My father is dead. Not sure what to feel. My childhood memories are few, and the times we talk on the phone, too.Since I came back to the pack, he has done nothing to make me feel loved, and when he approached me, it was because he went crazy and saw my mother in me. I can't get any feelings about his death. I imagine he's been a good beta all these years, but… I don't want to think about it anymore right now. Now I have to think about myself. That man violated me so violently that my body is still not healed. He continues to inject me with wolfsbane, but I feel myself gaining strength. I don't stay unconscious that long, and my vision improves faster. I can't let him see this, or he'll inject more wolfsbane into me. Also, I need to look weaker than I am, or he gives me away to the other rogues. Being violated by all of them would surely kill me, and I want to live.I have to use the moments I'm alone to find a way to escape. Gradually, I felt my ability to mind-link the pack returned
“Klaus, please, can you hear me?” – I jumped off the stairs where I was sitting, and my parents almost had a heart attack.“Klaus”That was my mate calling me by mind-link.“Angel? Angel, my life? Is it you? Where are you? Tell me, I'll be right there. You can't be far away to be able to contact me.”“Listen, Jackson is attacking tonight. He has more men than you can imagine.”“We are prepared for the attack. The important thing is to go get you.”“For once in your life, listen to me. He wants to capture you. He doesn't go anywhere alone. He will take me with him to the attack. He wants to violate me in front of you.”"What? Did he touch you?”I clenched my fists, and my dad approached me, looking around. When he saw me with Icy eyes, he knew I was having a conversation with someone.“It's not worth talking about now. Stay in the pack, my organism is gaining resistance to wolfsbane, he doesn't know it.”“Angel, how do you want me to leave you there? Tell me, where are you?”"listening
Jackson drags me by the neck, and blood's already running down my chest from the sharp current that holds me.Since walking from this monster's tent, I've been trying to free my hands without anyone noticing, and I'm almost done.I fear for Klaus' life, my friends, and all the pack members.When Jackson arrives in front of the packhouse and faces his brother, he smiles like a crazy man.- Bro, I haven't seen you for so long. - I heard Jackson say with sinism stamped in his voice.- I should have killed you for the crimes you committed. Despite my better judgment, I felt sorry for Father and let you live. Is it by attacking my pack that you pay me back?- Attacking your pack? Do you mean attacking those who deny me the Pack? Have you seen Dad lately? I have. He is always happy when he sees me. Did he tell you? I'm the one that attacked the pack 12 years ago.I look at Ulric and see that Jackson has affected him a lot.- Well, he doesn't tell you, and he lives far from you because he al
With the indications given by one of the rogues we captured alive, we discovered the location of Jackson's camp. I left my pack to attend the funeral of one of our greatest warriors and came with my private army to capture the rogues that were left on guard and recover my friend's body.I know he tried to do things I can't even verbalize, but it's more than 40 years of friendship. I have to give him a proper burial. Besides, I don't know what feelings Angel is having right now.When we approached the camp, the vampires used their speed to spy on us. Only five men were on watch, and they were practically drunk.Binding them was easy, and then we ran around the camp looking for what was in the tents. I'm scandalized. The largest tent was filled with young werewolves and she-wolves, some even wolvesless, completely malnourished, and visibly abused.With horror, I discovered that they were the rogues' sex slaves, many of them stolen from packs for being attractive, others born rogues, but
I'm in a conflict of feelings.I'm happy because I got Angel back, and he's safe. He's extraordinary. I didn't save him. He saved himself. For a beta, he has the strength of an Alpha. Nothing will make me happier than having him as my Luna. I can't even knock a heart out of a chest with one blow. And Angel was weakened by the things he suffered and by the damn wolfsbane. I imagine his strength when he's in perfect health.At the same time, my heart cries. A great warrior died today. Damn, Jackson and his coward rogues. The Head Warrior killed many before dying but was attacked by several at once. The pack got poorer. I lost a good man, the best of warriors, a spectacular father and mate, and the best of us all.The rogues burn in the pyres. Now it's time to honor the head warrior.My dad wants to bury Brady, but I can't do it. For me, it would burn in the same piles as the rogues, but he is the Alpha.Slowly, I made my way to the packhouse. I needed a shower and to see Angel. But when
I do not believe it. I have no one. There is no family left. Who will support me? How did I let this happen? I had sex with Klaus, but it was only two times. How did I get pregnant? I really think the Moon Goddess is laughing right now. Besides, with all the wolfsbane I've been injected with, and the brutality with which Jackson raped me, how can I be sure my pup is healthy?If I go to England, my uncle will help me with an abortion. But kill my pup? Will I be able to do it?The doctor had to keep his mouth shut. Nobody can know about this, or they won't let me go.This pain is greater than any I have felt. My head spins. The same questions pop into my head over and over again.I do not know what to do. If I tell Klaus, will he believe I'm pregnant with his pup?I have a pup in my belly. I really have a pup in my belly. That should be a happy thing., right? It's a miracle. I should be head over heels in love with my pup and the idea, but I'm not.If Klaus knows, he won't let me go. An
