SAMMY
I drag Lisa to my office.
Lisa is my best friend. We do everything together and when we need help with a job, she's there.
I yank her in and check for the guys. I shut the door.
Lisa fixes her fire red, short hair. "What is it, Sammy?! You're acting crazy."
I'm pacing my office floor, chewing on my finger nail.
Lisa is parked on the edge of my desk. "Sammy!"
I start to whine shaking my hands nervously. "Lisa. I don't know......"
She stands and grabs my arms. "Ok. Breathe. Just tell me what happened."
"He almost kissed me." I stared into her blue eyes.
"Who?" She searched my face.
I swallow. "The Alpha." I squeak.
"Get out!" She pushes me. "Oh my God! Sammy, this is awesome!"
"No. Lisa, this is horrible. I mean if it wasn't for this woman coming into the room, stopping him, I could've really crossed that line. I can't let that happen." I was worried about what this attempt by The Alpha meant.
I won't lie. I wanted it to. So bad. My lips practically ached for his. If that's even possible. I wanted him to kiss me. Just like my dream before the beast woke up.
But he's, my client. I have to be responsible here. I can't allow my wants to mess up this job.
Then there's the beast. It's been sleeping for so long. Now it's awake and I have a feeling it's because of the Alpha. If I lose control of it, people will die. I can't allow the Alpha to distract me. It could turn bad.
The problem is he's just so darn good looking. Every time we're in the same room, my mind starts thinking really bad things. We haven't even actually talked yet.
"What am I going to do, Lisa?" I frump into my chair.
She ticks her head. "Well, you could be like any other normal person and go with it."
"Lisa....' I whine.
"Sammy....' She runs over and places her hands on the arms of my chair. "It's the freaking Alpha! Are you kidding? You be a big girl and hit that with everything you got." She grinning a mischievous grin.
"Lisa, I can't."
She stood me up. "Yes, you can. I have to live through you, damn it. Now, you go and have sex with that Alpha." She said sternly, pointing to the door.
"Oh my God." I pull away from her. "No. It can't happen."
She sat in my chair. "Why? What's so scary?"
Although, Lisa is my friend and I tell her everything, she doesn't know my deepest, darkest secret.
"He's a client. There's some things you just don't do. I don't know. Maybe he didn't mean it. Like it was just a moment of insanity or something." I rub my forehead.
"What? You think the Alpha couldn't be attracted to you?" She arches a brow.
"No. In fact, just before it happened, he called me classless with no taste. Then he insulted my truck. Again." I crossed my arms.
She sat back. "Maybe he's like one of those kids in school. You know. The ones that pull the hell out of your hair because they like you."
I shake my head. "No. You should hear this guy. He's rude, obnoxious. A complete narcissist. He yells everything."
Lisa shrugs. "He is an Alpha."
"Lisa. Tell me how to stop this." I whine at her.
"Just tell him you need space, I guess. Honestly, I think you're just getting worked up over nothing." She waves me off.
Maybe she's right. Maybe it was just nothing. A guy like that probably has a different woman for every day of the week. I'd just be another hole in his belt.
But does he have to be so freaking sexy? I really don't think if he tries again, I'll be able to control myself.
I just need to push this out of my mind and focus on the job.
And try to avoid him at all costs.
****
I decided to get to the ballroom early. I had some fabric I wanted to test on the windows.
I was on a ladder, trying to hang the fabric up temporarily so I could step back and look when I heard a voice behind me.
"That must of hurt."
I whip my head around and it's Nigel. The Alphas Beta.
"Hi." I chirp.
He's another man that's extremely easy on the eyes. His slicked back hair gives him this New York in the 1940s look. His rugged beard and thick muscles make you want to be his rag doll to toss around.
"Hey. So how much pain did that cost you?" He pointed to my calf.
I look down at my tattoo of the moon with a wolf behind it.
I got it when I turned 18 as sign of rebellion. Really, I thought it looked cool.
I shrug. "It didn't hurt much."
"Wow." His brow went up. He pulled up his sleeve. Showing me his ink on his arm. "I cried like a baby for 3 days when I got that. You must have some sick tolerance for silver burns."
"Silver? There's silver in your tattoo?" My eyes went wide.
