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2021-07-30 20:26:07A welcoming ceremony was held in the company's concert hall.
New Trainees pooled inside. There was only a handful of us, which was surprising. I didn't think many would be given the golden pass, you know... From the way, it looks there are enough people to tell me five bands or more (+)were accepted.
Eh? Where's Kenichi-san? Ehhh, did he not make it in? I wonder if he wasn't able to perform so well... We never found each other in the end after the audition, so maybe he didn't pass?
However, once the lights dimmed and I fixed my attention on stage, I saw him there.
As the drummer started off with the drum, eh?! Wait a second it's Satoshi-san!
With Renjiro on bass, Kenichi on guitar, and a woman I didn't recognize was also playing the keyboard, she seemed young... was she an auditioner like Kenichi-san as well?
Lorraine was standing in front of the mike.
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