Chapter 65

Ashley's POV

Allen's parents came to retrieve his body and laid him to rest. I couldn't bring myself to attend his funeral. I was still in shock.

Allen's death affected me greatly and if I was a free man, I would have requested a few days break from the army. But who am I? A bloody slave owned by the pack. I had no place to call home and I must surely be at my duty post. That is the life of a servant.

Logan was always by my side. He was permitted to take me out of the barrack almost every day and I was relieved of my duties.

Logan tried his best to make me happy, but it didn't work out, happiness is a thing of the heart.

Allen's death left a great vacuum in my heart. I had maintained my distance from him before he died. This made his death hurt so badly, we were not given the chance to make amends.

I have my regrets too. I couldn't stop thinking that I drove Allen to his death. What if I was with him that night? Allen was good and so was I. Mattias wouldn't have succeeded if I was wi