The rain’s fall had become heavier by the time school let out. My pack was the first through the doors, running through the street contently. I followed them, smiling at their uncontained excitement. I was a few yards behind when I saw them disappear into the tree line. I glanced behind me to make sure no one had noticed us, before stepping into the forest. When I was far enough in, I dropped my backpack and shifted.
The feeling of shifting is a hard to describe. At first it’s painful, with all your bones transitioning to take a new form. It’s not an overwhelming pain, unless done repeatedly in a day. There is a magical aspect in changing form though, one that allows us to appear wearing clothes when we shift back to human form. I appreciate this aspect the most.
The rain soaked my fur as I ran. There was nothing that compared to the feeling of my paws hitting the ground at an unhuman speed. I dashed through the trees and bushes, letting the scents of the forest overwhelm me. I had been waiting hours for this moment. I stopped when I reached the meadow our pack used to practice in. My friends were already there, tussling with each other in the mud. Fyn whined when he saw me, before taking a step towards me and growling. I accepted his challenge, lunging at him and rolling in the grass locked in friendly battle. It ended with me on top and him squirming beneath me. I let him up, returning my attention to the surrounding trees. I raised my snout into the air and let out a throaty howl. The others responded with their own howls, before following me deeper into the woods.
Even the rain couldn’t mask the scents of the forest animals from us. I sniffed the air, tracking a familiar scent. My instincts kicked in, letting me enjoy the hunt. I could see the others nearby, keeping pace with me at a distance. They had caught the scent too and were waiting for me to give the sign. I lightened my step as the scent became stronger. I lowered my body to hide in the brush when a flash of movement halted me. Just ahead were three deer, grazing obliviously on plants. I saw their ears flick, though they didn’t look up. They’d heard something, but it wasn’t enough to consume their attention. I slank closer.
On either side of me, my pack flicked their ears as another sound caught our attention. It was distant, but distinct. The footsteps were light, but messy, just as a human would walk. I lowered my body entirely to the earth, abandoning the kill. The footsteps were coming from ahead, coming straight towards us. They stopped and I turned my ears, straining to hear. A few seconds passed, but even the deer were on edge. Their heads finally raised, turning to look around them. I heard Mel let out a barely audible whine, noising her frustration for our hesitation. I let out a small growl, trying to warn her to be still. The deer noticed this and stood very still as they stared in my direction. I knew they couldn’t see me, but one more sound and they’d start running.
A booming sound erupted through the air and I felt a pain shoot up my left shoulder. I whined in pain but forced myself to quiet when I saw one of the deer drop. The other two took off and four more shots were fired, none of which were successful. I had been hit by a stray bullet, only skimming my shoulder. The deer hadn’t been as lucky. The smell of it’s blood triggered my adrenaline, while the smell of my own blood made me wary.
Fyn was at my side in an instant, being the closest to me. I gave a low growl to warn the others to move back. I watched as the two hunters emerged to claim their kill. They cheered and congratulated each other as they examined the deer. In my fury, I wanted nothing more than to kill them both. Not only had they disturbed my hunt, but they’d shot me. Though it wasn’t intentional, my wolf was screaming inside. I watched for another second before backing up and turning around. I limped away from the scene, letting it go.
We had come across hunters plenty of times before, and the procedure was simple. Don’t expose yourself to the humans, don’t put yourself in danger. I had done one of those things but being in line with the shot had been unlucky. Fyn whined and licked my wound, causing me to wince away from him. While he was trying to help, I was already angry. I snapped at him and growled. He complied by backing down and catching up to meet the others. When we reached the meadow again, we shifted back into human form.
“Let me see.” Mel grabbed my arm.
Pain shot up my body and I gritted my teeth. “I got skimmed. I’m fine.”
“That was too close.” Ash put his hands on his head. “I thought the humans weren’t allowed to hunt in this part of the forest.”
“They’re not.” I sighed. “But when have you ever known a human to listen?”
“Chano isn’t going to be happy about this, Natalia. We should have done something.” Fyn clenched his fists.
“And risk police crawling all over our territory? My father will understand. It’s nothing but a flesh wound. I’m fine and we’re safe. That’s how it needs to stay.” I crossed my arms, ignoring the pain.
Ash sighed. “Fine. Let’s go home.”
The walk home was longer in human form, but I was not going to risk shifting again. The humans were dangerously close to our packs cabin. I kept my arm still as possible, though it helped very little with the pain. It had numbed, but now my arm was sore. I eyed the wound. It was as I’d thought, just a flesh wound. I had a small chunk of my skin skimmed off, but it wasn’t anything that wouldn’t heal. I was still bleeding but not horribly fast.