My son is dead.It's my fault because if I had followed my heart, Ulric would never have been the alpha. But the pack wouldn't accept Jackson. They wanted Ulric, and I wanted to keep the pack united. I gave the Alpha title to Ulric. He was the oldest, the right alpha, after all.When Jackson attacked the pack 12 years ago, I covered for him. So many years have passed, and I never expected him to strike again.During all these years, we kept in touch. Hidden from everyone, hidden from Ukric, I fed my son, like a father is supposed to do, and told him everything that went on in the pack.When he told me his plan of attack, I didn't object. It didn't affect me that he killed some warriors, but killing Ulric and his family was too much. They are my family, too.Jackson trapped me at home. He said it was for my safety, but I think it was so I wouldn't alert the pack.But that son of the beta Brady, the supposed future Luna of the pack, killed my son. Ulric knows I will break out the pack l
The day began sadly with the Head warrior's funeral and then with a new assassination attempt on Angel. Heavy air hung over the entire pack.So many different feelings had already passed in everyone's hearts. The happiness of having a new Luna and the disappointment of knowing that Angel had rejected his destiny. The peace and abundance of the pack and war terrify everyone once again. Angel's kidnapping and rape, and the death of a great warrior. Angel's unexpected strength, which killed the enemy, and the death of the old alpha that everyone loved and respected after another attempt on Angel. The sadness they saw in their future Alpha, and the final departure of the only person who could make him happy.The pack didn't even look the same.Dark, the vampire, felt the darkness envelop the pack that had welcomed him and spoke to his lifemate.- Love, can we do something to help? The werewolves are unmotivated. We're new here. Maybe we can do something.- I was thinking that too - the wi
The giggle of several children could be heard in the packhouse living room.Angel was sitting in an armchair, stroking his enormous belly.Colby's son, now two, was playing with Seline and Luan, wrestling over the stuffed rabbit.Luan looked at his sister and cousin with a sly smile. He got up, grabbed the rabbit, and ran, followed by the other two little ones, screaming.In the other corner of the room sat Peter on Dominic's lap. Peter had asked Klaus to make him a werewolf, and he was now stretching his pregnant belly farther than necessary for everyone to see.A year-and-a-half-old girl was sleeping in Raven's lap.After 18 years, she had managed to have the girl she wanted so much, and Ukric looked like a peacock, being a father again.Klaus enters the room and kisses his younger sister, who shudders and complains sleepily. He sits on the arm of the chair and kisses Angel's beautiful face.- How do you feel? – Klaus asks his mate.- Like a balloon about to burst.Both laugh.Klaus
I had my head down, full of shame. But Snow calls my attention,“Stop being embarrassed. You're going to be Luna of the pack. Hold your head high.”“You are very happy to have the title made for a woman. Do you want to be the mother of the pack that bad?”Snow scoffs and goes to the corner where he likes to ignore me.Klaus turns to me.- Angel, my life, my love, will you accept to be my Luna?I'm nervous, but I smile.- Yes, I accept.- Do you accept being the pack's mother, moon, Luna, and the representation of the Moon Goddess herself in the Lycan Moon Pack?- Yes, I accept.- Do you accept responsibility for caring for all pack members, yang and old, healing and feeding all, as a real mother does?- Yes, I accept.- Do you accept caring for the elderly and orphaned pups as if they were your own?- Yes. I accept.The elder removes the golden rope, cuts Klaus's palm and then mine, joins the cuts, and reties our hands.He looks at all the pack members and says:- With the grace of the
When he asks me for a chance, my heart skips a beat.I looked at him. God, he is so good-looking, and his words warm my heart.- I accept your proposal. I'll let you flirt with me and try to win my heart. I confess that I am not displeased. I'm not one to be attracted to men I don't know, but if I'm attracted to you, there could be something more between us.I see Dominic smile, and the smile reaches his eyes and changes color, leaving me intrigued.-Your eyes have changed color. - I say, curious.- Because my wolf loves you as much as I do. He wants to ask you if you agree to take a walk through the night, sitting on his back.- I don't know if I understand what you are saying.- Ray, my wolf, wants you to sit on his back and let him take you for a walk through the forest.- But I'm wearing my pajamas.- It doesn't matter. Do you want to come? - he says, holding out his hand.I took his hand, and we went down the stairs, walking to the forest's edge. He looks at me and undresses, and
