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Chapter 40

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Maya's P.O.V

Warning: There's explicit sexual content in this chapter.

After studying for the remainder of the night, I decided to call it a day and head to bed. Just like every other day, I finished my night with the same routine consisting of showering, brushing my teeth, and putting on warm socks.

I couldn't help but feel excited as I grabbed In Search Of Lost Time by Marcel Proust. Nothing gets me as excited as starting a new book. There was something about reading that was so addictive to me. It was like an escape from reality.

Whenever I pick up a book and start reading, I get so sucked into it that it's like I forget any of my surroundings or problems. My mind and imagination take over and I'm free to think about whatever I want without worrying about any judgments.

It's actually crazy how such a casual thing as reading can create a huge impact on someone.

Not long after, I was completely hooked by the book. One page after another and I couldn't seem to stop myself from continu
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