There were no glasses for today, and he had been smiling strangely while looking at the ultrasound portrait of our child who had grown up well in there. So our son is a boy. Maybe if I followed his stupid game, I would lose and get punished by him. Never mind, it doesn't matter now. Today the examination went very well. Our baby is growing up healthy in my belly. There were too many developments delivered by doctors with a radiant face, that's what ultimately made Junhyu look this happy. In fact, he hasn't even let that smile off his face at all since escorting me home from the clinic. He was too happy today for information that felt so meaningful to him.
"You don't want to change your clothes first?"
"I seem like today is too happy."
"Yes, it shows on your face."
I pointed at his face which had only been showing a happy hue. Even though I intend to talk about Jihoo oppa's problem with him, but I don't have the heart to interrupt his joy today. So...
Isn't that bad, you're there but you can't see anything, you're blind ... One night I said that to Junhyu. When we had just finished having a romantic dinner at a classic Italian style restaurant. To be honest it was a very sweet surprise. Even though it's not the first time I've received an invitation to dinner, Junhyu managed to surprise me well. It started with a silly quarrel because he canceled his promise to take me to buy a stroller, then suddenly he asked me to go to see the stars on a very quiet hill. After that he invited me to go out to dinner at a restaurant that he had specially ordered for the two of us. There we ate deliciously, especially since I haven't had morning sickness since last month. My appetite has practically increased dramatically since morning sickness left my life. And after dinner we had a chance to talk for a while. A casual conversation that only discusses the two of us as the main characters. That night, Junhyu shared
I didn't do much today, so I decided to join my mother in doing charity work at an orphanage on the edge of town. Actually a little grateful because this morning I woke up without having to see Junhyu. The embarrassing image of my love statement last night made me feel as if I had to face Junhyu, even though the man didn't necessarily hear it, but my heart was filled with an extraordinary feeling of shame about it. Karma now applies to me. If I was forced to go back to reminiscing about all the events of the past seven months or six months ago, when I still hated Junhyu so much, it would feel really bad. Then in an instant that man managed to make my heart tremble every time he got a sweet treatment from him. I admit that Junhyu is a lady killer. He can conquer me in his own way, in a unique way, full of patience, and full of love. Unfortunately he probably did those damn things out of pity when he saw me crushed by this pregnancy. My future clearly became chaotic since he f
"Good morning, it's time to wake up Anna..." I rubbed my eyes repeatedly while groaning in annoyance, feeling the sunlight penetrating directly into my retina. Junhyu... what did that man want to do this morning? "Please close the curtains, it's so dazzling." "You have to wake up, I've prepared breakfast for you. Wake up." Junhyu grabbed my body and made me lean on the head of the bed feeling annoyed. I still want to close my eyes a little longer. Especially now that I feel my eyelids feel so heavy and blocked. This must be the effect of crying all night because of the annoying people around me. "What time is it now? Why don't you go to college?" "Today is my day off, there are many things I want to do with you." "Really? Are you trying to fix things?" "Maybe. Never mind, hurry up and eat your breakfast, I'll be right back. " He kissed my forehead softly and immediately got out of bed to... I don't know, I don't
Then nothing changed from us after that day. Junhyu took me to do a maternity photo, then the two of us kissed with the flash which rained down on us for about thirty seconds. And when the flash was gone, Junhyu suddenly let go of my body, stepping backwards without caring for me who felt like lost his warmth. “That would be a great photo. Memories of us both." He said that with a sweet oddness without paying attention to the disappointed look on my face. So he thought it was all part of the scenario? He thought they were all just photos? Damn it! I hate you Lee Junhyu! Yet I had mustered up all the courage I had, the pride and everything it took to tell him that if I love you, I love that bastard guy with all the feelings I have. Really at that time I wanted to cry in the photo studio. My eyes are already glistening, ready to spill the clear liquid that was created by my feeling of pain. But fortunately, after that Junhyu didn't pay attention to me, meaning he had l
Very distinctive and calming home scent. I'm like back to where I should be. The place where I grew up and lived the past sixteen years, the place where I spent my boring days quietly in the room. Huh... I finally came back. It feels a little different when you walk into the house in slightly different circumstances. Now I am no longer a runny girl like I used to, I am now a woman with a belly filled with a baby and a strange way of walking because of the heavy burden I have to carry around. "You're home, why didn’t tell mom, where is Junhyu?" "Eee... this is a surprise." I replied in a cheerful accent that sounded strange. I then walked towards my my who was standing near the stairs, stretching my arms wide. Let's just say I'm doing a ceremony that I usually see in dramas that I often watch lately because I almost died of boredom at Junhyu's house. "Junhyu is going overseas on business, and I want to go home because I miss the atmosphere of the house
