There’s something about the smell of rain that both ignites the soul and eases the mind. The morning sky was veiled with dark clouds, preparing to shower my forest. I opened the door to our cabin and took in a deep breath, before sighing contently. While the weather was in my favor, this day would not be. I heard my father’s footsteps coming down the stairs and closed the door behind me as I stepped outside. I already knew what he was going to say and preferred to enjoy these few moments of bliss before going back to reality. If this had been any other day, I would have already been gone, running through the trees in sheer harmony. Unfortunately, this wasn’t any other day. This was the first day of my last year in high school. To some, that may seem something to celebrate, given this would be my final year. For me, it was the end of a long road leading up to my final days of freedom. School had been a welcomed delay for my inevitable fate.
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When I was ten years old, my mother was killed in a territorial battle against a pack of rogues. Rogue packs rarely came into our town, but when they did, they brough disaster and misfortune to those of us who resided here. Unlike normal packs, rogue’s don’t have territories or principles. They are thieves, murderers and conmen. My mother was a kind and caring woman who tended to her pack as the Alpha’s mate should. She had defended our territory with honor and lost her life in the process. My father had to be strong for his pack, but he was never the same after that. My father knew our pack was too weak to fend off a second attack. In an act of desperation, he struck a deal with another pack that resided in our town. Before the deal, we had been rivals with a long history of vendetta against one and other. Our pack, Shadowfang, and Redclaw had been enemies for generations. Redclaw’s Alpha agreed to fight alongside Shadowfang, but in return, I was promised to the Alpha’s son. The battle was won and the rogues were outcast from our town, and I was set to pay the price for our victory after we finished high school.
I knew I should have been happy about the arrangement; we had successfully defended our territory and were uniting two rival packs together. Besides, Cedric’s son wasn’t the worst I could do. In fact, he was the complete opposite. Byron was tall and fit, toned and tanned. His curly, light brown hair and piercing green eyes were enough to floor any woman, especially the girls at our school. Byron was an Alpha in the wolf world as much as he was in the human one. I should have been content, but my instincts were telling me something different.
Arranged mating wasn’t an often occurrence in our world, but it did happen. There was an old tale my mother used to tell me about The Moon Goddess, who chose our mates for us. It was said that when the time came, your inner wolf would call out to your mate and the two would be united under The Moon Goddesses declaration. A time ago, our ancestors would worship The Moon Goddess and would remain celibate until her declaration was made. Our species has evolved since then, but my father still speaks of The Moon Goddess in high regard. He believed that The Moon Goddess still touched us without our knowing. As he swore, she was the reason he fell in love with my mother in the first place. That was as far as he would speak on the subject, always getting choked up at the mention of my mother. Even with this, he believed my arrangement to Byron would credit our packs generously. He believed it was for the greater good, even if he could see how much I resented it. It wasn’t about Byron or uniting the packs; it was about taken away my rightful name as Alpha and my choice of who to mate with. I would go through with it for my father’s sake and the sake of the pack, but I refused to go down submissively.
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The rain still hadn’t come as I set out for school. My only comfort was not having to go through it alone. Ashton, Kyler, Jace, Fyn and Melanie walked alongside me with the same dreary look I had. Another beautiful day that we had to spend locked inside with humans. We walked in silence the entire way, letting the impending feeling of doom consume us. It wasn’t until we passed the gate and were in the middle of the field that Ky spoke.
“I want to go home.”
I nodded, sharing his feeling. “That makes all of us.”
A group of girls walked by us, their laughter piercing my ear drums. I recognized the girl in the lead to be Chelsea, Byron’s ex-girlfriend. He had more than his share of the girls in this school, but Chelsea had been one of the longest relationships standing at eight months. I wondered how she would have felt if she knew he was already promised to someone else. As if on cue, I caught sight of him standing a few yards away, surrounded by his pack. I tensed when he met my eyes. The smile on his face widened and he took a step in my direction. I cursed to myself and turned away.
“Look who’s coming over to say hello.” Ash rolled his eyes.
