Elena.
He smelled like coffee, mixed with cinnamon. Ash. The woods outside. Oud. I froze in place, partly because I could easily die here, but mostly because I had left the kids alone. I was such a terrible nanny. "I won't ask you again, so you better answer fast," He spoke like a cat, soft, slow, and purring each word. "Who the fuck are you? And what the fuck are you doing in this particular room in this estate." My fingers dug into the hand that was draped across my body, my head grew a bit fuzzy and it seemed like I couldn't think of who I was anymore. He held unto my neck, a little too tightly for my liking. At the point of the attack, I had not even registered the fact that he had a literal knife tip pointed at my back. He could kill me if he so desired. "I am Elena, I am the nanny for Jaden Halloway," The chuckle was not what I expected as the response. The chuckle and digging the knife a bit harder, almost enough to break skin. "Who are you? Sebastian hired a nanny? Do you really want me to believe that shit?" I tried nodding. Anything to let this man let go of me. I tried blinking the tears that had gathered out of my eyes multiple times. I wasn't much of a fighter. I knew nothing of the basic martial arts, I wasn't the type that won fights, and I did little to no work out. The only thing I could hope for right now was a....... And then the door swung open to reveal Ari, who looked less than delighted to see me here. She placed her hand on her hips and surveyed the situation like it wasn't worth her time. "I told you to wait for me, and the next moment, you're trying to kill the help," The sneer on her lips seemed to have become a permanent fixture at this point, "Do you want Mr Halloway to kill you? He personally selected this one." And just like that I could breathe again, and no sharp object was being placed directly on my skin, ready to plunge into it if I moved in the wrong direction. My legs worked faster than my brain in comprehending the situation, taking me to the other end of the room. Before I would be held again. "Who is that?" I asked Ari, "Why are men in this house?" I huffed out a laugh, but it sounded like a sob. I wasn't really crying because of this situation now, was I? Ari didn't answer me, though. Neither did he. They pretended like I had left the room, the dude sat at one end of the room, his knife shone underneath the light in the room as he used it to pick out the dirt embedded in his fingernails. Ari stared at me like I was some sort of cockroach beneath her shoes. I fled away from the room. As fast as I could, to where Charlotte and Jaden was. Just to see them with another guy in the room. Dark curls settled over his face. His smile seemed like something he hid from other people. He showed Jaden some sort of game on his phone that had the young master doubling over in laughter. I could see Charlotte standing at the side, her arms wrapped around her. She was good at making friends, but she had never been one who knew what to do when she was around adults. "Charlotte," I gasped, wrapping my arms around her the moment I was close enough. When it seemed like he had bonded with Jaden enough, the dude stood up from his little place on the couch. His eyes felt like they had lived a thousand life times. He wasn't the overmuscly kind of guy, and neither was he slim. Finally, I understood why it felt like I knew him before. "You left my son unattended to," He said, "You're paid to watch my son, and you left him unattended to. Anything could have happened to me." Those dark eyes stared at me from multiple magazines. Those curls I used to pray to run my fingers through. "He was playing with my daughter, and I just stepped out for a few seconds. I didn't mean to be long...." My throat grew tight, my eyes watered even more. I had no idea why his presence intimidated me even further. He scoffed, "That is hardly ideal. I don't care if he was with the richest man in the world or even a baby. I care about the fact that you left my son, a boy you are supposed to attend to all the damn time alone," He took another step towards me, "I don't pay you to neglect my son." My head hung low. Due to shame, due to the circumstances surrounding this, due to what happened before. His words made me feel so stupid. Ari and the dude from earlier chose that moment to walk into the room. They looked like they had listened to the conversation from outside the doors by placing their ears directly on the door. "So she is the nanny...." The dude placed emphasis on the word 'nanny', "Caught her snooping around my sister's room, thought she was some sort of theif until Ari showed up to rescue her." If he looked mad at her before, he looked downright murderous now. Charlotte clung to me even tighter, burying her face in between my legs to hide herself from what was happening right now. "You breached some rules today, Miss Blythe," His strong jaw ticked as he said that. I had read the rule book Ari had placed on my hand when I first