BASTIAN
I'm standing in the foyer, waiting. I'm wanting to go the ballroom, but I have a meeting. One I don't even want to be in.
Nigel comes in and Luke Jackson walks in behind him.
"Alpha Jackson. Nice of you to come." I stride up to meet him.
Luke's looking around. "I always knew you'd live in a castle, Bastian. It's about the only thing that would fit your head."
He gives me that stupid smart-ass smirk.
"Well, I imagine it would be hard to keep a place this nice in Red Rock with all the criminals blowing things up." I arch my brow as Luke's ticks his jaw.
"You want to talk about the Enforcers or what?" He grits.
"My office is this way" I lead him through the halls of the offices.
I open the door to my white marble stone office.
Luke looks around. "Yeah. This is you." He snorts.
"Sit." I bark.
He sits in the chair opposite me and I give him the rundown of what I expect from the Enforcers set up.
We talk about numbers and how many separate units I would need for a pack this size.
It was going pretty well.
Until Sammy showed up.
There's a knock at the door and my assistant came in saying the decorators here.
"Show her in." I smile. I turn to Luke. "This should only take a minute.
Sammy walks in with a package in her hands.
My God she looks amazing. Dressed in a short black mini skirt, her legs go on forever. Her white top shows the curves of her breasts so well, I just want to tear it off her.
Her silky chocolate brown hair is pulled up in a bun.
God, I want to kiss those full, pouty, pink lips so bad.
I'm not the only one who noticed.
"I'm sorry, Alpha. I didn't realize you were in meeting." Sammy says as she approached my desk.
I'm trying to push back the vision of bending her over my desk, rolling up that skirt and slapping that tight ass of hers.
"Uh...It's fine. Samantha Gale. This is Alpha Jackson of Red Rock." I introduce her, slightly rising from my chair.
Luke stands up. "Samantha." He flashes her a smile.
"Please, call me Sammy." She smiles back.
"Sammy....That's cute." He grins.
I clear my throat. Luke looks over at me as I shoot him a look.
Sammy is standing at my desk. "So, what can I help you with?" I glance over and Luke eyeing her ass. My wolf is running circles in my chest. Clawing to get out.
She smiles at me. I think it's the first time I've actually seen her smile. It lights up her whole face. She fucking gorgeous.
"I have the design concepts you wanted." She lifted them to me.
"Excellent!" I grin, taking them from her.
I flip through them. "This. This is definitely better. I love it. When can you get started?" I hand them back.
"Um...First thing tomorrow." She flicks her gaze between Luke and I.
"Great. I'll see you later? Maybe for lunch?" I flash my cutest smile.
She fights a bit, "Sure...um...yes...I guess...lunch it is." She chuckles nervously.
I can't help, but chuckle myself seeing her so awkward.
Luke is still checking her out. My wolf is starting to get aggravated.
She looks between us. "Ok...Well, I'm just going to...." She walks backwards, pointing to the door. Once she's taken a few steps, she turns and walks fast out of the office and shuts the door.
Luke shoots his head to me. "Dude! Are you hitting that?" He thumbs to the door.
"What? No. She's, my decorator." I go back to the papers in front of me.
"You've got to fucking kidding? She's all kinds of fucking hot and you're not getting any?" He leans forward in his chair.
"You realize your pretty much a married man, right?" I arch a brow to him.
"Married. Not dead. But you seem to be if you're not even thinking about it." He smirks.
Not looking up, I slightly smirk myself. "Never said I wasn't thinking it."
"Bastian, I'm telling you. I have a sense for this stuff. That girl, she's a rock star in the sack. I can tell." He leans back grinning.
"Ok, that's enough, really." I raise my head.
Luke stretches his arms out to the side. "What?"
"I just don't want to talk about Sam that way." I continue writing.
A shit eating grin comes across his face.
I glance up. "What?"
"You feel something, don't you?" He nods.
I cinch my brow together. "What? No."
"Yes, you do, you dog. You know. Don't you?" He wags a finger.
I sigh. "Know what?" I fold my hands on my desk.
"That you two could be......"
I shake my head. "No. No way. She's definitely not my type for that."
"Ok, man. But I'm telling you. The moment I felt it, I was right. Might want to take notice." He stands.
"Whatever. I doubt she's my fated. She won't even be here when the ball happens anyway." I stand too. Coming around the desk.
