With a precise movement, Max lifts me up by the waist and suddenly I am sitting on a sort of makeshift wooden table.
The cubicle, almost unlit, was now like our parallel universe of chaos and lust.
Max Anthon seemed to have urgency to comply with my request. All the movements he had made slowly seconds before were now replaced by precise, agile, firm gestures in pursuit of pleasure. Our pleasure, our anxiety.
With enviable dexterity, he opened the two buttons of my jeans as if they were nothing. Inside my panties, my bocet@ was pulsating, my whole body on fire, it was so much desire that it seemed to sweat cold, out of any control.
"I don't do work by halves.”
"What do you mean?". I asked, almost delirious with lust.
"You know very well.”
He said, and didn't give me time to think. He violently pulled down my pants and the panties came down with them. Then he spread my legs wide apart, while I was still sitting on the small table, and squeezing my thighs, he squatted down and began to suck me... A deliciously torturous surprise.
Just with anticipation, my bocet@ was already wet and his hot tongue just completed the process. My mental state? Ecstasy. Nothing different than that, complete ecstasy.
How many rules were we transgressing? On how many layers would this scene we were playing be considered unacceptable?
"God damn it, I can't stand it...". My words once again did not correspond to what I wanted, I wanted more, I wanted him to continue with his tongue and his circular movements all over my sex for much longer...
And as if he understood what was implicit in my words and in my body's trembling response, he continued, even more intensely, taking turns sucking, licking, sucking... Doing it in a way that only those who have experience in the subject can do. An irresistible and voracious way.
"Oh...hmmm...I don't think I can take it. Really.”
I repeated incessantly, throwing my head back, gasping with pleasure.
"This is... Cowardice... With me...". I continued, my speech slurred, my breathing labored.
Max made the situation even worse by continuing to run his tongue slowly over my clit while looking at me with his intense aqua green irises.
"Cowardice, professor ... Cowardice …”
Then he stopped suddenly, snapping me out of near"delirium, and moved up toward my face, only to descend again, this time to my breasts.
"It's cowardly that you're so hot like that...". Max finishes tearing off my shirt and devotes himself to slowly massaging and sucking my breasts, taking turns on the nipples in an almost torturous way.
Holy shit, this guy really knows what he's doing.
It wouldn't be long before I had to beg again.
But it didn't. Resolved that he had tortured me enough during foreplay, Max Anthon was now in a hurry and didn't even wait for an initiative from me about removing his clothes.
Once again with precise movements, Max unbuttoned his pants, and I was now completely naked, with my knees bent and legs spread wide open, longing for him inside me.
With one hand he gripped the back of my neck, bringing our faces together again, and sucked and bit hard on my lower lip. With his other hand, he touched my clit again, making circular movements as delicious as he had done with his tongue.
"Are you sure of what you want, Aria Thomas?”
"I'm positive.”
"Then say it. Ask again, go on.”
I plunged into the intense green of his eyes and practically begged.
"F*ck me... professor. Please.”
"Is that how you like it, Miss Thomas? Talking in that dirty way, huh...". His husky voice provoked a veritable avalanche of senses over me and my pussy. It was becoming something instantaneous.
"Eat me, now, please... I can't take it anymore.". I insisted, moving my hips according to the movement of his fingers, which were still playing with my clit.
Then, he pulled me in.
His erection showed that he needed me too, as much as I needed him, right there, right now.
All at once, he held me tight, wrapped me around his waist, and consumed me. It was as if the balance of the world, of my world, needed this moment. I was ready, latent, in need of this relief.
Max began with strokes in a soft, slow rhythm, and progressed to harder, faster strokes. We were aligned, following the same rhythm, like a rehearsed dance. He entered me with more and more energy, and I returned the favor with magnetism, moving my legs and hips toward him, at this point completely sweaty and crazy with lust.
I couldn't hold out much longer.
And he didn't make it easy for me.
I was about to combust when he once again took me by storm, pulling me down from the table. He pulled me toward the wall and turned me onto my back, holding my arms back.
