That night Kaine met up with Emma after he got out of school "he finally told me to stop Emma and he seemed serious" Kaine was is that he's actually losing Seth
"I don't buy it..." She stops then has this look on her face like she has an idea then continues to speak " I GOT IT! you should do as he says as a test, I am willing to bet that he says something to you by next week when he realizes you took his words serious""You mean trick him?" Kaine liked the idea "and if he says something then that means he might actually have real feelings for me, right?""Yeah!""You think that'll work? what if I stop and he never says anything? I'd be losing him forever Em""Doesn't hurt to try, after a while if he doesn't say anything, then don't stop""Ok." they go their separate ways and Kaine went home thinking the plan out in his head. he gets home and walks in to find Seth on the couch watching tv "hey""Hey" Seth says keeping his focus on the tvAfter a minute Kaine says "I'll stop..." He went on "I'll stop trying to seduce you""Thanks" Seth smiles and Kaine made his way to his bedroom "hey you wanna watch a movie with me?""Sure" the guys sat together on the couch cracking jokes and just enjoying each others company, and Seth really liked it because he never gets to actually just hang out with Kaine anymore and he missed that. They fall asleep on the couch and wake up the next day to the sound of Kaine's alarm on his phone. he slowly wakes up rubbing his eyes trying to wake Seth up "hey wake up" he hits him on the shoulder repeatedly"I'm up Kaine stop it." Kaine heads to the shower to get ready and Seth went in afterward.Kaine went about his day thinking of ways to seduce Seth, but he couldn't because he had to get Seth to break and some parts of him were scared the Seth never would. "Hey wait up!" Emma calls out running towards Kaine "you bolted out of class, what's up?""Not much just tired, Seth and I watched movies all last night so I got little sleep""Oooh" she nudges him"It's not like that, he still hasn't said anything" Kaine replies a bit disappointed"Oh well give it time he'll come around" they walk to get some lunch then parted ways, Kaine heads home.Unlocking the door Kaine walks in on an intense make-out session between Cathy and Seth "OH GROSS!" he yells slamming the door "this is why we have bedrooms dude" Kaine walks in making gagging noises towards Seth and Cathy"Oh calm down Kaine" Seth says"You're just jealous because you get no action" Cathy adds"And you couldn't be any more correct" Kaine can only ever reply to Cathy's insults with sarcasm because he tries not to be too mean to her for Seth's sake. "alright nasties I'm gonna go to my room, think you can hold out until I shut the door?" he walks away and went to his room. Kaine might have acted cool but his insides were slowly shredding, he lost hope piece by piece thinking how Seth could be with her and not him, he is as good as she is if not better.Kaine crawls in bed heartbroken over what he saw, he was slowly realizing that Seth's never going to be his and maybe it was time to actually give up, but how could he? Seth is all Kaine's ever wanted but maybe he screwed up, maybe it was time to move on.Kaine could tell Cathy spent the night because he woke up the next morning he could smell bacon coming from the kitchen, and he knows no one else cooks in this house but him. Should he spend the day in his bed? Or should he put on a brave face and go out there? Getting up to take a quick peek at them he slightly opens the door and sees Cathy standing in front of the stove and Seth behind her with his arms around her waist. What Kaine wouldn't do to be in her position right now, he wishes that that was him standing there, his waist in Seth's arms, his neck getting light but beautiful kisses from the lips of the only boy he ever loved. Kaine shuts the door and gets back into bed deciding this is where he would rather be but he knew truly that he had no choice but to stay there.Half an hour later there's a knock on his door, Kaine refrains himself from answering so instead he stays quiet. Another set of knocks came but still no answer from Kaine so Seth opens the door and walks in on Kaine faking his sleep "dude wake up it's 11" Kaine did not respond so Seth went on "Cathy made breakfast if you want" Kaine shakes his head no "everything alright?" Seth sounds a tad worried but not enough to convince Kainenot bothering to turn around to face Seth, Kaine lets out a quiet "fine thanks." Seth walks away shutting the door behind him. Seth is worried and some parts of him knew why Kaine was acting like this, he feels responsible because of how he spoke to Kaine the other day. All of this worry had something brewing in Seth, something he couldn't put into a straight thought, something he knew would get him in a lot of trouble later.That same day after Cathy left Kaine was sitting in his room just flipping through the pages of a sports magazine when Seth deliberately walks in his room "you know knocking was invented for a reason" Kaine says still flipping the pages"scared I might catch you masturbating?"kaine knows how he really wants to answer that but upon recent agreements, he settled for "why don't you walk out then walk in again and we find out?" Seth shuts the door sitting on the chair near Kaine's bed"what's going on with you? you've been in here all morning and you haven't eaten a thing yet" Kaine chuckles "I'm not hungry, and I didn't want to bother the beautiful bonding going on between you and Cathy" he said her name with a tone he can't help and Seth always recognizes."Kaine I know I was kind of harsh the other day and I am sorry but-"Kaine cuts him off "don't apologize you said how you felt and I respect that"Seth sits quietly for a second contemplating on what he should say next "that's the