I lead him out.
He turns to me. "I'm telling you. I'll bet 100 bucks she's your fated."
I grin because I love a good bet. "You're on."
I send him off and head back to my office.
There's no way Sammy's my fated. We're nothing alike. We don't complement each other in any way. I don't see two of the most incompatible people even remotely dating, let alone be blue moon mates. It's laughable.
I head to the dining hall.
Though there are times when I feel so drawn to her. Like right now as I see her luscious long leg crossed over the other one as she waits for me.
I lick my lips as I approach the table.
I feel like I'm stalking her almost. I need to cool it down.
I slide into the chair across from her.
"Hi." She breathes. "How did the meeting go?"
I can't get over how effortlessly beautiful she is. "Oh, you know." I lean back. "Two Alphas in the same room? What could go wrong, right?' I chuckle.
"Alpha Jackson seems like a nice man." She says looking at the menu.
"Trust me. He's not as nice as you think." I scoff.
"Well, he seems like he is to me." She continues to read.
I lean on the table. "Ok. So, what do you want to eat. Anything you want."
"Anything?" She looks at me, raising a brow.
"Anything you want?" I grin.
She smiles, setting the menu down. "Ok. Angel hair pasta with pesto sauce, tomato bruschetta, roasted stuffed mushrooms, red wine and a triple scoop, chocolate fudge sundae." She stares me down.
"Done." I slap the table and call over the chef.
"No way. It's not even on the menu." Her brows go up.
"Remember. I'm the Alpha. If you want angel hair pasta, I will get you that pasta." I wink.
She rubs her chin. Looking at me.
"What?" I look at her.
"What are you doing?" She eyes me.
"Nothing. Just having lunch with my lovely decorator." I gesture to her.
She nods. "Yes, I know. Why?"
"I can't have lunch with you?" I give her an innocent look.
She sits back. "Well, considering a few weeks ago I was classless and tasteless." She smirks.
I rub my neck. "Yeah. I'm sorry about that. No. Look. I felt bad for changing the plan on you and I just wanted to, you know, make it up to you."
She tilts her head. "Well, thank you, Alpha."
I smile. "Call me, Bastian."
"Bastian." I see her cheeks turn a faint pink as smiles.
The way she says my name is like it's being sung by angels. I never thought I'd be so enthralled by a woman just saying my name.
Our food arrived and we ate. Tossed jokes back and forth. Turns out she's quite funny.
After lunch she wanted to go back to work, but I wasn't done with her yet. I needed to find out more about her. I needed to find out why she's so memorizing to me.
So, I took her to the back of the common room where a few sofas are situated around a large stone fireplace. The arched windows give a great view of the property to the forest in the back.
I sit facing her with one leg on the couch and my arm on the back of it.
She faces me with both legs tucked under holding her wine.
"So. Tell me about Sam. Who is she?" I grin, sipping my glass.
She blushes. "There's not much to tell really. I was adopted by my family at 8. Went to school became a designer."
"And when you're not designing?" I ask.
"I paint." She says.
"Paint what?" I'm curious.
"Landscapes, portraits. Whatever I feel."
"So, you're an artist? Where do you sell? What gallery?" I lean my head on my fingertips.
She giggles nervously. "Oh, I don't sell my paintings. No one's even seen them."
"I'd love to see them." I grin.
"No. I'm....not that good."
"Can you draw?" I ask.
"Um....yeah?" She looks at me with those big, doe eyes.
I smile big. "Wait here. Don't move." I get up and run to my office. I grab a pencil and pad of blank paper. I run back.
"Draw something for me." I hand her the pad with the pencil.
She shakes her head. "Bastian. Really, I can't...."
"Please." I give her pleading eyes and a toothy grin.
She sighs. She gets comfortable. "Don't move."
She studies me. Her hand works fast. She occasionally glances up and back down to the paper. Her pencil tip floats around the paper.
After a bit, I look at her. "Ok, stop." I demand.
She raises her head and stitches her brow together.
I smile. "Show me."
She smashes the pad to her chest. "No. Bastian, it's not done."
I hold my hand out. "Don't care. Hand it over."
"No." She protests.
"Sammy." I, again, extend my hand to tell her to give it to me.
Her mouth goes small and she shakes her head No.
