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CHAPTER 46

Author: Ellyreiv
last update Last Updated: 2023-03-28 02:25:38

CHAPTER 46

M I R A N D A

“Landon, you have not. God, you have never been that way!”

He shakes his head, “I have had.”

“What are you even talking about?” I questioned him.

There is silence again and it is making my heart race.

He groans as he runs his free hand over his hair, “I have been a jealous, deceitful and lying husband to you and when I was shot that night, I thought my entire life flashed before my eyes and I thought I…” He shakes his head subtly before he looks back at me.

My heart is thumping.

“What?” I asked him as I patiently wait for the next words that he would tell me.

“You know I love you right?” He asks and I nod. “With everything I have and with every single bone in my body.”

“Of course, and I do too.” I responded but he is not saying anything and just staring at me with sad eyes. “Landon, you were never lying to me and you never deceit me for anything, even from the start.”

“No.”

“You have always been true and God, you have the right to be jealous for my wrongful b
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