Out of all my friends, I'm the only one marked with ink.
He looked confused. "There's none in yours?"
I shrug. "Nope."
He scratched his temple. "Then how did the ink stay? I mean it would just heal out?"
Again, I shrug. "I don't know. It just doesn't."
"So, Silver doesn't affect you?" He again is looking at me like I told him aliens existed.
I shake my head. "Not that I know of, but I'm not really around large amounts of silver."
"Ok." He pulls up a chair. "What about wood Ash?"
"What about it?" I go back to my fabric.
"Can you touch it without burning?" He arches a brow.
"I don't know. Never touched the stuff."
"Wolfsbane?"
I shake my head.
"Mistletoe?"
I start to laugh. "Nigel, who do you think I am? I'm not a person who would even remotely know what those things do let alone come in contact with any of them."
He sat back rubbing his chin. I can feel his eyes studying.
I turn to him. "Look. If you're going to just sit there, at least hold this fabric up so I see what it looks like."
He jumps up and takes the fabric. He holds it up when he climbs the ladder. "Like this?"
"Perfect." I say stepping back to look at it better.
"Nigel!" A voice come from inside the main house.
"In here!" He yells back.
Shoot, it's the Alpha. My head whips to the door as he strides into the ballroom.
"What the hell do you think you're doing?" The Alpha says as he stomps over to us.
"Just helping Sammy here." He grins.
"I'm not paying you to fuck around with curtains. I pay her to fuck around with that. Get your ass off that ladder." He growls.
"I just asked him to help me for a second. There's no reason to be so angry." I stare at his blue eyes.
"You do not use my staff for your job. You need help, get your own goddamn people." He prowled up to me and got in my face.
I swallow. "Yes, Alpha."
"Good girl." He backed off. "Nigel, get my coffee. I'll be headed to work soon." He left the room.
I blew out a breath. "What's his problem?"
Nigel climbed down and handed me the fabric. "He's...um...stressed about work. He's really a great guy most of the time."
I could tell he was lying, but also telling the truth at the same time. The Alpha is something. I just don't know what. His personality is really all over the place.
So, I decide to find out. It's probably career suicide, but I need to find out what this guy's problem is.
I search the main rooms on the lower floor and find him in a room filled with seating. There's several other people in there too, but the rooms so big you don't feel it.
I sit on the coffee table in front of him. I cross my leg, bouncing the toe of my wedge sandal and cross my arms. I just stare at him.
He was reading some paperwork. He raised his head. "Can I help you?"
"Yeah, you can start by telling me why you're such a jackass." I push my chin out.
His brow goes up. "Excuse me?" He looks completely offended which is what I wanted really. Him to be on the other side of how he treats people.
"Why are you so mean to everyone? Why can you come in that room yesterday and attempt to do what you did, then yell in my face the next day? Why?"
He scoffs. "Hey. What happened yesterday? I succeeded with about 5 different other girls that same day. You're not special. I just wanted to kiss you. No big deal."
My mouth goes small and my eyes grow angry. "I can promise you; you will never get that close again."
"Is that a challenge?" He smirks.
"No. It's a promise." I glare.
"Baby doll. I'm Bastian Cole. No one tells me what I can and cannot have. If I want those full lips of yours, I'll take them. That's...the promise." He bounces his brow quick and goes back to his paperwork.
I stand up quick. "Oof...I'm not your Baby doll or whatever. And from now on, my workspace is a no yelling zone. So, if you want me to stay here, you'll be professional when you enter that room."
"You're cute when you're demanding." He chuckles.
I throw my hands up and stomp back to the ballroom.
You can add chauvinistic pig to his list of faults now. God, how could I even be remotely attracted to that.
****
Over the next few hours, I was working out the details of the plans, when the room starts getting really warm.
I sit up and rub my neck. It's like someone cranked the heat in the ballroom.
Then I feel it. The scratching. The itchiness all over.
"No. No. No. Not here." I say to myself as I run out of the room to the staff entrance.
I'm starting to not be able to breathe. I need to get home now.
I'm scratching at my bandage like a mad woman when I climb in my truck. I speed away from the pack house.
I look in the rearview and my eyes are glowing.
"Shit! Come on." I grit as I hit the steering wheel.
I skid to a stop in the driveway.
