DAVID------I've been thinking about taking you out, not out for lunch or anything like that..Out of depression, out of your problems, out of your stress..It's spring time, maybe I'll buy you a dress as yellow as the sun just to watch you breathe life into darkness..Maybe instead of flowers, I'll pick you and spare nature the trouble of going through a funeral..Maybe I'll kiss your scars and wrap your insecurities around the sun and we will watch it burn like the sky on a new year..Maybe I'll kiss your soul and ask your spirit if it is new here..I've seen you beforeI've loved you beforeI died and came backJust to love you some more_______CRYSTAL------Before you met me, my day was calm and my night was restlessI am not oblivious to the chaos asleep in my heartOr the tornado flushing in my headThere is a hurricane wheezing around my lungsA summer heat bubbling in my bellyPent up frustration hovers beside my earsAnd poison lingers in my mouthMy flaws makes no mistakes a
Heyyo guyssss.......🥲🥲🥲So below here are the songs I was listening to while writing this book.Pick your favorites, and suite yourself with any chapter.....😃🖤Alan Walker.... Different worldBebe Rexha and Martin Garrix..... In the name of loveEd Sheeran...... ShiversOmah Lay...... UnderstandJuice wrld..... GraduationOmah Lay and Justin Bieber....... AttentionClassified and Tory Lanez...... Cold LoveArrDee..... Flowers (say my name)Sia..... Big girls crySia..... Bird set freePolo G...... I knowXxxtentacion...... NumbXxxtentacion...... SadPop smoke...... Mood swingsYNW Melly and juice wrld...... SuicidalJuice wrld....... ConversationsJuice wrld...... Fast wild cardsLadipoe ft Simi...... Know you wellJaden Smith and Taylor Felt..... Life in a yearFireboy DML..... Need you moreAva Max..... So am IAnne Marie...... 2002Ed Sheeran and Ella Mai....... Put it all on meAlan walker...... Lost controlLil Tjay........ Ride for youCentral Cee........ Commitment issues
🍀Learn how to be strong alone🍀____** ** ** ** ** ** **____CRYSRAL'S POV"How dare you!!!" My step dad yelled and dragged me out of the police station.He hit me countless times with his fists before throwing me at the back of the car. He drove with much speed like he was trying to get me into an accident.I cried silently and checked out the new bruises on my body.They are normal....I've gotten used to bruises, wounds, and much dislocations for the past three years.My stomach burned as he pulled up in the front of the house. I sobbed awaiting my punishment."Deborah!! Get me a chain and three whips!" He called out to one of his daughters as he dragged me out of the car and rolling me up the stairs to the old cellar upstairs."Daddy, I don't think you should do this" his second daughter (Dora) said running to him, pleading persistently.He pushed her away"I don't care what you think okay......she tried to sue me. This stupid girl tried to file a case against me...this....this
🌻I'd rather be hard to deal with,🌻🌻than easy to play with🌻------------------------------------------Thursday evening....🌘I just finished clearing the dinning table from the leftovers. My step dad was working overnight, so it was just the three of us.....While Dora was about heading to the door, Debbie was busy typing the life out of her phone."Dora, you are dating Carlos??" She asked and Dora paused"We are not dating!!" She yelled and sighed deeply"It's barely a two weeks in school and you already have a boyfriend. It's all over the school news" Debbie persisted"I said we are not dating!!" Dora screamed in frustration"Where are you all dressed up to?" Debbie asked, her eyes slowly moving up and down in query of Dora's dressing."To Carlos place....I want to go and tell him my mind" Dora said"Well, hurry and come back fast" Debbie said laughing"I knowww!!" Dora said and opened the door"But he really loves you o!!" Debbie teased and Dora slammed the door.I left immedi
🍂Arguing with a fool only showsthat there are two of them🍂-----------------SATURDAY......"Your father is coming back today" My mom told us as we sat on the dining tableIt was coconut rice, salad and fried fish we were having for lunch.To me, I think its a weird combination, there was no need to add the salad"Yayyyyyy!!" Dami squealed in excitementWhy is she so happy? It's not even up to two weeks he left"Kola, are you not going to say anything?" My mom asked meI flinched, she is fond of calling me the name I hate so much..."Why is he coming back?" I asked and my mom squeezed her face.She didn't like the question but she knew my dad and I never got along. He was never around, and whenever he was around he was always harsh and strict on me.So I didn't like him....."The Waje's are having dinner with us tomorrow evening, so he needs to be present" my mom explained"Awww...that means I get to see little Lily again" Dami said"And he gets to see Queen" my mom said ignorant
🌹_______________Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light🌹_______________I kept everything in order and swept the library with some other girls.I wasn't in a hurry, so I spent so much time there.Soon after, I was done I went to the counter to tell the lady I'm going.Senior David came in immediately and dropped a book on the counter for the lady."You came to return the book, it's past school hours" she told him in a very harsh tone.He didn't say a word, he just put his hand in his pocket and gave her a bored expression"Never mind" she said and checked his name on a list and ticked it.."Return this" she gave the book to another younger lady to keep itI left immediately and he followed me behind.I stopped for him to go ahead but he stopped too. I turned to look at him"What are you still doing in school?" He asked and I shrugged then turned to leave.He is wasting his time if he is thinking of having a conversation.He d
🌹_______________Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light🌹_______________I kept everything in order and swept the library with some other girls.I wasn't in a hurry, so I spent so much time there.Soon after, I was done I went to the counter to tell the lady I'm going.Senior David came in immediately and dropped a book on the counter for the lady."You came to return the book, it's past school hours" she told him in a very harsh tone.He didn't say a word, he just put his hand in his pocket and gave her a bored expression"Never mind" she said and checked his name on a list and ticked it.."Return this" she gave the book to another younger lady to keep itI left immediately and he followed me behind.I stopped for him to go ahead but he stopped too. I turned to look at him"What are you still doing in school?" He asked and I shrugged then turned to leave.He is wasting his time if he is thinking of having a conversation.He d
"David, do not walk out on me!" She ordered "Do not embarrass yourself." He told her"Shall we?" He turned to ask me and I looked at him in confusionWhatever game he wants to use me to play, I'm clearly not interested. He should patch things up with his girlfriend and stop putting me in the middle"I'm taking you home for this week, have you forgotten?" He asked and pulled me without permission to go with himI dared not turn back to study Queen's expression because I knew I will be 24ft underground.It was a different car today, a clean red Ferrari.Does he change cars everyday??I entered the car and he did too,he acted all cool even though he noticed the way I looked at him throughout the ride.I just wished I could ask him what really is the problem with him and Queen, or rather why he dragged me into their love fight....Soon enough, we arrived at my place and he dropped me off.I was very tired and hungry, I planned on preparing jollof rice this afternoon so we can eat.I ente