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BLAISEExhausted and sleepy, I walk up the stairs to the third floor of the building. The three flights of stairs have never felt so tiring before, even that time when I'd had to work until midnight and come back home at one in the morning.One part of me desperately hoped that he would actually listen.That he'd just leave me be, to mind my own damn business and live my own sad life.Dragging my drained body through the hallway of doors, I stop in front of mine and blindly search for the keys.Until I realize the door is unlocked.Confusion fills my face when the doorknob twists easily under my palm. I was sure I'd locked it behind me this morning— I wasn't the type to forget about something like that.Then I see the little child, sitting in my chair and tapping away at the keyboard.Rin.I instantly freeze. And he just continues tapping away, the screen of the computer flashing with graphics."Oh. Finally you're back.""What in the world..." A stunned murmur leaves my lips, as I rec
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____________________________CHRISTIAN"You what?"I lean back into the couch at Rin's shout. What had happened yesterday is still clear in my mind— the way her eyes had stared so firmly into mine, the way she'd made me promise.How had she even known to do that?The way her blood had tasted on my tongue."Answer me, Christian!" The child stands in front of me, hazel eyes wide. "What do you mean someone knows? Blaise Ara?"I nod, my thumb brushing against the corner of my lips.Such sweetness."That feisty woman." I murmur, turning my eyes up to the ceiling. "I didn't know I'd lose myself that much over the sight of her blood. If there weren't so many people, I would've ripped her throat out."Rin glares at me."I can't believe you made her promises.""I had to." I say lightly, my mind still set firmly on her. "She caught me off guard.""At least you didn't actually bite her, with all those humans watching." He groans, shuffling out from the living room. "You know how much they hate i
Last Updated : 2024-01-11Alpha's Singer Soft Whispers
_____________________________It happens several more times.It's only three in the afternoon when I decide to go back home early for the day. I was afraid— even if I didn't want to admit it. Were all the faces I'd mistaken really a hallucination?Or had one or two of them been really true?Exhausted, I drag myself to my apartment. I'd sleep until the next day, and do nothing else but sleep. I needed to fix this— stop this from happening.And the familiar figure plopped on top of my computer chair greets me the moment I come inside."...Rin.""Someone was here earlier.""What?""That man." He says, clicking at the mouse. "That man from yesterday. He was here."My gaze flickers towards the doorway. "What are you talking about? You saw him here? Inside my apartment?"He nods briefly.And it's like I'm suffocating. My voice is thin and hushed, with the sentence I speak next."What...What did he want?""He asked for you." Rin says, finally looking up. He pauses for a second, large eyes fi
Last Updated : 2024-01-12Alpha's Singer Rivulets of Red
BLAISE ARA"And...of course you're back.""It's boring." He protests, heating up water with an unopened noodle cup in his hand. "Christian Shadow hasn't come out of his room for an entire week."A week?Still. How did that relate to him coming over here like his personal hotel?"Open this for me." He says, thrusting the cup noodle in my direction. And I toss it right back, eyes narrowed."No. You're the one who's going to eat it."Hearing that, he frowns and starts to pull open every one of the kitchen drawers. Already stressed out, I curse and stop him."What are you doing?""Looking for scissors, because you're useless." He says flatly, and I snatch the cup noodle from him before slamming it down on the table."This is a ramen cup. In no single way are scissors required for anything.""Now there is. The stupid thing just won't open."A triumphant smile splits his lips when I finally relent. Gripping the tiny opening flap, I struggle with it for a few seconds before tearing it open.