arrived, cover to cover, afraid not to break any rule. I was not allowed to break any of the rules, no matter the circumstances. The man in front of me couldn't possibly be the same one I met at the playground that particular day. He might have had the same features, the same build, but that couldn't be him. He was meaner now. Colder. Seemed more ruthless. I straightened myself a bit more, "I am sorry. It won't happen again." He turned to Ari, "Take her and her daughter to the room at the end of this wing. My son shall join them soon...." His piercing gaze seemed to see my soul at this point, "This is your first strike. Breach a rule again, and you're done for." Without another word, he walked away from the room with the other dude hot on his heels and Jaden by his side. If looks could kill, then the unwavering glare Ari sent to my direction would have no doubt sent me to my grave. "It'll be okay, Charlotte." **** Charlotte fell asleep an hour later, her eyes tired from all the times she spent staring at the door, waiting patiently for Jaden to come back. I searched around the room for an exit. Anything to leave this prison I had gotten myself into because I needed money. Chewing on my lip, I glanced at the only object that brought a bit of warmth to the room. A painting of a little baby, a boy by the looks of it, wrapped in a blue coat. A dainty little figure held him to herself. Sebastian Halloway. Who would have thought. The man everyone wanted to be. Rumoured to be one of the richest men on the planet. Every man wanted to be him. I never knew he had a son. He could kill me if he wanted to. Bury my body in the woods outside the estate, and no one would be more the wiser. Perhaps the government would notice when I stop paying my taxes. He could take Charlotte away from me. As long as I was in one of the houses of one of the most dangerous men, then I was a target that anything could happen to. The doorknob rattled, followed by a tiny knock, which made me jump away from the painting immediately. And then someone opened the door, and Jaden appeared, dressed in his latest pyjamas while he carried the doll Charlotte loved to play with. He looked worn out. "Mr Halloway," I called out to the man at the door who watched Jaden walk to me without a smile on his face, "Mr Halloway, hello." "I hope you can take care of him in a much better way now, Miss Blythe," He glanced at his watch. "I would," The tiny smile on my face wavered between a frown and straight lips, "I hope with time you would be able to trust me again." "I never trusted you before. Ari thought you were the perfect person for the job, and I just had to verify." That stung. Way more than I thought it would." "Alright," I hesitated, threading my fingers together in front of me, "Yeah, that makes much more sense," I admitted, my eyes wavered away from his face because I was afraid he might fire me on the spot if I stared at his eyes. He said nothing after, just turned away and walked out of the room. The familiar click of someone locking the door from outside jolted me out of my thoughts. I was a prisoner in the Halloway mansion. That was the exact reason why no one knew much about him, he kept everyone who knew as prisoners.Elena.He followed the track of my fingers before he pulled his eyes to meet mine."How is Jaden like? I hope he isn't any trouble?"I almost snapped the end of my finger off with the knife I was currently using to cut the spring onions for the omelette. One whole week, he made me stay in a room with the kids, hidden from the rest of the house and the world, because I dared to check out a room while he had visitors at the estate."No," I said simply. Quietly. I did not want to seem like someone who was rude to their employer."Right."I knew he wasn't dumb. Not by a long shot. Those pictures and videos of him I saw on YouTube and tiktok were enough evidence to know he wasn't socially awkward as well.He was just rude.I found it sad that he had to keep all this a secret. He kept Jaden hidden from the world like they would snatch him away if they ever found out about him, and he had to go through such lengths to get someone who needed money desperately as his nanny."Though I reckon he
Elena.Sebastián's wing, at the other end of the property, was empty. There was nothing hanging on the walls. There was nothing next to it. His office wasn't much better, just a stupid brown desk and some chairs next to it.He felt like he had no personality at all.Well, he was a jerk, so I assumed it was some kind of personality.The children were still in the other wing, safe behind doors that were closed. I had no idea if Ryan was still on the property and if he would make a move against Charlotte or Jaden just to spite me.Luck wasn't something that was always on my side, but finding the office door open seemed to be the only good thing that had happened to me since I arrived at the farm.qSebastian's personality seemed to be reflected in his office. The room had been painted a rich, deep coffee brown to match the mahogany desk in the centre of the room. There was a plush sofa next to it filled with pillows of different sizes.Did Sebastian sleep in his office? Different pens an
