet Ben and the others tomorrow for a reunion. He was supposed to live a new life after being sentenced in prison for seven years. He was supposed to live in a tropical place and start a new life for himself. He was supposed to live a life filled with dreams now that he is out in prison. Sebastian was supposed to live. I was supposed to forgive him. The autopsy report stated that it happened around twelve midnight which means just a few hours after he left our home. I have never felt so depressed in my entire life that I wasn't even able to tell him a lot of things that I wanted to say. I didnt know what I was exactly feeling, completely lost in my thoughts and emotions after Sebastian's passing. I knew that there was something wrong in his eyes when he talked to me becaus
86T H E A"How have you been?" He asks.Sebastian wore blue, white and light pink plaided top, a pair of faded jeans and a dirty white sneakers. He looked older than the last time I saw him and his hair has gotten longer too. He looked different, but those eyes still frightens me.Those merciless eyes.I couldn't stare at him longer and I had to look away from his gaze. I clear my throat, "I have been well." I answered."I'm really glad that you are." Sebastian tells me."Um, do you want to drink something Sebastian? Tea?" Ben offers.I quickly held his wrist, stopping him from leaving me alone in here and stared into his eyes as I said to him. "Please don't leave me here."Ben stares intently at me before he turns to Sebastian who speaks, "You dont really have to offer me anything."I bite my inner cheek and breathe in some confidence before I faced Sebastian. "What are you doing here?"Sebastian stares at me eagerly."What do you want?" I asked firmly."I came here to see if you ha
85T H E AI couldn't sleep the entire night as I was bothered about Sebastian's release happening in just a few hours.Thoughts were filling and piling inside my head one over the other and I don't know if this was going to let me sleep at all.So I slipped out of the bed where Ben was sleeping soundly and headed out of bedroom to get myself a glass of wine from downstairs. I hate myself when I turn to alcohol every time my thoughts are fogged up and fucked up. I hate when there are questions left unanswered and my solution is alcohol.I hated it.I hated it so much I hate myself too.I finished two glasses of wine and spent almost thirty minutes just sitting on a chair where I tried to drown and sort my troubled thoughts. I finally pulled myself up and headed back to my bedroom only until I saw Xavier heading out of his room, crying. I rushed to his side and wished that he wouldn't smell the stingy scent of alcohol from my breath."Xavier." I cooed. "What happened?""Mommy I had a n
84T H E A“Why didn’t you tell him?”Benedict's question still lingers in my mind.Why didn't I tell Sebastian back in the day?I have been asking myself that same question over and over again for the past couple of years. I used to tell myself that I wasn't ready and I know I wasn't ready. I lied to myself when I said I was ready to confess to him about our child but I was absentmindedly denying the fact that my mind was filled with so many thoughts as soon as I faced Sebastian.When I saw him, I was reminded of how he raped me mercilessly. When I saw him, I was reminded of how dirty of a woman I was. When I saw him, I was reminded of how I didn't want this baby to be born if only it hadn't been for Ben.Ben has always been my rock and my strength after everything that happened to me. All these years, he accepted me no matter what and I have been beyond blessed to have a man like that in my life.That kind of love and care he showed me is going to be something I didn't want to waste
83T H E AI stare at my own reflection in front of the mirror, I gained weight but I look different compared to the old me a few weeks ago. My eyes travelled down to my baby bump and as I turn to my side, I feel more anxiety building in the back of my head. I am not confident enough that I will be a good mother to this baby once it’s out when I know this baby came from a man who I trusted so much but just raped me. My bump is starting to show now and I know I have a lifelong responsibility waiting ahead of me. I just hope I will be responsible enough.I rub my hand over my small tummy then smiled at myself.“You will be fine.” I told my baby.Ben is here for me and for us. He always has. He made everything feel better. He made me better and happier without asking too much in return. He is a very selfless man and I owe him my life. My everything and all that I have left.I breathe out heavily and tucked my hair behind my ears as I stare at myself wearing this white dress and white ba
82B E N E D I C TShe stands by the balcony sliding door, staring at an empty space wearing my shirt and some pajamas. Standing here afar from Thea, looking at her, I can see and I can feel that her mind is full. It’s full of endless thoughts and worries. I wish I could take some from her restless bothered thoughts and I wish I could help her with what she is going through.Thea is strong but I don’t want her to have another breakdown. I hope I can share the pain and confusions she is going through right now. I wish, at least I could make her happy despite of what has happened lately.But I don’t know what to do as well.I am bothered too, restless, anxious, troubled and angry. I still have this growing hate in me and unwillingness to befriend Sebastian.I hate him.I walk towards Thea and wrapped my arms around her. She didn’t budge but still sets her eyes out the window. “There are no stars tonight.” I say.She sighs heavily.“Aren’t you hungry sweetheart?” I ask.She didn’t answer
81B E N E D I C T“The CEO of Saintclare Enterprises , finally off the market!!”I read mentally the newspaper’s headlines as soon as I got into my office. I scan through the magazines which were also over my desk, and the headlines were also all about me.I sigh. “I knew this was gonna come out first thing in the morning.”The phone on top of my desk rings, I quickly picked it up, “Yes.”“Mr. Saintclare everyone is calling in for an interview with you. They’re all asking if you have any available time.” I can hear telephones ringing from my secretary’s background.“Cancel all interviews. Tell them I have a busy schedule up until next week.” I hung up.Suddenly the phone in my pocket rings. I stare at the screen and it was Mrs. Brown, my PR.I sigh as I answer, “I know what you’re going to say.”“It’s everywhere. My phone has been ringing since six o’clock this morning. I don’t know what to answer them.”“Did you say anything about Thea?”“No. Not unless you tell me to. I’m only wait
80BENEDICTI stare at Thea, and she has been looking out of the window for minutes now. I know she still has a lot of things in mind with what has happened lately and I’m sure she’s tired of thinking about it too. She has talked to Khaleel and I have had talked to him too. Despite her past, we wanted to keep it to ourselves than letting the others know about it. They wouldn’t understand what she went through to survive and it isn’t our story to tell.I have asked myself a couple of times why she had to choose such job but then I didn’t have the courage to ask her. I don’t want her to feel bad about herself and the more I ask about her past, the more she would think it bothers me.Honestly, it has been in the past and we all have had done crazy shit a thing or two. All of us deserves a second chance and women like Thea who strives hard to change herself to become a better woman deserves more than that. I am proud of her and she knows it.A smile creeps on her face as soon as I rubbed
79THEASometimes, in our lives there are instances when you just want to disappear because of awkward situations or embarrassing moments. And right now, that’s what I want to happen. I want to teleport to another place far from here.It feels like everything inside my system malfunctioned and brain feels dead. I have never felt more disgusted of myself and my past than how Sebastian is embarrassing me right now in front of Ben. No one has ever made me feel so little of myself, only Sebastian.This bastard. This one of a hell man. I wish he dies.My tears were just flowing from my closed eyes and I feel this growing pain against my chest. I try to breathe in but the pain grows as I exhale so I remained quiet. I don’t want to face anyone or see how they look at me with disgust and filth. I just want to disappear like one pop of a bubble or run out of this house and never look back.But I cant, I know I have to face them now. I have to face Khaleel. I have to face Benedict even if it’s