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Chapter Twenty-Seven: What Do You See Me As?
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Alpha's Regret: Yearning For Her Love Chapter Twenty-Eight: You?
Emily's POV“Your mate or your partner as the Queen or…. someone who was going to hurt you?” I asked Jackson, staring into his eyes.They flickered for a moment before he looked away, rubbing his white hair backward. They were long now.“Why would you ask me that?” He murmured without looking at me.“Because I need to know,” I turned his face to mine before cupping his face. The spark sensation rushed through our bodies with our eyes locked together.“Do you feel that?” I mumbled inaudibly. He nodded and a small, faint smile formed on my lips. I removed my hands, “What do you feel now?” I asked him slowly. He furrowed his brows and I sighed deeply, slightly annoyed as I tried to shift away from him.“Don't pretend as if you don't know what I'm talking about.”“That's because I don't,”“You don't?” I questioned, “That's an ugly lie. You just don't wanna acknowledge your thoughts. If you want me to be frank, I'll surely.” I stated. We have to be clear about his feelings for me with or
Last Updated : 2024-12-04Alpha's Regret: Yearning For Her Love Chapter Twenty-Nine: You? 2
Emily's POV“Please, come in.” The young lady welcomed me into her house nicely. She helped me to locate Jackson then. After resurrection, having no memories of where I came from or where I'm going, I was really disoriented.I had two pearls in my locket, she collected the first one because of the help she rendered to me. Now that I'm seeing her again, will I be needing her help?I thought as I flashed her a warm smile, entering her house.“Thank you,” I acknowledged as I settled on her mini sofa. Her house was located a few metres away from where I was burying the locket.The sudden urge to do this came to me because I wanted to bury my powers. If a poison could weaken them, making me more less than a human. This makes me want to protect it, also from Jack's issues with his past lover and the prophecy.Keeping my powers will assure me that I wasn't going to hurt him. Also protecting them in the process.“What would you like to have? Wine or water?” She offered.I rubbed my hands tog
Last Updated : 2024-12-05Alpha's Regret: Yearning For Her Love Chapter Thirty: Flower Queen
Emily's POV The blinding sunlight woke me up. I moaned, turning on the bed before I opened my eyes. I laid on the bed, looking ahead of me casually before I realized that this wasn't my room. I jerked up from the bed, observed the room well. ‘Where am I?’ I pondered, trying to recall what happened to me last. The lady, her house… Jack. My eyes widened, and I tried to feel my legs. My body feels healthy once again. I thought about what the lady said. It never occurred to me that I had a role to play as a seer, not just as Jackson's mate, since I’m a mixed-breed of werewolf and seer. Amidst my thoughts, the door creaked open and Jackson entered. Oops. So…. this was his room? I glanced around again, the walls were painted in grey with minimal decorations in the room. He came closer to the bed, “You can leave now.” He paused, “ "If you want to.” He added with a bored expression. His words made me gazed at him. I didn't say anything for a few seconds, instead, I sighed deeply and
Last Updated : 2024-12-05Alpha's Regret: Yearning For Her Love Chapter Thirty-One: Flower Queen 2
Emily's POV “Does anyone miss the flower Queen?” I quipped with a smile as I approached them. Zaza turned around with a sly smile. “Absolutely.” He winked as he approached me, “Especially her endless lectures on how roses are divas and every other flower is just 'supporting cast.' I'm sure the daisies are still in therapy.” As always, he commented and never disappointing in his sarcasm. I laughed slightly, bumping fist with him and exchanged a curtly nod with Mason. “Hi.” I greeted him with a wave. “You must be all fit now for the King to initiate this training,” Zaza replied. “Well… yeah. I'm all strong now. But you need to train me with care. I'm just a little lady,” I pouted with puppy eyes. “Nah. That won't be working here.” “Huh? Mason, is that true?” I tried to divert my approach to him. From his expression, he was looking surprised at Zaza and I’s exchange of words. He scratched the back of his head, “Y-Yeah. Sure.” “You're putting him in a tight situation, flower Quee
Last Updated : 2024-12-06Alpha's Regret: Yearning For Her Love Chapter Thirty-Two: Hi