When Angel sits beside me, the courage to ask everything stuck in my throat seems to fade. I hadn't joined in the run and had waited patiently for Angel to return.Seeing Peter hiding behind his father and both of them going into the bedroom without even glancing at me, I felt destroyed inside.I don't mind that my mate is a man or a human, but he's not feeling the mate-bond, and that's a huge problem. How am I going to make him give me a chance?- Dominic? - I heard Angel say and looked at him.The tears don't stop flowing.Klaus, my Alpha, passes me and squeezes my shoulder affectionately, heading towards the packhouse to let us talk freely. A wolf doesn't leave his mate with another wolf, especially if it's another Alpha, but my brother trusts me and Angel.Angel pulled me against his shoulder, and I cried out loud. The sound of my sobs echoes through the courtyard, but I'm not ashamed.- I've been waiting for my mate for two years. Before becoming an adult, I had already dreamed o
When it was time for the ritual, Klaus let go of my hand and walked up to the stage, which had been improvised for the entire pack to see.I had never watched a title-passing ritual. I also didn't know how Luna's ceremony would be.I fixed my eyes on the stage, not wanting to miss anything. Dominic approached me, and I looked at him. He had red eyes from crying, and my heart squeezed in my chest.- When the ceremony is over, can you give me five minutes? I wanted to talk to you privately.- Dominic, you are one of my best friends. I will always have time for you.He stood by my side but wasn't looking at the stage. Out of the corner of my eye, I see that John and Peter are sitting next to Raven, and it's Peter he's looking at.The world takes many turns.The Moon Goddess plays some pranks on us, too. If I had gone back to England, it would never have been to be with Peter. It is destined for my mate's brother and best friend. What a mess. This would never cross my mind. I know Peter v
One more morning, I woke up alone. In a few days, I'll start spending weeks in New York, and then, in addition to sleeping alone, I'll eat all my meals alone.It didn't affect me before. I have never been one of those "desperately looking for their mate" guys, but seeing my brother's happiness moved me more than I expected. Maybe I'm mateless. I could have asked the Moon Goddess; maybe she would have told me, and then, knowing, I could look for a chosen mate.The hope of feeling what my parents felt for each other kept me a virgin. Nobody knows because they've seen me with some girls, but I want to save myself for my mate. Liking someone is nothing compared to feeling the bond.I get up and go about my daily business in the bathroom. I choose an outfit and get dressed. The white pants and tight T looked good on me. I comb my hair and leave the room. The packhouse was silent, and only the knocking of utensils being moved in the kitchen echoed in the air.When I entered, the she-wolves
Goddess, thank you for saving me and my pups. I'm pregnant with twins. That would never have crossed my mind. My poor pups, I almost gave up on them. And Klaus, Goddess, how could I let myself be controlled by fears and suspicions? He is perfect to me. I'm so lucky.He took my hand and led me through the crowd, making the pack members step aside. And they showed me the submission they thought I deserved and called me Luna. It's still weird.I'm a man, but I will be a mother of tweens. Being the "mother" of the pack doesn't get any weirder.I accept my fate. I will be the Luna this pack deserves. I will be Klaus's Luna. I will be the mother of the pups he wants to have. I am his. I'm finally home.When we got to the packhouse, he led me to the bedroom. We walked in, and he closed the door, pushing me with his body against the wall.Our mouths came together in desperate kisses. We need each other equally.He undresses me and then undresses, takes me in his arms, lays me on the bed, and
Selene plucks Angel from the evil woman's clutches and hugs him into her chest. Another bang is heard. This time, the noise does not come from the sky but from the ground, under Lilith's feet. The ground opens up on fire, and she begins to be pulled down. Her face is putrified, her hands turn back to bones, her eyes pools of lava, and from his mouth without lips and with pointed teeth come screams of hate.When Lilith disappears, the ground returns to normal, as if it had never opened, and Seline takes Angel from her chest and, kissing him on the forehead, says:- For a moment, a single moment, I thought I had made a mistake. You made the right choice. - Turning her face to the right, she saw hundreds of wolves approaching with all the apparatus. The two Alphas and their families are at the front, standing in disbelief. When she smiles at them, they all fall to their knees.- Klaus, my son, come closer.Klaus stands up with his head down. He doesn't dare look his Goddess in the face,
Leaving Klaus' room after the beautiful night we had was certainly the hardest thing I've ever done in my life. Not wanting to be dramatic, I think it hurt more than the rape I suffered. I go into the room, undress, and get into bed. Tears started to fall, and Snow started to scold me.“Don't you dare leave tomorrow. I need Sonny, and you need Klaus. Don't lie to yourself. The night you spent making love with Klaus is proof of that. I know how you felt every time his cock went deeper inside of you.”“Goddess, Snow. Stop with the sex talk. If I stay now, he'll think I'm only here because of my pup."“Don't be an idiot. For someone so smart, who managed always to be the best in school, you're pretty dumb. Klaus will be very happy to have a pup. What he wants most is for you to stay and accept him as a mate.”“Let me sleep.”“Let me sleep.” – Snow repeats mockingly and blocks me from talking to him in my mind.I sigh.When I wake up, it feels like I've only slept for a few minutes. I get