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Chapter Twenty-one: Changing Feelings
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Emily's POVLater That Day.I woke up feeling incredibly weak and disoriented. My body was heavy, and it was as if I didn’t have the strength to even move. I hadn't eaten anything for hours after waking up, and my throat felt dry, my stomach empty. My head was spinning slightly, and I felt this overwhelming sense of exhaustion. It was a strange mix of relief at being conscious again and welcomed to my body feeling this way.Shifting slightly on the bed, I groaned to sit upright but a hand helped me. From the closeness of our skin together, I knew who it was.But in my current state, I couldn't decline his help. Reluctantly, I allowed him to touch me and I kept groaning.My eyes were half-opened and half-closed. I wasn't myself. We didn't say anything to each other. Then I felt a spon being brought to my lips.I sipped the soup to quench this intense hunger. I continued doing that until my stomach reacted to it. I vomited the little I drank on my body and Jack’s. He cleaned up everyw
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Emily's POV“Have you ever seen me for who I'm?” My voice was soft, barely audible. He looks to want to say something but he didn't.I wiped my tears, trying to make him read my expression and reactions.“If I ever wanted to hurt you, Jack. Do you think that I'll wait until now before I do it?” My eyes were red from crying. I got no response.“I had many chances to do it, but I didn't. Or have I ever acted somehow that made you doubt me? All that has ever happened was from your judgement. I'm not her!” I emphasized with my voice raising.“I don't know what she might have done to make you end up like this. Mother won't have paired us together if not for a reason and definitely not to be the cause of your death. Can you just pretend as if the prophecy was never said?” I asked him. He didn't say anything and only stared at me.He muted and tears streamed down my cheeks. My heart heaved with sobs and I desperately wanted him to speak.“T-This is the moment you have to say something close
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Emily's POV“Hmm,” I moaned softly, turning on the bed before flustering my eyes open. It was blurry at first before I began to make a shape of it.I was in my room.My head was banging, then I recalled what happened to me. Fear rushed through my veins and my shaking hands touched the bandage wrapped around my head.I finally helped myself up and found no one in the room. Disappointment gripped my heart, expecting to meet someone in the room but I immediately shoved the thoughts away from my mind.This was to my advantage. Then our last argument lingered on my mind and my lips curled downward, before a low sob escaped my lips.Staying here hasn't yielded any results so it's better if I go. I instinctively wiped my tears, my eyes were fixed on my wardrobe with a goal in mind. My body felt slightly weak and I don't know for how long I've been out. Without wasting much time, I helped myself up and went to the wardrobe.I brought out a small box before bringing out my locket. A small forc
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Emily’s POV“Are you being serious?!” Kiara barked at me, her voice sharp and trembling with disbelief. I didn’t flinch, didn’t even bother looking her way. My focus was elsewhere—on the vision I had had when the throne room got demolised. Could it have been her all along? And also, she has been trying to poison Jack’s mind against me.I crossed my arms, my tone calm but firm. “You have a few minutes to confess your crimes, Kiara. You know what happens if you don’t.”Lady Elena, who had been quiet so far, finally shifted uncomfortably. “This isn’t necessary. I’ll go get Maddy.”I didn’t take my eyes off Kiara as I responded, my voice cutting through the room like a blade. “It’s not gonna help.” my words were directed to Lady Elena. Jack, standing tense beside me, growled low in his throat. “You’re pushing this too far, Emily. What the hell is wrong with you?” I snapped my head toward him, anger bubbling to the surface. “Oh, so it’s my fault now?” I shouted. “My locket was peacefu
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Kiara’s POV“Argh!” I banged the iron doors with my fist, kicking and thrashing the air. The guards walked away after and I was filled with anger, zeal to revenge for the embarrassment I faced because of her.I sat on the cold floor, the flies disturbing my peaceful thoughts and that was enough for me to growl in annoyance once again.Everything that has happened has my involvement in it. But Emily bought herself a bigger doom by confiding in the Alphas. I could only hope for Alpha Kane to continue being a nuisance, who wants to fight against the King.A war he can never win even when the King has his eyes closed. I hope all these will still be ongoing before the blood moon ceremony. Since the poison has blocked her vision, that means she would have to reactivate her powers before that day. Also, I had to come up with a name for the poison. All I said was a lie aside that I was aware of the poison she consumed. Let's see how long before they find out.Back to this, the purpose of the
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Emily's POV“I think with time, your legs should go back to normal,” Maddy told me, while I nodded, seated on the bed.She cleared up the table, arranging what she brought to the room inside her bag. She has been avoiding eye-contact with me, since Kiara’s deeds have been known in the palace.“I will take my leave now.” She forced a smile, meeting my gaze briefly before turning to leave the room.“Don't you have anything to say to me, Maddy?” I asked her calmly. She paused, looking at me with her lips pressed together.“M-Maybe… but you need to rest now. I will get Kael to….”“Maddy, you can go on,” I cut her off, and at that moment, Jack entered the room with his hands behind his back.“Maddy?” He raised his brows. Maddy bowed and left the room for us.“Did you shorten her name from Madison to Maddy?” He asked me as he approached the bed. I was reminded of our arguments the last time we were alone in the room.I only nodded and laid on my back. About to turn my back to him, I felt hi
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Emily's POV“Your mate or your partner as the Queen or…. someone who was going to hurt you?” I asked Jackson, staring into his eyes.They flickered for a moment before he looked away, rubbing his white hair backward. They were long now.“Why would you ask me that?” He murmured without looking at me.“Because I need to know,” I turned his face to mine before cupping his face. The spark sensation rushed through our bodies with our eyes locked together.“Do you feel that?” I mumbled inaudibly. He nodded and a small, faint smile formed on my lips. I removed my hands, “What do you feel now?” I asked him slowly. He furrowed his brows and I sighed deeply, slightly annoyed as I tried to shift away from him.“Don't pretend as if you don't know what I'm talking about.”“That's because I don't,”“You don't?” I questioned, “That's an ugly lie. You just don't wanna acknowledge your thoughts. If you want me to be frank, I'll surely.” I stated. We have to be clear about his feelings for me with or
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Emily's POV“Please, come in.” The young lady welcomed me into her house nicely. She helped me to locate Jackson then. After resurrection, having no memories of where I came from or where I'm going, I was really disoriented.I had two pearls in my locket, she collected the first one because of the help she rendered to me. Now that I'm seeing her again, will I be needing her help?I thought as I flashed her a warm smile, entering her house.“Thank you,” I acknowledged as I settled on her mini sofa. Her house was located a few metres away from where I was burying the locket.The sudden urge to do this came to me because I wanted to bury my powers. If a poison could weaken them, making me more less than a human. This makes me want to protect it, also from Jack's issues with his past lover and the prophecy.Keeping my powers will assure me that I wasn't going to hurt him. Also protecting them in the process.“What would you like to have? Wine or water?” She offered.I rubbed my hands tog
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