When I woke up, I was greeted with the thick looking looks of my two friends, Jessica and Tiffany, then Jihoo oppa looked so sad with a purple bruised face that looked terrible. The others, I'm not sure of the meaning of their facial expressions, but that is surely they are currently giving me a pitiful gaze.
"I... what happened, where am I?"
One opening sentence that I think is a little neutral to melt the tension between them. But the expression on Jessica's face that didn't change at all showed that I had failed to attract their sympathy back. In fact they may have known the truth which I had been keeping tightly hidden. They know my pregnancy.
"Since when, Anna?"
"What?" I asked like an idiot. I should have added that headache guy's accent too before asking them a question so that the atmosphere wouldn't be this tense. It felt like I wanted to cry seeing all of them who turned into disgust when they saw my face. I am a woman hypocrite and liar the
“Drink your milk, then we go to yoga class. After that you have English class with Ms. Elin." Almost every day I do the same routine. Wake up in the morning with Junhyu next to me. Then I started having really excruciating thirty minutes of morning sickness in the bathroom. Then he would take me back to lie down for an hour. And after that he will come with a sweet smile while bringing pregnant mother's milk along with some vitamins that the doctor gave me. Junhyu seemed to be trying to forget everything related to the incident that morning. After he told me to rest, he never again discussed the problem of wanting to part with him. He actually tied me here even more with various busy schedules to make me forget my wish to be apart from him. "Today's mother cooked mushroom soup and steamed salmon for you, she said it was good for baby’s brain development." He gently stroked my belly hidden behind the light blue dress that he gave me last week. So besides tryin
Unusually, this morning I woke up with Junhyu who was sitting beside my bed, putting his hands behind my head. Junhyu's blank gaze towards the large window that had been opened wide in his room made me sure that Junhyu didn't even notice my presence which had been looking hard at his face. I'm guessing what's bothering Junhyu today. It was unusual for him to wake up at six in the morning looking like a zombie. "I keep thinking about it, and I haven't been able to sleep since last night." Did he just talk to me? So he knew that I had woken up and had been staring at him all along. Well, I suppose he does have an amazingly high sensitivity. "It's none of my business." "Don't you want to know what happened all this time?" I, who almost got out of bed to wash my face in the bathroom, suddenly stopped because of his words. The words seemed to tickle me to find out more about what he was hiding all this time. And in the end I sat back on my bed wait
"Don't forget to drink your milk, I can't wait to find out his sex the day after tomorrow." I smiled a little seeing Junhyu who is very enthusiastic about our little baby today. It has been a long time since I shouted a harsh word in front of him, and our lives recently have also started to normalize. At least I have tried to accept all of this as my destiny, so I continue to do what a wife should do in front of her husband. "He's started kicking lately, you want to feel it." He walked quickly towards me until he almost tripped over the pointed edge of the bed. I'm a little grateful he didn't fall on the floor, because if that happened he would definitely grimace in pain with a stupid expression. "How long has he been kicking around like this?" he asked in amazement as he placed his warm palms on the surface of my belly. Maybe he felt he had missed a lot of baby development because a week ago he had just gone to Singapore. After he graduated f
I opened my eyes and found the bed next to me empty. Junhyu had left early in the morning to take care of some of his work in Macau. He shook my shoulders lightly to say goodbye around half past five, before he had said that the plane would take off at half past six. And today I'm a little lazy to do anything. I got a few days off from my private tutors because I complained about being tired to Junhyu several times. Indeed, it feels much more tired than in early pregnancy because now the baby has grown bigger. In fact, he often made me moan in pain because of his kick in the middle of the night, then Junhyu seemed to have his own alarm when it happened. With his eyes half closed he will stretch out his warm palms to touch the surface of my belly, then he will gently stroke them until the baby in my belly calms down and stops kicking. To be honest, I feel a little sorry for him because lately college activities take up a lot of his time, not to mention
I miss them... sadly I can't run over to them like I used to. Huh, this is ridiculous! This afternoon I really did something useless by walking around Kirin while staring at the Kirin students from afar. They all look happy with the typical juvenile freedom, like a bird that can fly freely anywhere. Even though this afternoon is quite hot, but this doesn't take away the slightest bit of my desire to take a walk here. I want to feel the hot air that used to be something so annoying for me. Then the dust flying around me, this reminds me of my youth which was so short. Tomorrow I will know the gender of this baby, it feels a little nervous. I didn't think that I would end up becoming a mother at such a young age. Sometimes I think that in the middle of the cold lonely night at Junhyu's house, what will my future be like? After I give birth later, can I still feel my youth life? I don’t think so! Everything was taken away the day Junhyu fucked me. "Anna..." I kind of re
There were no glasses for today, and he had been smiling strangely while looking at the ultrasound portrait of our child who had grown up well in there. So our son is a boy. Maybe if I followed his stupid game, I would lose and get punished by him. Never mind, it doesn't matter now. Today the examination went very well. Our baby is growing up healthy in my belly. There were too many developments delivered by doctors with a radiant face, that's what ultimately made Junhyu look this happy. In fact, he hasn't even let that smile off his face at all since escorting me home from the clinic. He was too happy today for information that felt so meaningful to him. "You don't want to change your clothes first?" "I seem like today is too happy." "Yes, it shows on your face." I pointed at his face which had only been showing a happy hue. Even though I intend to talk about Jihoo oppa's problem with him, but I don't have the heart to interrupt his joy today. So...
