"Having more migraines?" Eros asks all of a sudden, returning his suspicions eyes to me, saving me from the gross future memories. I blink and pay attention to his stupid face, "Because you look like you want to throw up."
"Yeah," I murmur, "I'll take a pill in a minute." “Take it now,” he says, eyes narrowing even more, “Show us your medication. Let me see the n—“ "Are you ready to move in, Saint?" Elio asks, interrupting and absolutely ignoring his son again. I can’t hide my smile at that, "You'll share the house with the rest of our main security guys, but it’s big enough for all of you. And you’ll have your own bedroom.” "That sounds good," I nod and shrug, "Everything I own is in my suitcase, so I'm ready to go anywhere, anytime.” "Perfect, I like that. I travel a lot and you'll be coming with me, as my HS… but only after you’ve finished your probationary period with my guys. I’ll give you two weeks to show me everything you’re promising," Elio says. I nod without showing him any hesitation, which he appreciates. Then he looks at Eros briefly, "Whenever I'm not traveling, you'll stay with my son and his bodyguards. If you could train him a little in the meantime, that would be great." "What?" Eros asks, "Train me how? And why?” "Because you want to be a part of this, Birdie. So I need you to learn how to shoot a gun. And it wouldn't hurt if you learned some combat," he answers in a strong voice and a pointed look to shut him up when Eros opens his mouth to complain, then he returns his eyes to me, "I want him to know how to kill a man. That is non-negotiable, Birdie. This is what you wanted, right?” "Kind of, but I'm not a killer," he whines, giving me a side eye, "I'm a good person." "I’m a good person too I and I've killed multiple people. Too many to count," Elio shrugs and Eros makes a grimace. Oh, he really has no clue of the dark stuff his daddy is capable of, "If you want this, you do exactly what I tell you to do. Last chance.” Eros crosses his arms and my brain starts over-flowing. This time I do have to close my eyes and take a deep breath to control the slight nausea. I've never had this happen before, not like this. My mind is showing me thousands of different alternatives because Eros is the one in control right now. Whatever he chooses will affect me too. "Fine, I'll take it," he finally decides. I knew we would end up in this conclusion, but he could've taken a hundred different routes to it, "I guess I'll go home and pack up my life." "It's too late to drive around," Elio says, but I know for a fact Eros will make it to his apartment safe and sound tonight. And in just four days, he'll move in to The Cage. "He'll be okay," I say out loud because I don’t want to deal with him any longer, "Nothing suspicious has transpired for a few days, which means the roads are free and safe for the moment. It could change, but right now it's safe." Looking for excuses to explain how I know what I know it’s the hardest part of my ability. That and making people actually believe me. Right now, my new boss narrows his eyes as he looks at me. "When it comes to my son's life," he starts, his eyes so damn cold all of a sudden. No more Mr Nice Guy, I guess, "That is my most precious treasure, Bernard St Claude. If you ever mess up and he ends up hurt or dead because of it, I will make sure you pay for it. I don't play when it comes to him, got it?" "Got it, Sir," I nod. And my wolf instantly approves of this man and my new job. Protecting my mate. There's no one better for this job than me, "I value my life as well. So give me some credit, yeah? You'll see in time, I don't usually make mistakes." "We'll see," he nods, then he motions to Eros and gets up to give him a hug as goodbye. I stay seated while Eros hugs his dad tightly. They say ‘I love you’ to each other as if they're never seeing each other again. And this is a thing, by the way. A forever thing. Because they're both extremely traumatized about death. Dear mother, I really need to lay down and have a proper fucking crash out about this situation, but when Eros leaves the room and Elio turns to me again, I force a smile. "This situation with my son could be momentary," he comments as he sits back down, “Birdie is fickle and unreliable, he moves with the wind and takes decisions from the heart in the moment. I want him out of this twisted world but he’s stubborn as a mule so I'll entertain it while it lasts and you will make sure he's okay. That is priority number one from now on.” "I understand," I