The rain had ceased and the sun was starting to shine through the clouds when we came upon the cabin. Jace and I exchanged looks when the scent reached us. Cedric’s stench instinctively made the hairs on the back of my neck rise. When it was followed by Byron’s, I calmed. As if on cue, my father swung the door open and walked out with the two. He was smiling until his eyes fell on me. Byron ran down the steps with a panicked expression on his face.
“What the hell happened?” the worry in his voice made my heart skip a beat.
“Hunters.” I met his eyes. “I’m fine.”
“They saw you?” Cedric’s accusing tone ignited my irritation.
“No. We were hunting the same prey and I got caught with a stray bullet. They had no idea we were there.” I cleared my throat.
“Come on, Lia.” Fyn pressed his hand gently on my back to lead me up the stairs. “We’re going to patch you up.”
As we walked past Cedric, I saw Fyn shoot him a look. In the midst of the excitement, I’d forgotten my father had a meeting with him. All at once I remembered the rogue wolves. I stopped in the doorway and turned to face them.
“Have there been any more sightings?” I addressed Cedric.
He gave his son a look before turning back to me. “It’s none of your concern. I’m sorry my son brought you into it.”
I creased my eyebrows. “It is my concern if it involves my pack.”
He raised his chin higher. “Last I checked, this was Chano’s pack.”
“Go inside, Natalia.” My father met my eyes.
“All do respect, I have a right to know if we’re in danger. The last time rogues entered our territory, my mother was a victim.”
Cedric rolled his jaw and took a step closer to me. “You are dangerously close to insubordination, Natalia. I’d suggest doing as your father says and staying the fuck out of it. When it concerns you, you’ll know.”
I held his gaze for a long, tense moment before Fyn cleared his throat and pulled me through the door. A second after, Byron joined us in the living room followed by my friends. I sat on the couch while Mel left to get her mother, our healer. Ash paced across the room anxiously. The others found their seats in silence.
“You should know better than to question an Alpha, Lia.” Ky sighed. “So much for easing the tension.”
“He’s in our territory, in my house, talking to my father. If he has a problem he can take it up with me. He has no authority on this land.”
“Neither do you.” Fyn gave me a wary look. “You’re not an Alpha yet.”
“No, she’s right.” Byron gave me a small smile. “He was being an ass. I’m sorry, Natalia. I think the sighting scared him more than he wants to admit and he’s projecting it on all of us.”
“It’s fine.” I looked away from him. “I would just like to know if we need to take precautions.”
“You don’t need his confirmation to do that.” Byron came to sit beside me. “Keep an eye out, maybe you guys can patrol the territory, and don’t get yourself shot again.”
I smiled. “No promises.”
He smiled back, holding my gaze. His eyes seemed to brighten for a moment, but Mel returning with Zara distracted me from him. Zara gasped and hurried to my side. She went to work stitching the wound as I winced and tried to hold still. My pack headed to their rooms, leaving me alone with Zara and Byron. Zara commented on my luck and made me laugh a few times. I could see she was just as concerned about the hunters as I was. She informed me that we had food in the fridge, since our hunt was a bust. I listened, but part of my mind was consumed by thoughts of the rogues. What Byron said was true, I could put together patrols without permission. I expected my father to be more alarmed; I didn’t see how he couldn’t understand my personal debt with rogues. He of all people knew how dangerous they were. I snapped back to reality when Cedric peeked his head in to call his son. Byron stood and said his goodbyes, but just before he slipped out the door he turned to me.
“We can go out another night, you should rest for now.” he gave me a warm smile. “I’ll see you tomorrow, Natalia.”
When he left, my wolf let out a disappointed sigh. I winced again as Zara stitched a particularly sensitive nerve. She apologized and continued with more caution.
“He seems friendly.” she smiled. “You two seem to be getting along.”
I nodded. “I’m sensing you want to say something?”
She paused. “I’ve known you your entire life, Natalia. I know this is all coming up so fast and you’re probably panicking. When you panic, you push people away. He likes you. There’s a one in a million chance of that happening with arranged mates before their betrothal. I want you to give him a chance to prove himself, before you decide to push him away.”
I hesitated before returning a smile. “Okay, Zara.”