Last Updated : 2024-01-13Alpha's Singer Wintry
I unhook my jacket, tugging it over my shoulders. Whether I wanted or didn't want it, I had to work. I'd spent nearly twice as much money than usual this month, mostly because of the ashen boy whining with sickness on top of my blankets.He'd disappear once in a while, to come back with blood staining his lips."Are you sure it's working?" I sigh, crossing my arms together. "Animal blood. Do you think it's making it better for you?"Because I didn't think so at all.He forces a nod, before returning to a groaning cocoon on the wooden floor."W-When are you going to be back?""Late tonight." I say, and his eyes widen. "You know already— I work as a taxi driver, remember?""Late?"I breathe. Then I twist the door open, calling over my shoulder."If you think you need help, call Christian Shadow. I left the phone—"And then I walk straight into someone, my head crashing into the middle of something firm.Speak of the devil."Me?"What in the @$$&@$ world?Christian Shadow gives me a cold
Last Updated : 2024-01-14Alpha's Singer A Promise
CHRISTIANWhy is she here?My eyes are blue. I can sense them— just like I can sense her blood. She'a asleep on my bed, so defenseless and vulnerable.Her lip.I shift closer, my gaze never leaving her face. It was so amusing— she was more intriguing than anyone else I'd ever met. She looked so peaceful, in a house of vampires.And the nerve, to be sleeping on my bed."Unless..."My fingertips brush across her chin. She doesn't move, and I slowly find myself bending down.That blood.I'd drank from her less than a day ago. Usually that would satisfy me for at least a week, yet I found myself wanting to taste her again.It had been so sweet.And with that wound she'd clumsily made on herself, I wouldn't be breaking any part of the promise.Hand tightening around the edge of the bed, I slowly kiss her. My fangs tug on the slight cut on the corner of her lips, breaking the fragile skin. My tongue runs over the dark line.A breath escapes my throat.I press my hand against her waist. And
Last Updated : 2024-01-15Alpha's Singer Love like a Storm
_____________________________And the next few days pass.Life seems to go back into everything that it had been before— working, sleeping, and even more working. I go back to my taxi-driving, from morning to late evening.Nothing happens.I don't see Christian Shadow— even Rin. The inside of my tiny apartment is quiet, completely silent except for me.Before I would've been okay with all of the emptiness.Before.Now I'm not.Now, the silence doesn't feel right at all.This is all because of those vampires. I hiss under my breath, tossing to my other side on the bed of blankets. If only they hadn't turned my life upside down. If only they hadn't shown up in the first place.The blankets crumple in my clenched fists.Christian Shadow.My eyes squeeze close. I was feeling things that I shouldn't be feeling, not at all. I should be enjoying this quietness— this peacefulness.I miss them.No, you don't. You do not miss some vampires that drank your blood. Are you damn crazy?You like thi
Last Updated : 2024-01-16Alpha's Singer Cherry and Cream
I hear laughter.I instantly leave my bed, throwing open the door. My icy blue eyes immediately find Blaise Ara, shouting at Rin and waving a game controller wildly in the air. Her cheeks are blushed with exertion."You cheated! I fucking know it!"My gaze settles on her.My tongue runs across my fangs.I hear Rin come up with excuses for himself as I descend down the stairs, coming up behind her. She's too busy accusing him to notice anything.She huffs."We're playing one more, you idiot. Watch me absolutely destroy you this tim—""Destroy who?"I whisper breathlessly into her ear as I wrap an arm around her waist, pressing her figure closer to my chest. Pleasure lights my blood on fire as she freezes, like a deer caught in headlights.My fingertips slip under the hem of her shirt, caressing the soft skin of her stomach.I don't need to look at the mirror to know that my eyes are aflame with a blue, lustful glow.She throws the controller at me."What the hell?!"I easily avoid it.
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__________________________________Great.This was just all fucking great, dammit.The moon is already high up in the sky. And I'm wandering in the dark, empty streets of Seoul, my stomach turning with the guilt of having said all that to him.I'd just run. I'd run away from him, without even thinking where I'd go.Would he still be there, at my apartment?I had no idea.And the regret is just growing by the second, slowly pressing down on my chest.I'd acted so childish just now. Like a childish little brat, out to get revenge. I could've just held it all in. Held it in, like I'd always done.I don't know why I'd gotten so emotional when I'd seen Christian's face.I'd just completely lost my composure. I'd just lost it in front of him, not even thinking what was going to happen next.And I'm so deep in my own thoughts I don't even look where I'm walking.My shoulder crashes into someone."Ah!"A surprised yelp bursts from my lips as I tumble backwards onto the sidewalk. And I complet
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_______________________________BLAISE"Ow."My eyes slowly flicker open. And I'm surprised to see that I'm in my own kitchen, my head tucked between my hands and chest leaning against the island table. I'm seated on the high chair, but in the opposite way so I'm practically hugging the back of the chair.How in the world had I gotten into this—"Don't move."Christian?!I twist around in surprise. But the moment I do, pain streaks up my spine and I nearly tumble off the chair."Ah!"Strong hands wrap around my shoulders, righting me back on the chair again. Christian sounds absolutely pissed."I told you not to move.""What are you even—"I look down to see that he's wrapping bandages around my stomach. My shirt, soaked completely in blood, is thrown in a messy pile on the wooden floor.I'm only in my bra.My face goes paler than before."Christian!""Relax." He says, and I can practically hear him roll his eyes even when I can't see him. "Should I have let you bleed to death then?"
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________________________________"So you see— the sign changes, because the variable comes over to this side. And then you would flip this, too." I say, tapping at the paper with the eraser of my tipped pencil."Do you unders—Christian!"He's examining a strand of ramen, holding the chopsticks over his head. His eyes flicker to me."Yeah?""Put that in your mouth. Right now." I snap, grabbing a napkin and wiping the corner of his lips. He immediately pulls back, his expression tense."What are you doing?!""I should be asking you that." I fire back, crossing my arms. "Did you listen to anything that I said for the last ten minutes?""...I did.""Tell me one thing."He frowns, looking thoughtful for a second. Then he looks up at me with a pointed look."The variable changes, because the sign comes over to the other side of the equation. Okay? I've been listening, Ms. Ara."I raise a brow. Does he really think he's outsmarted me or something?"More like the sign changes because the vari
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