I felt his electrifying touch as he pushed my hair to the side, completely uncovering my back, and took me again, making me scream with the sudden gesture.
"Shh, it's forbidden to scream.". He whispered, chilling me with his warm breath in my ear.
The thrusts continued, now on my back, and he took the opportunity to caress and press my ass.
"Why are you doing this to me?”
Max didn't answer, he just kept speeding up the movement, pressing my body against the wall, the nipples of my breasts excited by the touch of the cold cement.
" Huh, why? Don't be mean, professor?". I asked, in the voice of a real nymphet, proving that I could very well play your game.
"I will be mean as long as you are mean to me.”
"I promise to be good." I confirmed, definitely playing the game.
"Ride me. " He commanded, in plain English.
There was no need to repeat myself. He pulled me off the wall and onto his lap, after pulling a stool from the corner of the storeroom.
Incredibly, the stool was the perfect height for us to continue having fun. I sat on his lap and, holding my breasts, started to roll over and then ride him hard.
Did I mention that it was an irresistible cock?
Max Anthon's cock is one of those hard to find, ideal size and width, between the exact threshold of pain and pleasure.
My hips went up and down in a frantic movement in search of satiation. My clitoris throbbed. A combustion of desire had been brewing for a while.
I went up and down, with my tiptoes on the floor, our bodies now completely sweaty, we sucked the most out of each other with increasingly intense kisses.
"Come for me, baby... Come riding for me…”
It was as if the words that came out of her mouth were in direct connection with my bocet@. Three seconds after his request, I was already unable to hold back.
I exploded in his arms. It was enjoyment, flesh and flames. I came sitting up with his cock still inside me and in a very short time, with a few more strokes he followed me, we reached practically together the apex of our transgression.
" F*-Ck!”
I smiled, exhausted.
"Really, really hard.". I confirmed.
There was nothing more to say. Or at least nothing more to express about all the unsaid of what we had just done.
I had just given it to my teacher 20 years older than me, on the first day of class, and the most fucked up of all was that I wasn't in the least bit sorry or guilty.
I wanted more.
"You are gone”. I am startled by Loretta's voice as I enter the room. She looks at me with an inquisitive look, as if she already knows everything. "I ran away, actually. I don't think this prank is funny at all.”"That's not to say that you're also lame…”Gee, you have no idea, Loretta."And where did you go?". She insisted, sitting with her legs folded over her bed. What a curious girl. I felt like confessing everything. But I still didn't know if I could trust her. Boy, it was the first day of school, wasn't it? "She looks tired”. Loretta continued, showing some irritation at my silence. "Tired? Oh, that I am. I had to walk a long way to avoid those inconvenient seniors. No offense”. Loretta laughed disproportionately to the mood of our conversation.I started to sort through my things to take to the shower. I was really exhausted and still in a frenzy inside. "You know you can trust me, right? To tell you anything”. She said, emphasizing the word anything. " Anything, real
When I returned to the room after a long and invigorating shower, Loretta was gone. It was lunchtime and most of us had arranged to meet in the cafeteria, while others wandered around the cafeterias and snack bars around campus. There was also a cafeteria that I soon learned was quite famous among the students, a cozy place that also served as a kind of refuge in the most stressful hours of study.I decided for the first option, the cafeteria. It would be a chance to save money and also to get to know a little more of the environment that would be my home for the next few years. And of course, the people. The presentation of the first class and the prank were completely atypical phenomena, I couldn't really get to know anyone. What happened right after the prank...well...maybe I got to know someone deeply, yes. I smile lasciviously as I recall the scenes we had in the storeroom. Did he also have the habit of eating lunch in the cafeteria with the students? I can't imagine what my
