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I was still sleepy when I felt a soft lips pressed against mine.Dahan-dahan kong minulat ang mata ko at bumungad kaagad ang ngiting-ngiting si Ryven.“Good morning,” he whisper.Muli kong pinikit ang mga mata ko at mas sumiksik pa sa dibdib niya. Inaantok pa ako.“Fev, ‘di ba mags-scuba diving tayo?”Awtomatiko rin akong napamulat nang sabihin niya ‘yon. Ginapangan na rin ako ng excitement kaya mabilis akong bumangon.“Tara na,” I said. Wala pang hilamos at kung ano.Mahina naman siyang tumawa habang umiiling.“Let’s eat first.”Bandang alas-diyes na nang lumusong kami sa tubig. Pareho naman kaming marunong lumangoy kaya walang kaso kung saan kami mapadpad. Sinusuot ko ang snorkel ko nang bigla na lang lumitaw si Ryven sa harapan ko.Halos mapasigaw pa ako sa gulat dahil kakikita ko lang na malayo siya sa akin kanina! “Ano ba!”Tumawa lang siya at kalaunan ay may ibinigay sa akin. Agad ding nanlaki ang mga mata ko nang makita ang baril!“What the! Itago mo nga ‘yan!” Nilibot ko ang
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58This is our last day together. Kanina pa ako gising pero hindi pa rin ako bumabangon dahil sa tulog na tulog na Ryven.Nakasiksik ito sa leeg ko habang nakapatong ang braso at hita sa akin. Ginawa pa akong unan.Maya-maya ay bahagya siyang gumalaw. Akala ko gising na ito pero mas siniksik niya lang pala ang sarili sa akin.The butterflies on my stomach are dancing. I just can’t wake him up dahil ayoko pa... gusto ko pang maramdaman ang init niya.Maya-maya rin kasi ay aalis na kami. Nalulungkot ako sa isiping iyon pero mas nangingibabaw talaga ang saya dahil sa unexpected proposal nito kagabi.Wala nga lang singsing.But that’s fine. That’s not my ideal proposal also, hindi rin gano’n karomantiko para sa iba pero tangina ganito ba talaga kapag in love? Lahat ng gawin niya ay ang laki ng nagiging epekto sa akin. Kahit pa casual nga lang nitong itanong ‘yon ay ayos lang... basta siya.Ang corny ko na!Hinintay ko na lang siyang magising at umabot pa iyon ng mahigit kinse minutos. Mu
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59I was just sitting at the stair outside the hospital while thinking about what Jai said.What the fuck does she wants? I am still clouded with lots of thoughts and we are in the state of chaos yet she still has the guts to say that? Wow, just wow!I don’t know how would I end up here. Bibili sana ako ng pagkain pero dahil sa sinabi ni Jai ay bigla akong nawalan ng gana. I just let myself breath here although I almost became the mosquitoes’ meal. Ilang minuto na rin kasi akong narito at medyo nilalamig na rin.Until I felt someone’s presence behind my back. Hindi na lang ako lumingon dahil kabisado ko na ang amoy niya. He sat beside me but I faced the other direction.“Pwede na ba akong tumingin?” I asked, still avoiding my gaze from him.I just heard him chuckle and soon after, I felt a warm cloth wrapped around my body. Doon lang ako lumingon para tingnan siya.“Of course,” he answered with a faint smile. Hindi ko magawang ngumiti pabalik dahil halata pa rin ang pamumugto ng mga m
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I can’t stop my tears while hurriedly walking out from this damn building. Kung kailan nagmamadali ako, saka naman bumabagal ang oras!I don’t know where am I going! Hindi pa ako handang harapin si Daddy dahil hindi ko alam kung anong mangyayari oras na umuwi ako. I don’t have money to check in a hotel. I only have my phone and my baggage! Suddenly, here I am again, a useless one... a pathetic and fragile one. Ano? pupunta na naman ba ako sa bar para doon magpalipas ng gabi?Patuloy pa rin sa pag-agos ang luha ko nang kunin ang phone at tingnan ang mga contacts ko. It only has Emma, Jasper, Jiro, and Ryven. I can’t stay with Emma knowing that Jai was there. Mas pipiliin ko na lang matulog sa kalye kaysa makasama siya. Then I can stay with Jasper.But no. Knowing Jasper, papaulanan lang ako non ng tanong lalo pa at wala siyang ideya sa sitwasyon ko. I can’t explain anything right now. Isa pa, he’s busy reviewing his exam. I can’t be a burden to him.Then that only leaves Jiro. Since
