Hello to Old Me!I stood in the room, listening for anyone to say anything. Not sure how longs I stood still, like I was frozen in time. Eventually I decided that it must be my mind playing tricks on me. Though it was odd, I thought I smelled him as well. There is no way that he could be there. I decided to ignore it. It must be guilt from my conscience. My mind knows that he laid claim to me, that I am technically an Alpha’s chosen. I continued to tell myself over and over again “he is back in the pack; he is not here.” He is going to move on, find his mate, choose someone else. Not hold on to the connection of a girl who ditched in the middle of the night and was just his High School fling. I do not have my wolf yet; I do not even know who my mate is. He does have his wolf, he will find his mate, his luna and eventually forget about me.Something deep inside of me felt like it was burning at the thought of Damien moving on with someone else. There is an echo of pain in me, and I fou
It has been a week since I reverted back to my old sense. Not fully though, I may be dressing like the old me, however, I am not going to be as reckless as I was. Will I party yes, but, if I find my mate, I am not going to toss his feelings around. That was a mistake I made with Damien, I knew he was claiming me, and I was a fool for not basking in it like any other girl would. Looking back now, why did I want to “play the field” with an Alpha that I had always loved and wanted? That is why it hurt so much to leave him in the beginning. That is why there was pain when I thought about him or thought about moving on. It is the only scenario I can think of, somewhere deep inside knew that I had always been meant for him, and it was trying to stop me from being a slut. I had Tyson but, I somehow always knew Damien was meant for me, I was just to selfish to accept it.The pain in my heart when I think of him does not diminish. I will myself to stop myself from thinking of him. As much as
The Blood Canyon Pack.It was officially the weekend. Travis invited me to visit his pack for the weekend.I was honestly petrified however; I did my best to feign myself as excited. Everyone in my pack knew the stories behind the desolation of Carter Steonhill’s pack by Alpha Luthor. Now, I was travelling to that very same pack and I would see the remnants of it. I know that was several years ago, I believe much of that happened when I was very young. Travis held my hand in the town car while talking on the phone with someone.“Yes, we’re nearly there”“Yes, Rose is with me, just like I promised.” He smiled to whoever he was talking to“No, I cannot wait for you to meet her.” He smiled at me, and I smiled back. He stroked my hand and continued holding it. I continued to look out the window as the woodland faded away. I could see a wide-open terrain of land nestled against one of the mountains. Further in the distance I began to the outline of a town. The sign “Stonehill” was etched i
We ate dinner, it was amazing. His mother was great cook, roasted lamb, mint sauce, garlic roasted mashed potatoes, carrots, and beets. I smile as I enjoy my food. I stay silent and do not mention that I absolutely hate beets. Afterwards, we had a chocolate cake, with red dessert wine. We listened to music and sat by a roaring fire. I lounged against him, enjoying his company until I heard someone walking into the room. His mother immediately changed her demeanor. I sensed fear in her, Travis also straightened up. He no longer had me lounging against him. He instructed that we all sit up properly. I asked him what the issue was, he told me his father was home, and he is not a man to cross, nor is his grandfather.“You mean Sinclair Luthor?”“You know my grandfather?” he asked me in a serious tone, there was a steel gaze in his eyes. I looked skeptical, like he was trying to understand how I knew him.“Sure, everyone knows in my old pack knows of the infamous Sinclaire Luthor, we just
Travis walked me around the pack, showing me everything. Every entertainment center, the schools, the pack temple for worshipping their “moon goddess” where pack members bring harvest goods to the temple for blessings and their acolytes offer it to “Selene” their goddess. Grocery stores where the rest of the produce, meat goods, and other products that are hand made by some of the elderly, widows, and select maidens of the pack who have farms bring it in to sell.I could not stop my mind from reeling about the cruelness that I witnessed at the packhouse. Travis did not to try and stop his mother from being hurt. What the fuck is with that? If it were me, and he tried to hurt my mother, I do not give a shit if it were my father, I would have kicked the shit out of him!“Is everything alright?” he asked me with concern on his face.“No, it’s not!”“What’s wrong?”“I cannot stop reeling about what happened after dinner back there!”“What do you mean?”“What in the fuck do you think I mea
Travis walked me around the pack, showing me everything. Every entertainment center, the schools, the pack temple for worshipping their “moon goddess” where pack members bring harvest goods to the temple for blessings and their acolytes offer it to “Selene” their goddess. Grocery stores where the rest of the produce, meat goods, and other products that are handmade by some of the elderly, widows, and select maidens of the pack who have farms bring it in to sell.I could not stop my mind from reeling about the cruelness that I witnessed at the packhouse. Travis did not to try and stop his mother from being hurt. What the fuck is with that? If it were me, and he tried to hurt my mother, I do not give a shit if it were my father, I would have kicked the shit out of him!“Is everything alright?” he asked me with concern on his face.“No, it’s not!”“What’s wrong?”“I cannot stop reeling about what happened after dinner back there!”“What do you mean?”“What in the fuck do you think I mean