Isn't that bad, you're there but you can't see anything, you're blind ... One night I said that to Junhyu. When we had just finished having a romantic dinner at a classic Italian style restaurant. To be honest it was a very sweet surprise. Even though it's not the first time I've received an invitation to dinner, Junhyu managed to surprise me well. It started with a silly quarrel because he canceled his promise to take me to buy a stroller, then suddenly he asked me to go to see the stars on a very quiet hill. After that he invited me to go out to dinner at a restaurant that he had specially ordered for the two of us. There we ate deliciously, especially since I haven't had morning sickness since last month. My appetite has practically increased dramatically since morning sickness left my life. And after dinner we had a chance to talk for a while. A casual conversation that only discusses the two of us as the main characters. That night, Junhyu shared
I didn't do much today, so I decided to join my mother in doing charity work at an orphanage on the edge of town. Actually a little grateful because this morning I woke up without having to see Junhyu. The embarrassing image of my love statement last night made me feel as if I had to face Junhyu, even though the man didn't necessarily hear it, but my heart was filled with an extraordinary feeling of shame about it. Karma now applies to me. If I was forced to go back to reminiscing about all the events of the past seven months or six months ago, when I still hated Junhyu so much, it would feel really bad. Then in an instant that man managed to make my heart tremble every time he got a sweet treatment from him. I admit that Junhyu is a lady killer. He can conquer me in his own way, in a unique way, full of patience, and full of love. Unfortunately he probably did those damn things out of pity when he saw me crushed by this pregnancy. My future clearly became chaotic since he f
Anna sat in Jihoo's car nervously. Since then she has been disapproving of Tiffany's idea to follow Jihoo to check out the hotel ballroom and catering for her wedding party. Coupled with her cell phone which is now low, makes Anna want to go home and meet her two children. She was feeling very worried now, because this was the first time she had left Leo and Daniel with Lee Junhyu. Even though it shouldn't be a problem, she still feels worried. She was afraid that Lee Junhyu would not be able to take care of their two children properly and would actually harm their children. Ow, yeah, Anna was going too far on that. "Anna, what are you doing? Are you worried about your children?" Jihoo asked next to Anna. Ever since they were at the restaurant, he had noticed Anna's strange behavior. But he prefers to ignore it and stick to his ego to ask Anna to go with him. This was the only opportunity he had, so he couldn't possibly let it go to waste. After this h
"Oh, wake up. It's already morning," Anna said to Junhyu while opening the curtains of their room wide. Junhyu, who was dazzled by the sunlight entering his room, only briefly moved to the left to reach for the pillow and after that he fell back asleep with the pillow covering his entire face. Anna chuckled annoyed with the behavior of her husband who was very lazy when he was on vacation. But if he is already working, then his husband will be so diligent that he forgets to go home and forgets his wife and his children. "Oppa hey. Wake up. Woobin oppa has already left for work. Why are you still lazing around?” Anna asked angrily as she snatched the big pillow from Junhyu's face. But Junhyu still insisted on keeping the pillow on his face. "Hmm, don't bother me. I'm still sleepy. Just let him work. Now I'm on vacation. So, don't ever disturb my fun when I'm on vacation," said Lee Junhyu childishly. Anna rolled her eyes lazily at her husband. I
"Blanket?" "Done." "Socks?" "Done." "Leo's milk bottle?" "Done." "Leo's toys?" “Done. I only brought some because we can buy them there.” “Daniel's sweater and jacket?” "Done. Geez, when are we going to leave if you keep checking our luggage one by one?” Anna complained lazily while checking their luggage one by one which she had arranged in the suitcase. Lee Junhyu looked at all the things carefully, then he closed the suitcases and carried them to the trunk of the car. "Daddy, let's go. What did it take so long?" Leo whined in the car. "Wait a minute dear, daddy is putting your things in," Junhyu replied to Leo while arranging his things into the trunk. "Honey, is your brother still sleeping?" asked Anna from the direction of the house. Leo shook his head slowly at Anna, but a second later he shouted in delight at his mother. "Daniel's awake, but I've covered his
Lee Junhyu arrived home at half to four in the afternoon. Just as he opened his car door, Anna was out of the house carrying Daniel in her arms. Then beside her, Leo was seen following Anna while holding the hem of Anna's dangling dress. "Daddy," Leo shouted loudly at his arrival. Leo then let go of his hand on the hem of Anna's dress and immediately ran to his father who seemed to be waiting near the car while spreading his arms wide. "Leo, be careful honey." Anna warned while watching Leo's every move warily. The little boy sometimes trips over his own feet when he is walking. So Anna must always pay attention to Leo's behavior in addition to paying attention to Daniel. "Daddy, Leo was playing lego with Daniel and mommy," Leo said enthusiastically in Lee Junhyu's arms. Anna glanced lazily at her husband and chose to enter the house to avoid him. Even though this afternoon she was determined to be more mature when her husband came home from w