How long has I not been here? One month? Two months? Even months! Oh... I really miss my school. It's really really amazing because I can sneak into the old building behind my school to reminisce about my good times being a naughty student as well as a popular student at Kirin High School. This place used to be the place to beat up Junhyu. There, on the blackish pole covered with rust, Junhyu was often tied there by Jihoo oppa and his friends, then one of them would beat Junhyu until the man was battered and coughing. I walked slowly around the old building that used to be the former storage for these sports equipment. Even though it is no longer functioning, it seems that the school does not intend to dismantle it so that it can be used as a new, more useful building. But it's actually really good because then I can sneak in here without being noticed by the school guard or Kirin students who could be outside the classroom and see me sneaking in here. Dug! I almost
That arrogant woman... she did a lot of things to humiliate me, destroy my self-esteem, and make me the object of her boyfriend's bullying. The beauty on her face has been covered by the various kinds of ugliness that she has had so far. Including her arrogant demeanor that often haunts my life. She never even the slightest respect for me who had often saved her miserable life. "This drink is not for a little girl like you." I roughly snatched the bottle of soju from her while chuckling in annoyance at this stupid haughty girl. It seemed that she had lost all consciousness from drinking too much of this stupid drink to forget whatever problem was currently swarming in her head. “Hey, why did you take it from me? Quickly give it to me, I want to drink it.” I gave her the empty bottle, and she immediately cursed angrily because I had drunk all her remaining soju. I might be able to use this opportunity to toy with her, avenge all my hatred for her for a
I closed my eyes in frustration in my room as I replayed all my memories of today's events. The image of Anna's pale face and then crying in front of me, was really heartbreaking. Then this test pack... everything became very clear now. Anna is pregnant! This woman is currently pregnant with my child. Oh my God, what have I done to that haughty girl? What I feared now really happened, and I really regret what I did to Anna. No wonder this woman has always gone to avoid me, she must have always been surrounded by feelings of insecurity and trauma while I was around her. Her dark brown eyes are now only filled with a thick dark fog because of my craziness. If only at that time to think more clearly and not be too emotional with her attitude all this time, the pregnancy certainly would not have happened to Anna. My mother must know this immediately and I must be prepared for all the anger that she will show me. “Junhyu... time for dinner.” A good opportu
Anna sat in Jihoo's car nervously. Since then she has been disapproving of Tiffany's idea to follow Jihoo to check out the hotel ballroom and catering for her wedding party. Coupled with her cell phone which is now low, makes Anna want to go home and meet her two children. She was feeling very worried now, because this was the first time she had left Leo and Daniel with Lee Junhyu. Even though it shouldn't be a problem, she still feels worried. She was afraid that Lee Junhyu would not be able to take care of their two children properly and would actually harm their children. Ow, yeah, Anna was going too far on that. "Anna, what are you doing? Are you worried about your children?" Jihoo asked next to Anna. Ever since they were at the restaurant, he had noticed Anna's strange behavior. But he prefers to ignore it and stick to his ego to ask Anna to go with him. This was the only opportunity he had, so he couldn't possibly let it go to waste. After this h
"Oh, wake up. It's already morning," Anna said to Junhyu while opening the curtains of their room wide. Junhyu, who was dazzled by the sunlight entering his room, only briefly moved to the left to reach for the pillow and after that he fell back asleep with the pillow covering his entire face. Anna chuckled annoyed with the behavior of her husband who was very lazy when he was on vacation. But if he is already working, then his husband will be so diligent that he forgets to go home and forgets his wife and his children. "Oppa hey. Wake up. Woobin oppa has already left for work. Why are you still lazing around?” Anna asked angrily as she snatched the big pillow from Junhyu's face. But Junhyu still insisted on keeping the pillow on his face. "Hmm, don't bother me. I'm still sleepy. Just let him work. Now I'm on vacation. So, don't ever disturb my fun when I'm on vacation," said Lee Junhyu childishly. Anna rolled her eyes lazily at her husband. I
"Blanket?" "Done." "Socks?" "Done." "Leo's milk bottle?" "Done." "Leo's toys?" “Done. I only brought some because we can buy them there.” “Daniel's sweater and jacket?” "Done. Geez, when are we going to leave if you keep checking our luggage one by one?” Anna complained lazily while checking their luggage one by one which she had arranged in the suitcase. Lee Junhyu looked at all the things carefully, then he closed the suitcases and carried them to the trunk of the car. "Daddy, let's go. What did it take so long?" Leo whined in the car. "Wait a minute dear, daddy is putting your things in," Junhyu replied to Leo while arranging his things into the trunk. "Honey, is your brother still sleeping?" asked Anna from the direction of the house. Leo shook his head slowly at Anna, but a second later he shouted in delight at his mother. "Daniel's awake, but I've covered his
