30.5I just can't leave like this while she's still mad at me. And I can't do anything to make things okay because she doesn't want to talk to me. She doesn't want me to reach her.Even so, I grab my phone and searched for Miranda's name as if it would do anything if I stare at her. I stare at it and thinking about trying to give her a call but then I know she wont pick it up seeing my name.I sit back down on my bed and contemplating about the fact if I should text her or call her. Either of the two, she won’t respond to both. I stand up the next second and walked out of my place, getting on the elevator and riding my car after.If she is not going to talk to me through the phone then I will drive to Alfonso’s to talk to her personally.I wanna see her before I leave New York.When I arrive at Alfonso's, I quickly scan through the waitresses and waiters who were staring at me but I couldn't find Miranda."Where is she?" I murmur to myself."Mr. Saintclare."I spin myself around and s
31M I R A N D AIt's been two months since I have seen or talked to Hugo.I think I just confessed to him that I fell for him and it was such a bad way of confession. Recalling all those times I spent with him, I did fall for Hugo Saintclare and I blame him for unknowingly doing it.I hate myself for falling for him, for expecting something from him just because of his stupid words and stupid actions. I hate myself for thinking that he was actually into me but he wasn't. I knew that he has a fiancee and I should have stopped myself from falling. No matter how he explains that he did not intentionally do, his motive was still the same. He used me. He used Ben. Those words still run through my head until now."You okay?" Vivian catches my attention."Yeah.""You look like you need to talk it out. Is it about Hugo again?"I sigh heavily as I answer, "Aside from the fact that I told him to stay away from me, now I keep on thinking about that day when he was still here in New York and I
31.5All those times, I've expected too much from Hugo but it just absolutely meant nothing to him because he was taken. Two months of not seeing Hugo Saintclare or his shadow or anything about him, I got back on my track with the help of Landon. I got better. I'm still living my life.That's right Miranda, you don't need a half-assed lying Hugo.Dating Landon for months now, I've eventually learned to like Landon too. I mean who am I kidding? I have longed for him since I was a teenager but getting to know the real him, made me feel so glad that he allowed me to see the other side of him that he does not show other people. He loves Ben and that's the most important thing for me from a suitor.“Look at this cookie.” Landon shows Ben the halved cookie while I watch them in secret as they lounge inn the living room. “There’s one half of it and here’s the other.”Ben nods.“If this is the last cookie in the entire world, who would you give this half and the other one?” Landon asks.Ben
32M I R A N D A"Mom! Hurry up! Uncle Landon and I are ready." Ben knocks the bathroom door."Let your mom take her time, cookie ear." I hear Landon’s muffled voice as he tells Ben. "C’mon sit with me, let's watch some good ole TV."I've been staring at myself in front of the mirror, wearing this red skimpy bikini that Vivian bought me. I haven't tried it on not until today and God this is too sexy for me. I stare at my bum and it looks alright. I stare at my tummy and it looks okay too. I pulled my hair up into a ponytail using my hand and then I put it down again. .I hear three soft knocks."Miranda?" It's Landon"Uh, yeah?""Ben's been whining about going now.""Oh! Uhhh, yeah. You go ahead. I'll... I'll call you once I'm done here.""Are you okay in there?""Yeah! I'm fine. I just can't find my..... phone." I lied."Okay. So you'll catch with us downstairs?"I take a deep breath in and watch my own reflection wearing this very daring bikini. Don't I look too slutty on this one?
33M I R A N D AWeeks passed by after spending some great time at Villa Roma, we went back to reality and went back home feeling all relaxed, relieved and in love. Well, for me that is.I spent busy days working in Alfonso's and things have been going well, Ben's busy with his school and he is really getting good with his studies and my sweet loving boyfriend Landon has also been pretty busy making new music for his artist. I have been really happy that the lyric change made it to the album and Landon had been more ecstatic for it.Vivian has been happy for me and when she knew about Landon and I making it official, she was far too rhapsodic finding out. She has been thrilled about the fact that my first boyfriend is Landon Thompson and I am ultimately proud of it too.Even until now, it has been hard to sink everything in with Landon but he made everything seem so easy being with him. He has been spending time with us and everything felt really chill with him. He didn’t make it feel
33.5I take his hands to mine and slowly placed it under my shirt moving it up from my stomach up to my bare breasts. His hands over my nipples and taking a handful of my size but his eyes widens and his eyebrows raised in surprise.His eyes travels up to me, “What…” He trails off.I smile at him, “I want it…. with you.”He blinks at me, “Are you sure?”I nod. “Yes Landon. I am.”“I will be careful. Please tel me if--”“I trust you.” I cut his words and he smiles at me.I lean over to him as I begin to kiss his cheeks while his hands were clasping my breasts causing me to moan against his mouth. He slides his tongue inside my mouth, invading my gums, teeth and tongue with his skillful tongue.He begins to pull my shirt off of me, leaving me with my underwear on as his hands were all over my thighs. Our kiss begins to grows deeper as he starts to moan a little louder in my mouth. I begin to rub myself against his bulge and felt really nervous because I haven't had sober sex before.Lan
34M I R A N D A"I am seriously nervous." I say as soon as the car parked right outside their home. I stare at the mansion and my heart is beating louder than I thought it would just seeing the entire huge house.Shit, I can’t even hear anything else. I can only hear my own heart beat pounding like a loud drum.“Nervous of what?” He chuckles.“Of meeting your family.” I answer.Landon laughs softly, “Love, you don’t have to worry about a thing.”I sigh nervously, “I just… I don’t… I…”He reaches for my hand and encourages me with his sweet smile, “You'll do great. I'm sure they'll love you. Relax.”I nod as I force a smile on my face. "But do they know about..." I gaze at Ben before I look back to Landon.Landon exhales as he rubs my arm, "Yes and my mom said they're excited to meet Ben too. Just take it easy. You’re just thinking too much."“Okay.” I answer as I force another smile on my face.Deep inside me, I have a feeling that this would turn out not good.Landon stares at Ben a
34.5"I chose this room because I know how you love reading so much." He says.I smile at him. "Thank you."Landon begins to put our stuff inside the closet while I walk near bookshelves and found tons of great novels worth the read."You wanna bring some with you when we go back to New York?" Landon calls out."Can we?" I ask as I stare at the novels.“Yeah, of course.”“That would be amazing. Who owns these books? Some are classics."I feel Landon standing behind me when he begin to place his arms around my waist, "My mum.” He answers. “She loves reading as well."I nod before I quickly turn to face him as I place my arms around his neck. I stare into his eyes,"Aren't you tired?" I ask."A little." He answers. “Let's go grab something to eat. I'm sure mum prepared some foods for us. C'mon."Landon holds my hand and we begin to head out of the bedroom together as we continued talking about his mother’s fond of books. I felt so happy that his mom welcomed me and Ben like we were part