He was as bitter of our arrangement as I was. Byron stopped just a few feet from me, closely followed by his packmates, Damien, Axel, Lane, Daxton and Louis. I glanced over his shoulder, realizing someone was missing. From seemingly out of nowhere, Vivian snaked her arm around Byron’s torso and leaned against him while shooting me a look. Our packs stood still for a long moment, just staring at each other, before Byron spoke.
“Glad to see you all again.”
“We’re forced to come every year, let’s not pretend like this is a reunion.” Fyn crossed his arms.
Byron’s smile didn’t waver and he took a step closer, lowering his voice. “Except this year is different, is it not?”
His gaze flashed to me for a short moment, before returning his attention to Fyn. I wasn’t sure what I saw then, but the hair on the back of my neck began sticking up. Confidence? Arrogance? I expected him to be just as gloomy as the rest of us, but he was just the same cocky Byron I’d known for years. Usually, our packs avoided each other in the halls. Why was he talking to us now? My question was answered when he spoke again.
“Listen, we’re all aware of what’s going to happen at the end of the year. I’m thinking we can make the best of this situation and get to know each other before our packs are united. After all, eventually everyone here is going to be living together.”
I winced and pulled Fyn behind me. “You want us to hang out with you for the duration of the school year?”
His eyes met mine again and I felt my heart skip a beat. I had never stood so close to him before, and the reality of being his soon-to-be mate was beginning to sink in. I held his gaze, forcing myself not to show him I was unraveling in his presence.
“We have to come to terms with it eventually, Natalia. We might as well do it sooner rather than later. Don’t you want to get to know us?” his eyes glimmered slightly.
I bit my lip, glancing behind me. “I guess it couldn’t hurt.”
He smiled. “So, you’ll sit with us at lunch then?”
I nodded, unable to find the words to respond. I heard both our packs behind us mumble under their breaths, equally annoyed. The bell rang and the wolves took their leave, all except Byron and I. We kept our eyes locked on each other, even as people brushed past us, hurrying to get to their first class. When the crowd had cleared, he leaned in, making his voice barely audible.
“It would be best if you didn’t fight me; they need to see us as one or they will never accept me as their Alpha. I’m sure you understand the fate of our packs rests on our shoulders, Lia. Don’t make this harder than it already has to be.”
“Strong words for someone who’s made sure his pack stayed far away from us for the last three years.” I cleared my throat.
He narrowed his eyes. “I thought I was doing you a favor. You didn’t seem to want anything to do with us.”
“Was it that, or you doing yourself a favor? Let’s not pretend like any of us are happy with this arrangement. I granted your request, but that doesn’t make us friends, Byron.”
“I think you’ll change your mind soon enough.” he smirked.
He turned away, starting up the steps, leaving me to ponder what he said alone. Something about the way he was so sure of himself was both annoying and admirable at the same time. I found myself smiling as I headed for the door, welcoming the challenge that was to come.
The rain began trickling down the windows just as the bell rang for lunch. I was already halfway through the day, but it felt like time had sped up just for this. I exchanged looks with Fyn and nodded in reassurance. He didn’t look convinced but stood to meet me outside anyways. I led the way into the hall and we waited for the others by my locker. I scanned over the faces of the crowd as they walked excitedly to the cafeteria. One by one, everyone took their place against the wall with me. Jace was the last to show, giving me a slight nod as he walked past. We fell into step behind him, trying not to draw attention to ourselves. Being a wolf in a school of humans made us stand out regardless, and I caught a few people staring at me. I wondered what they might think of us. Unlike Byron’s pack, we kept to ourselves. He was popular and outgoing, while we focused our attention entirely on being invisible. I think this is what I didn’t like about him. He made a point o