"Mom? Dad?' I run through the house. "Dylan?"
Just great. No one's home. I rush to the bathroom and blast the cold water in the shower.
"No.no.no.no.no......." I say as I climb into the tub. I let the ice-cold water tame my burning skin as the beast tries to escape.
"Please, help me...." I cry to myself as I fight to control it.
"Come to me little one."
I jump in the tub. I grab the edge of it and look around my tiny bathroom.
"Take your kingdom."
The voice echos off the walls as I cry harder. I'm starting to lose my mind.
I crawl back into my ball. "Help me...." I squeak.
"Sammy?"
I look up through slit eyes and it's Dylan. "Help...." I choke
"Ok. I got you. It's OK." He holds me in the water until the beast disappears.
A while later, I'm changed into dry clothes. Dylan's fixing my torn bandage.
"Sammy, you need to go back to therapy. You know what's next." He looks at me concerned.
"Sleepwalking." I try not to cry as he finishes wrapping me up.
"The sleepwalking." He confirms. "This thing almost killed you last time. Who knows what it would do now."
I hang my head. "I know."
He gets up and sits on the bed. "Call the doctor."
He rubs my back for comfort, handing me my phone. I nod, biting my lip.
I was about to dial when I get a text.
ALPHA: Where the hell did you go? If want a job still get your ass back here now!
I stand and grab my things.
"Sammy, you can't. You need to take care of this." Dylan protests.
"I will, Dylan. Later. Right now, I need to get back to the job before we lose the contract." I head out of the house to my truck. Dylan is at my window after I climb in. I roll it down.
"Sammy, you know this is only going to get worse. The job isn't as important as your life." He hangs on to the truck.
"It is that important, Dylan. I have to finish it or we won't have a career to speak of. I'll take care of the thing later, I promise."
He lets go of the truck and I speed back to the packhouse.
BASTIANIt's been a couple of weeks since I stepped foot in the ballroom.I've been getting reports from Nigel on the progress.Since my encounter with Sam, I've been trying to avoid her. I feel her just under the surface of my skin. She gets deeper with every encounter and she seems to push away even more. So, I think I need to stay away.Besides, right now I have bigger fish to fry.Like trying to reign in this fucking doctor.This morning I found out he went above my head and set up meetings with Karver and Brindle.This is why I'm storming his office right now.I throw open his door. "Who told you could see Karver?" I growl.He's sitting behind his desk all cool and collected. Which is irritating the fuck out of me."Fredericks gave me the permission. Honestly, Alpha. I don't know why you're so concerned." He fixed his suit.I lean on his desk. "Those two are the most dangerous son of bitches on the fucking planet. I don't want them even knowing what fucking day it is, let alone c
BASTIANI'm standing in the foyer, waiting. I'm wanting to go the ballroom, but I have a meeting. One I don't even want to be in.Nigel comes in and Luke Jackson walks in behind him."Alpha Jackson. Nice of you to come." I stride up to meet him.Luke's looking around. "I always knew you'd live in a castle, Bastian. It's about the only thing that would fit your head."He gives me that stupid smart-ass smirk."Well, I imagine it would be hard to keep a place this nice in Red Rock with all the criminals blowing things up." I arch my brow as Luke's ticks his jaw."You want to talk about the Enforcers or what?" He grits."My office is this way" I lead him through the halls of the offices.I open the door to my white marble stone office.Luke looks around. "Yeah. This is you." He snorts."Sit." I bark.He sits in the chair opposite me and I give him the rundown of what I expect from the Enforcers set up.We talk about numbers and how many separate units I would need for a pack this size.It
SAMMY"No. Come on." I thump my head on the steering wheel of my truck.I'm in the middle of the front driveway of the pack house and it just stalled out.I heave a heavy sigh and blow a lock of hair out of my face. I pull my hair up into a ponytail.I get out and open the hood. I get up and under it, trying to find the problem."Hey! What did I say about that thing?"I back out of the engine compartment and look toward an angry Bastian stomping toward me."I know. But it's not like I did it on purpose." I scowl in frustration."What happened?" He crosses his arms.I jump down off the front bumper. "I don't know. It just stalled out." I motion to the truck.I'm really not in any mood for this because I'm freaking exhausted. Since my lunch with Bastian, I haven't slept properly because now I dream about him constantly and it's starting to get irritating.Not only that, but he's at the front of my mind everyday too. I can barely get any work done.He rolls up his sleeves. "Move." He dem