Anna rested her chin boredly while accompanying Leo to play in his room. This morning after feeding Leo and rocking Daniel to sleep, Anna again felt sad because her husband didn't allow her to go to London. Even though she really wanted to meet her old friends and Jihoo. They haven't spoken to each other in a long time. The last time they saw each other was when they gathered at her house when Leo was only one year old. After that Jessica, Tiffany, Jihoo, and other friends went to study abroad respectively. Dannis now also lives in Manchester. She sees it from social media that she sometimes opens to entertain herself who is bored at home. "Mommy, mommy why?" Leo asked suddenly as he drew closer to his mother. The boy seemed to be rushing into his mother's arms because he was already feeling sleepy. Looks like this is the perfect time for Leo to take a nap. "Hmm, mommy is fine. Are you sleepy? Let's take a nap." Anna carried Leo slowly to her king siz
Anna walked slowly towards her room while looking from a distance, whether her little son was awake. Anna faintly saw a small movement from inside the crib. Then Anna slightly speed up her steps to approach her little son who was already awake. But when she passed her king size bed, Leo also opened his eyes and immediately crawled down the bed to reach his mother's body. "Mom," Leo said softly in Anna's arms. Anna stroked Leo's silky hair gently while lowering Leo from her arms. “Daniel cry. Mommy will hold your brother for a while." "But Leo wants mommy." Leo whimpered. This is what Anna fears the most when she has to accept her destiny to marry young and have children at a too young age. Sometimes she feels like she can't be patient enough with Leo if he starts to whine. In addition, now she has two children who are not far apart in age. When Leo still needs love from her, he just has to share her love with his brother. And the suspe
This morning Anna returned to her activities like a housewife in general. After a week at her parents' house after giving birth, now Anna has returned to her own residence with Lee Junhyu without having to deal with her very fussy mother.It started with rolling her hair up high, then saw her little baby sleeping soundly in the crib, then she kissed Leo on the cheek gently, and the last ritual was to grab her husband's hair so that the handsome man would wake up soon."Anna, it hurts." Lee Junhyu grumbled with his eyes half-closed.Anna giggled amused beside her husband, then she gave him a quick kiss on the lips, before she finally left her comfortable room.Arriving on the first floor, Anna immediately passed her housekeeper, aunt Kim. The middle-aged woman seemed to be wiping the table and also sweeping the floor."Good morning Aunt Kim," greeted Anna friendly to the middle-aged woman.Aunt Kim turned her head for a moment then returned A
"Are you feeling better now?" When I arrived she was watching television, but I could tell that she was only pretending to be watching television. Her eyes looked empty and seemed not really focused on the television screen that was left on just like that. Why does she always make my life difficult? Even though I have shown a lot of kindness in front of her, she doesn't want to change one bit for me. Instead, she tested my patience even more with her childish attitude like this. "What do you want to eat?" "Nothing, I want my life back." "It will not happen. Since that promnight, you have indirectly become mine. Now drink your milk, don't be stubborn and harm my child." Firm steps need to be taken to make Anna learn about life. Learn about a destiny that she can never change, and learn to accept whatever is currently her way of life. I handed her a glass of vanilla milk while feeling a little worried if he might throw it away like the p
What is that? I heard a strange sound that was so noisy followed by the sound of hurried footsteps. Instantly I jumped up while checking the right side of my empty bed. Anna! The woman was now hunched over in front of the sink, throwing up whatever she could throw up in there. I then immediately approached her and gave a gentle massage on the nape of her neck to make her feel more relaxed. I have received rejection from her several times. Maybe she's embarrassed by how messy she is because of her morning sickness, but I'm not going to back down just because I saw her spit out too much weird clear liquid in the sink. More or less it happened because of me. I wouldn't be embarrassed in the slightest to admit it, and that's why I'm standing here. I wanted to make her more comfortable even though she was having morning sickness. "You still want to throw it up again?" She shook her head faintly with her body almost falling to the floor if I didn't