The rain’s fall had become heavier by the time school let out. My pack was the first through the doors, running through the street contently. I followed them, smiling at their uncontained excitement. I was a few yards behind when I saw them disappear into the tree line. I glanced behind me to make sure no one had noticed us, before stepping into the forest. When I was far enough in, I dropped my backpack and shifted. The feeling of shifting is a hard to describe. At first it’s painful, with all your bones transitioning to take a new form. It’s not an overwhelming pain, unless done repeatedly in a day. There is a magical aspect in changing form though, one that allows us to appear wearing clothes when we shift back to human form. I appreciate this aspect the most. The rain soaked my fur as I ran. There was nothing that compared to the feeling of my paws hitting the ground at an unhuman speed. I dashed through the trees and bushes,
The bell rang for the second time that day, indicating class was in session. Mr. Hing slammed his book shut and pushed up his wiry glasses. He faced the class with a dull smile and said good morning. Only a few people responded, to which he began addressing our more recent assignment. I listened while spacing out, my mind wandering to lunch with Byron’s pack again. This was the only class I had without any of my packmates, so I didn’t know have anyone to talk to. The only people I knew were Ava and Damien, sitting in the front row. I caught a glance from Damien and he gave a small smile, easing my mind slightly. I nodded to him, but our attention returned to the front when someone walked in. “Oh, good!” Mr. Hing waved him in. “Everyone, this is Hugo. I understand you were late yesterday?” Hugo nodded uncomfortably. “Sorry.” Mr. Hing chuckled. “You didn’t miss anything. I have
I checked the time on my phone again, sighing. It was five-thirty; I would have to head out soon. My father had been in a confidential meeting with the other Alphas for over an hour now. Luckily, Byron and the other youths in his pack had joined us. We’d been given more time to spend with each other, even in this dire situation. We’d begun our time talkative and friendly, but now, we were sitting in the living room sharing the same dreary expressions. Every once in a while, we’d hear someone raise their voice in the study, but other than that we didn’t know what was going on. Byron gave me a small smile and nudged me. “They’ll figure something out soon.” he tried to reassure me. I shook my head. “I won’t be here for it. I have somewhere to be.” Fyn raised his head. “Where are you off to?” “I’m meeting Hugo at the library to discuss the pr
He slammed into me at full force, his jaws snapping at my throat. I whined as I hit the ground under his weight. My shoulder was protesting in pain, and I heard the sound of my stitches tearing. I retaliated by scratching furiously at the wolf’s underbelly. The smell of his blood satisfied me, but it wasn’t enough to down him. He howled in frustration and sank his teeth into my wounded shoulder. Out of pain, I reacted by latching onto his front leg. I bit down and felt his bone crunch in my jaw. He let go and whined as he fell off me. I jumped to my feet and took my place in front of Hugo again. I only had a second to see his expression, but he was horrified. The snapping and snarling of the other two wolves brought my attention back to them. They growled, approaching very slowly. The golden wolf was limping, but he took his place in between them, teeth bared. I responded by snapping my jaw warningly. He snapped back. They moved closer and I was forced back furthe
“Insubordination is punishable by death, Natalia.” Cedric’s voice was dripping with irritation. “May I remind you.” I met his eyes. “I agreed to the union only after I graduated. I don’t care what kind of power trip you’re on, Shadowfang has fulfilled their debt to you.” He took a step closer to me, menace in his expression. He looked like he might kill me right then and there. I bit my tongue, wondering if I should’ve listened and obliged. To my surprise, Byron stood and put a hand on his father’s chest to stop him. When he spoke, his tone was cool and collected. “We agreed to this when we were very young, father. We have known our place since we were ten. Natalia isn’t opposing the union; she’s simply asking us to uphold our end of the deal. Redclaw and Shadowfang agreed to letting the youths graduate first. Pushing the date up is voiding the agreement.” Cedric’s face contorted to anger, before he calmed again. He
The bell yanked me from my thoughts and I shook my head out of the fog. I tugged on the shirt Zara had picked out for me that morning. It was an irritably low cut, skin tight tee that left little to the imagination. According to her, it was good to attract my mate before the union. Not that Byron didn’t already seem interested, but I wasn’t particularly comfortable trying to attract anyone. Luckily, the tee covered my bandaged shoulder well. It ached as I bent to pull my books out of my bag for first period. Someone burst through the door and everyone looked up. My heart skipped a beat when I saw Hugo give Mr. Hinge a shy smile and hurry to his seat. I caught sight of Damien giving him a distasteful look before returning to his notes. Hugo waved to the human boy sitting on his other side and hurriedly pulled out his books while Hinge started his lesson. I didn’t dare look in his direction, suddenly remembering our last encounter. I hadn’t
