Chapter 164: Sorry

“Push!”

“Argh! Huff, huff!”

“Try again, try harder. You can do it!”

I’m trying, I truly am but I don’t think I can. ‘Should I just give up?

“Stop zoning out, get a grip and push otherwise the baby could die of suffocation! Miss, do you hear me?! This won’t do...go get master Damien, it seems we’ll have to transfer her to the hospital for operation!”

“Are you sure she’ll make it in time? It’ll be too dangerous to move her in this state!”

I could vaguely hear them over my numbness. I couldn’t feel anything, I had no emotion. I was slowly slipping away just like the tears rolling down my cheeks. Maybe it wouldn’t be such a bad idea to pass away like this. Melissa never wanted the baby anyways and I’d be doing myself a favour by ending my misery.

If I close my eyes will everything stop? Will this all come to an end? I know I have no right to deprive my child of this world but isn’t it truly for the best?

Will my love alone be enough for my child? I’m all alone in this world, wouldn’t