“Hi, Ethan”. “Why are you whispering?” I roll my eyes at the question. “I'm not whispering. I was in the cafeteria, too loud... now I'm in the hall. Oh, why am I explaining myself? Speak up! Why did you call?” “No big deal, it's your first day at school. I just wanted to make sure everything's okay…” “Ethan, tell me the truth, what are you up to?”. I say, unable to hold back my laughter, in a mixture of irritation and brattiness. “That depends on what you want to get me into. I've been your puppy for a while now…” "Really, little bro...?". I simulate a sweet and vulnerable voice. I hear Ethan's hoarse laughter on the other end of the line and can already picture his erection, nagging at him under his shorts. "When are you coming?" I ask in the most direct way possible. "I thought you could help me make a reasonable excuse here at home”. My dad and stepmom couldn't even dream that we were making love all the time. "Say you are going to a friend's house, as usual. I don't kno
The rest of the class schedule went on as usual. I was slightly shaken by Ethan's phone call and Peter's recent revelation about (supposedly?) being interested in me. Or maybe I had misunderstood.I still had the scene with the professor to deal with. Sometimes it just seemed like a dream too good to be true. Sometimes it seemed like a dream with a hint of suspense and danger. How wrong could it be?It is late afternoon and I haven't seen him again. Which is not at all impossible since the campus is huge, you can even get lost in the parallel universe of Metropolity University. I spent some time trying to keep my distance from Peter and Loretta. I had a cappuccino alone while reading a romance book in the cafeteria, the one that is a little further away from the in-and-out movement of students. The attendant was very cute and kept looking at me longer than he should have, but I didn't mind.I confess that I like this thing of being desired. At least most of the time. And of course, w
I wait a minute in an attempt not to be too conspicuous and luckily, Klaus goes into the cafeteria kitchen, so I take the opportunity to head for the bathroom.I hesitate as I pass the door to the ladies' room, my hands resting on the knob, but soon after taking one last look around, I push open the door to the men's room and find Max waiting for me.As he did earlier in the morning, he doesn't give me time to think and pulls me by the waist to one of the private doors and I give a muffled cry of fright.All the words and gestures had already been exposed in the conversation at the table, now we were dominated only by the urgency to possess each other. Max began by taking my lips in a voracious way, a wild yet perfectly fitting kiss.His musky perfume once again drove me to near delirium. My legs weakened just imagining him once again touching and possessing me. As we kissed, Max slowly lifted my blouse and began to caress my breasts, still under my bra, luckily a nice one he had rand
I begin to believe that luck is really on my side because when I leave, again Klaus is not at the counter and I can go straight to the exit door. I leave to pay for my drink later. Three days later... I arrive at the room and Loretta is getting ready. A pink, low"cut tights"style blouse and very short black fabric shorts. The loose hair completes the femme fatale look and the low heels, although low, indicate that she is going to a club. Certainly a college girl. " What's up, let's go?" She invites me as soon as she notices my presence. " Where to?” "Do I look pretty?" He turns from the mirror toward me, to show me his look. " You look...? You look beautiful." I answer, unsure. I still can't figure out what Loretta's vibe is. "It's the freshman welcoming party. At the Republic of the Stars.” Sounds like a joke. "Homecoming, freshmen, Republic... I don't know. Something smells like another hazing. “ " Relax, today is just fun." She tries to comfort me. Not that I didn't ha
" But wouldn't you only come on Saturday? " I whispered, in a scolding tone, taking Ethan by the arm as if he were a child, which was nonetheless true. " Aren't you happy to see me, little sister?” "Stop calling me that, boy!". I complain, again, in between words. Ethan is the picture of confusion. He wanted to surprise me, but he ruined everything. I wasn't ready to receive him. Not today. I had other plans, with other people. In fact, the plan was to meet people. My social circle in the first week of college was restricted to my roommate and a professor. In fact, restricted is quite a word that fits my situation perfectly. An extremely restricted, secretive, and dangerous situation. What I was living was so wrong that I could hardly stop to be aware of it all or I would freak out. "What's gotten into you?". Ethan disengages himself from me, extremely irritated. He wants answers. "I wasn't expecting you today.” "That I know, that's why I was surprised. But from what I can s