BASTIANMy wolf was already crazy this week as I've been wrapped up with that damn doctor at the prison.His incessant reports just keep coming and I have Fredericks pushing me to accommodate the fucking guy.He still bugs me to no end. I don't know why, but I feel like he's hiding something. I did a background check and everything does checkout, but before he turned 18, it was like he never existed. I can't even find his damn birth certificate.He spends all his time in the prison. Having private conversations with the Dragons here. I wish I could hear those conversations, but the good Doctor keeps his interactions under wraps.I've been keeping an eye on him closely, but if he is hiding anything, he's good at it.After wracking my brain, I felt I needed to see Sammy. I don't know why, but my wolf really likes her.Seeing her in her white business skirt and pink blouse, had me stirring inside. The pressure in my pants increased when she had her back to me and I saw the faint outline
SAMMY"Mom. It'll be fine." I say as I pack a suit case."Samantha, you can't do this. What if you have an episode?" She's following me around my room in a panic."Mom's right, Sam" Dylan’s sitting on my bed."I know she's right. That's why you're moving in with me." I look at Dylan.He straightened up. "Me. At the pack house? Are you nuts?"I scoff. "Apparently."My mom stood in front of me. "They won't understand Sam. This is a bad idea.""Dylan can watch me Ok. He knows what to do. It's fine." I push past her."Mom. This is an opportunity of a lifetime. For me. For us." I motion to Dylan. "We can't turn this down."I look at Dylan. "Eric's already on board. I signed for it. We're moving. Get packing."I demand Dylan go pack while I take my bags to the truck."I hope you know what you're doing." My mom says as she hugs me. "You call me. For anything at any time.""I will." I smile and get in the truck. "Dylan let's go!" I yell.Dylan comes out and tosses his duffle back in the box o
BASTIANAlright. I may have crossed a line at the pool. I couldn't help it. When I saw Sam in that tiny black bikini, my wolf went insane. I wanted to rip the eyeballs out of every male there.I had to shut her down before I ended up doing something even more stupid than I already did.I mean, I had no business talking to her like that. She's not mine. Though it feels like my wolf really wants her to be.I just couldn't take the unmated males on my staff eyeing up her goods. It's also the reason I made sure she got the room with the private bathroom. I had to pay the head chef double the weeks' pay to get him to move out. He wasn't happy. I'm on the hook to have a bathroom installed in his room so he doesn't quit on me.Sammy is special. I don't know how, but I need to keep her close. I feel this need that she needs to kept safe. Needs to be protected for some reason. I feel some inner connection building. I just hope I haven't pissed her off too much.She's been avoiding me all week.
SAMMY I slept for the whole day and most of the night. I woke with a growling stomach. I threw on some slippers and a robe over my pajamas. I snuck downstairs to the kitchen to try and find something. Anything to eat. I found some left over pot roast. I sat on the floor against the fridge and shoved pieces of it into my mouth. Mouthful after mouthful. I ate like I hadn't eaten in a month. "You know. The chef's going to be pissed when he finds out." With my cheek stuffed, I turn my head to the voice. Bastian comes out of the darkness. "What?" My face full of embarrassment and shock. He chuckles as he sits down on the floor and leans against a cabinet. He's wearing track pants with no shirt. His hair pulled up high on his head. "I couldn't sleep so I was doing paperwork by the fireplace. I was surprised to see this tiny woman sneaking around in the dark." I blush and offer the leftovers. He takes out a piece. "Thanks." He mumbles with a full cheek. "So, you're awake." I nod.
