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2024-10-29 19:42:56" Lets go Sweet." Roman whispers in my ear.
I glance at Danny for a second before nodding, Roman doesn't need anymore signs, he takes my hand and drags me to his car. Sam and Avery follow us. I don't even glance behind me like I used to, whenever I would walk away with Danny, walking away from Roman.
There was always that feeling of leaving something important behind at that time, but now things are different and I'm only looking forward.
" We'll see each other on Monday." Avery says when we finally reach Roman's car, pulling me in for a hug. " And don't you dare skip." She playfully warns me.
I nod, smiling at her.
I walk over to Sam and hug him goodbye." Finally." He says in my ear, making me to pull back and to look at him.
I give him a questioning look but he just smiles at me, stepping back.
I don't say anything but wave at them, before getting i
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It truly hurt me to see my dad the way he was last night. The image is still stuck in my head. His words caused an ache to my heart. It hurts that my dad feels so hurt, the blame that he placed on his himself was not right.I don't want him to constantly blame himself, for what happened to me. It's not his fault. I want him to understand this. I have to set things right, I know I have to. Things cant go on like this, it's exhausting to go through this rollercoaster ride once again.It's like my family and I can't catch a break. We need a break from all this. It's my first morning being home, having woken up in my own bed and breathing homey air. It feels weird not waking up next to Roman or him, not being the first one I see. We are so used to being around each other, now only being a phone call away just feels different. Everything feels different but not too bad, though I miss him terribly but being
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