Still Virgin

I was walking in the hallway of the third floor in engineering building to hand over my last letter to him through the person I trust and who only knew about my feelings for him, a week from now I’ll be graduating and never have a chance to see him again.It’s been four years since I started sending him a letter without knowing where it was from. I decided to be anonymous to him and hide my identity, I’m not hoping that him and I will have a chance but I’m wishing that someday he’ll give me a glance. How could I confessed my feelings for him if I couldn’t even tell to my family about my true sexuality. I’m also afraid of to be rejected even it’s part of falling in love.I went to her room to give my letter and we had a short conversation. I can see through her face how sad she was to know that it will be my last letter for him.I left her room and looked at its door for the last time, reminiscing the day's entering that room just to give my letter through her. I wa

Kaegal’s POV“Papa, papa, papa,” yelled by TJ to wake me up.As I tried opening my eyes from sleeping, I tried to reach my phone and looked what time is it. It was 6:30 in the morning.“Baby, it’s still too early. Papa have a class is 11:00am,” I replied to him and hugged TJ. “Let me sleep more baby, I was so tired last night,, let’s sleep more” I added.“Papa, daddy is here. He just went from Canada,” TJ excitedly stated as if it was true.I smirked while my eyes are closed trying to sleep again. “Your father will arrived by Saturday, he told me last night. We had a video call baby,” I murmured. I heard a familiar voice telling, “can I join? I still haven’t sleep till the call ended last night.”Last night? I asked myself trying to process what I have heard. I opened my eyes once I get my consciousness.As I was planning to look at the direction where I

Kaegal's POVI was walking through our curricular’s office, I teach senior students in high school, as usual most of the student that encounter are greeting me. I’m still holding my laptop carrier bag which most of my things put in and the food that Armand bought for me.As I went to the office and put my things in my cubicle Nyla showed up. “Hey. I already remind Elyze, Febbie, Matt and... Who gave you that?” She said when the food caught his attention.“I bought it,” I answered her as I immediately get my things.She look at me seriously and suspiciously as our eyes crossed. “You rather eat in the school café with me or bring your own foo than dealing your phobia,” she said to me.I just beamed and maked face. “Armand just arrived and he bring me here with TJ,” I explained.“I knew it, someone gave you this,” she said. “So why I’m not included,” she added and looked at me looked at me sullen

Kaegal’s POVAfter Armand sent me home I immediately went to the bathroom to take a bath. I used a blower to dry my hair before going to sleep.As I laid in my bed, after checking and locking my house possible entrance of thieves, I remembered the familiar guy I saw earlier. I kept on thinking him until I fall a sleep— back sleep position.Despite of being a heavy sleeper I was awaken by the sound of the whistles of winds from the window. I remembered that I closed it before going bed. I was going to close it but my body can’t move, I’m starting to feel numb, I started to panic from what I’m feeling. I tried to shout to call some help but I can’t, no word nor sound come out in my mouth. I even tried to move my legs and arms but no matter how much I give force I can’t. I was scared and about to cry. My room was full of darkness, the only source of light was from the street passing through my window. In the middle of trepidation my do

Kaegal’s POV“Good evening, Sir,” the receptionist greeted me. “A friend of Ms. Ira?” she asked me.I nodded and give her a smile. She assisted me to our private table— exclusively for us.While walking to our private room I can hear the voice of the people around me. Ira’s business is getting better and better, she have a lot of customers.We’re about to reach the room where I can already barely hear the voice of my friends.“Here Sir, enjoy!” she told me as we arrived. She’s about to open the door for me but I refused and I thank her.As I opened the door of the private room of Ira’s restaurant their wide and happily smiles greeted me.“Kaegal!” they shouted. “OA. Am I that late?” I replied to them.“You’re just on time,” Febbie said and hugged me. “Elyze might be so early,” I sarcastically said to her and Febbie tapped my back ang chuckled. I gav