I smirk and with almost lightning moves I stand and snatch the pad from her. I put it behind my back.
"Bastian! No!" She stands. Her cheeks flush.
I hold finger up. "Ah....You will sit with me and we will look together. Is that clear?"
"No... Bast...."
"Eh…No arguments. Don't make me pull out my Alpha." I warn.
She sighs in defeat. I guide her to sit on the couch.
She sits and I hold the pad to my chest. "Ok. Ready?"
She covers her face with her hands. "No."
I laugh. "Ok. I'm going to look."
She continued to cover her face as I look at the drawing. She's whining in embarrassment.
As I go over the partial drawing of me, I'm amazed. "Sammy. This is......" I hold the pad in my hands.
She drops her hands. "It's awful. I know...."
I chuckle. "No. Far from it. Your lines. Your shading. It's amazing. Did you go to school?" I roll my head to her.
She shook her head no. Still clearly embarrassed.
I sit back. "You have nothing to be embarrassed about. You have amazing talent. I want to see your paintings."
She turns to me. "No. I draw the line there."
"Sammy." I lower my head a bit while locking her eyes.
"No. Bastian. Forget it. My paintings are mine."
"Fine. I'll see them someday." I smirk. "But this..." I hold the pad up and tear off the picture. "Consider this one sold." I pulled out my money clip.
"No, Bastian. I can't take your money." She protests.
"Nonsense. A good artist should be paid for her art. Is 300 good?"
Her eyes went wide. "300? For a sketch?......"
I scrunch my face. "You’re right. What was I thinking?" I pull out more money. "500 and not a penny more." I grab her hand and the instant I do; I'm hit with a static tingle that fires up my arm. I dismiss it, but it feels weird.
I shake my head and slap the bills in her hand.
"Bastian...." She tries to hand it back
I push her hand away. "No. Sammy, I insist. Don't insult me."
Reluctantly, she takes the money. She turns her head to me. "You're different."
"How do you mean?' I raise a brow.
She looked me up and down. "I don't know.... just....different."
As I looked into her brown eyes, I'm starting to think that this thing I've been feeling isn't just me. I see something. I just don't know what.
SAMMY"No. Come on." I thump my head on the steering wheel of my truck.I'm in the middle of the front driveway of the pack house and it just stalled out.I heave a heavy sigh and blow a lock of hair out of my face. I pull my hair up into a ponytail.I get out and open the hood. I get up and under it, trying to find the problem."Hey! What did I say about that thing?"I back out of the engine compartment and look toward an angry Bastian stomping toward me."I know. But it's not like I did it on purpose." I scowl in frustration."What happened?" He crosses his arms.I jump down off the front bumper. "I don't know. It just stalled out." I motion to the truck.I'm really not in any mood for this because I'm freaking exhausted. Since my lunch with Bastian, I haven't slept properly because now I dream about him constantly and it's starting to get irritating.Not only that, but he's at the front of my mind everyday too. I can barely get any work done.He rolls up his sleeves. "Move." He dem
BASTIANMy wolf was already crazy this week as I've been wrapped up with that damn doctor at the prison.His incessant reports just keep coming and I have Fredericks pushing me to accommodate the fucking guy.He still bugs me to no end. I don't know why, but I feel like he's hiding something. I did a background check and everything does checkout, but before he turned 18, it was like he never existed. I can't even find his damn birth certificate.He spends all his time in the prison. Having private conversations with the Dragons here. I wish I could hear those conversations, but the good Doctor keeps his interactions under wraps.I've been keeping an eye on him closely, but if he is hiding anything, he's good at it.After wracking my brain, I felt I needed to see Sammy. I don't know why, but my wolf really likes her.Seeing her in her white business skirt and pink blouse, had me stirring inside. The pressure in my pants increased when she had her back to me and I saw the faint outline
SAMMY"Mom. It'll be fine." I say as I pack a suit case."Samantha, you can't do this. What if you have an episode?" She's following me around my room in a panic."Mom's right, Sam" Dylan’s sitting on my bed."I know she's right. That's why you're moving in with me." I look at Dylan.He straightened up. "Me. At the pack house? Are you nuts?"I scoff. "Apparently."My mom stood in front of me. "They won't understand Sam. This is a bad idea.""Dylan can watch me Ok. He knows what to do. It's fine." I push past her."Mom. This is an opportunity of a lifetime. For me. For us." I motion to Dylan. "We can't turn this down."I look at Dylan. "Eric's already on board. I signed for it. We're moving. Get packing."I demand Dylan go pack while I take my bags to the truck."I hope you know what you're doing." My mom says as she hugs me. "You call me. For anything at any time.""I will." I smile and get in the truck. "Dylan let's go!" I yell.Dylan comes out and tosses his duffle back in the box o
BASTIANAlright. I may have crossed a line at the pool. I couldn't help it. When I saw Sam in that tiny black bikini, my wolf went insane. I wanted to rip the eyeballs out of every male there.I had to shut her down before I ended up doing something even more stupid than I already did.I mean, I had no business talking to her like that. She's not mine. Though it feels like my wolf really wants her to be.I just couldn't take the unmated males on my staff eyeing up her goods. It's also the reason I made sure she got the room with the private bathroom. I had to pay the head chef double the weeks' pay to get him to move out. He wasn't happy. I'm on the hook to have a bathroom installed in his room so he doesn't quit on me.Sammy is special. I don't know how, but I need to keep her close. I feel this need that she needs to kept safe. Needs to be protected for some reason. I feel some inner connection building. I just hope I haven't pissed her off too much.She's been avoiding me all week.
