The next day I woke up early to prepare everything for Zeenat Akka.
Tariq was also home to help me with the preparation, so i had that blessed moment of opening my eyes to see his face early morning.I looked at his peaceful sleeping face, and couldn't stop myself.
I brought my face closer to his and lightly kissed his cheek.His eyes fluttered open and before I could move away, he realised I was closer to him more than his liking so on the fastest reflex he pushed me sitting himself up.I banged my head on the bed post while he shouted,"what the hell were you doing?"I muttered an apology while he still shouted,"Why don't you understand the meaning that I don't like you! I fucking hate your face..why can't you just wait for four more months? Why can't you control your hormones? Just control it for four months and then we will be separated.""Separated?" I asked, my voice a whisper.
He nodded and said,"i have already filed for divorce but they can't approve until only after six months of marriage.""Why did you file the divorce?"I asked. "Because I hate you, I hate seeing your face everyday, it reminds me of the mistake I did by listening to my parents and Zeenat's request.""Zeenat Akka's request?" I questioned.
He nodded and said,"anyway i am sorry that you liked me or something but just so you know, we will never be able to be more closer than what we are right now,"he then stood up heading towards the bathroom when I spoke," i dont like you either."He turned around asking,"sorry what?"
"I said I don't like you.""Then what was that you did ten minutes before?""Unlike you i accepted my fate, well you were not the only one forced, I too had a boyfriend, it's just after our engagement I accepted you as my fate, as my life partner, but since you are telling you already filed a divorce so I will now not try to be closer to you as I now know you are no-longer my forever."He bit his lip and nodded while heading towards the washroom.
Now it's clear, both of us were forced and since he has filed divorce so there is no use being friendly, acting all wifey with him.I headed towards the guest room with my clothes to freshen up.
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The door bell rung as i rushed towards it, with the excitement of seeing my sis after so long.
Just as i opened the door I was engulfed into a warm big bear hug and smothered with kisses."I missed you Akka," i stated."Oh I missed you too munchkin," Zeenat Akka replied.I welcomed her in and made her sit on the sofa.
I then rushed towards to bring Zeenat Akka her fave tea."Here Akka! Have this tea, your favourite green iced tea," i said as i served her, she smiled taking the cup.Sitting beside her, I spoke "now guess what's for lunch?"
She squinted her brows answering,"pizzas?"I denied and Tariq spoke,"come on Zee how can you forget your fave food?"Zeenat Akka asked still unsure, "which one?"Tariq rolled his eyes which made him look cuter and spoke,"Hydrabadi biryani!""Oh!" Zeenat Akka just whispered."Oh?" Tariq and I both asked at the same time.
"Yeah things change with time," she said looking at both of us.I smiled saying, "its fine now tell me which is your fave food i will make that.""Then what will happen to the Hydrabadi biryani?" She asked."I will eat that one," spoke Tariq."You don't like the combination of cashewnuts with rice,"Zeenat Akka told Tariq.
I looked at Tariq to see his reaction and saw that he smiled hesitantly and muttered,"just like you said things change with time Zee."looking at me he spoke, "i have got an errand to do will come home before lunch."I nodded and then he left."Akka,you might be tired let me show you your room, while i prepare lunch for you, but you didn't tell me what you would have for lunch."
She held my hands, stopping me from moving further.
"Is everything alright between you and Tariq?" She asked.I bit my lip and stretched up a smile answering,"yeah why do you ask?"She shook her head denying and said,"nothing."What's wrong with Akka? Why is she acting all weird?
Does she doubt my relationship with Tariq?I will have to speak with Tariq."You don't have worry about cooking, it's fine I will eat Hydrabadi biryani, afterall you cooked with so much love." Zeenat Akka spoke.
She then continued,"infact why don't you cook something Tariq likes?"I dont know what he likes.
I nodded,"yeah I will do that."I then left her to rest while i stumbled back to my room, dialling his number i waited for him pick it up.I was feeling nervous speaking to him, never have i ever done that with him.He picked after three rings asking,"Hello who's this?"
I gulped and answered,"its me, umm...i called to ask you something.""Yeah so ask fast am busy."I nodded realising much later that he can't see my action so i spoke,"what's your favourite food?""What? Why do you want to know?""Akka suggested that I should cook something you like.""I thought I made it clear that i will eat Hydrabadi biryani," saying that he disconnected the call.
I took a sharp breath in as a tear rolled down my cheek, if it was not for my mom's sake, I would have not married him.I didn't had any boy-friend, I just lied to Tariq cause there is no use trying to love him while there is already separation waiting.What should I cook now? I don't know any of Tariq's favourite food."Why don't you make pasta?"Came Zeenat Akka's voice.
