33.5I take his hands to mine and slowly placed it under my shirt moving it up from my stomach up to my bare breasts. His hands over my nipples and taking a handful of my size but his eyes widens and his eyebrows raised in surprise.His eyes travels up to me, “What…” He trails off.I smile at him, “I want it…. with you.”He blinks at me, “Are you sure?”I nod. “Yes Landon. I am.”“I will be careful. Please tel me if--”“I trust you.” I cut his words and he smiles at me.I lean over to him as I begin to kiss his cheeks while his hands were clasping my breasts causing me to moan against his mouth. He slides his tongue inside my mouth, invading my gums, teeth and tongue with his skillful tongue.He begins to pull my shirt off of me, leaving me with my underwear on as his hands were all over my thighs. Our kiss begins to grows deeper as he starts to moan a little louder in my mouth. I begin to rub myself against his bulge and felt really nervous because I haven't had sober sex before.Lan
34M I R A N D A"I am seriously nervous." I say as soon as the car parked right outside their home. I stare at the mansion and my heart is beating louder than I thought it would just seeing the entire huge house.Shit, I can’t even hear anything else. I can only hear my own heart beat pounding like a loud drum.“Nervous of what?” He chuckles.“Of meeting your family.” I answer.Landon laughs softly, “Love, you don’t have to worry about a thing.”I sigh nervously, “I just… I don’t… I…”He reaches for my hand and encourages me with his sweet smile, “You'll do great. I'm sure they'll love you. Relax.”I nod as I force a smile on my face. "But do they know about..." I gaze at Ben before I look back to Landon.Landon exhales as he rubs my arm, "Yes and my mom said they're excited to meet Ben too. Just take it easy. You’re just thinking too much."“Okay.” I answer as I force another smile on my face.Deep inside me, I have a feeling that this would turn out not good.Landon stares at Ben a
34.5"I chose this room because I know how you love reading so much." He says.I smile at him. "Thank you."Landon begins to put our stuff inside the closet while I walk near bookshelves and found tons of great novels worth the read."You wanna bring some with you when we go back to New York?" Landon calls out."Can we?" I ask as I stare at the novels.“Yeah, of course.”“That would be amazing. Who owns these books? Some are classics."I feel Landon standing behind me when he begin to place his arms around my waist, "My mum.” He answers. “She loves reading as well."I nod before I quickly turn to face him as I place my arms around his neck. I stare into his eyes,"Aren't you tired?" I ask."A little." He answers. “Let's go grab something to eat. I'm sure mum prepared some foods for us. C'mon."Landon holds my hand and we begin to head out of the bedroom together as we continued talking about his mother’s fond of books. I felt so happy that his mom welcomed me and Ben like we were part
M I R A N D A I still haven’t gotten over about the fact that Hugo nose my full name. And to make it worse, now was really the time for me to ditch my contact lenses and ruin all my cover. While the foods were served one after another, all of us started eating and while I was doing so, I still feel Hugo's eyes glancing at me from time to time. I have been trying so hard not to meet his gaze because I don’t really want Audrey to be starting a fit in here, not in front of Landon and the others. I slowly pull my head up, trying to take a peek from Hugo but as soon as I did so, he is already staring at me while he feeds himself. Every action he does, he stares at me, when he takes a sip from his drink, when he wipes his cheek with the table napkin or when someone is talking, his damned glue-green eyes were on me. It was so hard not to feel distracted because I came here with Landon and I don’t want him to think of anything and I don’t want him to suspect anything too. I tell myself I
36 M I R A N D A My smiles stretches wider on my face as I cup his cheek and smiles at me before he plants a kiss on my forehead. Everyone, excluding Hugo and Audrey, were teasing us. "Son?" Paris calls out. "Oh my gosh you have a son? How lovely!" She adds, smiling "I've been wanting a baby boy as well." Scarlet chimes. I was surprised that they find it acceptable that a woman like me could be with Landon. Ever since I met Audrey, I thought most of the other guy’s girlfriends would treat me with a bad attitude regarding Ben’s existence in my life. All this time I was worried of what they will think of me especially with Charlotte earlier, I didn’t know there are also women who would actually back me up and not drag me down. "You should've invited him and brought him along." Paris says with a happy smile. "He's with Landon's mum." I answer. "Aunt Jo, is very fond of him. She seems to love him." I smile happily. "Well I'm glad Landon finally found a girlfriend. It's been a very
36.5My smiles stretches wider on my face as I cup his cheek and smiles at me before he plants a kiss on my forehead. Everyone, excluding Hugo and Audrey, were teasing us. "Son?" Paris calls out. "Oh my gosh you have a son? How lovely!" She adds, smiling"I've been wanting a baby boy as well." Scarlet chimes.I was surprised that they find it acceptable that a woman like me could be with Landon. Ever since I met Audrey, I thought most of the other guy’s girlfriends would treat me with a bad attitude regarding Ben’s existence in my life. All this time I was worried of what they will think of me especially with Charlotte earlier, I didn’t know there are also women who would actually back me up and not drag me down."You should've invited him and brought him along." Paris says with a happy smile."He's with Landon's mum." I answer. "Aunt Jo, is very fond of him. She seems to love him." I smile happily."Well I'm glad Landon finally found a girlfriend. It's been a very long while since h
37M I R A N D AI exhale heavily.Finally we're back in New York and I am glad we are back. Aside from the fact that I can't get my mind off of Hugo when I was in London, I’m also bothered about the fact that Audrey is pregnant and aside from her pregnancy, I have a strong feeling that Hugo is slightly remembering me as the girl he fucked seven years ago. Deep inside, I'm still wishing he doesn't recognize me.With the distance between us, at least he's far from Ben and I which is actually a good thing… for now.Days passed by after having that private dinner party, rumors has it going that Landon and I are officially publicly known. People have been talking about it and people have been saying lots of positive and negative things to say about us being together. I was no longer bothered about it because Landon told me not to worry even though those fans who are still on track about some updates about the guys are the ones making me worry. For myself, yes. For Ben too.I've read some
37.5H U G ODinner party.Blue eyes.Freaking blue eyes.I stare at her as Miranda opens the bathroom door for me and both of us neither spoke for a few seconds. I can feel that she is tensed and I can see it through her blue eyes. I don't know why my feet dragged me all the way here just to see her and just to talk to her. This was not right, I know but I cannot help it. She hasn't responded to my text a while ago and I really wanna talk to her so bad. It's been a few months that we haven't talked, a few months since the last time that I've seen her. A few months since the last time we fought."What do you want?" She asks.“We need to talk.” I say firmly.Damn if I just brought that necklace with me right now, I could have shown her.It all leads to her.The necklace.The change of hair color.Her very familiar face when I saw her inside that hospital in New York.Her original roots on her dark hair showing off.And God!Ben!Ben looks like me.Exactly like me!He could be my son!