Elena.Someone left fries, burgers, and drinks from a fast food place on the kitchen counter. Enough to feed ten people. "Burgers," Charlotte squealed in delight. The little girl had been forced to eat healthy or eat my greasy fried eggs that were beginning to lose their appeal.Jaden, on the other hand, approached the counter with much more refrain. His little eyes searched around the room for something. Or someone.A piece of white paper peaked from behind one of the cartons of fries. I scowled as I read the contents.'Ryan can be a handful sometimes. I know you miss the outdoors and freedom. Love, Ari'It came with a signature, too. If this was truly from Ari, then I guessed it was safe to eat. I had not seen any of the other known inhabitants of this estate since yesterday.Helping Charlotte and Jaden with what I was sure they would be able to finish allowed my mind to be focused on one thing. Not what it desperately wanted to think about. Sebastian Halloway. Billionaire. In the
Elena."Fuck this," I muttered to myself as I watched Jaden and Charlotte taking lessons from the barely there teenager, who Sebastian forbade from giving me any information about himself. The shiny glint of glass beckoned me as picked up the extra wine glass. Just in case I was interested in having a drink with him."I don't like this," I thought, watching Jaden speak to his tutor. I had developed some mouth-reading skills that were amateur at best. I watched him drop the book the tutor had given to him on the table.He crossed his arms together, his childlike lips pursed in a stubborn pout. Charlotte, on the other hand, picked up the book and placed it gently on the table.She had become even more careful after the accident yesterday. I didn't even look around for anyone watching, quickly unscrewed the cap of the bottle of vodka, and chugged down the nasty thing. The liquid burned as it raced down my throat, and I forced down the cough so I could bear it.I needed this if I was
Elena.If I was being honest, I was about to play a dangerous game.One that could possibly get me punished. Or worse, get kicked out of the estate with not even my dignity. "Is he okay?," I heard Ari ask someone. Ryan? Possibly one of the numerous men that guarded the estate and kept to themselves."I saw a trail of blood when he dragged himself into his room.""What the fuck happened?" This wasn't a voice I recognised. The person's voice sounded a bit faded, like he kept a respectable distance away from Ari.Ryan's voice was next. "He refused to tell me, tell anyone what he does when he disappears for days. I had to give him fluid. He was both in shock and drugged out of his mind."I leaned in closer, my ears almost touching the cold wall. The voices had been muffled, but I was able to make out the tone of urgency from Ari's voice, while Ryan's was mixed with confusion and frustration.He seemed like the kind of person who tended to become angry when they had no idea what was going
Sebastian.I tried to remain anonymous for the time being. When people found out the leader of a certain group was twenty and inexperienced, in their thwarted opinion, they considered the person a dummy.I clenched my fist so tightly my knuckles turned white as I stood outside the door to their family home. My palms were clenched into fists at my side.I knew the Walters like the back of my hands. They were probably already seated together, hands clamped together while they watched me fidget on their home monitor. Maybe the mom, the bastard of a woman, was trying her best to convince her daughter what a great match this certainly was going to be.I had always hated the idea of arranged marriages, and now one was being forced on me against my will, just so I could keep my group.I wondered what else they would use to convince her. Giving that they didn't want her to know what was actually going on in our world.I took a deep breath to steady myself before I knocked on the door. Once. T
Elena.Something smelled delicious, like a bundle of cinnamon roll, spice, and heat. I wanted to wrap it around me like a blanket.I snuggled closer to the source, enjoying the strong, solid warmth beneath my cheek. If I could stay on that bed forever, I would, but I had promised to help Jaden learn finger painting today.I had to allow myself to have one more moment of coziness - had my bed been so wonderful and big, without any other human attached to my arms - before I opened my eyes and yawned. My room looked different. Weird. My bed was closer to the window for some reason. There were no pictures of Charlotte and I on the nightstand, no vase of roses by its side. And certainly no Charlotte and a silly Jaden with legs sprawled everywhere, on my bed.My eyes searched around the room until it landed onto the broad expanse of bare, tan skin by my side, and my stomach dropped. Familiar blue eyes stared back at me, with no hint of the concern I had seen last night.He flicked his gaze
