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Chapter 75
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2023-08-15 21:24:48“Ahhh!”
Hawak-hawak ko ang balakang ko nang pwersahan akong mapaupo sa sahig. Pang-ilang araw na naming training dito pero parang wala pa ring nagbabago sa akin. Gano’n pa rin ako... Mahina.“Tayo!” sigaw ni Selena.Agad ko ring inayos ang sarili ko at muli siyang hinarap. Ngayon ay matalim siyang nakatitig sa mga mata ko na tila ba may hinahanap ito roon.“Show me your wrath!”Mariin ko siyang tiningnan at naghanda na sa susunod na pag atake pero nalalabanan niya iyon lahat.“Kulang pa iyan!” muling sigaw niya at tila ba mas galit pa siya sa akin ngayon.Muli akong sumubok pero wala talaga, sadyang mas malakas siya sa akin at wala na akong magagawa roon!Huminto muna ako at ipinatong ang mga kamay sa tuhod ko habang hinihingal. She's just watching me at tila ba disappointed ito sa mga nagiging kilos ko.“Is that all you’ve got, Fevianna?” she asked, irritated.“Pagod na ak—”“Do I gavRelated chapters
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“Mr. Tan was known as the corrupt official. Hindi lang siya masibak sa puwesto dahil walang matibay na ebidensya. Your father is expecting you to be the one who’ll finish this,” paliwanag ng aming butler na si Gin habang nagd-drive ng sasakyan. “A c-rank mission. As I expected,” mapaklang sagot ko. “Lady Fev, your father cares for your safety that’s why he’s cautious.” “He cares for his title, that’s more convincing.” “But lady Fev…” “We are family but we’re not. That’s what he taught us so don't ever think that he cares for me, my sisters neither.” And that’s how I ended our conversation. As we arrived at the hotel, Gin observed the whole place while I went to comfort room near the parking lot to change clothes. “I only have thirty minutes to finish this mission, huh?” I uttered to myself while changing my clothes. It’s alr
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“Who are you?” he asked then immediately stopped the car. “I’m the one who should be asking you. Who are you?” I asked back. “Isn’t it obvious? I am the owner of this car!” iritadong sagot niya. “What? Where’s Gin?!” “Why are you asking me? I don’t even know that guy, neither you. Where’s Emma?” he asked again, losing his patience. “Why are you also asking me? I don’t even know that girl, neither you!” I argue. “THEN WHY THE FUCK DID YOU GET IN MY CAR?!” “BECAUSE I THOUGHT THIS IS OUR CAR!” “WHY THE HELL ARE YOU SHOUTING?!” “BECAUSE YOU’RE ALSO SHOUTING!” Pareho naming habol ang hininga nang matapos ang sagutan naming dalawa. This is the first time someone shouts at me, gano’n pala ang feeling ng masigawan, now I know how Gin felt whenever I shout at him. H
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It’s already 8 o'clock in the morning when I went to my Father’s office and talked about last night. Sa sobrang pagod ko kagabi ay nakatulog na ako sa sasakyan pauwi and when I woke up, I’m at my room already. Hindi maipinta ang mukha ko nang lumabas sa office ni dad. Paano ba naman kasi, he declined my proposal! ***** “What brings you here early in the morning?” He coldly asked as I enter his office. He’s currently drinking his coffee. “I have a proposal. I just gathered an important information regarding the incident last night and I won’t tell it to you unless you give me permission to be part of this mission,” I confidently offered that made him stop from drinking. “You don’t know how to give up, right? How many times do I have to tell you, an A-rank includes killing, can you do that?” he asked, challenging me. “But we can came up with a plan that won’t make us kill,” I insist.