Emily's POV“That's all for today.” Mason proclaimed and I was the first to lay on the floor tiredly. I gasped for air, staring at the clear sky before closing my eyes.I was totally drained.“You good?”“N-Not really,” I responded to Zaza before sitting upright. “I can't believe warriors do this everyday. All my bones are aching really bad,” I complained with a churned face.“At times. But not everyday,” Mason replied. We were still engrossed in our light conversation when I picked a scent in the air.It's been a while since I last perceived someone's scent. This could mean that my visions will be back.Mason helped me get up and I saw a maid walking closer to us.“I'll escort you to your room,” I tore my gaze from her and smiled at Zaza.“Aww, that's so lovely of you. I feel like I've a big brother now, who would go to any length to take care of you.” I purred with a sweet smile.Zaza chuckled slightly, “Don't exaggerate it. I can do that for anyone who is by friend,”“The Queen is
Last Updated : 2024-12-07Alpha's Regret: Yearning For Her Love Chapter Thirty-Three: Hi 2
Emily's POV“Hi.” He greeted me, seated on the bed. I sighed softly and stepped in, crossing my arms.“Hi.” I responded nonchalantly. He wasn't looking at me. He stood up after, inserted his hands into his front pocket. This act makes me know that he was uncomfortable, or maybe nervous.Either of the two, that's a joke. I scoffed at my thought, still staring at him to tell me why he was here.“T-There’s… uhmm….” He looked away, “.... an u-urgent matter going on in the pack house. Rogue-border issue to be precise. Some group got injured after a minor rogue skirmish. Keal and Madison are taking care of them already but I want you to be there.” He paused briefly.“I need you to…” He falters, his usual commanding tone softening.“You want me to see something? Is that it?” I cut him off. “Yeah. They need your help to purify their souls from turning into rogues.” He declared peacefully and I clenched my fist.It wasn't a request, it was a command.“So I’m convenient?” he whipped his head t
Last Updated : 2024-12-08Alpha's Regret: Yearning For Her Love Chapter Thirty-Four: Weakened Bonds
Emily's POVWearing a white garment, I was clean from head to toe. Then I pray to the goddess, placing a crystal ball in clean water to purify the soul of whoever the water touches.I was in the pack house, dabbing that water in the injured people's wounds. And of course, the kids were keeping my company.As I was done with the man before me, he bowed deeply unlike others and that got me astonished.“Thank you so much, My Queen.” He purred with so much appreciation. My cheeks got painted with pink, as I looked around. Everyone was staring.“Oh, that's fine. Thank you.” I mumbled, kinda nervous.“Aww, Queen Emily is the best!” Caleb proclaimed, making me chuckle slightly. The next person on the queue sat on the small stool in front of me. He was wounded on his arm, it looks kinda gruesome and I commend him in my head for being brave.Well, all of them are brave.“I’m not the Queen yet, sweetheart. But thank you.” I smiled at him, nullifying the rogue's effect in the person's wound that
Last Updated : 2024-12-08Alpha's Regret: Yearning For Her Love Chapter Thirty-Five: Nightmare
Emily's POV“Hi!” Zaza appeared before me from a distance, while I was still walking at a fast pace towards the dining room.He noticed my expression was not for any jokes, he jog-walked closer to me.“A-Are you okay?” He asked, as if choosing his words carefully.“Is Jack in the dining room?” I inquired, catching my breath.He pouted, “Aww, the Queen misses her King….”“I'm serious!” I interrupted loudly. He looked shocked, I shut my eyes and massaged my temple.“That came out wrong, sorry. But I need to see him urgently.” I pleaded with my gaze. It's past the lunch period, but I hoped that he must have waited for me to show up.“Well, he left with Mason not quite long. But he should be back soon.” He informed me and I nearly gripped my hair in annoyance. I nodded in understanding without showing my disappointment before I went to my room.“Ugh!” I kicked the air, fuming inwardly. I slumped on the bed and shut my eyes. He better get back here on time, that's all I could pray for at t
Last Updated : 2024-12-08
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Emily's POVI lay on the bed, staring blankly at the wooden ceiling above me, Kiara’s harsh words still ringing faintly in my ears.“Fuck off.”But oddly enough, I didn’t take her words to heart. I was used to her bitterness by now. I could handle her hatred; it wasn’t what bothered me. What I couldn’t ignore was Jackson.His behavior had been eating away at me all day. The flashes of anger, the blood… and the way his vampire side clawed at the surface, barely restrained. I had seen him gritting his teeth as if he were fighting himself, as if being near me was both his salvation and his curse.I turned to the side, burying my face in the pillow with a frustrated sigh. Exhaustion tugged at me, but my mind was relentless. Eventually, though, the weight of my thoughts lulled me into a restless sleep.I turned my head, but found myself in a darkened hall lit only by streaks of moonlight breaking through shattered windows. I jerked up immediately, I wasn't laying on the bed but on the floo