Elena.He was unaware that I held the necklace with the J on it. Sebastian and Ari entered the room at the same time. The former cut a sleek, powerful figure in his all black outfit- black pants, black shoes, black boots, and black shirt. A sharp contrast with his tan complexion. My fingers tightened around the necklace. The sharp pain I got from the J pendant digging into my skin helped calm my racing heart.Sebastian and I didn't greet each other. Not even a word, a slight nod of acknowledgement. "Hey Ari," I said quietly. I willed myself to become even smaller to avoid whatever punishment Sebastian had in store for me.She kept her gaze on Sebastian instead, ignoring me like I was some sort of cockroach beneath her boots. Just when I thought I knew her, she gave me another slide of her personality.Horrid, beautiful, graceful.The air hummed with silence as I watched Sebastian get rid of the gloves and boots. It wasn't something that was overly sexual but I found myself giving h
Elena.Two weeks later.The day I decided to end the marriage contract with Sebastian, the sky was an endless stretch of grey.The kind of grey that blankets the world in a dull, heavy silence, making everything feel colder, more distant. I found it fitting, really. I was about to make the hardest decision I had ever made. The world should feel as bleak as I did inside.We sat across from each other at the kitchen table. The kids were in the other room,playing with their toys and whatnot.We both stared at the divorce papers in front of us, Sebastian’s face as unreadable as ever.He hadn't said much when I told him what I wanted. No anger, no argument. Just an unsettling calm that made me wonder if that was what he wanted."I think this is the best thing for all of us." I said quietly, breaking the silence that threatened to envelope us. "After everything that happened. The lies. I need to focus on gibing those kids their own lives. And you need to take care of your demons."He looke
Elena.The weight of everything that had happened pressed down on me as we were escorted out of that hellish place.The men were all around, their voices distant as they checked around the area, and talked to each other.But all my focus was on the two little hands gripping mine tightly - Charlotte on one end and Jaden on the other.Sebastian was by my side as well, his face distant but resolute as we made it outside.There were paramedics around, checking us over. Their gentle hands tended to the cuts and bruises we had.But no matter how many times I told them I was okay, I knew I wasn't. I kept glancing at Charlotte and Jaden, reassuring myself that they were here, that they were safe. But each time I looked at them, I couldn’t help but remember Ryan’s cold, calculating voice, his cruel smile as he threatened the children. It haunted me, replaying in my mind over and over again.I had no idea how I was going to tell Charlotte that her father was dead yet, and that was the reason
ElenaThe cold floor bit into my skin, the damp air thick with the scent of mildew and....urine. Thud. Thud. Thud.My heart pounded in my chest, a frantic rhythm that drowned out the echos of Charlotte whimpers."Mommy." Charlotte's voice was barely a whisper as she unwrapped her arms around me and moved to my side.Jaden was on the floor. Passed out cold from the looks of it.The terror in my eyes mirrored that in Charlotte's. They must have brought him in when we fell asleep.I held unto him.I had to be strong for them.But how was the possible when every breath felt like it could be my last.Footsteps echoed along the hallway, signifying the presence of a couple of people. The door creaked open, and I felt my heart stop.Ryan stepped into the cell, his face twisted into a mask of cold, calculating fury. Behind him, Sebastian’s limp form was dragged in by one of Ryan's men.Blood matted his hair and clothes, and I had to bite back a scream."It's only fitting that I kill the whole
"Elena. Get up. Now."I woke up to the harsh whisper slicing through the silence.Disoriented, I wasn't surprised to find myself alone on the bed, the remnants of last night's comfort dissipated like smoke.What was happening?"Sebastian?" I called out softly, sitting up and rubbing my eyes. My heart pounded so loudly I was sure he could hear it.Something was wrong.He was at my side in a flash, his hand gripping mine tightly.For the past eight months, I had worked with and even married him and I had never seen the expression he wore on his face."Get dressed quickly." Sebastian commanded, his voice low but firm. "We need to leave. Now."Panic clawed up my throat. "What's going on?"Sebastian's jaw clenched. "I have no idea what kind of deals you held with Ryan and Elliot but Ryan has gone rogue. He's going to kill you the way he...."A pang pierced my heart at the realisation.Scrambling to my feet, I could feel my heart racing as I yanked on my clothes. "Charlotte, Jaden...""She'
