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Chapter 6: Forgone
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Nine's Point of View
I don't know how long have I been there, standing alone without doing anything.
All I know is when Max shaking my shoulder to get my attention.
"Nine, let's go. We need to review" she said in a hurry tone, like she's chasing the time and I'm here wasting it.
Max dragged me into the library. She did not let go of my hand until we reach our destination. She even gives the book that I need to read but I can't understand even one phrase. I'm distracted by my own thoughts. The whole review session of mine is useless. I left my mind that place.
While reading I slowly lean my head to the table. I want to sleep. I want to calm my heart and my self. I need to cool down.
But when I lift my head I realized that it's getting dark, though library si quite bright because of its light but the beautiful moon outside screaming her victorious battle against the sun. She conquered the world again, its like she's telling me th
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Nine’s Point of View “We are okay, right?” I started the conversation, but she just nod her head as her response “Max was just teasing you, Ya. That’s all. Nothing more” I can’t contain my self I hold her hands “I’m sorry about that”. “Do you like me, Nine?” she ask. I’m not yet prepared for it, my heart beats so hard, I’m out of words to say. I bit my lower lip and “Yes, but I think this is not the right time to talk about that. I drive you home, its little late, you’re parents probably worried now.” And I’m about to start the engine when Aya hold my hand. “I like you too. So what’s the problem? I was jealous, I was pissed by what Maxine did though she’s, never mind. Let’s talk about us. Nine can we clear things out” “You shouldn’t jealous about that—” “I must not jealous, because who am I to feel that, I don’t have any right to feel that. I’m right, Nine?” emphasizing the word must and right. “Aya, it’s not like that.
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