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Kiara’s POVI let my thoughts pace around before my gaze flickered to the mirror, and I stopped dead. I rushed to it to confirm what I saw.A pimple.What in the hell…My fingers moved to my face instinctively, and I pressed down on the stubborn blemish with all the force I could muster. A sharp sting burned across my skin, but I didn’t stop until it was gone—until it bled.I hissed in annoyance, grabbing a tissue to dab the spot. My reflection stared back at me, and I frowned harder.“It’s nothing,” I muttered, spinning toward my vanity. I grabbed my makeup and began to smear powder and foundation over my face in thick layers, covering every imperfection. My hand trembled slightly as I blended it out.“Y-You’re be-beautiful,” I stammered to my reflection, forcing a smile. “This is just temporary. Everything happening now is temporary. I’ll strike when the time comes.”I leaned closer, staring deep into my own eyes, my smile sharpening into something sly. “I’ll make sure they regret
Alpha's Regret: Yearning For Her Love Chapter Fifty-Three: You Won't Win
Kiara’s POVThe Next Morning.The paintbrush glided across the canvas in my hand, a streak of deep crimson smearing like fresh blood. My lips curled into a bitter smile as I traced the outline of Emily’s figure, every inch of her covered in what looked like dripping blood.“Perfect,” I muttered to myself, the satisfaction short-lived as anger clawed its way back into my chest.I clenched my jaw, thinking about yesterday. I had asked her nicely—nicely, for the first time in forever. All I did was ask if she was fine. A simple, kind gesture. And what did she do? She just nodded. Nodded! Like I didn’t deserve an answer.My grip on the brush tightened until my knuckles turned white.“That b!tch,” I spat under my breath. “All high and mighty now, isn’t she?”I sat back, glaring at the image of her I had painted, rage bubbling inside me like poison. Emily. Everything went downhill the moment she came into the picture. The pack no longer cared about me, Kiara. Me, who had always been by
Alpha's Regret: Yearning For Her Love Chapter Fifty-Two: Cough
Emily’s POV“When the heart turns cold…”The phrase echoed in my mind as I walked back into the tent, each word settling heavily on my chest. I had been trying to understand it, but the answer seemed clearer now. To sever this bond—truly sever it—I would need to upset Jackson, to do something so unbearable that it would make him turn away.Without true love, the bond between us was meaningless. That was what the throne was trying to tell us.We were tied by fate, but he couldn’t admit how he felt without something pulling him. I entered the tent, then my eyes fell on the pearl the little girl gave me. I picked it up, running my thumb over its smooth surface, a faint smile tugging at my lips. My mind raced back to the dream, the words, and Gianna. I froze mid-thought, realization dawning like a cold wave.Gianna.My eyes narrowed, suspicion burning in my chest. I didn't remember that she introduced herself to me. I hadn’t thought much of it, but now… If not for that dream, I wouldn’
Alpha's Regret: Yearning For Her Love Chapter Fifty-One: You'll Survive
Emily’s POVI groaned as the sound of chirping birds yanked me out of sleep. My muscles ached, my back was stiff, and the scratchy blanket felt heavier than usual. The chill of the morning air seeped through the tent, and for a moment, I debated just pulling the blanket over my head.But the dream...I blinked my eyes open, staring at the tent’s fabric ceiling. Why was I dreaming about my resurrection? It had felt so real, like I was reliving that moment. I could still hear the voices, feel the weight of everything that day had meant.Events of the last few years flooded my mind, I found myself empathizing with myself for all the years of heartbreak I've endured. All because I wanted him to accept me as his mate.I shook my head, trying not to dwell deeper. I might have had the dream out of exhaustion, playing tricks on my mind. Pushing the thoughts aside, I sat up, stretching my arms. My back ached from sleeping on the makeshift bedroll Jack had insisted we use during this journey.