Elena."Hey."I had my arms wrapped around myself, unshed tears glistened in my eyes. "I'm sorry you had to see me like this, but... I didn't want... Charlotte..."My lips trembled in an effort to keep the wobbly smile I had on."Fuck whatever happened." He was by my side in an instant, his eyes scanning my exposed body for any sign of injury. "What happened now? Did Ryan..."His words hung in the air. I could see the way he struggled with himself mentally."It's Charlotte father." I swallowed hard. "My first husband, James Miller. The hospital called and said he was admitted after a car accident. He's..he's..." I choked on a sob I didn't want to slip out.I guess I didn't need to finish my sentence before he understood what I was trying to say. But I didn't expect sympathy from him - his wife crying over her first husband - or anyone in this estate. I expected rage."Come here, sweet girl." The rough crack in his voice was unexpected.He opened his arms, and I didn't hesitate to ste
Elena."My old man's name is Adrian Romanov too. He wants to meet you, and only you."Adrian Romanov's words played a loop in my head like a broken record. Two days after we met and I was yet to find the pause button.Even now, as I watched the kids play, I sensed the torment from Ryan when he couldn't come close to me since Sebastian stayed home and by my side a lot.I also sensed something else from Sebastian. An hostility I never knew he had until now towards Ryan.We'd returned after his conversation with the Russian lord, my heart a vigorous drum in my chest, my blood vibrating in my veins. It was like he had something important he wanted to ask, yet kept himself at a distance. "Does he plan to hurt you too?"Yes.Ryan would stop at nothing to hurt me or the kids if it meant he would have a chance to get some time with his precious James. But I needed his help with Elliot.I'd always been the good girl. The one who loved her parents and hoped for a healthy marriage like theirs w
Sebastian.If Elena was to be described with one word, it was stubborn.The novelty of being our little argument at the estate faded quick when she insisted on coming with me to wherever I was going to.The way we had left things moments ago gnawed at me, and it was quite possible I would go insane if nothing was done about it.I gave in.I was happy that I finally got an audience with Adrian Romanov, but all I could think about was Elena.I stared at her as we walked through the door of the apartment complex where we were supposed to meet. She wore a simple black gown that flared out at the waist side and ended at her knees, but she glowed in a way that made it impossible to look away.I traced her features with my eyes, soaking in the curve of her lips and the way her features came together to birth a beautiful being. When she gave me a little smile to show her support, my heart dipped.Where people smiled with just their mouth, Elena smiled with her eyes. The way the corner of her
Elena.I had no idea how on earth I was supposed to follow a man who was using a car to get to his destination, with a group of people tailing him already.But I knew I had to do it. Even if it was the last thing I did.**Sebastian's face had leached of colour. "That was days ago." He said, his voice low. "People tell their kids stuff all the time. Just to get them off their back.""Did yours? Because until you needed me for some sort of deal, I wasn't more than a nanny to your son to you."He flinched. "Look. I shouldn't have said what I said, but I'm very protective of... Jaden, he's my son, especially after what happened to Rachel. You know, as well as I do, how a child would feel if something happened to someone else he cared about.""So what would happen years after you're done with me?" I couldn't change the sting from the memory. "Once I can be disposed.""You would never be disposed." He raked his hands through his hair, successfully destroying the sleek back look. He was cl
Elena.No one actually thinks they are a bad person.I was playing the game for the long run."There are two options. Get me in on your husband's business and everything it entails, or provide the money and diamond you and James stole from the office."A tough call.I could never be able to provide those.In my defence, I had a good reason for shooting James and inadvertently causing the destruction that followed. I had good reasons for staying away from my dad and Evangeline.When I made attempts for them to end James's life quietly, they had refused.Blackmailing me shouldn't be an option in their lives.The blackmail wasn't something I could tell Sebastian, not when I made a deal with Ryan already.I should have told Sebastian from the beginning. He would have handled the situation in a way that I never could, with poise and dignity. Then again, if I had done that, Elliot wouldn't be able to care for James anymore.I adjusted the tablet in my hand. Between learning how to use devic