"Huh?" I asked."Pasta is his fave," Akka answered."Is it? I.. i mean ofcourse i know,oh! Nowadays am becoming forgetful and am just twenty one," i kept on muttering. Akka smiled and I spoke,"plus you are suppose to rest what are you doing here, go to your room now Akka."Pushing her till her room, i then headed to the kitchen to prepare Tariq's fave food pasta.I just hope he likes it.
I had just finished cooking when the door bell rang.I rushed to open the door, removing the apron while at the same time adjusting my hair.I smiled at Tariq and as always he didn't smiled back.I reduced my smile and looked at him, his lips formed into a smile but not at me, I turned to see Akka standing behind me.I smiled at her as she spoke, "Tariq we were just waiting for you,come on lunch is ready."Zeenat Akka headed to the dining room while i stopped Tariq on the door-steps."Akka doubts our relationship," i said."Huh?"He asked."We need to act like real couples infront of her."I suggested.He passed his hand through his hair and said,"she knows... she knows about our divorce.""What? How?""She is the one who helped me filed the divorce," he muttered."No it can't be, why would she do that?""Munchkin! Tariq! Where are you guys?! Am waiting," Came Akka's voice fr
"An Amusement Park?" I exclaimed.Tariq stood beside me and said,"you always wanted to visit one yeah?"I looked at him confusion written on my face.How did he know?He looked at the park with hands inside the front pockets of his jeans."Isn't this for kids?" We both turned to look at Akka.My smile fades a little.Kids?Tariq then spoke,"well the child in you never dies, it's not the age that makes you grow old, it's the fun you let go off that makes you grow old."He then held my hand and then turned to face Akka,"Zee? You coming?"She rolled her eyes saying,"do I have a choice?"My first time to ever visit an Amusement Park, something I always dreamt of."So which one should we try first?" Asked Tariq looking at me."Umm..I. I dont know, which one is more fun?" I asked.He smiled saying,"i just hope you don't throw up on me."
I had prepared tilapia fish, with mash potatoes and vegetables gravy to accompany it.I then called Akka and Tariq for dinner.We were now seated, I couldn't really eat after knowing that I won't have all this after four months...it's not that I am happy here, but atleast I call this my home, but after the divorce am sure my mum won't allow me back home.Cause I would be disgrace for her."Zeren?" Tariq called out.I looked at him," yeah?""It's just you were zoned out... Anyway you need anything?" He asked.Why is he trying to be nice?I denied shaking my head as no.He nodded continuing eating.*****I was now in my room, and since Akka was still staying with us, Tariq had to sleep with me in the same room.He came out of the bathroom, his six packs on show.With droplets of water sliding down his bare chest.His jeans hung low.I averted my gaze and asked," do you want me to go and sl
The breakfast went as usual only with the addition of Akka.Tariq was quiet as usual.Akka tried to light up a conversation but none of us paid attention.I bet she knew by now that something had happened between Tariq n I.I always considered her my elder sister, my godmother, my everything and would have never thought that she would want bad for me.I agree, with Tariq I wasn't that happy the way a wife is with her husband.Like we had not even consummated our wedding, I had all the happiness except for the physical one.But she didn't knew that , then why would she want Tariq to leave me?Tariq , Akka and I were now in the living room.We had decided to be indoors today since it was raining.We opted for playing board games.We were playing cards.Akka knew the rules, since I never played any before, so I was skeptical if I would be able to but Tariq explained and I wanted to give it a try."So Zee will
During lunch, Akka announced that she will be leaving tomorrow cause she had work to attend.Tonight am going to ask Tariq if he knew the reason why Akka suggested the divorce.But I hope it isn't the reason that will hurt me.Ofcourse it will hurt me a little whatever the reason would be.But hoping is what makes the world goes round.***By the afternoon the sun, had come out from it's hiding place and it was sunny again.So we decided to go to the beach.Atleast here I couldn't embarrass myself more cause I had been to the beach before.I still remember the day when I first came, even though now those memories are a little blur and i wish I could keep those memories in a photograph.I was five maybe, it was my birthday but I was crying cause mum had denied to make a cake for me.She said it would cost them alot, the electricity bill, the ingredients.She would always make for Akka but never for me.That ti