Lee Junhyu arrived home at half to four in the afternoon. Just as he opened his car door, Anna was out of the house carrying Daniel in her arms. Then beside her, Leo was seen following Anna while holding the hem of Anna's dangling dress. "Daddy," Leo shouted loudly at his arrival. Leo then let go of his hand on the hem of Anna's dress and immediately ran to his father who seemed to be waiting near the car while spreading his arms wide. "Leo, be careful honey." Anna warned while watching Leo's every move warily. The little boy sometimes trips over his own feet when he is walking. So Anna must always pay attention to Leo's behavior in addition to paying attention to Daniel. "Daddy, Leo was playing lego with Daniel and mommy," Leo said enthusiastically in Lee Junhyu's arms. Anna glanced lazily at her husband and chose to enter the house to avoid him. Even though this afternoon she was determined to be more mature when her husband came home from w
Anna rested her chin boredly while accompanying Leo to play in his room. This morning after feeding Leo and rocking Daniel to sleep, Anna again felt sad because her husband didn't allow her to go to London. Even though she really wanted to meet her old friends and Jihoo. They haven't spoken to each other in a long time. The last time they saw each other was when they gathered at her house when Leo was only one year old. After that Jessica, Tiffany, Jihoo, and other friends went to study abroad respectively. Dannis now also lives in Manchester. She sees it from social media that she sometimes opens to entertain herself who is bored at home. "Mommy, mommy why?" Leo asked suddenly as he drew closer to his mother. The boy seemed to be rushing into his mother's arms because he was already feeling sleepy. Looks like this is the perfect time for Leo to take a nap. "Hmm, mommy is fine. Are you sleepy? Let's take a nap." Anna carried Leo slowly to her king siz
Anna walked slowly towards her room while looking from a distance, whether her little son was awake. Anna faintly saw a small movement from inside the crib. Then Anna slightly speed up her steps to approach her little son who was already awake. But when she passed her king size bed, Leo also opened his eyes and immediately crawled down the bed to reach his mother's body. "Mom," Leo said softly in Anna's arms. Anna stroked Leo's silky hair gently while lowering Leo from her arms. “Daniel cry. Mommy will hold your brother for a while." "But Leo wants mommy." Leo whimpered. This is what Anna fears the most when she has to accept her destiny to marry young and have children at a too young age. Sometimes she feels like she can't be patient enough with Leo if he starts to whine. In addition, now she has two children who are not far apart in age. When Leo still needs love from her, he just has to share her love with his brother. And the suspe
This morning Anna returned to her activities like a housewife in general. After a week at her parents' house after giving birth, now Anna has returned to her own residence with Lee Junhyu without having to deal with her very fussy mother.It started with rolling her hair up high, then saw her little baby sleeping soundly in the crib, then she kissed Leo on the cheek gently, and the last ritual was to grab her husband's hair so that the handsome man would wake up soon."Anna, it hurts." Lee Junhyu grumbled with his eyes half-closed.Anna giggled amused beside her husband, then she gave him a quick kiss on the lips, before she finally left her comfortable room.Arriving on the first floor, Anna immediately passed her housekeeper, aunt Kim. The middle-aged woman seemed to be wiping the table and also sweeping the floor."Good morning Aunt Kim," greeted Anna friendly to the middle-aged woman.Aunt Kim turned her head for a moment then returned A
"Are you feeling better now?" When I arrived she was watching television, but I could tell that she was only pretending to be watching television. Her eyes looked empty and seemed not really focused on the television screen that was left on just like that. Why does she always make my life difficult? Even though I have shown a lot of kindness in front of her, she doesn't want to change one bit for me. Instead, she tested my patience even more with her childish attitude like this. "What do you want to eat?" "Nothing, I want my life back." "It will not happen. Since that promnight, you have indirectly become mine. Now drink your milk, don't be stubborn and harm my child." Firm steps need to be taken to make Anna learn about life. Learn about a destiny that she can never change, and learn to accept whatever is currently her way of life. I handed her a glass of vanilla milk while feeling a little worried if he might throw it away like the p
What is that? I heard a strange sound that was so noisy followed by the sound of hurried footsteps. Instantly I jumped up while checking the right side of my empty bed. Anna! The woman was now hunched over in front of the sink, throwing up whatever she could throw up in there. I then immediately approached her and gave a gentle massage on the nape of her neck to make her feel more relaxed. I have received rejection from her several times. Maybe she's embarrassed by how messy she is because of her morning sickness, but I'm not going to back down just because I saw her spit out too much weird clear liquid in the sink. More or less it happened because of me. I wouldn't be embarrassed in the slightest to admit it, and that's why I'm standing here. I wanted to make her more comfortable even though she was having morning sickness. "You still want to throw it up again?" She shook her head faintly with her body almost falling to the floor if I didn't