nod, “I’ll take care of your Birdie.” There is really nothing special about this man in front of me. No real power, no Alpha presence whatsoever. And yet, his energy is very strong, stronger than even other Alphas I’ve come across. He knows he holds as much power as humanly possible and he's not afraid to abuse it. "Thank you. Family is the most important thing we have, isn’t it?" He asks, his fake nice smile returning to his face. I nod even though I couldn’t give any less of a shit about my family, “Where’s yours?” "My parents are still in Canada," I respond. And Canada is a code-word for my pack, Akino, "We’re not close. And I have no siblings… and no wife, either." "Hm. That makes it harder for me to keep you on your toes," he says with another deceivingly nice smile, "I usually go for the family first when I want to make a statement, but I can still turn you into fresh meat for my animals if you give me a reason to… you’re aware of the repercussions if you ever think about betraying me, don’t you?” "Of course I know, Gideon was very graphic. But I’m not worried in the slightest. Loyalty is everything to me," I lie, making Elio nod in complete approval, “Can we talk money now?" Elio nods and gives me a real smile. "We can," he says and I finally get some happiness back when he tells me the initial weekly payment. That huge sum he mentions is for me being in the probationary period, not even the Head of Security yet. And is a lot more that I would make as Alpha in a whole month, "But that’s not all, I love to give bonuses and rewards to my guys when I feel like they deserve it. And if you do a good enough job, I'm always open to discussing a raise. When it comes to security I’m always extremely generous so I will expect you to give me your best. All the time. Trust me, I’ll make it worth it.” "You got it," I respond, trying not to jump in joy. That’s all I fucking wanted, "I promise you'll be very happy with my performance, Sir. Give me time to show you what I can do." "I will," he nods and then offers his hand, "Welcome to the inner circle, Saint. I have a good feeling about you.”I leave Elio's office a different person. I was so excited when I first came in to this building and now I have nothing to look forward to except the money... but, is this money even worth it if I have to fuck a man to get it? Well, it's going to be millions, so maybe. But still. "Hey... Bernard, right?" a female voice asks and I lift my eyes to her. It's a black girl with light brown eyes that's going to be in my life for a long time. I can see she’s going to be a really good friend, so I walk closer, "Are you okay? You look distraught.” "I'm alright. And you can call me Saint," I start and I reach her desk, "What's your name?" "Samantha. My buddies call me Sammy," she responds with an easy smile with shiny white teeth. Sammy is going to become Eros' best friend soon and that means she's going to be around me all the time... and she's really hot. I didn’t notice earlier because I was too in my head. I could choose to flirt with her now and she would reciprocate for a littl
{ Eros } There he is. Bernard St Claude, the untrustworthy asshole. It’s crazy how he’s even taller than Angel so he’s at least six foot four. His shoulders are broad and his arms thick as fuck, he probably spends hours lifting weights. Or missiles, or whatever they do in the military—if that whole backstory is even real. He was smiling like he didn't have a single worry in the world as he walked outside the building dragging his suitcase, but now that he's about to get in the car with me, his sour face has returned. "Fucking get in already," I hear Angel bark at Saint before opening the door and practically shoving his big body inside the SUV, "Sorry you had to wait so long, Birdie, this guy was busy flirting with your dad's secretary." Of course he was. I shake my head in disapproval and just look at him as he gets inside the backseat with me, making this SUV look like a sedan. Angel shuts the door on Saint’s ass and gets into the driver seat to take us to The Cage becau
