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34 | “I'm not unhappy.”

Author: Diti Koshy
last update Last Updated: 2023-11-23 10:57:21

Carmen pushed her food around on her plate, her appetite vanishing into thin air as she sat across from Ronin’s grandfather. It was hard for her to forget that he was the same man who had once pleaded with her to walk down the aisle, all in the name of preserving his family’s reputation.

What a huge disaster it had been!

Back then, Carmen had been naive enough to fall for their manipulation, allowing herself to be burdened with guilt even though she had done nothing wrong. But that was the consequence of her vulnerability, of wearing her heart on her sleeve.

Now, she was wiser and stronger than before. Or at least, that’s what she told herself. She knew better than to be swayed by kindness that only led her deeper into trouble.

She might not be aware of this man’s intention of being in her town, but she wasn’t about to convince herself with false hopes that he wasn’t here for what was apparently so obvious to her. She was going to assume the worst, and the worst was enough to put her
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