She continued to talk, but I was only half-listening now. Something she’d said caught me off guard. One in a million chance. I don’t know why, but in that exact moment, Hugo’s face appeared in my mind. I was thrown off by the sudden extension of this term. I was thrown off by the boy who wore a werewolves tooth around his neck. I was even more thrown off by myself, who looked forward to going to school the next day. I had a good feeling about this year, which wasn’t how I’d felt when the day began. Not even being shot could disturb my mood it seemed. I smiled to myself, a new wave of excitement surging through me.
The bell rang for the second time that day, indicating class was in session. Mr. Hing slammed his book shut and pushed up his wiry glasses. He faced the class with a dull smile and said good morning. Only a few people responded, to which he began addressing our more recent assignment. I listened while spacing out, my mind wandering to lunch with Byron’s pack again. This was the only class I had without any of my packmates, so I didn’t know have anyone to talk to. The only people I knew were Ava and Damien, sitting in the front row. I caught a glance from Damien and he gave a small smile, easing my mind slightly. I nodded to him, but our attention returned to the front when someone walked in. “Oh, good!” Mr. Hing waved him in. “Everyone, this is Hugo. I understand you were late yesterday?” Hugo nodded uncomfortably. “Sorry.” Mr. Hing chuckled. “You didn’t miss anything. I have
I checked the time on my phone again, sighing. It was five-thirty; I would have to head out soon. My father had been in a confidential meeting with the other Alphas for over an hour now. Luckily, Byron and the other youths in his pack had joined us. We’d been given more time to spend with each other, even in this dire situation. We’d begun our time talkative and friendly, but now, we were sitting in the living room sharing the same dreary expressions. Every once in a while, we’d hear someone raise their voice in the study, but other than that we didn’t know what was going on. Byron gave me a small smile and nudged me. “They’ll figure something out soon.” he tried to reassure me. I shook my head. “I won’t be here for it. I have somewhere to be.” Fyn raised his head. “Where are you off to?” “I’m meeting Hugo at the library to discuss the pr
He slammed into me at full force, his jaws snapping at my throat. I whined as I hit the ground under his weight. My shoulder was protesting in pain, and I heard the sound of my stitches tearing. I retaliated by scratching furiously at the wolf’s underbelly. The smell of his blood satisfied me, but it wasn’t enough to down him. He howled in frustration and sank his teeth into my wounded shoulder. Out of pain, I reacted by latching onto his front leg. I bit down and felt his bone crunch in my jaw. He let go and whined as he fell off me. I jumped to my feet and took my place in front of Hugo again. I only had a second to see his expression, but he was horrified. The snapping and snarling of the other two wolves brought my attention back to them. They growled, approaching very slowly. The golden wolf was limping, but he took his place in between them, teeth bared. I responded by snapping my jaw warningly. He snapped back. They moved closer and I was forced back furthe
“Insubordination is punishable by death, Natalia.” Cedric’s voice was dripping with irritation. “May I remind you.” I met his eyes. “I agreed to the union only after I graduated. I don’t care what kind of power trip you’re on, Shadowfang has fulfilled their debt to you.” He took a step closer to me, menace in his expression. He looked like he might kill me right then and there. I bit my tongue, wondering if I should’ve listened and obliged. To my surprise, Byron stood and put a hand on his father’s chest to stop him. When he spoke, his tone was cool and collected. “We agreed to this when we were very young, father. We have known our place since we were ten. Natalia isn’t opposing the union; she’s simply asking us to uphold our end of the deal. Redclaw and Shadowfang agreed to letting the youths graduate first. Pushing the date up is voiding the agreement.” Cedric’s face contorted to anger, before he calmed again. He
The bell yanked me from my thoughts and I shook my head out of the fog. I tugged on the shirt Zara had picked out for me that morning. It was an irritably low cut, skin tight tee that left little to the imagination. According to her, it was good to attract my mate before the union. Not that Byron didn’t already seem interested, but I wasn’t particularly comfortable trying to attract anyone. Luckily, the tee covered my bandaged shoulder well. It ached as I bent to pull my books out of my bag for first period. Someone burst through the door and everyone looked up. My heart skipped a beat when I saw Hugo give Mr. Hinge a shy smile and hurry to his seat. I caught sight of Damien giving him a distasteful look before returning to his notes. Hugo waved to the human boy sitting on his other side and hurriedly pulled out his books while Hinge started his lesson. I didn’t dare look in his direction, suddenly remembering our last encounter. I hadn’t
“Can I ask you something?” Hugo finally looked up from his computer. I peered at him. He hadn’t spoken for the entire thirty minutes we’d been at the library. What he didn’t know was I was as comfortable in silence as I was in the heat of a battle. Especially when I was sidetracked by my own wandering mind. “I think you just did.” He didn’t smile. “Are you effected by the full moon?” I tensed. He noticed and immediately began stammering out another sentence. “It wasn’t a full moon when you changed, but I thought werewolves only change during the full moon.” “Your lore gets more wrong than it does right.” my voice was barely above a whisper. He shifted in his seat. “So, silver doesn’t effect you either? Or garlic?” I could feel my canines sharpening. “Silv
The building on the outside wasn’t anything I normally would have looked twice at. It was old and worn, paint peeling and wood chipping. I double checked the address Byron had texted me, unconvinced this was the place. It wasn’t until I stepped inside that I was delightedly surprised. People were dancing on a large dance floor and music blared through speakers on an empty stage. There was a bar, where a few of Redclaw’s elders were stationed. I tensed upon seeing them, wondering what they were doing here. Byron caught sight of me and called me over to a table where our packs sat. My eyes never left the elders. Byron noticed me staring and laughed. “This is Redclaw’s territory, Lia.” I nodded. “It’s just weird, being in the same room with wolves that used to be our enemies.” “Relax, they’re just here to drink.” he scrunched up his nose. “You smell like human.