“Can I ask you something?” Hugo finally looked up from his computer. I peered at him. He hadn’t spoken for the entire thirty minutes we’d been at the library. What he didn’t know was I was as comfortable in silence as I was in the heat of a battle. Especially when I was sidetracked by my own wandering mind. “I think you just did.” He didn’t smile. “Are you effected by the full moon?” I tensed. He noticed and immediately began stammering out another sentence. “It wasn’t a full moon when you changed, but I thought werewolves only change during the full moon.” “Your lore gets more wrong than it does right.” my voice was barely above a whisper. He shifted in his seat. “So, silver doesn’t effect you either? Or garlic?” I could feel my canines sharpening. “Silv
Hugo prepared to pounce again, steady and stealth. As little experience he had with this form, it came so naturally to him. I might have admired it, if he weren’t about to attack Byron. I snapped myself out of my daze, my instincts screaming to move. Move where? This wasn’t my fight. Hugo had challenged Byron for the pack. For me. This wasn’t the human; this was the wolf. Pure wolf instinct. Doc had said not to engage. Maybe engaging is what had prolonged Hugo’s conscious state. He was supposed to have passed out by now, but then again, he was not the average wolf. He was an Alpha. I wasn’t even sure that was possible, but everything about the midnight wolf told me otherwise. I watched his body tense, but just before he jumped, he slumped to the side with a whimper. Byron’s ears perked up, not understanding. The midnight wolf was Hugo again, and Hugo was unconscious. The episode was over. It took us all several seco
I was the first in the room, followed closely by Cass and Hanon. The other wolves, rogue or pack, didn’t move past the entrance. They peered in with morbid curiosity but couldn’t bring themselves to experience this up close. This room looked to be a second living room, with one couch and a tv set up on the opposite wall. Hugo had been set on the couch initially, but with all the thrashing and screaming, he had to be moved to the floor. “There’s a bed upstairs…” Hanon began, but Doc cut him off. “One hit from him in this state could be lethal. He doesn’t have control of himself. We can’t risk it, for the sake of everyone he will remain here.” Hanon nodded, but I was wondering how Doc knew that. No one else but Doc would come close to his son, except me. I knelt beside him and he handed me a warm rag. “Wipe his forehead but be watchful of his hands.”
The rogues had recruits come in soon after the fight had died down. The elders ended up trading places with my youths, having their wrists and ankles bound. My pack didn’t make a move towards me, but I could see they wanted to. I hadn’t moved from my place on the floor, cradling Hugo’s head in my lap. He hadn’t moved since the injection, but his breathing had gotten stronger. I could see the wound already working to heal. Whether or not he made it, my blood was a natural remedy for his wounds. Byron’s youths took seats on the stairs, watching the rogues warily. They weren’t bound, since they hadn’t made a move to attack. I wanted to know what he was thinking, but I couldn’t bring myself to ask. I’d come too far from the girl he thought I was, there was no going back. From the corner of my eye, I saw the rogues ease into the sofas. All except Doc, who sat near me, and my father, who’d taken to guarding the Redc
It wasn’t until I heard his voice that I noticed his scent entwining with the others in the room. There were so many werewolves in such an enclosed space, it had been so easy to miss at first. He stepped from around the corner. No one moved. This made him smile as he reached for the door. Several Redclaw elders entered, stone faced and ready. They were followed by the Redclaw youths and…my father. If I hadn’t been fearful before, I definitely was now. My father didn’t look at me; he looked through me. I heard commotion and seconds later, my pack was pushed through the door. They were not coming in willingly. This was a relief as much as it was horrifying. Fyn came in last, his bound hands tearing at the Redclaw elder that held onto him. I saw his nails slash across the elders face and bright red blood appear. Enraged, the older wolf shoved him as hard as possibly able. Fyn hit the ground with a sickening thud. My instinct was to rush to him, but I was