SAMMY I slept for the whole day and most of the night. I woke with a growling stomach. I threw on some slippers and a robe over my pajamas. I snuck downstairs to the kitchen to try and find something. Anything to eat. I found some left over pot roast. I sat on the floor against the fridge and shoved pieces of it into my mouth. Mouthful after mouthful. I ate like I hadn't eaten in a month. "You know. The chef's going to be pissed when he finds out." With my cheek stuffed, I turn my head to the voice. Bastian comes out of the darkness. "What?" My face full of embarrassment and shock. He chuckles as he sits down on the floor and leans against a cabinet. He's wearing track pants with no shirt. His hair pulled up high on his head. "I couldn't sleep so I was doing paperwork by the fireplace. I was surprised to see this tiny woman sneaking around in the dark." I blush and offer the leftovers. He takes out a piece. "Thanks." He mumbles with a full cheek. "So, you're awake." I nod.
BASTIANI look around the large property as I wait at the front entrance of the Red Rock pack house.I don't want to be here, but for Sam, I'd crawl through hot lava to help her.I wait with my hands behind my back.The door opens. I smile. "Lucy. Is Luke here?"She crosses her arms and leans on the door. "Bastian. What brings you out of the castle on the hill?"I shake my head. "You and your brother are really the same person, I swear. Is he home?"She pushes off the frame. "Yeah, he is. Come in."She leads me into the common room. I'm always shocked at how small the pack house is considering the income for Red Rock is pretty substantial. You think they'd expand it more."Have a seat. I'll get him." She went upstairs.I'm leaning on my thighs, tapping my fingertips together as I wait. Luke comes down with Alexi and Lucy in tow."God. What now?" Luke shakes his head.I stand. "I swear. I come in peace." I throw my hands up."Bastian Cole showing up anywhere is never peaceful. What do
BASTIAN"Sammy? Please. Tell me what's going on?"I walk around to the front of her.The moonlight shines on her silky, disheveled hair. Her hands are black with the charcoal from the charcoal stick she's drawing with.As I look closer, bandage is torn and covered in blood. Her hands work overtime, drawing a picture.I crouch down and try to see her face. I'm afraid to touch her.Her eyes cast a pink glow on the floor as she growls low."Sammy. Please stop." I quietly beg her.She doesn't look up. She spins the pad around so it's right side up for me.I stare into the black of the picture. Into the red glowing eyes.She growls loud. She takes the stick and starts to draw circles around the eyes. It's fast and crazy. I almost get the feeling she's trying to tell me something.I swallow as I reach out. I grab her wrist. Instantly, I'm hit with a heat that almost makes my own skin burn.As I hold on, the heat is replaced with electric sparks. She's cooling down.She raises her head slowl
BASTIANSitting at my desk at the Unit, I seem to not be able to concentrate on anything else, but Sam.I've been avoiding the office, working from home for a few weeks now. I don't want to leave her just in case, but I have a massive amount of work I need to catch up on.I was just about to file some papers away when I got a knock on my door.It opens and two blonde Alphas walk in. I smirk. "Well, if it isn't the double mint twins." I lean back in my chair. "A little far from the recruitment center, aren't you boys?"Wes and Grey Andrews. Alpha Andrews twin boys. Beefy guys. Blondes with blue eyes. Always together. It's weird. I cringe at thought of what else they do together.Wes smirks at me. "Bastian. We thought you went AWOL.""Me? Never." I put my hands on my desk. "Just had some stuff to clean up at home."Grey folded his arms. "Yeah, we heard. You really think that fancy dance hall is going to land you the Head Alpha position?""Uh…It's a multimillion-dollar grand ballroom and
