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She was sitting in his spacious and black room.. She looked forward faintly as she remembered the situation that happened to her two days ago:

Flash back :

He entered her with stiff and frightening features.. He looked at her harshly and scornfully, to let out a cold voice saying:

come close...

Bohn looked at him to be prejudiced against herself and got up with difficulty heading to him with staggering steps.. She stood in front of him while looking at his black and sharp eyes, Bohn.. He looked at her with a strange look and smiled from his eyes to surround her waist with his hands and bring her closer to him.. She felt his hot breath on her face.. She was unable to She had to resist and stay away from him because of her fatigue, so she remained resigned to him.. He kept looking into her eyes hard until he spoke in a whisper:

Nada kisses me...

She looked at him hard and then moved her head in refusal.. He smiled his deadly smile and grabbed her by her hair tightly and said sharply and whispered:

Then I'm the one who will.

He came close to catch her lips with a sharp and deep kiss that made him murmur in ecstasy while she made her shed tears of her own self.. He moved away from her while panting sharply to push her hard on the bed and she screamed in return from her pain.. He smiled sarcastically to take out a paper from his pocket and fetch a pen.. He sat next to her to say to give her the pen and say :

I sign here...

She raised her eyebrows and looked at him with teary eyes to say:

What is it...

She wanted to speak, but he interrupted her in his sharp tone: "

Without questions, just sign."

She kept looking at him for a long time and swallowed her saliva with difficulty to say with tears:

..but what is this....

He interrupted her by screaming and in a loud voice:

"Sign...

She flinched at his voice to grab the pen with a trembling hand and anticipate somewhere he ordered her.. He smiled cunningly as soon as he saw her signature to fold the paper and move it in the air in front of her eyes to come closer and his face against hers and says in a whisper:

On this paper, it will be your hell, my dear.

He finished his sentence with a cunning smile and placed a kiss on her lips and then walked out of the room with a cunning smile on his face.. while Nada kept looking at a vacant place with wandering and errant eyes while silently shedding tears...

End Flash back ...

She wanted nothing but a pen and a small notebook on which to write what was on her mind.. and to write with her hand about her pain and aches that were happening to her.. She sighed strongly to get up from the wide bed and went to open the curtains emitting light from the bright moonlight..

They say that when the moon is full we look at it for a long time and make a wish and it will come true one day.. That's what her mother told her since she was young.. and now she made the only wish that she has come to wish and love after all that happened to her.. which is death .. Yes, she wishes to die and not live this unjust life under his power and control.. She smiled faintly after she was looking at the moon for a long time to start looking for a pen and a notebook, perhaps she would find..

I searched here and here, but it was of no use until she turned around and went to that small campingo in the corner of the room.. I went to her to try to open the first jar, but it was tightly locked.. She opened the second jar to see several empty and unimportant papers.. She was curious about that locked jar. ..

She searched for any sharp instrument until she found what she wanted and took off the jars.. She smiled faintly, but it was a cunning smile.. She opened the jars to see several scraps of colored and folded papers.. She gathered them in her hand to notice that necklace that looked like a little girl and found next to it a small metal stone It was somewhat decorated and engraved in the middle with two foreign language letters in the following form..S&N..She also found a small piece of cloth folded as well..I also found a rather large notebook..I gathered them all and went to the bed to sit down and unfold the piece of cloth and found that it was embroidered on it. The word..I love you .. She furrowed her eyebrows in amazement and astonishment and she had strange features.. She doubted about that stone on which the two letters were engraved.. She did not know where she saw this stone. ..

She sighed strongly to hold that small necklace in her hand and kept looking at it for a while, vaguely.. She did not know why she had doubts, nor did she know why she imagined strange things.. She also imagined a little girl holding the necklace, and next to her was a tall young man dressed in black and his facial features were unclear.. For a moment this came to her Imagination.. She closed her eyes tightly to put her hands on her head and her facial features shrunk.. She calmed her down a little to sigh strongly and begin to open the small leaves and the content of the first paper was in a handwriting that seemed to someone who was novice in writing..I love you sword..etc..Do not leave me my sword.. And others..from the little Nada to the handsome Saif. I love you so much..and the others..I love your beautiful eyes , my sword..