Doc hurried upstairs to retrieve the man I’d heard so much about. I didn’t know what made me more uncomfortable; Hugo walking home when Redclaw could be stalking for him at the very moment or knowing the man who convinced my mother to betray her pack and the Elites was right above my head. I tensed as the stairs creaked. It was almost dramatic, how his feet appeared, then his legs, then his torso, and finally his face. He was a broad man, every inch of him screaming Alpha. Equal. This was the silent confirmation. He was my equal. He was an alpha. An alpha without a pack. When he stepped into the living room and looked up, his face paled. It was such an odd sight to see. His face didn’t look like it drained of color very often. I watched him with unease. Doc and Cass stepped into the hall, leaving me alone with this man. He took a step towards me and I took a step back, my lip pulling in a snarl. He put his hands up, realizing his mistake, and nodded affirmingly. “You’re Natalia.” He
I knocked on the door for the third time. I knew it was only my impatience, but it felt like it was taking too long for them to answer. They had to be home. They had to be. I strained to hear past the door, but there was nothing. Silence. Deafening silence. My wolf paced in the corner of my mind, whining at the anticipation. Finally, I heard the latch on the door unhook and watched the knob turn. Doc’s face peeked at me through the small opening, but this wasn’t an invitation for me to come in. No, he was staring at me with confusion. “Natalia?” I froze. My heart stopped. The undeniable stench, foreign to an average human home, hit my nose like a warning. Wolf. Move. Trying to be as kind as I could manage, I shoved my foot into the opening and pried it open. Doc’s eyes widened but I kept going until there was enough room for me to slip in. I put my fingers to my lips when I saw him about to speak. He reached out a hand to grab me, but I shrugged him off and continued into the ha
It wasn’t until Byron leapt on me and I fell hard on my back that I realized what was happening. I shifted instantly; my wolf already prepared. This is what I’d been trained for. This is something I knew and understood. Attack. Fight. Defend. I ignored the pain from my fall and twisted my body, eventually getting a decent enough hit to Byron’s underbelly to make him jump back. He landed lopsided and scrambled to gain his balance again. It was only a few seconds, but it was enough for me to get to my feet and prepare for the second attack. It never came. Byron’s wolfish eyes met mine and he stilled. It was only then that I realized he hadn’t made a sound the entire attack. His lip wasn’t curled back the way mine was. His muscles weren’t tensed. In fact, he looked almost at peace. This unnerved me. He’s not your friend, Natalia. His thoughts came so clearly to me. Because yo
I shot out of my seat. “Excuse me?” My father raised a hand to silence me. “Cedric and I have been trying to put together a meeting to talk about the union. We didn’t think something like this would happen, but this has been planned a week in advance.” “Reschedule.” I gritted my teeth. My father’s eyes hardened. Even from where I stood I could feel the power coming off him. His wolf had awakened by the challenge, but my father was calm. He had many years on us and knew how to control himself better than we did.. “Not an option.” He said coolly. “We aren’t in any mood to see Redclaw today.” He shrugged. “That’s your issue, not mine. The union must be discussed. It’s business, Natalia. I have a deal to uphold.” “No, you mean I have a deal to uphold. You need me to hold this meeting and I’m telling you to reschedule.” “Luckily for me, you’re not my Alpha.” He
Fyn draped an arm over my shoulder as we pushed through the cafeteria door. It was a friendly gesture to us, but it drew a few eyes from surrounding tables. I saw Fyn smile, enjoying the attention. I glanced back enough to see Jace take Mel’s hand; the gesture was so subtle but I knew I was seeing the beginning of something. I caught sight of Byron, leaning back in his chair and smiling at Claire, who sat beside him. The Redclaw wolves didn’t look uncomfortable around Chelsea’s friends; the same group they’d spent most of the last three years with. This triggered me, knowing that they’d nearly torn into Shadowfang for befriending Hugo and his friends. So, only they were allowed to hang out with humans? Not likely. We came upon a table that was erupting in laughter. The group of humans were enjoying themselves and their break time. It was only the sight of us sliding into the empty chairs around the table that silenced them. I sat beside Hu