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Nang makaalis kami sa office ay sa basement agad ang diretso namin kung saan isasagawa ang plano. Pero hanggang sa makarating doon ay hindi tumigil sa pagrereklamo si Fion. “Seriously? A collaboration? Tanggap ko pa kung kaming dalawa lang ni Fellin, but considering Fevi? You’re just going to be a nuisance.” Ako na naman ang napansin ng gaga. “You can quit if you don’t want to work with me,” pabalang kong sagot sa kaniya. “So, ako pa ang mag-aadjust?” Tinuro niya ang sarili. “Yes. Ikaw lang naman ang maraming arte,” sagot ko saka umirap. “Stop, you two. Instead of arguing for nonsense things, let’s just make a plan to finish this as soon as possible,” walang emosyong suway ni Fellin na nagpatahimik sa aming dalawa ni Fionna. Even if she’s the youngest, she has this intimidating aura just like our Dad. Mas gugustuhin ko pang makipagtalo kay Fion bu
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“Hey, what are you still doing there?” I stiffened as I watch the guy easily knocked the men down who surrounds us. I cant believe it. We’re surrounded by a total of ten persons and he easily handled it all by himself! Even the gun I’m holding is now back in his palm. Not to mention he did it quietly. Nakapamulsa na siya ngayong nakatayo sa harapan ko. Hinihintay ang susunod kong sasabihin. “You’re not with them?” I asked that made his eyes widened as if he didn’t expect he’ll be suspected as their ally. “What? You assumed I’m their ally? These weaklings?” He pointed the guys that are now lying on the floor. “Yeah?” I answered awkwardly. Napaatras ako nang bigla niya na namang itutok ang baril sa akin, kinapa ko ang sarili at na-realized na nabawi niya nga pala ang baril mula sa akin kanina. “Baba!” sigaw niya. &nbs
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She suffers a lot. Fellin suffered a lot. Imagine, at the age of six, they forced her to remove her emotions. She was locked in the room with no light, just darkness. I know how lonely it was, hindi ko man na-experienced but the thought na mag-isa ka sa dilim, I don’t think I can survive if I am on her place. Their mom was really strict, you need to always obey the rules or else you’ll be punished. That’s what Gin told me. Compared to me and Fionna, Fellin is already matured. Yeah, mas matured pa siya kung mag-isip kaysa sa amin. Maybe from her experience. Kung bakit siya lang ang nakaranas ng ganoon ay dahil sa nagawa niya noong three years old pa lang siya. It happened when they’re eating and Fellin suddenly stabbed her yaya with a fork. They were all shocked and when they saw Fellin’s reaction, that’s when they decided. Hindi ko alam kung anong iniisip ni tita Dionne noong mga panahong iyon. Sarili niyang anak i
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Tahimik lang kami ni gran habang nasa loob ng sasakyan. Kanina pa siya walang imik at mukhang wala atang balak na magsalita. Hinintay ko munang tumigil siya sa pag-iyak bago siya tanungin.“Gran, ano ba talagang nangyayari?” nag-aalalang tanong ko.“Wala ito, hija, I’m okay," sagot lang nito habang nakatingin sa bintana ng sasakyan.“Oh come on, don’t be unfair, gran. Nag-promise tayo dati na walang taguan ng sekreto, ‘di ba?” saad ko, pinapaalala sa kaniya ang pinangako namin sa isa’t isa noong bata pa ako. Tinuruan niya akong maging totoo at dapat ay hindi nagtatago ng sekreto. Pero ano ‘tong ginagawa niya? Bakit iwas na iwas siyang pag-usapan ang tungkol dito? Mas lalo lang lumalawak ang curiosity ko dahil sa pinapakita niya.“Do understand also that some things should not be spoken. So please, Fevianna. I’m begging you.&rdquo
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“You know him, do you?” tanong ni Fellin at lahat sila ay nakatingin na sa akin.Tumango lang ako habang hawak pa rin ang papel. Malamang ay namukhaan siya ni Gin dahil siya ang kumausap dito noong gabing aksidente akong napunta sa sasakyan niya. Bigla namang inagaw ni Fionna ang papel.“You know him? OMG, who’s this guy?” tanong niya habang palipat-lipat ang tingin sa aming tatlo.“His name is Ryven Verlian, he’s the guy from Fevi’s previous mission. Remember? The infiltration,” paliwanag ni Fellin at napa- Oh naman si Fion.May pinag-uusapan pa sila tungkol sa kaniya pero hindi na ako nakinig dahil hindi naman ako interesado. Kinuha ko ulit ang litrato ni Matthew Verlian. Familiar siya sa akin. Hindi ko alam kung saan ko siya nakita, o baka kamukha niya lang? Kinuha ko na lang ang papel at itinago sa bulsa. Aalis na sana ako roon nang pigilan ak