Seth and Kaine did not move from the pool table they just stayed there making out, Kaine trembles against Seth's touches, his body couldn't handle it. Seth's lips were all that Kaine imagined they'd be soft, supple, warm, and just flat out amazing.Nothing could ruin this amazing moment they were sharing, that is until there was a knock on the door. Ignoring it the continue to kiss and the knocking stops, but seconds later it starts again and once again they ignore it. but this time there was no ignoring the voice on the opposite side of the door, it was Cathy "GUYS IT'S ME OPEN UP!" she yells"Can't we just let her knock for a little bit longer?" Kaine quietly beg not wanting to end their session but Seth knows he'd never hear the end of it if he didn't open the door for her."I'm sorry I'll try and get rid of her" he lets go of Kaine and walks towards the door opening it"Didn't you guys hear me knocking?" before Seth could answer Kaine says"Seth was in the bathroom and the door wa
"YOU TWO DID WHAT!?" Emma whisper yells as they walk through the Starbucks doors"Shhh Emma," Kaine says trying to keep her quiet "we had sex no biggy""No biggy?! Don't no biggy me when all you've talked about was how much you'd like to hump Seth" Kaine laughs and she curiously asks "was it good?"A giant grin grows on Kaine's face as he nods yes "it was amazing!! He was everything I've ever fantasized about""Details!""No a girl never kisses and tell" Kaine laughs leaving Emma in the dark.As they grab their coffees to sit down Emma realizes "so wait does this mean our plan worked?""It more than worked""So what does that make you guys?""It makes us a secret" Kaine says knowing a part of him hurts when he said that"A secret?" Emma asks confused"Yes, he told me that he has feelings for me but he doesn't know if he's gay or not. I'm helping him figure it out""Oh..." she says in a disappointed tone "all this time I thought you two were official or something"Kaine sighs "no but i
In the middle of the night As Kaine drifts into a deep deep sleep he is slowly brought back by the touches of Seth's's hands. Seth escaped from his room while laying with Cathy because he couldn't stop thinking about Kaine.His soft touch was already turning Kaine on, but his in the middle of his sleep and he remembers Cathy is in Seth's bed "Seth go back to bed" he opens his eyes to Seth sitting on his bed"Can't I'm not tired and I want you" Kaine would have jumped on Seth at that moment but instead he doesn't"But Cathy's right next to you, why don't you want her?"Seth doesn't know how to answer that, he didn't know how to explain how Kaine was the only person he's wanted for the past few days "she's sleeping" he answers instead."So was I but that didn't seem to stop you from waking me up""Fine Kaine forget it go back to sleep" He gets up to walk outKaine couldn't let him leave "wait I'm sorry, come here" Seth smiles and lays beside Kaine. They caress each other's bodies as the
"You live with Seth Pratt right?" Ryan asks as they climb the stairs in Kaine's apartment building"Yes, and I do apologize in advance" Kaine shyly smiles"What for?""Anything that happens while you're in there" Kaine laughs and he joins in.They reach Kaine's apartment and he reaches into his pocket for his keys then unlocks the door, they both walk in on Seth and Cathy watching tv "you're home" Seth softly smiles at Kaine"Yep" both Cathy and Seth's eyes move from Kaine to Ryan "oh this is my partner, Ryan""Hi," Cathy says but Seth just stares at him, everything then goes quiet"Well alright, Ryan and I are going to be working on a project in my room so you kids behave yourselves" Kaine grabs Ryan's hand and leads him to his room shutting the door behind them."I think Kaine might have a new boyfriend," says Cathy as she quietly laughsInside Kaine's room, Ryan stares around Kaine's bedroom "I see you're a big fan of Channing Tatum And Ryan Gosling" Kaine has a lot of their poster
"It's true, all of middle school I wore nothing but suspenders and bow ties, it was a thing I was trying out" they laugh as Kaine and Ryan walk up to Kaine's apartment after their dinner"I would kill to see you in suspenders," Ryan says in between laughs"No trust me you wouldn't" as they reach Kaine's door he says "I had a great time tonight""Don't lie I know you were bored""No I wasn't it was fun and you're great company""Good" Ryan smiles moving closer to Kaine and Kaine moves in too but has to tiptoe because Ryan's way taller than he is, as their lips touch Kaine knowns his feels something Ryan is a good kisser. Not wanting to stop Kaine runs his fingers through Ryan's hair keeping his head close, this was all surreal for Ryan because he's actually getting to kiss the guy he likes. It all comes to an end when Seth opens the door"Kaine!" Seth yells breaking up their kiss"What?!""I need to talk to you""You two seem to have a lot to talk about" Ryan adds"I'm sorry Ryan""It'