My mind reeled as I watched the Redclaw’s tear after him. His words continued to replay in my mind, banging against my skull. I was the street, the elder wolves came out from the club. The biggest, a graying man with a serious expression on his face, looked at me expectantly. “What happened?” Fyn took a step forward. “Rogue in the street. Byron and the others went after him.” The elder barely gave Fyn a look before he shifted into a copper wolf and tested the air. The other three elders did the same, and a second later they were after the intruder too. Fyn turned to me with clenched fists. “What the fuck just happened? He was right there and you didn’t attack him. What the hell were you doing?” I swallowed. “He didn’t attack me.” “He’s a rogue, Natalia.” Ash clenched his jaw. “Remember what the pack said
Hugo prepared to pounce again, steady and stealth. As little experience he had with this form, it came so naturally to him. I might have admired it, if he weren’t about to attack Byron. I snapped myself out of my daze, my instincts screaming to move. Move where? This wasn’t my fight. Hugo had challenged Byron for the pack. For me. This wasn’t the human; this was the wolf. Pure wolf instinct. Doc had said not to engage. Maybe engaging is what had prolonged Hugo’s conscious state. He was supposed to have passed out by now, but then again, he was not the average wolf. He was an Alpha. I wasn’t even sure that was possible, but everything about the midnight wolf told me otherwise. I watched his body tense, but just before he jumped, he slumped to the side with a whimper. Byron’s ears perked up, not understanding. The midnight wolf was Hugo again, and Hugo was unconscious. The episode was over. It took us all several seco
I was the first in the room, followed closely by Cass and Hanon. The other wolves, rogue or pack, didn’t move past the entrance. They peered in with morbid curiosity but couldn’t bring themselves to experience this up close. This room looked to be a second living room, with one couch and a tv set up on the opposite wall. Hugo had been set on the couch initially, but with all the thrashing and screaming, he had to be moved to the floor. “There’s a bed upstairs…” Hanon began, but Doc cut him off. “One hit from him in this state could be lethal. He doesn’t have control of himself. We can’t risk it, for the sake of everyone he will remain here.” Hanon nodded, but I was wondering how Doc knew that. No one else but Doc would come close to his son, except me. I knelt beside him and he handed me a warm rag. “Wipe his forehead but be watchful of his hands.”