BASTIANI look around the large property as I wait at the front entrance of the Red Rock pack house.I don't want to be here, but for Sam, I'd crawl through hot lava to help her.I wait with my hands behind my back.The door opens. I smile. "Lucy. Is Luke here?"She crosses her arms and leans on the door. "Bastian. What brings you out of the castle on the hill?"I shake my head. "You and your brother are really the same person, I swear. Is he home?"She pushes off the frame. "Yeah, he is. Come in."She leads me into the common room. I'm always shocked at how small the pack house is considering the income for Red Rock is pretty substantial. You think they'd expand it more."Have a seat. I'll get him." She went upstairs.I'm leaning on my thighs, tapping my fingertips together as I wait. Luke comes down with Alexi and Lucy in tow."God. What now?" Luke shakes his head.I stand. "I swear. I come in peace." I throw my hands up."Bastian Cole showing up anywhere is never peaceful. What do
BASTIAN"There he is. The man of the hour." River smiled as he held his beer up to me.I bowed as I approached. "Thank you. Thank you."I clink my bottle to his."Congrats, man. I don't what the Unit is thinking putting your ass in charge, but I'm sure you won't burn the place down." Luke smirks."Thanks, Jackson. Coming from you, I'm sure that's a compliment." I smirk back.Jayson puts his hand on my shoulder. "This is quite the party. Looks like the whole pack's here.""Since our ball was canceled this year, it was the least I could do for my people. A Luna introduction is one of the biggest parties. I want them to love Sam as much as I do." I grin."Hey thanks for inviting us all." Wes and Grey approach our circle.I pull them in for bro hugs. "You all are as much my pack as anyone. Sam wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you guys.""Sam wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you." River pointed out. "You saved that girl's life. Who knows where she'd be right now.""Living the high life a
BASTIANMy head is still reeling from everything that's happened over the last few months.I sit at my desk at the Falcon Ridge Prison. Trying to work, but I desperately want to get home to Sam. I'm not finished celebrating my mate bond with her.I'm going through the prison reports that the now dead doctor left for me in my email. I delete them all, but I can't help but think there might be some merit to his idea. There may be some here who could use a rehabilitation program. I'll have to discuss it with the next Head Alpha.As far as it being me, I left that months ago. Sam and my pack were more important than any job promotion. When I do go for it again in the future, it'll be on my record. Not my popularity. Because I realize I was living a fantasy. A dream world I created that I only lived in. I was oblivious to the way I sounded and acted toward people.That man will never exist again. Now that I have Sam, I don't care about frivolous things. Money may buy a lot of things, but i
SAMMY"Look up." I turn my eyes up as the pack doctor shines a light in my eyes."Ok. Look at me." I look at the doctor and his light.He takes the light away. He smiles. "Well, young Luna. I really can't find anything wrong with you except your very exotic eye color."But, why? I don't understand." I ask him. He goes to his computer.He clears his throat. "The only thing we did find was this chemical in your bloodstream. It doesn't seem to be doing any harm. It's inert really. If what you told me is true, it's entirely possible that this chemical had a reaction to the blue light being reflected off the moon from the sun."I looked at him completely confused.He laughs. "The blue moon that we shifters see, is a special combination of light radiation given off by the sun in a certain position in the sky. When that light hit your body, it activated that chemical which caused a rather violent reaction. After, the chemical seems to have fused with your damaged Lycan gene. In short, it fix
BASTIAN I'm lying in the cot, healing, when my head explodes with Sam's blood curdling scream. I jolt up holding my head. "Sammy?" I try to mind link her. "Sammy!" Getting no response, I run to find River. I finally find him. He's been bitten in the side and bleeding. Jay's helping him to the medical tent. "Fuck. You, ok?" I look at the wound. He winces. "I will be." "Listen. Sam's in trouble. I have to go." I look at them both. "What? How do you know." Jay asks. "She screamed through the link. I have no time. I have to go now." I say. "I'll go with you." Jay says. We drop River off with the medics and shift. Running back to Black Rock. "Please be ok." I beg over and over. I look at the moon as I run. It's higher now. "I'm coming Sammy." I dig in and run as fast as I can. An hour later were entering the property. I shift and run for the house. "Why is it dark?" "Don't know." Jay skids to a stop. "Bastian." He points to the outside walls. I look at the wall of my house