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RYVENWhen was the last time I got wasted like this? I don’t remember. I just want to drink and drink and sleep after and repeat. Hindi ko lubos akalain na magiging ganito pa rin pala ako despite the fact that I have someone who’s waiting for me, who has been there to listen to me. Right now, I only think of myself.Oo, gago ako, hindi ko lang napapabayaan ang sarili ko, kundi pati si Fevianna na nandiyan para tulungan ako.I don’t know what path should I take anymore. I was left alone... mag-isa na lang ako. I lost a family. I don’t know how will I prove myself to Fevianna anymore.“You’re here again, asshole.”I stared blankly at the man beside me, who, in surprised, happen to be my drink buddy. He’s a regular customer in this nightclub where I once saw Fevianna getting harassed.I just want to see that asshole’s face again and completely wreck his life now that I don’t have anyone to stop me.Oh—I am also an asshole, so yeah, I will bring him in hell along with me.“Want some?” Fr
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RYVEN“All of you! Sec-”Matthew cut his sentence off as he finally saw me before he could enter in his car.Suddenly, his expression changed. “Oh, so my ungrateful son visited.”I look firmly at him. “I am not your son.”Natigilan siya na tila may napagtanto. “Ah right, I got used to it.” He chuckle sarcastically. “So? What brings you here?”“Where did you bring Fevianna?” His eyes widen, didn’t expect what I asked but soon he composed himself.“Are you looking for her too?”My eyebrows furrowed. Hindi ako sumagot pero maya-maya ay mahina siyang tumawa. “I thought you’re with her.”I clenched my fist, annoyed by hearing his laugh. Until his expression slowly change and it is now back to being furious.“You know what, this is your fault.”I wasn’t ready when he suddenly launched a punch against my right lip. I stepped backward as I tasted blood coming from it. He, then again laughed but it is now because of annoyance.I am now breathing heavily, resisting myself from taking back the
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FEVIANNAI slowly open my eyes and immediately felt my head ache. I held it while forcing myself to rose up.This room is familiar. Wait. Where am I?I roamed my eyes around the room and it made my head ache more as I realized where this is!This is my room in our house in province! What am I doing here? Pinilit kong alalahanin ang mga pangyayari pero halos walang pumapasok sa utak ko dahil sa sakit ng ulo. Until someone knocked on the door and eventually open it.My eyes widen when I saw gran so I immediately went down the bed and about to approached her when I was stopped because of something on my feet.I lowered my head to look at it and confusion immediately filled within me as I saw a chain tied on my right foot.My eyes widen as I look at Gran. She just smile bitterly at me.“Gran? What’s the meaning of this?”I am now starting to suspect her when her eyes formed tears but she
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“One hundred twenty-seven hours, seven thousand six hundred twenty-three minutes... five days.”That’s the exact hour and minute, since I was brought here. All I did was to count. Nakaupo lang ako sa kama habang nakasandal sa headboard at nakatingin sa wall clock.Until when will I be staying here? Ni hindi ko alam kung kailan ang huli kong tulog. I am not hoping anymore that someone will come and save me. There’s no one who can save me but only me. In the end, ako lang din ang dapat kong asahan.I was busy still counting the clock but the door suddenly open and there were three guys who saunters without even introducing themselves and suddenly unlocked the chain.“Who the hell are you?” salubong ang kilay na tanong ko nang hilahin nila ako para patayuin.Later on, Gran followed and she was looking sadly at me. “Listen to us, Fevianna. We’ll bring you to a much safer place.”I shook my head and forcefully free
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“Are you all set?”Nalipat ang tingin ko sa repleksyon ni Gin sa salamin nang bigla na lang itong pumasok ng kwarto habang inaayusan ko ang sarili ko.I put on my lipstick before I stood up and turn to look at him.“Let's go,” I answered, blankly.Ngayon na ang alis namin at nagdesisyon akong baguhin ang lahat-lahat sa akin.I wore a skin-toned backless crop top and black high waist jeans. Naka-pony tail din ako kaya naman lantad na lantad ang balat ko sa likod.Hindi rin makatingin ng diretso sa akin si Gin na tila ba naiilang ito pero wala na akong pakialam. Inayos ko na lang ang mga gamit ko bago ito binigay sa kaniya. Pero bago pa ako lumabas ng kwarto ay pinagmasdan ko muna ang sarili sa salamin.I smirk as I saw my reflection on the mirror. Who would've thought that I actually became the bitch I didn't what to be?I put on my stilettos and compose myself. Bumagay ang suot ko sa pulang-pulang mga labi ko. A