I was now in my room, ready to sleep.Tariq was already on the bed, asleep.I switched off the light and slept on my side when he spoke," good night."Upon knowing he was awake, I turned facing his back and spoke," I thought you were sleeping."He turned around smiling, now facing me."What do you want to ask?" He asked.I rolled my eyes, "nothing."Even though it was dark,but the moon light was enough to see his smiling face," I have known you better Zeren in these past few days."I smiled," and you are right.""So?" He said for me to continue."So.. umm.. the reason for the divorce?"I stuttered asking that.I was nervous.What if he lashes out on me?What if he tells something I didn't wanted to hear?He sighed taking deep breath and spoke," before our marriage, Zee and I used to date.""D..date? As in?" I asked unsure of what I heard.He nodded facing the ceiling."We were a couple bu
His voice was seductively sexy, making me feel tingles in whole of my body.I was now straddling him, feeling his member poking me.We were very close, our lips almost touching when a cough was heard....twice today.I looked at Akka standing with her bags, looking anywhere but us.I was about to stand up but Tariq held me down"Stay... for a... while." His breath hitched a little.He then pointed with his eyes towards his member.I smiled taking the throw pillow, putting on his chest," I can't stay for long, use this to cover." I whispered.He pressed his hands on my butt, making me squirm with his touch, removing his hands I stood up and asked," Akka would you love to eat Pani Puri?"Akka smiled nodding as she sat on the sofa, a little away from Tariq.I headed towards the kitchen to bring the Pani Puri.***I was now heading towards the living room, with the tray of Pani Puri, when my steps flattered after w
Two weeks had passed, everything was going well.Tariq started spending more time at home.I now see his face every morning, lunch and at night as well.Even though we had started improving our relationship, but not physically as couples.These two and a half month of our marriage, we never received phones from Tariq's family.I don't know if Tariq ever received them before but I never did.So a call from them on my phone was unexpected.I had just finished mopping the kitchen floor, when my cell phone rang.Trying to swipe the answer button with wet hands, I then kept it on speaker and spoke," hello?"Honestly at first I didn't know whose number it was.Cause I didn't had anyone's number.Our marriage was arranged indeed, and it was also all of a sudden marriage.Like one day Tariq's parents came to see me and the next day it was my nikkah.I did knew Tariq as Akka's friend from college but other than that I
Two weeks had passed, everything was going well.Tariq started spending more time at home.I now see his face every morning, lunch and at night as well.Even though we had started improving our relationship, but not physically as couples.These two and a half month of our marriage, we never received phones from Tariq's family.I don't know if Tariq ever received them before but I never did.So a call from them on my phone was unexpected.I had just finished mopping the kitchen floor, when my cell phone rang.Trying to swipe the answer button with wet hands, I then kept it on speaker and spoke," hello?"Honestly at first I didn't know whose number it was.Cause I didn't had anyone's number.Our marriage was arranged indeed, and it was also all of a sudden marriage.Like one day Tariq's parents came to see me and the next day it was my nikkah.I did knew Tariq as Akka's friend from college but other than that I
His voice was seductively sexy, making me feel tingles in whole of my body.I was now straddling him, feeling his member poking me.We were very close, our lips almost touching when a cough was heard....twice today.I looked at Akka standing with her bags, looking anywhere but us.I was about to stand up but Tariq held me down"Stay... for a... while." His breath hitched a little.He then pointed with his eyes towards his member.I smiled taking the throw pillow, putting on his chest," I can't stay for long, use this to cover." I whispered.He pressed his hands on my butt, making me squirm with his touch, removing his hands I stood up and asked," Akka would you love to eat Pani Puri?"Akka smiled nodding as she sat on the sofa, a little away from Tariq.I headed towards the kitchen to bring the Pani Puri.***I was now heading towards the living room, with the tray of Pani Puri, when my steps flattered after w
I was now in my room, ready to sleep.Tariq was already on the bed, asleep.I switched off the light and slept on my side when he spoke," good night."Upon knowing he was awake, I turned facing his back and spoke," I thought you were sleeping."He turned around smiling, now facing me."What do you want to ask?" He asked.I rolled my eyes, "nothing."Even though it was dark,but the moon light was enough to see his smiling face," I have known you better Zeren in these past few days."I smiled," and you are right.""So?" He said for me to continue."So.. umm.. the reason for the divorce?"I stuttered asking that.I was nervous.What if he lashes out on me?What if he tells something I didn't wanted to hear?He sighed taking deep breath and spoke," before our marriage, Zee and I used to date.""D..date? As in?" I asked unsure of what I heard.He nodded facing the ceiling."We were a couple bu