I walk up the stairs to my room. I sat on my bed and opened my mind to see if he was speaking to me or was it my mind playing tricks on me. “Damien?!”“Do you know how difficult it was to find you!” Christ, he sounded really pissed.“Did you really think that I would just let you walk away from me!” he growled.I shuddered at the sound of his voice. “How, how did you find me?” I whispered into thin air. With my mental doors open I knew where he was, he was at the university.“It certainly wasn’t easy! Thank heavens my father always told me to follow the senses of my wolf! All of a sudden, we were in Missouri, and he started to feel a calling towards Oregon. Not exactly on the same college plan that we both agreed on, however, I thought about it. I know you, if you were intent on disappearing from my life, you wouldn’t pick a school where I wanted us to go.” I stood there still frozen; I should have known he would figure it out. He’s always been able to read me like an open book. He
I stared at the moon as I screamed. I could not understand what was happening and why I was shifting already. Somehow, I willed myself to leave the Ceremonial Forest. I ran for what seemed like forever. As I ran I called out to Damien. I told him that I was shifting already, and I couldn’t understand why! My birthday was a few days away! Why was this happening!“Kayla! Where are you?!” “I am outside the packs boundaries! I don’t know why but, I am shifting! I do not want to be alone!”“I’m here baby, I’m coming!” he reassured me. I relaxed as I felt his presence getting closer. I felt something else as well.“Rose!” I heard Travis shouting. Dear God! This cannot be happening! I continued to scream, praying that Damien would soon find me and take me away before Travis found me.“Kayla!” I’m here baby! I’m here!” he says as he kneels beside me and holds me. He rocks me as I writhe in pain. The moon shines directly on me like a beacon of light. I glow with the moon, I feel like I am shi
The reality right now is seeing the woman who was like a mother to me die in front of our eyes. Damien stopped and stared at Lucius, the wolfs blood dripped with the blood of our Luna Raven. Lucius’s wolf made a quick meal of her while staring at Damien. “Damien, don’t it’s what he wants!” I told him as I read Damiens mind. Damien wanted to attack him. “He wants me and Minerva, don’t give him what he wants” I told him. That seemed to get him out of it. Damien took off running again, I could see Lucius hot on our trail, growling and howling at my twin and me. I saw the porter twins and several of the pack warriors moving in to block his path. The twins, Alpha Alistair, Alpha Carter, and several other warriors circled him. Most of his men he had brought with were being held down and killed by the massive amount of our pack warriors. His eyes filled with rage as we made our escape with what I now assume is his first-born son and heir that Luna Raven stole from him. We continued runnin
Both Alpha’s fought until they were at a standstill. Alpha Lucius shifted back.“I want what is mine Raven, all of what is mine! Not only do I know that my Luna is here for some reason, I know you are keeping my branded female here! I also want what you have kept from me for the past twenty years!” He roared at her. She didn’t back down. She stared at him in cold fury.“Fuck you, you’re getting nothing!” she snarled.“You had no right to keep him from me!” he snarled. His body shaking. “I am an Alpha; I deserve a suitable heir! Not the piece of shit Travis that I have!”“He’s not your heir! Not anymore and never will be! He is the heir of Alpha Alistair Porter! He is our son! He will rule the Porter bloodline! I will not let you corrupt him!” Raven roared at him.“Alistair, we were once best friends, it boils me that you could do this to me and know about it!” he retorted.“We were, until you blindly listened to your father, you let him torture you, her stood by and watched him kill y
I awoke from my trance to an eerie sound. The ancient rams horn that has been used in our history being blown. This is the signal of attack. I arose from the room that I share with Damien. I looked out the window to see a portal opening. There were at least Forty scores of wolves pouring in through the portal. I quaked in fear as I saw a familiar person at the front of the army. Alpha Lucius. His eyes were set ablaze with fury. He looked around our pack as if he were trying for find something or someone and I knew possibly who he was looking for.I watched with horror as he walked into the pack grounds as if he had been here before. Judging by Alpha Alistair’s story, I knew he had, I knew they possibly had been close friends, before Lucius turned dark.I ran outside. I felt rage boiling within me. I suddenly was held back. I looked upwards offended that someone dared to hold me down, and became pissed off that it was my so called father Alpha Carter.“Tabitha! NO!”“Let me go! He needs