"Ryan this is a great idea but I don't think we'll have enough time to work on it, it's Monday and our project is due Friday and our paper is due in two days. I think we should play it safe with this one" Kaine and Ryan are having lunch together discussing their project."but I think we could do it if we really try, I'll take full responsibility for the paper and the rest we do together""you'd do that?""of course, anything for you" Kaine smiles and lightly kisses him on the lips "what was that for?" Ryan asks"for being a great guy" Kaine answers and Ryan blushes. Kaine takes a quick glance at his watch "oh shoot..." he quickly gets up "I'm going to be late for philosophy""oh ok, I'll talk to you later then?""For sure" Kaine runs away leaving Ryan alone with his lunch.------"What are you doing?" Seth hovers over Kaine as he sits at the kitchen table doing homework"Homework""Need any help?""Have I ever needed any help, Seth?""No" Seth wants all of Kaine's attention to be on h
It was all hitting Kaine now, last night he agreed to give Ryan a chance which means they'll probably be at dating status soon but what about Seth? Kaine is no cheater but Seth's all he's ever wanted he can't stop what they have going on now, what will he do? how will this get handled? someone's gonna end up hurt "it's looking good so far, don't you think?" Kaine and Ryan sat in Ryan's apartment working on the project which was very hard to do because they couldn't keep their hands off of each other"Yeah it looks good" Kaine agrees staring at Ryan"Good enough to get a reward?"Kaine laughs "you want a reward for writing a good paper?" Ryan shook his head "alright come here" Kaine and Ryan move closer and their lips were inches away from each other when Kaine's phone rings "hold on a sec" he grabs his phone from his pocket'Yes Seth''When are you getting home I'm bored' Kaine rolled his eyes'I told you I'd be home late so find something to do' Kaine hangs up turning back to Ryan"Y
Still, without a way to contact Damien, I sit in my room impatiently waiting, leaving the window open for him I sit at my desk trying to do homework but failing miserably. I just got him back for 2 seconds and it's been 5 hours since I saw him. What the fuck else could've happened between then and now? Getting up I walk out of my room heading to the kitchen for a drink, staring at my phone as I walk around my house I'm almost to the kitchen when the doorbell goes off. "I'll get it" I reply being the closest to the door, walking over I turn the knob and freeze. Damien smiles as soon as he sees my face, "what are you doing?" I ask in a lowered voice "Is this not ok?" He asks walking in, "really wasn't in the mood to climb the tree""I-" "Who's at the door Ewan?" my mom comes from the kitchen asking. Stopping when she sees Damien and I standing there, "oh" this is happening way too fucking fast! Realizing I'm not going to say anything Damien walks to my mom, "Hi Mrs. Basilton my name
It's been rough I'm not going to lie, yes I know the truth now and sure I should be calm but I think I'm more worried than I was before. The thought of Damien in foster care scares me, and he might never come back, what if they make him switch schools? And I know he can't contact anyone who isn't family, but I just want to hear his voice, I need to know how he really is. Jaded and checked out of class I sit there but my mind is elsewhere. "Baz?" I hear the faint sound of my name but I'm too far dazed to focus on it. "Baz!" The person barks and I jump to find my teacher standing in front of me, realizing I'm sitting in English lit, I shift in my seat trying to make it seem as if I've been paying attention, and my teacher says "you need to focus Baz." "Sorry," I sit up straight."Now," she starts as she walks back to the front of the class, "Amber said that she thinks Ulysses' dream is the main symbol that moves the story, do you agree Baz?" I don't need to focus to tell her how wrong
Do it! Just do it Baz, this isn't about you or her, it's about Damien and you need to know where he is. No one else can tell me besides Eddie, and since he'll never say 2 words to me, my best bet is to make Silver ask him for me. Knowing her schedule as if it were my own, I wait outside her social studies class before lunch, when it's finally done everyone starts walking out and I don't see her until everyone's gone and she's the only one left still packing up. Walking in as the teacher leaves, the door shuts and we're alone. Throwing her bag over her shoulder, Silver doesn't see me until she turns Looking around she realizes we're alone "hi," she smiles even though I'm maintaining a straight face."I need help and I can't really go to anyone else with this" "Okay" "That's the only reason I'm coming to you nothing else" "I understand" "Seriously I mean it this isn't me giving you another chance, or thinking about it. Me talking to you is purely circumstantial." "I get it Baz,"
"I don't know I heard it was a fight," "A fight? With who?" "Not really a fight more like he got jumped by guys from Mesa High.""Damien got jumped?" I eavesdrop on the girls sitting at the lunch table behind me Turning around I ask, "are you guys talking about Damien Allen?" They nod, "who told you he got jumped?" One of them answers "some girls from the cheer team," of course, there are no bigger gossips in this school than the fucking cheer team. It's Tuesday and still not a single word from Damien, yesterday I was pissed but now I'm kind of worried 'You got jumped are you ok?' Why am I even bothering he's not going to answer. What the fuck am I supposed to do? Go to his house? Oh my god, should I go to his house? No that's crazy I can't just show up to his house if he's ignoring me. You did it before idiot... but that was different something is clearly wrong, and if it's not with us then it has to be with him. I'm not going to believe he got jumped until I talk to him thoug