"Why are you sorry?” I ask, immediately suspicious. I mean, why is he being nice all of a sudden? “Is it because you didn't help me get up or because you've been an asshole?" "Both. And I’m truly sorry," he says, sounding actually genuine, which only throws me off. His eyes start studying my face as if I'm the one with slutty moles all over it, "Are you hurt, from that fall?" I seriously didn't expect him to back down at all, so I just blink in confusion. How can he sound both so rough and soft at the same time? "No... well, maybe my ass hurts a little," I murmur, trying to figure out why I feel like this is a whole different person. However, before I can apologize too, he snarls at me again. Like a bipolar fucking dog. "You will survive," he snaps, bamboozling me again, "I apologized, so can you back down and give me some space now?" "What the fuck is wrong with you?!" I let out, so frustrated. I've never felt like this before, I want to grab his head and crack it open to look
{ Saint }One hour and fifty seven minutes.It's been one hour and fifty seven minutes since I found my fated mate, since he literally crashed into me and changed everything, but it feels like a lifetime. He's fucking exhausting. Thankfully he's now taking a nap, so I can take a second to breathe and relax. I lift my hands to hold my head for a second and I massage it, loving the sound of silence. Eros is asleep so that means I'm no longer hearing the background noise of my future being unstable as fuck. This is truly a mess. It hasn't even been two hours and now everything is changing again. Just me blowing up and saying he has no friends has changed the timeline again. Of course we will end up together, just not as fast as before I said that. Now he's going to be all butt-hurt around me until I apologize again or not. Up to me. But that still means nothing. With someone like Eros, anything could make or break us, which is why I'm glad I've decided to stop paying attention to the
Do you know who ISN’T in my future anymore, though? And all those girls I was going to fuck. They’re nonexistent now. Because of Eros."I want to go back," I whine like a bitch, feeling defeated. My life in Akino before this change was shit, but I think this is going to be way worse. At least before I was still... normal. On my path, with my own kind.My future was set in stone and it wasn't even that bad now that I think about it. I was going to do the Alpha Challenge and I was going to win, of course. Then I would be the Alpha of Akino for many, many years. My old path was this:26 years old. I win the Alpha Challenge, I get the title and the money. Cool shit. I enjoy it a whole lot until...28 years old. I finally meet Julie, my wife. My Luna. Cute girl, we're a compatible couple and we fuck a lot (at the beginning). Everyone is happy for me, even my mom shows me some excitement.29 years old. We have our first kid. A girl. Julianna. That was pure fucking hell, I absolutely hate
I step outside my building carrying the obnoxiously big Gucci duffle bag my dad bought me and I walk to the car in front of my bodyguards because I’m anxious and I really just want to reach The Cage as soon as possible... but, now that I think about it… "Shit," Silo growls as he crashes against my back because I stopped all of a sudden, "Why did you stop like that?" "I just realized I won’t be able to go out as much once I’m at The Cage, so why don’t we go have some wings and a beer beforehand?” I ask, but they’re contractually obligated to do anything I say, so we actually end up in my favorite hot wing spot a few minutes later. I'm about to go sit at the bar because I want to see the baseball game they're playing, but my eyes instantly focus on a blonde woman sitting there. It looks like Dolly from the back and that makes my heart beat faster in a mix of emotions. “Birdie!” Silo growls when I stop all of a sudden and he slams on me again, “Now what?!”The woman turns to look at
"Are you home?" I ask my dad on the phone as Silo stops the SUV in front of my childhood home. He says yes, "Can you come outside, please? I'm not... you know I can't do this on my own." "Of course, Birdie boy. I'll be there in a second," he says with a soft voice and hangs up. I hear Angel and Silo stepping out to get our things, but I just wait. Six years ago, two bodyguards betrayed us. They gave our enemies complete access to our home. It was around four PM. It was Sunday, October 2nd. I was hungover and sleeping but my sister was hanging out in the TV room. She had invited me to watch a movie that day but I said no because I felt like shit. And that's when it happened. The group of three men came to the house looking for us but only found her. They tried to take her so they could use her against my dad, but... my sister knew the type of stuff they would do to her. My dad never shielded us from the truth, so we both knew she would have it the worst if we were ever kidnapped.
