Kaegal Eris Zaldua is almost at his 30's yet he haven't been in a relationship nor experienced sex, yet he's liberated and opened minded person. Because of his family's reputation he tend to hide his true identity, in order to cover up his sexuality he full filled their image by gaining a lot of achievements in life so that when he finally confessed regarding to his true identity he might be accepted easily by his family particularly to his father who keeps on thinking of their family's reputation. In the other hand, he found out that among with his friends he's the only one who's still a virgin which triggered him to explore and to have a sex life. But while trying to have an erotic life his first love showed up and later on his friend who have feelings for him for a long time confessed with him. What risk will he grasp to open the door of his closet?
Lihat lebih banyakKaegal's POV It's already morning but my stomach is still aching and my body is so tired for having loss bowel movement and puking every minute since I arrived home last night, from a date with Kreed, I haven't enough sleep. I know that he will send me a message from the site but I still manage to delete my account despite the condition I have right now. After meeting with Kreed I just felt that I'm not really into an online dating, I rather date one of my friends rather than meeting a stranger without any assurance if they are nice or bad. While having a monologue with a pain in my stomach I looked at my clock and saw that I only have two more hours to prepare myself for my work. I was hesitant if I should go to work or should I take a rest since I might not help myself if I poop in my pants at this age while in class. It will be a terrifying if happened: embarrassing. I was about to open my laptop to send an email using one of my absent slip that I go
Kaegal’s POVI was holding the flower that he gave to me while with him in the bench. It’s quite awkward on my part that the man that I used to ignore last Saturday was him and he’s my fist date (I guess?) from the website. It’s kinda uncomfortable not because of him but the people who are looking at us and study our every actions like we’re into something once we stood and walk away the place.“Hey, you ok? You seems uncomfortable?” He approached me with his sweet and deep voice. “Do I make you uncomfortable?” He asked again with his masculine voice.His voice is like a music to my hears even before... “No, it’s just I’m shy,” I answered.“To me?” He asked and chuckled softly. “Is it because I’m your first date?” He asked me and I just nodded at him.“Last Saturday you were like a lion who’s always ready t
Kaegal's POVThe party ended at 10am, like what we have agreed, Aramand paid half of the bill and the rest were shared by the rest of us; except for the dessert that was treated by Elyze. The party that supposed to talk about ourselves but it turns out to talk about me and my sex life yet it's fun to be reunited with them after for so long.As the party ends we decided to go home already than to be get waisted with alcohol. Armand was about to ask me to drive me home but I refused since a brought my own car so Nyla asked him if he can drive her, politely he agreed. I was driving way back to my home when I received a message, I checked it as the traffic lights turns red. It was Maxine, she sent me various links of websites which I could date strangers through internet. I just ignored it and smirked then focused on the traffic lights.I figured it out that it was just me at my car in the street and no one else. It gave me a creep but the satisfaction o
Kaegal's POVI know to myself that there's nothing wrong with sex as long as it's safe. But I can't process all the revelation that just happened, it just surprised me that my girl friends had already experienced sex."How did it happened?!" I asked hysterically."You mean when not how? Cause it's kinda weird," Febbie replied me innocently. "Haven't you watched porn?" Febbie asked and chuckled."Do you really want us to tell you how we do it?" Chesa asked me."You mean how we do it at the beach," Trevor teased Chesa while playing with his eyebrows. Chesa slap Trevor's mouth with her fork."With whom you do it?" I asked again and looked at their eyes. My curiosity was killing me that moment.I stared at Rissey when she rolled her eyes and confessed that it happened a year ago with his boyfriend she had a long distance relationship which I never knew
Kaegal’s POV“Good evening, Sir,” the receptionist greeted me. “A friend of Ms. Ira?” she asked me.I nodded and give her a smile. She assisted me to our private table— exclusively for us.While walking to our private room I can hear the voice of the people around me. Ira’s business is getting better and better, she have a lot of customers.We’re about to reach the room where I can already barely hear the voice of my friends.“Here Sir, enjoy!” she told me as we arrived. She’s about to open the door for me but I refused and I thank her.As I opened the door of the private room of Ira’s restaurant their wide and happily smiles greeted me.“Kaegal!” they shouted. “OA. Am I that late?” I replied to them.“You’re just on time,” Febbie said and hugged me. “Elyze might be so early,” I sarcastically said to her and Febbie tapped my back ang chuckled. I gav