"Ewan?" I hear my mom's voice as she softly knocks on my door "are you awake?" "I am now" I answer opening my eyes, Sticking her head in with a smile "good morning" "Morning" I reply "Dad and I are going out for breakfast and maybe go to the museum, would you like to join us?" "Um," I think about it and answer "sure I'm not doing anything better" "Great!" She grins "we're leaving in 10 so go brush your teeth and get dressed" She walks out and I sit up yawning, getting up I check the time on my phone it's almost 10. Leaving my room I walk to the bathroom picking up my toothbrush, as I'm brushing my teeth the doorbell goes off and I wonder who it could be. Not minding it I continue brushing After a minute I hear my mom call "Ewan!" "What?!" I shout back from the bathroom "Someone's here for you" me? Who the hell could that be? Rinsing my mouth I walk out of the bathroom going to the door to find Damien standing there with my mom behind him shutting the door. I stare at him st
"HOLY SHIT I WON!" I jump out of the chair throwing my controller down "I WON! OH MY GOD!" Jumping up and down I don't focus on the scream "YESSSSSS" I cheer hopping around my room "What's going on?" My mom opens my bedroom door confused by the screaming, "why all the yelling?" "Mom" I rush to her grabbing her hand pulling her to my desktop "look! I've been playing this online tournament for the last 5 weeks and I actually won! Against like a bunch of people" I explain while showing her the screen Reading the popup because I'm too distracted to do it, she says "well it says here you have to call that number since you're the winner, have you called?" "What no I was too busy winning!" I can't believe I fucking won and the only person I can tell is my mom who doesn't give 2 shits about video games."Well is there a prize" As I open my mouth about to answer I stop, I don't know how they'll react when they hear about the money. I shouldn't tell them until I actually have the money, rig
Days later...Walking out of the bathroom my mom catches me before I make it to my room, "hey honey" she stops me in the hall by standing in front of me. "How was your date with the college boy?" "It wasn't a date mom just coffee after school" "I know but how'd it go? Meeting for the first time, what'd you guys even talk about?" "Um he mostly talked but it was fine" "Think you'll go out again?" I shrug "maybe" then walk past her. Heading for my room my heart stops the moment I walk in "Jesus!" I jump seeing Damien just standing there. "You have to at least text me you're coming I'm too young for a heart attack" "You actually went out with that girl's brother?" He asks ignoring my comment "You say actually like I wasn't supposed to" "No just surprised didn't think you'd do it," why because you give me everything I want and need, so I don't have to go find it from someone else? "Well I did and it was fun, he actually invited me to a party this weekend and best part he lives alo
Here's a synopsis of my weekend, after blocking Silver everywhere she showed up to my house multiple times begging to talk to me, but I already told my parents not to let her in. Deciding to climb the tree she tries to come in through the window, but I locked it and ignored her, I haven't said a word to her yet because I'm not even sure what I want to say. I'm tired of her betraying me and I know for a fact that I'm completely done with her, the problem is convincing her of that. Monday morning I walk into school unprepared to see either of them, it feels like I'm going to spend the rest of my high school life avoiding these people. It'll be hard staying away from Silver because she knows all of my hideouts, and wouldn't you believe I see her standing at my locker waiting. Groaning I turn before she sees me and just go to class without my books. "Good morning class" my teacher starts, "before we get started why don't you guys pass up your homework so I can collect them," everyone st
Hearing the doorbell I sigh relieved heading towards it, as soon as I open the door Silver gasps "oh my god!" Her jaw drops and she grins "you look so good Baz!" "You too" "Oh I know" she walks in, "if this dress doesn't get me the attention I want tonight I'm gonna set it on fire.""Hurry and let's go before-""Picture time!" My mom walks to us holding her phone, "oh my god you guys look so cute get close""Mom we have to go we're going to be late" I roll my eyes annoyed, she's been doing this since I got dressed."Just one picture please it's not every day I get to see my son going to homecoming," yeah and it'll never happen again. I know what you're thinking, why would I ever agree to Silver's stupid ass plan? It won't work and I'm just wasting my time, well it's not much of a waste when you have nothing but time, and I'm tired of sitting around I need to start making shit happen and this is how. At least that's how Silver put it when she explained her plan. "Trust me there's n