I walked around the property of my parents house. I let my emotions flow, the pain in my heart was palpable. I felt so rejected by her. It tore my heart apart. I know we had fun at that party, and I claimed her as I had been wanting to do for the past two years. I prayed that my devotion to her in the hospital would spark something between us. Two years I have waited for her to be mine. During the party, I felt like I finally had my chance. She was not with Tyson anymore, or anyone else. The last two years have been brutal, my wolf has nearly overpowered me at times. He is getting so impatient waiting for her. Every time I had a chance to take a step to claim her. She had moved on to someone else. She only saw me as a friend, she never looked my way as anything but a friend and classmate. When she started dating Tyson who was going to be my Beta, I felt like the universe was pulling us closer to each other. I finally had the opportunity to spend more time with her as she hung around
It takes me two hours to drive to this disgusting establishment. I can feel my skin crawl just driving into the parking lot. I have no idea what to expect coming here. I only pray that I can find her and bring her home. There is a black and gold majestic gate at the opening of the property. I know this place is not arranged like a drive by bar. From the outside it is set up to look like a place of decadence. Once I am recognized a female voice on the video screen purrs “welcome Alpha Damien”I drive through the gateway towards the insidious building. The place looks like a grand castle from the house, a place of royalty and solitude. This is all for the show mostly to attract their high-end vampire clientele. Inside is a labyrinth of various shows that girls of various ages are forced to create to entertain various nefarious customers. Some is BDSM, others are theatrical burlesque, while for those rogue thugs who are not classical, it is full frontal exotic dancing. The girls only wea
Kayla POVI drive for what feels like hours. During the first several hours I could not stop crying. Leaving everything behind was harder than I ever imagined. All I did originally was dream of ditching the state of Georgia, leaving my miserable fathers house behind, and heading into the horizon. Finding new adventures, and a new destiny before coming home to Damien. Now, everything has changed. Everything felt different. I was different, I did not feel like that same girl anymore. My heart ached for Damien, I never meant to abandon him. I knew though after what I did, I could never see him again, I could never go back there. I knew that I had to rewrite my story and live a completely different life away from my pack. I prayed that he would move on and choose someone else like Whitney or Stella as his Luna. I prayed to the goddess through his grief he would find happiness. I fought to keep more tears at bay. I need to leave everyone and start over. Go so far away that no one would fin
One month Later…It took me what felt like a thousand years but, I finally made it to Portland Oregon. I do not know how I was able to deceive so many of these humans. I faked High School transcripts, I faked the origin details of my drivers license, and I faked the date of my birth to be a year older. It is also amazing what money will do. I sold the car and expensive clothes in Los Angeles. I got more than enough from a stupid human influencer who thought the clothes would make her look like a celebrity. I paid my whole college tuition with the money. The rest was a piece of cake. I have always secretly been a pro at computer graphics and imaging. They bought everything really easy. I am now a student at the University of Portland Oregon. Completely off the level that I was originally going to apply to with Damien.Damien.God, how I missed him so much. I had three months left until my birthday and I wanted to scream in terror that I would be going through the transformation possib
After class, Dakota and I walked together. We decided to eat lunch together. As we walked into the dining hall, I spotted Travis with some of his friends. A few of the devious girls were hanging around him. One was being obvious as she stroked his muscled arms and was making clear signs of desiring to mate later on. Everything I would have done myself to any Damien and every other guy I knew in my old school. As I looked at them, I saw myself. I never realized until now what a slut I was back in my pack. Seeing these girls and how they were acting towards Travis gave me a dose of reality. My father was right, I was a whore, I just never saw it. I thought back to the drinking, the parties, the threesomes, to Damien claiming me and myself pushing him away countlessly only to try and pursue a different guy. All the disrespectful flirting I did. I knew for a while Damien was mine. The night we had the threesome. Damien was right, it did become most me and him with Tyson watching because,
Damiens POVIt has been weeks since my entire world fell apart. I still could not believe that she was gone. I knew she was not dead, I would have felt it. I just could not believe that she would abandon everyone and disappear like a ghost. What was going through her mind? It hurt so much. I thought she would at least after a while make a phone call and let anyone in the pack know that she was safe and alright. I thought she would at least let me know. I had been completely wrong, and for the hundredth time, I feel so guilty for blocking her out in anger. She was reaching for me, and I mentally blocked her out because I was angry. If I had only known the peril she was going through, and listened to my wolf, things would be different. I continued during the first several days to hang by my phone, I clung to hope that Kayla would possibly call me. I yearned for her, my wolf was ravenous, and continued to trying to call for her. My wolf is furious with me. He blames me for her elopement.