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I swear to myself that this will be my last tears. Sawang-sawa na akong makaramdam ng sakit. Sa sunod-sunod na sakit na nalalaman ko ay unti-unti ako nitong minamanhid. And this is what I want...To be numb.Magdamag ko na atang naibuhos lahat ng luha ko dahil kinabukasan ay tila wala na akong maramdaman na kahit ano. Blangko na ang lahat-lahat sa akin. I can't trust anyone anymore, even myself.Or rather... I don't know myself... anymore.Umiling ako saka dumiretso na lang ng banyo para maligo. After doing my morning ritual ay lumabas na rin ako ng kwarto at naabutan pa si Gin na mukhang papunta ng kwarto ko.He stopped for a while when he saw me but later on continue to saunter towards me.“I have something to tell you,” he said.Hindi ako sumagot. Nanatili lang akong nakatayo sa harapan niya habang hinihintay ang susunod nitong sasabihin.“We’re going in England,” he added that immediately fixed my
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Tears are still streaming down my face when I hurriedly hopped inside of Gin’s car. “Lady Fev—”“Let’s go.”He didn’t question anymore when he saw my reaction. Muli niyang pinaandar ang sasakyan at mas malumanay na lang ngayon ang patakbo niya.Later on, he grope something in front and gave me the tissue. I hesitated first from accepting it but this is not the time to higher my pride. Kinuha ko ‘yon at naging tahimik na kami sa buong biyahe habang hinahayaan niya akong ilabas lahat ng luha ko. I am even sobbing but he’s just acting like he can’t hear me so that I can have a privacy.I feel like crying is not enough to ease my madness. I felt like I am enduring the problem of a whole nation. Sobrang bigat sa pakiramdam!I don’t know where he’s taking me but it was like we’re going up a mountain. Hinayaan ko na lang siya dahil sa ngayon ay wala pa akong ganang makipag-usap.Until later on, we stopped at the edge
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I slowly open my eyes when I heard the door open. Where am I? This is not my room and this is also not familiar to me.My vision is still blurry since I just woke up but when the person went near me, I slowly distinguish who it is.“Lady Fev...”His concerned eyes darted at me. Soon after, he touched my forehead with the back of his palm. “I brought soup and medicine. You should eat first,” he offered.This scene is familiar.I tried to rose up but I felt my head hurts. Inalalayan niya ako sa pag-upo hanggang sa mapasandal ako sa headboard.Later on, he just volunteered to give me a hand for me to eat. Hindi na ako tumanggi pa dahil sa nararamdamang gutom at hilo.Hinipan niya muna ito bago isinubo sa akin at habang kumakain ay wala akong ibang maisip kundi ang nangyari kahapon. Unti-unting bumabalik ang lahat ng sinabi ni Matthew na hindi ko alam kung dapat ko bang paniwalaan.“Your medicine
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Hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta. I just want to disappear from this world.I don’t even care even though I’m walking at the middle of the road, hearing the different kinds of horns. Why can’t they just kill me so this will end already?“Hoy! Magpapakamatay ka ba?!”I heard someone shout at me but I didn’t turn to look whoever it is. Nagpatuloy lang ako sa paglalakad hanggang sa matunton ko ang puro punong lugar. I went under the tree and let myself rest there. Napakatahimik... Napakapeaceful. I sat on the ground and leaned against the tree. Pinapakinggan ko lang ang tunog ng pagsayaw ng mga dahon kapag nahahanginan ito. I’m aftaid at the darkness but it’s a surprise that I found it calming now.When I open my eyes, There was no moon either stars. Until I suddenly feel a small liquid streaming down my face. I thought it’s my tears but I couldn’t cry anymore added that it’s cold. Later on, they simultaneously fall a
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I waited. I waited for it to hit me but damn this car! It stopped!Patuloy pa rin sa pagtulo ang luha ko nang tumayo at pinaghahampas ang harap ng sasakyan.“Just fucking kill me!” I continue to hit it even though I’m already hurting my own hands. “Kill me now!”“Fev!”“Kill me!”“Fevianna!”I was stopped when I heard that familiar voice. It was dark already but when he got near me, that was the time I almost lost my energy. But he managed to hold me still and that’s when I didn’t waste a time and wrapped my arms around him.“Ryven!” I sobbed just by smelling his scent again. I missed him so much. I missed this man.“Fev, sorry... I-I’m really really sorry from what I did,” he said as he tightened our hugs and kissed the side of my head.I wasn't able to answer since I just want to feel his warmth. I feel like home inside of his embrace. Ngayong halos maubos na ang lakas ko ay unti-