She sighed strongly as she rubbed her head, which was getting more and more painful.. She grabbed the notebook to open the first page and see what was written in it and it was written.. I was once I am now all you..

She furrowed her eyebrows in astonishment to turn to the second page and it was written the following:

I see that beauty of a little girl with short hair and an innocent smile emanating from her heart.. She makes me smile at her against my will.. She makes me melt with her and she is only an eight-year-old girl.. For God's sake when I forget the world with her.. When I melt with her and cling to her every day more And more.. Nada, my innocent little girl.. I love you so much..

I read others and the content was

No one blames me for my love for a little girl who has innocent features.. and a beautiful smile.. and childish laughter.. and hazel eyes that I wish to melt with..I love you my little one..

I read a lot of words of spinning and love.. She was curious to open the last page written in the notebook to read the following content:

Today is the day of my misery.. Today is the day of my sorrows and pain.. My little girl left and moved away from me.. She left me and I will no longer see her.. She had promised me a while ago that she would never abandon me. A girl the age of flowers and I will marry her then.. Now she left and took everything beautiful with her.. This is not fair, my little girl.. Either you come back and be next to me, or you take me with you wherever you go.. I wish you only knew how much I suffer after you.. I wish you knew how lost I am For you.. I long for you my love.. I will always remember you my little girl.. I will keep this contract of yours forever.. and I will still hope to meet you one day..

I miss you baby...

These were Seif's last writings.. I sighed hard to flip the notebook randomly until I noticed a sentence written in the middle of the page, which is:

I miss your warm embrace mom..

If Saif is an orphan, the mother is like her..ha what the little Nada has. Will she pity his condition now after all he did to her..no and a thousand no, there will be nothing but hatred and hatred between him and her..she is now certain that Saif knows her well, but she honestly does not remember him. And she never knew why.. She sighed strongly to collect everything that she had taken out of the jars and put it in its place and closed it.. She opened the second jar to take out a pen and paper and started writing what was on her mind and what happened to her as well:

I feel that I have lost the pleasure of life for a while.. How can I not lose it, and now I die a hundred times a day slowly.. He did not have mercy on me and did not feel my pain.. All he does to me is practice and violate the sanctity of my body.. I don't know what to do and I don't know how to act With him.. I am now in the hands of a demon in the form of a human being.. I knew how dangerous it is.. I knew that the victim who enters her life does not get out of it except when he likes it.. I knew how cruel and ruthless he is.. I knew and felt pain since I knew him. .. He says that he knows me and wants me to remember him, but honestly I do not know who he is and I have never heard of his name in my life .. I am tired of him and I am tired of him too .. I have been with him for four days .. He did not allow me to leave the room even .. He does nothing but He comes in every night several times to practice with me.. I know I fell into his hands And I know that I will not escape his grip except when he likes it.. He asked me to entertain him and promised me that he would not come back and approach me if I carried out his request.. I did not believe him, and even if I believed him, I would not surrender myself to him of my own free will.. That day I did not accept his offer, but mocked and cursed him until it was over. I ended up naked, humiliated, and raped by him.. He violated the sanctity of my body.. He raped me and did not show mercy on me.. He hit me, cursed me, and mocked me. For fate, as he put me in the hands of one person, and that I was not like those whore girls who move from one man's bosom to another.. It is enough that the one who approaches me is one person.. It is enough that the one who rapes me is one person, and I am not a girl whore who is exchanged by semi-men ... But with all that, I am neither happy nor pleased with what is happening to me.. What an unjust life.. A life that has no justice.. All it has is injustice, pain and pain.. What do I do and how will I get rid of it.. Now I prefer suicide than to remain In an unjust life and with an unjust human being..

She finished her writing to smile faintly and put the paper and pen on the bed and got up heading to the bathroom.. She entered to see a blade she held in her hand to look at her at length.. Two innocent tears fell on her cheeks.. I heard the sound of the room door opening.. She flinched and knew that he had come.. She closed the door She leaned her back on the door to hear knocking on the door and his screaming as he ordered her to open.. She smiled lightly to close her eyes forcefully and cut the arteries of her hand.. She let out a strong cry that made the one outside drop his heart out of terror and fear on her.. She smiled weakly as she saw the blood falling into the darkness and then she did not You feel something...