BASTIAN"There he is. The man of the hour." River smiled as he held his beer up to me.I bowed as I approached. "Thank you. Thank you."I clink my bottle to his."Congrats, man. I don't what the Unit is thinking putting your ass in charge, but I'm sure you won't burn the place down." Luke smirks."Thanks, Jackson. Coming from you, I'm sure that's a compliment." I smirk back.Jayson puts his hand on my shoulder. "This is quite the party. Looks like the whole pack's here.""Since our ball was canceled this year, it was the least I could do for my people. A Luna introduction is one of the biggest parties. I want them to love Sam as much as I do." I grin."Hey thanks for inviting us all." Wes and Grey approach our circle.I pull them in for bro hugs. "You all are as much my pack as anyone. Sam wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you guys.""Sam wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you." River pointed out. "You saved that girl's life. Who knows where she'd be right now.""Living the high life a
BASTIANMy head is still reeling from everything that's happened over the last few months.I sit at my desk at the Falcon Ridge Prison. Trying to work, but I desperately want to get home to Sam. I'm not finished celebrating my mate bond with her.I'm going through the prison reports that the now dead doctor left for me in my email. I delete them all, but I can't help but think there might be some merit to his idea. There may be some here who could use a rehabilitation program. I'll have to discuss it with the next Head Alpha.As far as it being me, I left that months ago. Sam and my pack were more important than any job promotion. When I do go for it again in the future, it'll be on my record. Not my popularity. Because I realize I was living a fantasy. A dream world I created that I only lived in. I was oblivious to the way I sounded and acted toward people.That man will never exist again. Now that I have Sam, I don't care about frivolous things. Money may buy a lot of things, but i
SAMMY"Look up." I turn my eyes up as the pack doctor shines a light in my eyes."Ok. Look at me." I look at the doctor and his light.He takes the light away. He smiles. "Well, young Luna. I really can't find anything wrong with you except your very exotic eye color."But, why? I don't understand." I ask him. He goes to his computer.He clears his throat. "The only thing we did find was this chemical in your bloodstream. It doesn't seem to be doing any harm. It's inert really. If what you told me is true, it's entirely possible that this chemical had a reaction to the blue light being reflected off the moon from the sun."I looked at him completely confused.He laughs. "The blue moon that we shifters see, is a special combination of light radiation given off by the sun in a certain position in the sky. When that light hit your body, it activated that chemical which caused a rather violent reaction. After, the chemical seems to have fused with your damaged Lycan gene. In short, it fix
BASTIAN I'm lying in the cot, healing, when my head explodes with Sam's blood curdling scream. I jolt up holding my head. "Sammy?" I try to mind link her. "Sammy!" Getting no response, I run to find River. I finally find him. He's been bitten in the side and bleeding. Jay's helping him to the medical tent. "Fuck. You, ok?" I look at the wound. He winces. "I will be." "Listen. Sam's in trouble. I have to go." I look at them both. "What? How do you know." Jay asks. "She screamed through the link. I have no time. I have to go now." I say. "I'll go with you." Jay says. We drop River off with the medics and shift. Running back to Black Rock. "Please be ok." I beg over and over. I look at the moon as I run. It's higher now. "I'm coming Sammy." I dig in and run as fast as I can. An hour later were entering the property. I shift and run for the house. "Why is it dark?" "Don't know." Jay skids to a stop. "Bastian." He points to the outside walls. I look at the wall of my house
SAMMY My fork dances around my plate. Pushing around the food that I barely touched. Wren looks at me. "Sam, eat something. You haven't eaten properly in days." "Why hasn't he called me?" I drop my fork and slump back in my chair. "I sent a message two days ago." "I don't know, maybe because he's preparing for war? Come on, Sam. He'll be ok. He's trained for years. He's fought over a dozen major missions and hundreds of minor ones. Bastian knows what he's doing." She puts some food in her mouth. "I know. It's just.... the more he's away the more it hurts. I know he's coming back, but my chest feels like it's in a vice. I feel like I'm going to be sick." I whine. Wren smiles. "You're in love. You miss him." I lean on the table. "I do, but this feels a hundred times worse for some reason. I'm not a clingy person, but I need him here now or I'll lose my mind." She looks at me funny. "What?" I ask. "Sam what do know about the Blue Moon?" She leans on the table to me. "Nothing. J