My name is Bernard St Claude and I’m a True Alpha. I was born to protect and serve my pack. Nothing more, nothing less. And no questions asked. I’m 26 years old. I have dark blue eyes, pasty skin, tall built and a strong body. I have moles around my face and neck. I have a big tattoo that starts on my shoulder and goes down to my left hand. And I only got it to make myself look tough because I’m not. I’m not tough. I’m not anything you would expect from a True Alpha, to be completely honest. I lack the passion, the motivation, the drive, the ambition, the energy. Being a True Alpha comes with a lot of attention, a lot of expectations and a lot of problems. And for me, it also came with an extra quirk no one else seems to have: I can see the future. My own future. And consequently, the future of those closest to me. Up until two months ago, my future was completely set in stone. I was so submitted to it, my brain stopped even sending me random visions because there was no nee
"Are you home?" I ask my dad on the phone as Silo stops the SUV in front of my childhood home. He says yes, "Can you come outside, please? I'm not... you know I can't do this on my own." "Of course, Birdie boy. I'll be there in a second," he says with a soft voice and hangs up. I hear Angel and Silo stepping out to get our things, but I just wait. Six years ago, two bodyguards betrayed us. They gave our enemies complete access to our home. It was around four PM. It was Sunday, October 2nd. I was hungover and sleeping but my sister was hanging out in the TV room. She had invited me to watch a movie that day but I said no because I felt like shit. And that's when it happened. The group of three men came to the house looking for us but only found her. They tried to take her so they could use her against my dad, but... my sister knew the type of stuff they would do to her. My dad never shielded us from the truth, so we both knew she would have it the worst if we were ever kidnapped.
I step outside my building carrying the obnoxiously big Gucci duffle bag my dad bought me and I walk to the car in front of my bodyguards because I’m anxious and I really just want to reach The Cage as soon as possible... but, now that I think about it… "Shit," Silo growls as he crashes against my back because I stopped all of a sudden, "Why did you stop like that?" "I just realized I won’t be able to go out as much once I’m at The Cage, so why don’t we go have some wings and a beer beforehand?” I ask, but they’re contractually obligated to do anything I say, so we actually end up in my favorite hot wing spot a few minutes later. I'm about to go sit at the bar because I want to see the baseball game they're playing, but my eyes instantly focus on a blonde woman sitting there. It looks like Dolly from the back and that makes my heart beat faster in a mix of emotions. “Birdie!” Silo growls when I stop all of a sudden and he slams on me again, “Now what?!”The woman turns to look at
Do you know who ISN’T in my future anymore, though? And all those girls I was going to fuck. They’re nonexistent now. Because of Eros."I want to go back," I whine like a bitch, feeling defeated. My life in Akino before this change was shit, but I think this is going to be way worse. At least before I was still... normal. On my path, with my own kind.My future was set in stone and it wasn't even that bad now that I think about it. I was going to do the Alpha Challenge and I was going to win, of course. Then I would be the Alpha of Akino for many, many years. My old path was this:26 years old. I win the Alpha Challenge, I get the title and the money. Cool shit. I enjoy it a whole lot until...28 years old. I finally meet Julie, my wife. My Luna. Cute girl, we're a compatible couple and we fuck a lot (at the beginning). Everyone is happy for me, even my mom shows me some excitement.29 years old. We have our first kid. A girl. Julianna. That was pure fucking hell, I absolutely hate
{ Saint }One hour and fifty seven minutes.It's been one hour and fifty seven minutes since I found my fated mate, since he literally crashed into me and changed everything, but it feels like a lifetime. He's fucking exhausting. Thankfully he's now taking a nap, so I can take a second to breathe and relax. I lift my hands to hold my head for a second and I massage it, loving the sound of silence. Eros is asleep so that means I'm no longer hearing the background noise of my future being unstable as fuck. This is truly a mess. It hasn't even been two hours and now everything is changing again. Just me blowing up and saying he has no friends has changed the timeline again. Of course we will end up together, just not as fast as before I said that. Now he's going to be all butt-hurt around me until I apologize again or not. Up to me. But that still means nothing. With someone like Eros, anything could make or break us, which is why I'm glad I've decided to stop paying attention to the