" Do you dance? " A boy with hair dyed blue at the ends suddenly appears in front of us.I look at Loretta and shrug. Do we have to answer? Is he already on drugs or what? Loretta ignores him completely and turns towards me. " You're out of beer, excuse me. " She takes the glass from my hand and walks away, leaving me awestruck, confused and alone with the blue haired boy with the stupid face." Loretta is like that, you know. I don't exist for her. " He explains himself, even though I didn't ask. " Or you've done something that really displeased her, who knows…”" Not that I remember.”" Hmm.”We both stood there absorbing the awkward atmosphere without having anything to say. I hoped he would get over himself and leave, but he took a sip of his beer and continued to stand there in front of me. Maybe he was waiting for Loretta to come back. I couldn't understand what he was waiting for. And I also didn't have the courage to do like her and just leave. " Are you the ...? " He trie
From the bus window, I begin to recognize the place where my father said he would be next to the new house. By my count, there's only another ten minutes to go.I don't know if it was reading during the trip, the many turns the bus took or everything together, but I feel extremely nauseous, hoping that the bus arrives at its destination soon.I avoid eating cookies anymore, I've come to despise them in the last few days, so these are the ones I love so much.I check my phone quickly, no messages. Screen light also gives me a headache. The truth is, I've been feeling weird with unprecedented frequency these past few days. I also felt that my hips are a little wider. I need to stop eating cookies at dawn.Suddenly, the cell phone rings. It's Loretta."Hey friend.""Hi, babe. Are you there yet?""Hmm... almost. Not long, why?""Nothing, I just wanted to know if it arrived okay."" Missing your crazy friend already, I know." Also." She nods. "Don't forget to say hello to Ethan." Never m
“This is about my first time with Doug. He was experienced and I was just a girl. I tried to describe in detail. Enjoy it!Being warm in Doug's arms inside the car was quite inviting considering the chilly Perth night. After the brief flurry of sincerities in the square, we decided to ease the tension with a lighter conversation inside the car. Talk, and some kisses, of course. We talk about different topics. College, family, future. Until, perhaps a little motivated by the effect of the beer, I decided to take the conversation to more uncomfortable paths. After the honesty shown in Doug's words in the square, and after, even after midnight and with a few pints of beer, he hadn't tried anything, I felt more than ever that I could trust him. I felt safe to the point that my desire increased every minute I stayed close to him."You must be quite experienced" I hinted.He chose to ignore it and placated the silence with a kiss. But I had to insist."Well, more than me for sure."What dif
Dear Chaos Diary,Not in a thousand lifetimes would I have imagined that everything would end up like this. My conscience is clear, I was honest all along. With myself and with them.I helped wrap up a story that wasn't even mine. So don't ask me again to feel guilt that isn't my place to bear.Loretta says I went too far. Ethan says I should be in psychiatric treatment with Peter. Everyone says something. But nobody lives for us.We are our choices.And I chose to just live. Live as you can. Live with fulfilling my desires whenever possible. Live Free. No strings attached. No label.Which is not to say without love. Love can be translated in other ways.Not just in that romanticized way, like in books and movies.The genuine love we feel for ourselves and our loved ones, that, yes, should be a priority.Then no. I will not take a fault that is not mine.I'm sorry, spare me, but no.The sick are the others.Those who hide behind trauma, I don't see courage. I see fear.I see cowardice
I get up scared, I almost lose time. Ironic how much my last readings spoke to the situation I was currently going through.A question mark insists on pondering in my mind. But after Loretta broke into a fit of laughter after my last comparison, I never brought up the subject again.It won't be now that I'll be back. I felt compelled to go ahead with my plan above all else. I do one last check of my outfit and make the last adjustments to my makeup. It is at the same time light and seductive.I grab my bag and walk discreetly to the teacher council room. It's three minutes to five o'clock, Max will be waiting for me by now. Fortunately in the conversation I had with Stephen in that same room, Max was busy, in another class, and they didn't bump into each other.Perfect.I'm in front of the luxury wooden door. I look around, assess whether there might be someone lurking in the hallway.Anything.Perfect.I give three soft taps on the door and push it open without waiting for an answer.