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“Ahhh!”Hawak-hawak ko ang balakang ko nang pwersahan akong mapaupo sa sahig. Pang-ilang araw na naming training dito pero parang wala pa ring nagbabago sa akin. Gano’n pa rin ako... Mahina.“Tayo!” sigaw ni Selena.Agad ko ring inayos ang sarili ko at muli siyang hinarap. Ngayon ay matalim siyang nakatitig sa mga mata ko na tila ba may hinahanap ito roon.“Show me your wrath!”Mariin ko siyang tiningnan at naghanda na sa susunod na pag atake pero nalalabanan niya iyon lahat.“Kulang pa iyan!” muling sigaw niya at tila ba mas galit pa siya sa akin ngayon.Muli akong sumubok pero wala talaga, sadyang mas malakas siya sa akin at wala na akong magagawa roon!Huminto muna ako at ipinatong ang mga kamay sa tuhod ko habang hinihingal. She's just watching me at tila ba disappointed ito sa mga nagiging kilos ko.“Is that all you’ve got, Fevianna?” she asked, irritated.“Pagod na ak—”“Do I gav
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I have a bad feeling about this. Bakit ganito ang nararamdaman ko? Hindi na dapat talaga ako sumama, e!And to that woman, Selena! Bakit kung makatingin siya sa akin ay iba? Para bang handa ako nitong sakmalin anumang oras o kaya naman may binabalak siyang hindi maganda sa akin.I should be careful.Nagpapahinga na kami ngayon sa kaniya-kaniya naming kwarto. Thank God I’m alone now. Ang tanging sinabi lang sakin ni Matthew ay mas mapapalakas ako rito. And I think the person he was talking about na makakatulong sa akin ay si Selena. But what's with her presence?She’s a filipino residing here in England kaya nakakaintindi pa rin siya ng tagalog although mas na-aadapt niya na ang slang dito. And I need to get ready dahil magsisimula na bukas ang training namin. Malakas ang pakiramdam kong iba kung magtrain si Selena, sa presensya niya pa lang ay natitinag na ako, paano pa kaya kung nasa mismong training na kami?Gawa na rin ng sobrang pagod
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“Are you all set?”Nalipat ang tingin ko sa repleksyon ni Gin sa salamin nang bigla na lang itong pumasok ng kwarto habang inaayusan ko ang sarili ko.I put on my lipstick before I stood up and turn to look at him.“Let's go,” I answered, blankly.Ngayon na ang alis namin at nagdesisyon akong baguhin ang lahat-lahat sa akin.I wore a skin-toned backless crop top and black high waist jeans. Naka-pony tail din ako kaya naman lantad na lantad ang balat ko sa likod.Hindi rin makatingin ng diretso sa akin si Gin na tila ba naiilang ito pero wala na akong pakialam. Inayos ko na lang ang mga gamit ko bago ito binigay sa kaniya. Pero bago pa ako lumabas ng kwarto ay pinagmasdan ko muna ang sarili sa salamin.I smirk as I saw my reflection on the mirror. Who would've thought that I actually became the bitch I didn't what to be?I put on my stilettos and compose myself. Bumagay ang suot ko sa pulang-pulang mga labi ko. A
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I swear to myself that this will be my last tears. Sawang-sawa na akong makaramdam ng sakit. Sa sunod-sunod na sakit na nalalaman ko ay unti-unti ako nitong minamanhid. And this is what I want...To be numb.Magdamag ko na atang naibuhos lahat ng luha ko dahil kinabukasan ay tila wala na akong maramdaman na kahit ano. Blangko na ang lahat-lahat sa akin. I can't trust anyone anymore, even myself.Or rather... I don't know myself... anymore.Umiling ako saka dumiretso na lang ng banyo para maligo. After doing my morning ritual ay lumabas na rin ako ng kwarto at naabutan pa si Gin na mukhang papunta ng kwarto ko.He stopped for a while when he saw me but later on continue to saunter towards me.“I have something to tell you,” he said.Hindi ako sumagot. Nanatili lang akong nakatayo sa harapan niya habang hinihintay ang susunod nitong sasabihin.“We’re going in England,” he added that immediately fixed my