During lunch, Akka announced that she will be leaving tomorrow cause she had work to attend.Tonight am going to ask Tariq if he knew the reason why Akka suggested the divorce.But I hope it isn't the reason that will hurt me.Ofcourse it will hurt me a little whatever the reason would be.But hoping is what makes the world goes round.***By the afternoon the sun, had come out from it's hiding place and it was sunny again.So we decided to go to the beach.Atleast here I couldn't embarrass myself more cause I had been to the beach before.I still remember the day when I first came, even though now those memories are a little blur and i wish I could keep those memories in a photograph.I was five maybe, it was my birthday but I was crying cause mum had denied to make a cake for me.She said it would cost them alot, the electricity bill, the ingredients.She would always make for Akka but never for me.That ti
The breakfast went as usual only with the addition of Akka.Tariq was quiet as usual.Akka tried to light up a conversation but none of us paid attention.I bet she knew by now that something had happened between Tariq n I.I always considered her my elder sister, my godmother, my everything and would have never thought that she would want bad for me.I agree, with Tariq I wasn't that happy the way a wife is with her husband.Like we had not even consummated our wedding, I had all the happiness except for the physical one.But she didn't knew that , then why would she want Tariq to leave me?Tariq , Akka and I were now in the living room.We had decided to be indoors today since it was raining.We opted for playing board games.We were playing cards.Akka knew the rules, since I never played any before, so I was skeptical if I would be able to but Tariq explained and I wanted to give it a try."So Zee will
I had prepared tilapia fish, with mash potatoes and vegetables gravy to accompany it.I then called Akka and Tariq for dinner.We were now seated, I couldn't really eat after knowing that I won't have all this after four months...it's not that I am happy here, but atleast I call this my home, but after the divorce am sure my mum won't allow me back home.Cause I would be disgrace for her."Zeren?" Tariq called out.I looked at him," yeah?""It's just you were zoned out... Anyway you need anything?" He asked.Why is he trying to be nice?I denied shaking my head as no.He nodded continuing eating.*****I was now in my room, and since Akka was still staying with us, Tariq had to sleep with me in the same room.He came out of the bathroom, his six packs on show.With droplets of water sliding down his bare chest.His jeans hung low.I averted my gaze and asked," do you want me to go and sl
"An Amusement Park?" I exclaimed.Tariq stood beside me and said,"you always wanted to visit one yeah?"I looked at him confusion written on my face.How did he know?He looked at the park with hands inside the front pockets of his jeans."Isn't this for kids?" We both turned to look at Akka.My smile fades a little.Kids?Tariq then spoke,"well the child in you never dies, it's not the age that makes you grow old, it's the fun you let go off that makes you grow old."He then held my hand and then turned to face Akka,"Zee? You coming?"She rolled her eyes saying,"do I have a choice?"My first time to ever visit an Amusement Park, something I always dreamt of."So which one should we try first?" Asked Tariq looking at me."Umm..I. I dont know, which one is more fun?" I asked.He smiled saying,"i just hope you don't throw up on me."
I had just finished cooking when the door bell rang.I rushed to open the door, removing the apron while at the same time adjusting my hair.I smiled at Tariq and as always he didn't smiled back.I reduced my smile and looked at him, his lips formed into a smile but not at me, I turned to see Akka standing behind me.I smiled at her as she spoke, "Tariq we were just waiting for you,come on lunch is ready."Zeenat Akka headed to the dining room while i stopped Tariq on the door-steps."Akka doubts our relationship," i said."Huh?"He asked."We need to act like real couples infront of her."I suggested.He passed his hand through his hair and said,"she knows... she knows about our divorce.""What? How?""She is the one who helped me filed the divorce," he muttered."No it can't be, why would she do that?""Munchkin! Tariq! Where are you guys?! Am waiting," Came Akka's voice fr
The next day I woke up early to prepare everything for Zeenat Akka.Tariq was also home to help me with the preparation, so i had that blessed moment of opening my eyes to see his face early morning.I looked at his peaceful sleeping face, and couldn't stop myself.I brought my face closer to his and lightly kissed his cheek.His eyes fluttered open and before I could move away, he realised I was closer to him more than his liking so on the fastest reflex he pushed me sitting himself up.I banged my head on the bed post while he shouted,"what the hell were you doing?"I muttered an apology while he still shouted,"Why don't you understand the meaning that I don't like you! I fucking hate your face..why can't you just wait for four more months? Why can't you control your hormones? Just control it for four months and then we will be separated.""Separated?" I asked, my voice a whisper.He nodded and said,"i have already filed for divorce but