Kaegal’s POVI went to Nyla’s house to pick her up using my own car that I asked to bring by one of our drivers living near in the city where I’m working.We were heading to groceries store to but some food to stock and some stuffs the I need. Since the night when I dreamed having sex with someone it never get out on my mind. It always bothers me and give me a boner. I can still feel the tingling sensation inside of me, I was not used to it.“Hey. Why are you quite?” Nyla breaks the silent atmosphere inside the car. “You do have lack of sleep?” Nyla added.“No, I’m just thinking of something what I need,” I answered.“Partner. That’s what you need,” Nyla said and chuckled.“Ha. Ha. Ha. Funny,” I laughed sarcastically.“Seriously speaking, Kaegal. We’ve been friends since we were a child but I never saw you nor dating with somebody,” Nyla told me.“Y
Kaegal’s POVAfter Armand sent me home I immediately went to the bathroom to take a bath. I used a blower to dry my hair before going to sleep.As I laid in my bed, after checking and locking my house possible entrance of thieves, I remembered the familiar guy I saw earlier. I kept on thinking him until I fall a sleep— back sleep position.Despite of being a heavy sleeper I was awaken by the sound of the whistles of winds from the window. I remembered that I closed it before going bed. I was going to close it but my body can’t move, I’m starting to feel numb, I started to panic from what I’m feeling. I tried to shout to call some help but I can’t, no word nor sound come out in my mouth. I even tried to move my legs and arms but no matter how much I give force I can’t. I was scared and about to cry. My room was full of darkness, the only source of light was from the street passing through my window. In the middle of trepidation my do
Kaegal’s POVI went back to the office to eat lunch, as I eat the food that Armand gave to me. While eating I remembered one of my students question before our session ends. I still can recall the day when he told me that he will be a father soon, I can see how blank his face was. The only advice that I gave to him that the child will give him smile on his lips and will make his life more reasonable.“Kaegal! Remember the reunion that I told to you?” A voice from my back interrupt me from my monologue, it was Nyla.“Oh. You have an update?” I asked her.“Yes, it will be next month. According to the institution and the organizer of the event, we will be needing to by a batch t-shirt to have a uniform cloth,” Nyla informed me.“How will we be able to get one?” I asked her again.“On their ma
Kaegal's POVI was walking through our curricular’s office, I teach senior students in high school, as usual most of the student that encounter are greeting me. I’m still holding my laptop carrier bag which most of my things put in and the food that Armand bought for me.As I went to the office and put my things in my cubicle Nyla showed up. “Hey. I already remind Elyze, Febbie, Matt and... Who gave you that?” She said when the food caught his attention.“I bought it,” I answered her as I immediately get my things.She look at me seriously and suspiciously as our eyes crossed. “You rather eat in the school café with me or bring your own foo than dealing your phobia,” she said to me.I just beamed and maked face. “Armand just arrived and he bring me here with TJ,” I explained.“I knew it, someone gave you this,” she said. “So why I’m not included,” she added and looked at me looked at me sullen
I was walking in the hallway of the third floor in engineering building to hand over my last letter to him through the person I trust and who only knew about my feelings for him, a week from now I’ll be graduating and never have a chance to see him again.It’s been four years since I started sending him a letter without knowing where it was from. I decided to be anonymous to him and hide my identity, I’m not hoping that him and I will have a chance but I’m wishing that someday he’ll give me a glance. How could I confessed my feelings for him if I couldn’t even tell to my family about my true sexuality. I’m also afraid of to be rejected even it’s part of falling in love.I went to her room to give my letter and we had a short conversation. I can see through her face how sad she was to know that it will be my last letter for him.I left her room and looked at its door for the last time, reminiscing the day's entering that room just to give my letter through her. I wa...
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