"Why are you sorry?” I ask, immediately suspicious. I mean, why is he being nice all of a sudden? “Is it because you didn't help me get up or because you've been an asshole?" "Both. And I’m truly sorry," he says, sounding actually genuine, which only throws me off. His eyes start studying my face as if I'm the one with slutty moles all over it, "Are you hurt, from that fall?" I seriously didn't expect him to back down at all, so I just blink in confusion. How can he sound both so rough and soft at the same time? "No... well, maybe my ass hurts a little," I murmur, trying to figure out why I feel like this is a whole different person. However, before I can apologize too, he snarls at me again. Like a bipolar fucking dog. "You will survive," he snaps, bamboozling me again, "I apologized, so can you back down and give me some space now?" "What the fuck is wrong with you?!" I let out, so frustrated. I've never felt like this before, I want to grab his head and crack it open to look
{ Eros } There he is. Bernard St Claude, the untrustworthy asshole. It’s crazy how he’s even taller than Angel so he’s at least six foot four. His shoulders are broad and his arms thick as fuck, he probably spends hours lifting weights. Or missiles, or whatever they do in the military—if that whole backstory is even real. He was smiling like he didn't have a single worry in the world as he walked outside the building dragging his suitcase, but now that he's about to get in the car with me, his sour face has returned. "Fucking get in already," I hear Angel bark at Saint before opening the door and practically shoving his big body inside the SUV, "Sorry you had to wait so long, Birdie, this guy was busy flirting with your dad's secretary." Of course he was. I shake my head in disapproval and just look at him as he gets inside the backseat with me, making this SUV look like a sedan. Angel shuts the door on Saint’s ass and gets into the driver seat to take us to The Cage becau
I leave Elio's office a different person. I was so excited when I first came in to this building and now I have nothing to look forward to except the money... but, is this money even worth it if I have to fuck a man to get it? Well, it's going to be millions, so maybe. But still. "Hey... Bernard, right?" a female voice asks and I lift my eyes to her. It's a black girl with light brown eyes that's going to be in my life for a long time. I can see she’s going to be a really good friend, so I walk closer, "Are you okay? You look distraught.” "I'm alright. And you can call me Saint," I start and I reach her desk, "What's your name?" "Samantha. My buddies call me Sammy," she responds with an easy smile with shiny white teeth. Sammy is going to become Eros' best friend soon and that means she's going to be around me all the time... and she's really hot. I didn’t notice earlier because I was too in my head. I could choose to flirt with her now and she would reciprocate for a littl
"Having more migraines?" Eros asks all of a sudden, returning his suspicions eyes to me, saving me from the gross future memories. I blink and pay attention to his stupid face, "Because you look like you want to throw up." "Yeah," I murmur, "I'll take a pill in a minute." “Take it now,” he says, eyes narrowing even more, “Show us your medication. Let me see the n—“ "Are you ready to move in, Saint?" Elio asks, interrupting and absolutely ignoring his son again. I can’t hide my smile at that, "You'll share the house with the rest of our main security guys, but it’s big enough for all of you. And you’ll have your own bedroom.” "That sounds good," I nod and shrug, "Everything I own is in my suitcase, so I'm ready to go anywhere, anytime.” "Perfect, I like that. I travel a lot and you'll be coming with me, as my HS… but only after you’ve finished your probationary period with my guys. I’ll give you two weeks to show me everything you’re promising," Elio says. I nod without showin
"I hope you're right, Saint. You see, Rosette is both metaphorically and literally on fire right now and I'm the biggest target… but to be completely fair, that's how it always is. I just pissed off the Carson Crew more than usual with my last move," Elio explains with a tired sigh, "I'm slowly but surely over-powering what little territory they still have around here. They don’t like that. Of course, nobody likes a monopoly and I promised I would stop and leave them alone, but that was a lie. I want them out of here completely. So… The Carson’s are a small but significant thorn in my behind at the moment, as you can imagine.“ "Yeah, I get it. And I can help with that," I assure him, because I know I will. Eros scoffs at my comment but I chose to ignore him, "I'm confident I can help you get rid of them. All I need is some time to see how they move and create a plan. I've heard about the Carson Crew but now I’ll be closer to them. In no time, I'll get rid of your biggest enemies and