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Wala akong ibang ginawa kundi ang umiyak lang nang umiyak. Luckily, I was alone since Gin gave me time for myself. Hinayaan ko lang ang sarili kong maging mahina at mugtong-mugto na ang mga mata.I can’t even remember if I ate dinner. I just let myself be tired of crying until I fell asleep.Nagising na lang ako dahil sa sunod-sunod na katok sa pintuan.“Are you awake? I brought you food,” rinig ko ang mahinahong boses ni Gin mula sa labas.I was just staring at the ceiling for a few minutes until I heaved a deep sigh.“Come in,” I utter.Maya-maya lang din ay pumasok siyang may dalang tray ng pagkain. He first look at me as if observing me and my next move. “Kumusta ka?” With that question, I froze. Hindi ko alam na sa simpleng tanong lamang na ‘yon ay mahihirapan akong sagutin. I didn’t mean to make its meaning doubled but I just can’t distinguish what kind of question he wanna ask.Kumusta ako physically? Emotionally? Mentally? No. I am not okay, but this will gonna be okay... s
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Tears are still streaming down my face when I hurriedly hopped inside of Gin’s car. “Lady Fev—”“Let’s go.”He didn’t question anymore when he saw my reaction. Muli niyang pinaandar ang sasakyan at mas malumanay na lang ngayon ang patakbo niya.Later on, he grope something in front and gave me the tissue. I hesitated first from accepting it but this is not the time to higher my pride. Kinuha ko ‘yon at naging tahimik na kami sa buong biyahe habang hinahayaan niya akong ilabas lahat ng luha ko. I am even sobbing but he’s just acting like he can’t hear me so that I can have a privacy.I feel like crying is not enough to ease my madness. I felt like I am enduring the problem of a whole nation. Sobrang bigat sa pakiramdam!I don’t know where he’s taking me but it was like we’re going up a mountain. Hinayaan ko na lang siya dahil sa ngayon ay wala pa akong ganang makipag-usap.Until later on, we stopped at the edge
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I slowly open my eyes when I heard the door open. Where am I? This is not my room and this is also not familiar to me.My vision is still blurry since I just woke up but when the person went near me, I slowly distinguish who it is.“Lady Fev...”His concerned eyes darted at me. Soon after, he touched my forehead with the back of his palm. “I brought soup and medicine. You should eat first,” he offered.This scene is familiar.I tried to rose up but I felt my head hurts. Inalalayan niya ako sa pag-upo hanggang sa mapasandal ako sa headboard.Later on, he just volunteered to give me a hand for me to eat. Hindi na ako tumanggi pa dahil sa nararamdamang gutom at hilo.Hinipan niya muna ito bago isinubo sa akin at habang kumakain ay wala akong ibang maisip kundi ang nangyari kahapon. Unti-unting bumabalik ang lahat ng sinabi ni Matthew na hindi ko alam kung dapat ko bang paniwalaan.“Your medicine
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Hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta. I just want to disappear from this world.I don’t even care even though I’m walking at the middle of the road, hearing the different kinds of horns. Why can’t they just kill me so this will end already?“Hoy! Magpapakamatay ka ba?!”I heard someone shout at me but I didn’t turn to look whoever it is. Nagpatuloy lang ako sa paglalakad hanggang sa matunton ko ang puro punong lugar. I went under the tree and let myself rest there. Napakatahimik... Napakapeaceful. I sat on the ground and leaned against the tree. Pinapakinggan ko lang ang tunog ng pagsayaw ng mga dahon kapag nahahanginan ito. I’m aftaid at the darkness but it’s a surprise that I found it calming now.When I open my eyes, There was no moon either stars. Until I suddenly feel a small liquid streaming down my face. I thought it’s my tears but I couldn’t cry anymore added that it’s cold. Later on, they simultaneously fall a
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I waited. I waited for it to hit me but damn this car! It stopped!Patuloy pa rin sa pagtulo ang luha ko nang tumayo at pinaghahampas ang harap ng sasakyan.“Just fucking kill me!” I continue to hit it even though I’m already hurting my own hands. “Kill me now!”“Fev!”“Kill me!”“Fevianna!”I was stopped when I heard that familiar voice. It was dark already but when he got near me, that was the time I almost lost my energy. But he managed to hold me still and that’s when I didn’t waste a time and wrapped my arms around him.“Ryven!” I sobbed just by smelling his scent again. I missed him so much. I missed this man.“Fev, sorry... I-I’m really really sorry from what I did,” he said as he tightened our hugs and kissed the side of my head.I wasn't able to answer since I just want to feel his warmth. I feel like home inside of his embrace. Ngayong halos maubos na ang lakas ko ay unti-