“It was a fifteen-minute drive to a modest little house that was located among a few dozen trees, in an area far from the center. Louis and his brother, Gustave, were curious about our search for Jimmy's whereabouts and decided to also embark on “the investigation” after we summarized the story for them along the way." Is there anyone at home? " Paollo asked, as soon as he got out of the car, when he saw the whole place closed." Mary almost never leaves the house. Unless today is really not your lucky day. " Gustave said, trying to relax. Louis went ahead and knocked on the door, which a short time later opened. I breathed relieved. There was still hope of learning more about Jimmy after all." Hi, Mary. I've brought a visit. " Louis said, in a joking tone. The petite woman looked at us with an expression similar to that of the Indian lady. I would also be wary of foreigners on my doorstep. Louis explained the story quickly and she seemed to understand right away. In the end, she
“I also thank you for being honest with me, Professor."“And you said you had a proposal. I'm curious."“I know you're…” I smile slyly.“Okay, I'm listening."“First, I'd like to know how much you're willing to invest, not financially of course, in this pseudo relationship of ours.""After everything I just said, do you have any doubts that I would invest big? Max smiles."“High really high?”“What are you up to, Aria Thomas?” he inquired, completely anxious." I wanted to know if you would really do anything for me… including… trying a threesome."“And do you have any friends who would be up for it?” Or would it be a call girl?“No, you don't understand. I didn't say it would be with one more woman."Max briefly widens his eyes. Clearly, he hadn't expected this one."Well, I confess that it's something I've never done."“Everything has its first time."" I agree, but… it's audacious of you."“I'm proposing this to you because I figured you were an open-minded guy."“I'm open-minded.
When class ends and all the students leave the room, including Loretta who runs to the next auditorium, I remain seated to talk to Max.I see he sent a message on his cell phone."Wait for me here or in the council room, please."Geez, he really doesn't want to let me get away.But before I even got the message, I was already determined not to go out to have this conversation with him. A conversation I rehearsed several times, in my dreams, in the shower, in different places, even when awake. A proposal whose content even scares me, due to such audacity.But now I won't go back on it. I need to try. It's stronger than me."Hey professor." I start with my sly voice, which I know always drives you crazy.Max finishes gathering his stuff on the table on the small dais and looks at me over his glasses.“Hi, Aria. How are you?" He asks, seemingly unconcerned that we're alone.“Now I think I'm calmer. Some things are back to normal apparently"."And truth." He pauses. “Well, most things at
I arrive late at the auditorium, but miraculously arrive before the professor. Looks like he had to sign the end of his suspension at the rectory first before he came to teach.Unlike before, I wave to Loretta in the distance and take a seat in one of the last rows, blending in and practically disappearing behind the heads of the taller crowd.There are two reasons for this: I really want to hide from Max's gaze during class. And I arrived late, which makes the first option even more viable, as the first few rows of seats are almost all occupied.Before class starts, I text Stephen. As strange as that sounds, it's part of the plan. My strange plan, to be exact. I think of a phishing-style message, to hook him without him noticing.“I miss you and your class. I wanted to see you today, is there any way?”That's pretty straightforward.The students chat excitedly about the latest events of the week as they wait for Max to arrive. Two minutes later, my phone flashes the new message notif
Like after a long bad dream, after facing several days in the dark, Monday arrives again, with new air, a new glow. Classes resumed, the case was covered in the local press and the movement of students walking all over the campus returned with a vengeance.Peter is still in recovery. His lungs were badly affected by the water he ended up breathing in."Are you going to make it in time for the first period?" Loretta asks, finishing touching up her lipstick.I still need to brush my hair, which, now waist-length, keeps getting knotted.“I just need to stop by the closet in the main hall to get some books. But I'll meet you in the auditorium.“Okay, don't be too late. She winks mischievously.She knows I'm in an internal battle looking forward to seeing Max again after a week of not making contact. After all.It takes me a few minutes to find the key to the little padlock that opens my hall closet. I know it's in some bag, but it's that old story, which one? I turn everything over, find