New BeginningsI cannot believe that I have been here three months. My birthday is drawing near soon, I am scared but excited at the same time. During this time, I feel like I have drawn a lot closer to Travis. I have never broached the subject about his pack. I never voiced to him my fears when he would ask me what is troubling me. How could I? what would I ask him or what would he even say? What direction would our relationship turn if he learned that Carter was alive and the pack he lived near. What would he think of the man he became. There is so much more to the story I am sure that none of my pack members and I know about what really happened to Carters pack. We have only heard hearsay. d made me worry constantly. Would Carter ever come back and then find me here? I know he would kill me. I can never let him find me. I pray to the goddess he never does. \I am sitting in my second hour class which I now share with Travis, Dakota, and a girl named Bitsy. She had red hair, and tur
Hello to Old Me!I stood in the room, listening for anyone to say anything. Not sure how longs I stood still, like I was frozen in time. Eventually I decided that it must be my mind playing tricks on me. Though it was odd, I thought I smelled him as well. There is no way that he could be there. I decided to ignore it. It must be guilt from my conscience. My mind knows that he laid claim to me, that I am technically an Alpha’s chosen. I continued to tell myself over and over again “he is back in the pack; he is not here.” He is going to move on, find his mate, choose someone else. Not hold on to the connection of a girl who ditched in the middle of the night and was just his High School fling. I do not have my wolf yet; I do not even know who my mate is. He does have his wolf, he will find his mate, his luna and eventually forget about me.Something deep inside of me felt like it was burning at the thought of Damien moving on with someone else. There is an echo of pain in me, and I fou
The reality right now is seeing the woman who was like a mother to me die in front of our eyes. Damien stopped and stared at Lucius, the wolfs blood dripped with the blood of our Luna Raven. Lucius’s wolf made a quick meal of her while staring at Damien. “Damien, don’t it’s what he wants!” I told him as I read Damiens mind. Damien wanted to attack him. “He wants me and Minerva, don’t give him what he wants” I told him. That seemed to get him out of it. Damien took off running again, I could see Lucius hot on our trail, growling and howling at my twin and me. I saw the porter twins and several of the pack warriors moving in to block his path. The twins, Alpha Alistair, Alpha Carter, and several other warriors circled him. Most of his men he had brought with were being held down and killed by the massive amount of our pack warriors. His eyes filled with rage as we made our escape with what I now assume is his first-born son and heir that Luna Raven stole from him. We continued runnin
Both Alpha’s fought until they were at a standstill. Alpha Lucius shifted back.“I want what is mine Raven, all of what is mine! Not only do I know that my Luna is here for some reason, I know you are keeping my branded female here! I also want what you have kept from me for the past twenty years!” He roared at her. She didn’t back down. She stared at him in cold fury.“Fuck you, you’re getting nothing!” she snarled.“You had no right to keep him from me!” he snarled. His body shaking. “I am an Alpha; I deserve a suitable heir! Not the piece of shit Travis that I have!”“He’s not your heir! Not anymore and never will be! He is the heir of Alpha Alistair Porter! He is our son! He will rule the Porter bloodline! I will not let you corrupt him!” Raven roared at him.“Alistair, we were once best friends, it boils me that you could do this to me and know about it!” he retorted.“We were, until you blindly listened to your father, you let him torture you, her stood by and watched him kill y
I awoke from my trance to an eerie sound. The ancient rams horn that has been used in our history being blown. This is the signal of attack. I arose from the room that I share with Damien. I looked out the window to see a portal opening. There were at least Forty scores of wolves pouring in through the portal. I quaked in fear as I saw a familiar person at the front of the army. Alpha Lucius. His eyes were set ablaze with fury. He looked around our pack as if he were trying for find something or someone and I knew possibly who he was looking for.I watched with horror as he walked into the pack grounds as if he had been here before. Judging by Alpha Alistair’s story, I knew he had, I knew they possibly had been close friends, before Lucius turned dark.I ran outside. I felt rage boiling within me. I suddenly was held back. I looked upwards offended that someone dared to hold me down, and became pissed off that it was my so called father Alpha Carter.“Tabitha! NO!”“Let me go! He needs