I Need to stop this pain! I feel like I am being emotionally ripped apart. I feel like I have voices in my head trying to guide me and direct me. I feel like my mind is splitting in two. This is worse than when I started to gain the power of mind linking pack members and those who are not pack members.I close my eyes and want to scream. As I close my eyes I see myself somewhere else. I am in a field covered in beautiful flowers. I walked around for what felt like forever. I didn’t know where I was going, or what I was looking for. I continued to feel drawn into the field as if I was searching for something. After feeling like I was going in circles I came upon a giant hill. I heard voices on the other side. They sounded like they were in pain. I felt as if my lungs were punched in my chest. The pain was so excruciating yet it wasn’t my pain?I heard a woman screaming for help. The sounds reflected by what sounded like a boy and several more people. I ran towards the hill. I nearly fe
I cannot believe that I am standing here, face to face with the twin sister that has been missing my entire life! How did I not remember her? This is so insane! I stare into her eyes, and I am seeing into her soul. I feel her pain. She has gone through so much pain. Suddenly, my life here seems to be perfect. I used to want to escape my adoptive fathers house. He would get drunk and beat me. The night he tried to have sex with me, I thought I was going to die. I was completely convinced Joseph was my father, and that he was a sick twisted fuck. I now know why he didn’t give a shit, cause I was never his daughter. To sell me as a sex slave to the man who he knew was my real father and didn’t even try to help reunite us was even more fucked up.I see into Minerva’s mind, goddess, what a fucking nightmare. My twin was drugged, raped, branded and turned into a sex slave for years. She was brainwashed and lowered down into the filthiest depths of hell. As a Alpha’s daughter that is the mos
She screams in horror and starts kicking me in the crotch. I scream for a new reason. She runs out of the room down the hallway screaming.My wolf is laughing at me. ‘Serves you right for trying to cheat on Mate!’‘What is the fuck are you talking about!’ I ask the wolf.‘One, Mate for life! That is the will and blessing of the goddess, you find your mate, and pledge your love to her, if you defy that, this is the result!’ my wolf tells me.‘Make it stop!’ I scream at my wolf.‘I can’t! this is your punishment by the goddess, for cheating on Rose’‘Why is this happening?’ I scream‘I already told you why but, if I would guess, Rose is fucking her other mate, that you rejected to join with. That Alpha is marking and claiming her as his queen because you were to much of a dumb shit to appreciate her! You made me lose Mate; I hate you!’ My wolf snarled at me. I watched him completely walk away from me and go into a blinding light. I felt my Alpha powers waning.‘Magnus! Magnus!’ I called
Travis POVI was loving my life in school; I had every girl I wanted. I had my sex mistress Minerva, even though she really irritated the hell out of me! My father wants her to be Luna? She’s a wild stallion! He says she’s been broken and toyed with enough by both of us to be a worthy candidate. We’ve both enjoyed her in various ways. Father says mother is done being Luna. Lately though, ever since I met Rose, my wolf has been forceful. I know it’s because she claims I am her mate. My wolf is saying the same. The wild beast has yet to be tamed! He needs to know that he is only a spirit animal, I am the Alpha, I am the dominant, I am the evolved one, not him. My father always told me that it takes years to tame the beast inside, to make them compliant to our will. My fathers beast rarely shows, dad said he used to show up constantly and try to dictate to him. Titan took over one time, and grandfather had to inject wolfsbane into him to get him to retreat and remember his plac
My mother runs out towards me. She sees Minerva, and I can see her mind click. She recognizes my mother.“Aunt Raven?” she says in shock as she stares at my mother. Tabitha runs towards her.“YOU!” Minerva growls, looking at Tabitha like she’s ready for attack. She is caught by surprise when Tabitha grabs her by the hands, she stares into Minerva’s eyes for a long while. I see Minerva eyes go wide, they’re locked in a trance, and I hear Tabitha say “Remember me” in a whisper to Minerva. Minerva winds her arms around Tabitha, they close their eyes and have a smile on their faces. I wonder what I am seeing. My mother whispers.“I have not seen them do this since they were young”“What are they doing?” I ask mother.“They are twin communicating telepathically. They used to do that, it was a way of embracing or recognizing each other.Suddenly, Minerva starts grabbing her neck and screaming in pain. Their connection is broken. She falls to the ground shaking.“Someone get the oracle Laur
I turn to the stove, I put the Cornish hens in the roasting pan. I spread the mixed vegetables and potatoes in the roasting pan. I add some water and chicken stock, onions and garlic to season it. After everything is in the oven, I walk through the kitchen, around the L shaped counter towards the formal dining room where she is sitting on the floor. Currently right now, she is sitting in the middle of the dining room where a dining table will go once I buy one. I kneel down and pull her into my arms. She shaking, she’s rocking back and forth. Her mind is no doubt going crazy with worry. I wish I knew what happened and how to help her. Suddenly, I realize this might be the opportunity that I need to bring her back to my pack. I can at least ask her as a friend. I know I just met her but, it seems like she wants to get away from this life. She would be safe in my pack.I hold her letting her calm down.“I’m damaged goods!” she says broken.“Why would you think that?” I ask her shocked b