The rogues had recruits come in soon after the fight had died down. The elders ended up trading places with my youths, having their wrists and ankles bound. My pack didn’t make a move towards me, but I could see they wanted to. I hadn’t moved from my place on the floor, cradling Hugo’s head in my lap. He hadn’t moved since the injection, but his breathing had gotten stronger. I could see the wound already working to heal. Whether or not he made it, my blood was a natural remedy for his wounds. Byron’s youths took seats on the stairs, watching the rogues warily. They weren’t bound, since they hadn’t made a move to attack. I wanted to know what he was thinking, but I couldn’t bring myself to ask. I’d come too far from the girl he thought I was, there was no going back. From the corner of my eye, I saw the rogues ease into the sofas. All except Doc, who sat near me, and my father, who’d taken to guarding the Redc
It wasn’t until I heard his voice that I noticed his scent entwining with the others in the room. There were so many werewolves in such an enclosed space, it had been so easy to miss at first. He stepped from around the corner. No one moved. This made him smile as he reached for the door. Several Redclaw elders entered, stone faced and ready. They were followed by the Redclaw youths and…my father. If I hadn’t been fearful before, I definitely was now. My father didn’t look at me; he looked through me. I heard commotion and seconds later, my pack was pushed through the door. They were not coming in willingly. This was a relief as much as it was horrifying. Fyn came in last, his bound hands tearing at the Redclaw elder that held onto him. I saw his nails slash across the elders face and bright red blood appear. Enraged, the older wolf shoved him as hard as possibly able. Fyn hit the ground with a sickening thud. My instinct was to rush to him, but I was
Doc hurried upstairs to retrieve the man I’d heard so much about. I didn’t know what made me more uncomfortable; Hugo walking home when Redclaw could be stalking for him at the very moment or knowing the man who convinced my mother to betray her pack and the Elites was right above my head. I tensed as the stairs creaked. It was almost dramatic, how his feet appeared, then his legs, then his torso, and finally his face. He was a broad man, every inch of him screaming Alpha. Equal. This was the silent confirmation. He was my equal. He was an alpha. An alpha without a pack. When he stepped into the living room and looked up, his face paled. It was such an odd sight to see. His face didn’t look like it drained of color very often. I watched him with unease. Doc and Cass stepped into the hall, leaving me alone with this man. He took a step towards me and I took a step back, my lip pulling in a snarl. He put his hands up, realizing his mistake, and nodded affirmingly. “You’re Natalia.” He
I knocked on the door for the third time. I knew it was only my impatience, but it felt like it was taking too long for them to answer. They had to be home. They had to be. I strained to hear past the door, but there was nothing. Silence. Deafening silence. My wolf paced in the corner of my mind, whining at the anticipation. Finally, I heard the latch on the door unhook and watched the knob turn. Doc’s face peeked at me through the small opening, but this wasn’t an invitation for me to come in. No, he was staring at me with confusion. “Natalia?” I froze. My heart stopped. The undeniable stench, foreign to an average human home, hit my nose like a warning. Wolf. Move. Trying to be as kind as I could manage, I shoved my foot into the opening and pried it open. Doc’s eyes widened but I kept going until there was enough room for me to slip in. I put my fingers to my lips when I saw him about to speak. He reached out a hand to grab me, but I shrugged him off and continued into the ha
It wasn’t until Byron leapt on me and I fell hard on my back that I realized what was happening. I shifted instantly; my wolf already prepared. This is what I’d been trained for. This is something I knew and understood. Attack. Fight. Defend. I ignored the pain from my fall and twisted my body, eventually getting a decent enough hit to Byron’s underbelly to make him jump back. He landed lopsided and scrambled to gain his balance again. It was only a few seconds, but it was enough for me to get to my feet and prepare for the second attack. It never came. Byron’s wolfish eyes met mine and he stilled. It was only then that I realized he hadn’t made a sound the entire attack. His lip wasn’t curled back the way mine was. His muscles weren’t tensed. In fact, he looked almost at peace. This unnerved me. He’s not your friend, Natalia. His thoughts came so clearly to me. Because yo
I shot out of my seat. “Excuse me?” My father raised a hand to silence me. “Cedric and I have been trying to put together a meeting to talk about the union. We didn’t think something like this would happen, but this has been planned a week in advance.” “Reschedule.” I gritted my teeth. My father’s eyes hardened. Even from where I stood I could feel the power coming off him. His wolf had awakened by the challenge, but my father was calm. He had many years on us and knew how to control himself better than we did.. “Not an option.” He said coolly. “We aren’t in any mood to see Redclaw today.” He shrugged. “That’s your issue, not mine. The union must be discussed. It’s business, Natalia. I have a deal to uphold.” “No, you mean I have a deal to uphold. You need me to hold this meeting and I’m telling you to reschedule.” “Luckily for me, you’re not my Alpha.” He
Fyn draped an arm over my shoulder as we pushed through the cafeteria door. It was a friendly gesture to us, but it drew a few eyes from surrounding tables. I saw Fyn smile, enjoying the attention. I glanced back enough to see Jace take Mel’s hand; the gesture was so subtle but I knew I was seeing the beginning of something. I caught sight of Byron, leaning back in his chair and smiling at Claire, who sat beside him. The Redclaw wolves didn’t look uncomfortable around Chelsea’s friends; the same group they’d spent most of the last three years with. This triggered me, knowing that they’d nearly torn into Shadowfang for befriending Hugo and his friends. So, only they were allowed to hang out with humans? Not likely. We came upon a table that was erupting in laughter. The group of humans were enjoying themselves and their break time. It was only the sight of us sliding into the empty chairs around the table that silenced them. I sat beside Hu