I Need to stop this pain! I feel like I am being emotionally ripped apart. I feel like I have voices in my head trying to guide me and direct me. I feel like my mind is splitting in two. This is worse than when I started to gain the power of mind linking pack members and those who are not pack members.I close my eyes and want to scream. As I close my eyes I see myself somewhere else. I am in a field covered in beautiful flowers. I walked around for what felt like forever. I didn’t know where I was going, or what I was looking for. I continued to feel drawn into the field as if I was searching for something. After feeling like I was going in circles I came upon a giant hill. I heard voices on the other side. They sounded like they were in pain. I felt as if my lungs were punched in my chest. The pain was so excruciating yet it wasn’t my pain?I heard a woman screaming for help. The sounds reflected by what sounded like a boy and several more people. I ran towards the hill. I nearly fe
I cannot believe that I am standing here, face to face with the twin sister that has been missing my entire life! How did I not remember her? This is so insane! I stare into her eyes, and I am seeing into her soul. I feel her pain. She has gone through so much pain. Suddenly, my life here seems to be perfect. I used to want to escape my adoptive fathers house. He would get drunk and beat me. The night he tried to have sex with me, I thought I was going to die. I was completely convinced Joseph was my father, and that he was a sick twisted fuck. I now know why he didn’t give a shit, cause I was never his daughter. To sell me as a sex slave to the man who he knew was my real father and didn’t even try to help reunite us was even more fucked up.I see into Minerva’s mind, goddess, what a fucking nightmare. My twin was drugged, raped, branded and turned into a sex slave for years. She was brainwashed and lowered down into the filthiest depths of hell. As a Alpha’s daughter that is the mos
She screams in horror and starts kicking me in the crotch. I scream for a new reason. She runs out of the room down the hallway screaming.My wolf is laughing at me. ‘Serves you right for trying to cheat on Mate!’‘What is the fuck are you talking about!’ I ask the wolf.‘One, Mate for life! That is the will and blessing of the goddess, you find your mate, and pledge your love to her, if you defy that, this is the result!’ my wolf tells me.‘Make it stop!’ I scream at my wolf.‘I can’t! this is your punishment by the goddess, for cheating on Rose’‘Why is this happening?’ I scream‘I already told you why but, if I would guess, Rose is fucking her other mate, that you rejected to join with. That Alpha is marking and claiming her as his queen because you were to much of a dumb shit to appreciate her! You made me lose Mate; I hate you!’ My wolf snarled at me. I watched him completely walk away from me and go into a blinding light. I felt my Alpha powers waning.‘Magnus! Magnus!’ I called
Travis POVI was loving my life in school; I had every girl I wanted. I had my sex mistress Minerva, even though she really irritated the hell out of me! My father wants her to be Luna? She’s a wild stallion! He says she’s been broken and toyed with enough by both of us to be a worthy candidate. We’ve both enjoyed her in various ways. Father says mother is done being Luna. Lately though, ever since I met Rose, my wolf has been forceful. I know it’s because she claims I am her mate. My wolf is saying the same. The wild beast has yet to be tamed! He needs to know that he is only a spirit animal, I am the Alpha, I am the dominant, I am the evolved one, not him. My father always told me that it takes years to tame the beast inside, to make them compliant to our will. My fathers beast rarely shows, dad said he used to show up constantly and try to dictate to him. Titan took over one time, and grandfather had to inject wolfsbane into him to get him to retreat and remember his plac
My mother runs out towards me. She sees Minerva, and I can see her mind click. She recognizes my mother.“Aunt Raven?” she says in shock as she stares at my mother. Tabitha runs towards her.“YOU!” Minerva growls, looking at Tabitha like she’s ready for attack. She is caught by surprise when Tabitha grabs her by the hands, she stares into Minerva’s eyes for a long while. I see Minerva eyes go wide, they’re locked in a trance, and I hear Tabitha say “Remember me” in a whisper to Minerva. Minerva winds her arms around Tabitha, they close their eyes and have a smile on their faces. I wonder what I am seeing. My mother whispers.“I have not seen them do this since they were young”“What are they doing?” I ask mother.“They are twin communicating telepathically. They used to do that, it was a way of embracing or recognizing each other.Suddenly, Minerva starts grabbing her neck and screaming in pain. Their connection is broken. She falls to the ground shaking.“Someone get the oracle Laur
I turn to the stove, I put the Cornish hens in the roasting pan. I spread the mixed vegetables and potatoes in the roasting pan. I add some water and chicken stock, onions and garlic to season it. After everything is in the oven, I walk through the kitchen, around the L shaped counter towards the formal dining room where she is sitting on the floor. Currently right now, she is sitting in the middle of the dining room where a dining table will go once I buy one. I kneel down and pull her into my arms. She shaking, she’s rocking back and forth. Her mind is no doubt going crazy with worry. I wish I knew what happened and how to help her. Suddenly, I realize this might be the opportunity that I need to bring her back to my pack. I can at least ask her as a friend. I know I just met her but, it seems like she wants to get away from this life. She would be safe in my pack.I hold her letting her calm down.“I’m damaged goods!” she says broken.“Why would you think that?” I ask her shocked b