SAMMY My fork dances around my plate. Pushing around the food that I barely touched. Wren looks at me. "Sam, eat something. You haven't eaten properly in days." "Why hasn't he called me?" I drop my fork and slump back in my chair. "I sent a message two days ago." "I don't know, maybe because he's preparing for war? Come on, Sam. He'll be ok. He's trained for years. He's fought over a dozen major missions and hundreds of minor ones. Bastian knows what he's doing." She puts some food in her mouth. "I know. It's just.... the more he's away the more it hurts. I know he's coming back, but my chest feels like it's in a vice. I feel like I'm going to be sick." I whine. Wren smiles. "You're in love. You miss him." I lean on the table. "I do, but this feels a hundred times worse for some reason. I'm not a clingy person, but I need him here now or I'll lose my mind." She looks at me funny. "What?" I ask. "Sam what do know about the Blue Moon?" She leans on the table to me. "Nothing. J
SAMMYI pace the floor. I'm sick with worry. I'm supposed to be concentrating on other things, but not seeing Bastian for the last three days, has my stomach twisted in knots."Sammy, please. We need to continue."I glance at Wren. Bastian sent her to me two days ago to see if she can assess my wolf. Plus, she's a trained fighter so she's like my personal bodyguard right now."Wren, I can't train. It's been so long. I need to know what's going on." I shake my hand as I pace.She walks over and stops me. Her big, blue eyes stare at me. "I get that you're scared. But, Sam, Bastian wanted you to train. You should train. Ok? Come on." She waves me into the middle of the training room."Now, relax." She shakes herself out.I copy her. I blow out a breath.She puts up a finger. "Remember. Call the wind, but don't shift. Ok? Concentrate."I close my eyes and call the wind. It blows a little gust then dies. I flop my arms at my side. "I can't do it.""Sammy, you can do this. Just try." Wren s
SAMMYI hit the floor with a thud. My face throbs. My head pounds."I told you. You can't win, child. I'm too strong." The beast cackles.I pick myself up. Wiping the blood from my mouth. I'm tired, but I'm not giving up."You won't get control. Not again." I spit blood on the floor."Look at yourself." The beast walks around me. "Pathetic! Weak! Not one ounce of strength in you. You're too much of a coward to take what's yours. That's why I exist. Someone has to take the path destined for us. That will be me." She lands another punch to my head, sending me flying across the void, bouncing off a wall and crashing to the floor."I'll fight you." I struggle as I get to my hands and knees. "I'll kill you." I fight the white-hot pain in my head."Child, you couldn't harm a fly and the way I see it, you're as good as dead now." She walks over and delivers a kick to my chest.I roll on the floor, whining holding my ribs."I can't believe the creator chose to pair me with the garbage that la
BASTIANGardenias. God, I love waking up to that smell.I'm lying on my stomach with my arms tucked under my pillow. I crack an eyelid. I blink to adjust to the morning light.I stretch a bit to wake up and instantly I hear, "Don't move a muscle."My eye search for the angel that said those words.I smirk. "What are you doing?"Sam has pulled a chair close to the bed. She's curled up in it, wearing my shirt loosely, with a sketchpad and pencil."I'm drawing." She smiles."I see that. Why can't I move?" I ask."Because you'll ruin it." She glances at me.I watch the end of her pencil twirl as the tip glides over the pad. "You're drawing me while I sleep?""Yes." She barely makes eye contact."Why?" I question."It's what muses are for. So, we can draw you while you sleep." She smirks."I'm your muse?"She nods, biting her lower lip."We'll that's a first." I chuckle."Don't move." She scolds. "It's a first for me too. I've never had anyone I've been so inspired to create before. When I
SAMMY "I need a hot shower and a 10-ounce steak." Bastian says, after we enter the pack house. I giggle as he leans on me, holding his broken arm to his chest. "What you need, Alpha..." I stop and remove his arm. "...is to get that arm set." He looks down. "I guess that's a good idea." He rubs the back of his head, smiling. Anton and Nigel walk in behind us. "I'll call the pack house doctor." Nigel claps his back. I smile and turn to go upstairs. He reaches out and pulls me to him. "Where do you think you're going?" He smirks I look over my shoulder. "My room?" He shakes his head. "I don't think so." He places his forehead to mine. Threading his fingers into my hair. "You're not leaving my sight ever again." "Oh? Why's that?" I smile. "You, my beautiful angel, are never leaving my side." He kisses me. "At this point, I may never allow you to leave my bed." "Am I a prisoner, Alpha?" I smirk. He shakes his head on my forehead. "No, but no one will ever take you from me agai