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Emily’s POV “Thank you so much for helping,” I acknowledged, smiling at Gianna’s reflection in the mirror as she brushed my hair. She returned the smile, though her dark eyes never left my hair. “You’re welcome. But don’t mistake this for charity,” she said, her voice soft but unnerving. Our eyes met in the mirror, and I blinked in confusion. “What do you mean?” “You’ll pay for my help. Not with money, of course.” She smiled faintly, a small tilt of her head that made her look almost amused. “I’ll be taking the bead from your locket. The pearl inside is... powerful. If someone with an impure heart touches it, they go blind temporarily until they confess their crimes. And if they don’t...” She paused, her lips curling slightly. “Well, they lose their sight forever.” My mouth went dry, and I instinctively looked down at the locket resting against my chest. The thought of giving it away made my stomach twist, but I nodded. “O-Okay,” I stammered. She didn’t say anything, just
Alpha's Regret: Yearning For Her Love Chapter Forty-Nine: The Day Of Resurrection
Emily’s POVMy eyes fluttered open groggily, my head was banging. What I saw was a long wooden stool in front of me. I tried to stand up but my stomach hurts. And my legs. Together with my arms.In fact, my whole body hurts.But carefully, I managed to sit upright. I brought my hair to my shoulder, it was really dirty. I couldn't understand the color. And my clothes… my eyes looked down at my dress. It looks to be a white gown, it's original color but it was soaked with a red dried liquid. My eyes widened in shock when I thought of the possibilities that it could be my blood.My lips trembled as I glanced around. ‘Am I dead? Is this afterlife?’ I thought, my eyes scanning through the surroundings.It was a building, some parts filled with growing grasses and spirogyra. The floor was cold and cemented, I stood up carefully.Why don't I have any memories of myself?All I knew was that I just woke up from a deep slumber. Given how my body was aching this badly. “H-Hello….” I stuttered,
Alpha's Regret: Yearning For Her Love Chapter Forty-Eight: The Pearl
Emily’s POVThe ride was quiet, the air thick with unspoken words. I sat behind Jack on his horse, my arms loosely wrapped around his waist. His broad back was straight, his posture as rigid as always. The rhythmic sound of the horse's hooves against the ground provided a strange kind of comfort. I rested my chin lightly on his shoulder, my gaze lingering on the back of his neck. His scent filled my nose, and I found myself in a deep comfort.My thoughts wandered to what I had pieced together so far—about Harper’s mother and the role she played in Jack’s immortality. The idea of someone willingly binding him to this endless existence both fascinated and horrified me. And I found myself wondering what kind of man he was before he became an immortal.Was he always this guarded? This distant? Or was it the centuries of loneliness and betrayal that shaped him into what he was now?I sighed softly, my breath ghosting against his neck. He didn’t turn or acknowledge it. His aloofness was