SAMMYI pace the floor. I'm sick with worry. I'm supposed to be concentrating on other things, but not seeing Bastian for the last three days, has my stomach twisted in knots."Sammy, please. We need to continue."I glance at Wren. Bastian sent her to me two days ago to see if she can assess my wolf. Plus, she's a trained fighter so she's like my personal bodyguard right now."Wren, I can't train. It's been so long. I need to know what's going on." I shake my hand as I pace.She walks over and stops me. Her big, blue eyes stare at me. "I get that you're scared. But, Sam, Bastian wanted you to train. You should train. Ok? Come on." She waves me into the middle of the training room."Now, relax." She shakes herself out.I copy her. I blow out a breath.She puts up a finger. "Remember. Call the wind, but don't shift. Ok? Concentrate."I close my eyes and call the wind. It blows a little gust then dies. I flop my arms at my side. "I can't do it.""Sammy, you can do this. Just try." Wren s
SAMMYI hit the floor with a thud. My face throbs. My head pounds."I told you. You can't win, child. I'm too strong." The beast cackles.I pick myself up. Wiping the blood from my mouth. I'm tired, but I'm not giving up."You won't get control. Not again." I spit blood on the floor."Look at yourself." The beast walks around me. "Pathetic! Weak! Not one ounce of strength in you. You're too much of a coward to take what's yours. That's why I exist. Someone has to take the path destined for us. That will be me." She lands another punch to my head, sending me flying across the void, bouncing off a wall and crashing to the floor."I'll fight you." I struggle as I get to my hands and knees. "I'll kill you." I fight the white-hot pain in my head."Child, you couldn't harm a fly and the way I see it, you're as good as dead now." She walks over and delivers a kick to my chest.I roll on the floor, whining holding my ribs."I can't believe the creator chose to pair me with the garbage that la
BASTIANGardenias. God, I love waking up to that smell.I'm lying on my stomach with my arms tucked under my pillow. I crack an eyelid. I blink to adjust to the morning light.I stretch a bit to wake up and instantly I hear, "Don't move a muscle."My eye search for the angel that said those words.I smirk. "What are you doing?"Sam has pulled a chair close to the bed. She's curled up in it, wearing my shirt loosely, with a sketchpad and pencil."I'm drawing." She smiles."I see that. Why can't I move?" I ask."Because you'll ruin it." She glances at me.I watch the end of her pencil twirl as the tip glides over the pad. "You're drawing me while I sleep?""Yes." She barely makes eye contact."Why?" I question."It's what muses are for. So, we can draw you while you sleep." She smirks."I'm your muse?"She nods, biting her lower lip."We'll that's a first." I chuckle."Don't move." She scolds. "It's a first for me too. I've never had anyone I've been so inspired to create before. When I
SAMMY "I need a hot shower and a 10-ounce steak." Bastian says, after we enter the pack house. I giggle as he leans on me, holding his broken arm to his chest. "What you need, Alpha..." I stop and remove his arm. "...is to get that arm set." He looks down. "I guess that's a good idea." He rubs the back of his head, smiling. Anton and Nigel walk in behind us. "I'll call the pack house doctor." Nigel claps his back. I smile and turn to go upstairs. He reaches out and pulls me to him. "Where do you think you're going?" He smirks I look over my shoulder. "My room?" He shakes his head. "I don't think so." He places his forehead to mine. Threading his fingers into my hair. "You're not leaving my sight ever again." "Oh? Why's that?" I smile. "You, my beautiful angel, are never leaving my side." He kisses me. "At this point, I may never allow you to leave my bed." "Am I a prisoner, Alpha?" I smirk. He shakes his head on my forehead. "No, but no one will ever take you from me agai